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Duan Ruxu has never told anyone before that he hates hospitals.

The cold counting sound of the machine, the drip without temperature, the excessively white walls, sheets, and even the ceiling, and the pungent and unpleasant alcohol-smelling disinfectant.

He once watched his grandma lose her life under the beating of mechanical numbers, and at that time, he had a monstrous hatred and powerlessness towards Wen Yueze.Now that times have changed, he can't get along with his former lover peacefully. Who knows that just when he was about to withdraw and leave, something like this happened.

The appearance of the ward is not much different in Duan Ruxu's mind. He is alone with the pale and weak person on the bed. Sometimes Duan Ruxu will have the illusion that he has returned to six years ago—only the person lying on the bed has changed from a grandmother to a woman. After becoming Wen Yueze, Duan Ruxu thought about it for a long time, but he didn't know whether it was karma or something else.

Zhang Xi had handed it over to 110. Duan Ruxu didn't know how to contact Wen Yueze's family, so he could only find Chen Xun through Ling Zhe, hoping that he would tell his family the news of Wen Yueze's injury.

As for Wen Yueze, he has been in a coma since the operation. The doctor said that he was not seriously injured, and it was only a matter of time before he woke up; but he did it for himself. In this way, there is no way to stay out of it.

No, after this happened, even if Wen Yueze recovered from his illness, Duan Ruxu couldn't treat him with peace of mind like before.

Most of the separation was due to external reasons. To put it bluntly, Wen Yueze didn't owe him anything.But if it wasn't for Wen Yueze and Zhang Xi's knife piercing his body today, Duan Ruxu couldn't guarantee that he would still be alive.

Later, Duan Ruxu was called to the police station to record a statement.Both he and Zhang Xi belonged to the kind who have shown their faces more on the Internet recently, so they were very low-key along the way, and after entering the police station, they kept looking for them.

Since he is a public figure, after the statement was recorded, the police asked him not to tell what happened today, so as to create a bad influence on public opinion.Of course, Duan Ruxu has no objection, he seems to be terrified by what happened today, his face is pale, and he is always weak when he speaks.

Of course, only he himself knows that his current state is not frightened by Zhang Xi's actions at all, but because he is worried about Wen Yueze who is unconscious in the hospital.

It was already late at night, Duan Ruxu came back from the police station, and walked aimlessly on the small road in the park. Now there were no people on the road, the dark yellow street lamp was knocked down from the head, and the cool wind eroded people's will.

There is a night bus for sightseeing in Lin'an City until two o'clock in the morning. Duan Ruxu plans to take one that passes by the city hospital, so that he can go back to take care of Wen Yueze and relax.

Speaking of which, since he came to Lin'an City, he has been running around all day for various big and small things, and he has never walked on the road so calmly like now, just to see the scenery.

It is true that his desire to enjoy the scenery is not pure now, but it is not easy compared to the previous situation where he did not dare to have the slightest thought for the sake of daily necessities.

There were not many people in the car, only a few.Duan put coins in this way and sat at the back of the sightseeing floor on the second floor.From the reflection of the glass window, he could see most of his face hidden by the mask, and the only eye that was exposed was full of exhaustion.

There are fewer people on this floor, and there is only one of him. One of the big brothers is dozing off at the front, and two other women are sitting in the back. Their eyes have been glued to him since he got in the car.Duan was already depressed when he was in such a mood, at this moment he didn't want to pay attention to the expressions of the two women who were eager to strike up a conversation, so he simply closed his eyes and pretended to sleep.

After a while, there was a slight sound of footsteps. I don't know which woman was walking towards him, and said eagerly: "Hello, are you Duan Ruxu?"

Duan Ruxu didn't expect that he would be recognized like this. When he thought that he would no longer be in the entertainment industry, he didn't even want to say polite words, but just shook his head.

If he met a woman to strike up a conversation at other times, Duan Ruxu would be more than willing to show off his gentlemanly demeanor.It's a pity that now... Duan Ruxu is so tired that he can't wait to go to the ground in the next second and experience the life that doesn't care about eating and sleeping.

The woman probably didn't expect him to deny it so bluntly, and gave him a surprised look, not knowing what to say.

It was the partner next to her who pulled her clothes, then smiled and said to Duan Ruxu: "Hello, we are all your fans, I didn't expect to meet you today, please...can you give us an autograph? ?”

Duan Ruxu struggled in his mind for a while, and finally failed in not being able to deal with girls. He said apologetically, "I'm sorry, I'm not in a good mood today."

"Ah..." The two women looked at each other with regret in their eyes.

Duan Ruxu had no choice but to say again: "If we can meet again another day, I will definitely add my signature."

The two women didn't expect Duan Ruxu to be more gentle than on the Internet, and they felt a little joy in their hearts, so they didn't care about what happened just now.

... He said that he was in a bad mood, so he must have encountered something annoying, so let's not bother him.

The women smiled and said it was okay, then apologized to him and returned to their seats.

The next day, when Cheng Ruize came back from a business trip, he heard that Duan Ruxu was in the hospital, so he hurriedly asked him what happened.

When he learned that Wen Yueze was in a coma to save Duan Ruxu, and Duan Ruxu appeared to take care of Wen Yueze, he felt very complicated.

To be honest, Wen Yueze was injured because of Duan Ruxu. If it wasn't for him, the person lying there would have become Duan Ruxu, and he still doesn't know whether he is dead or alive.

But he was inexplicably appreciative.

It seemed that he always felt in his heart that from then on, the ice between Duan Ruxu and Wen Yueze would slowly melt, and he would be the one to be abandoned.

He didn't know where this idea came from, he had already passed the age of being jealous for the person he liked, not to mention that Wen Yueze saved Duan Ruxu, he should be happy.

Cheng Suize remembered that when he was on a business trip, he went there to ask for a lottery at a temple that was said to be very efficacious—it was no different from the prophecy given by the abbot of the temple he took Duan Ruxu to.Because he grew up in a monastery, he has a little awe of these "feudal superstitions", and it is precisely because of this awe that Cheng Sui feels powerless and terrified of what will happen between him and Duan Xu.

He was afraid of losing this man all the time.But sometimes I feel that I can't grasp him.

Cheng Sui hurried to the hospital, seeing Duan Xu's haggard appearance, his heart ached uncontrollably.

He said distressedly: "It's all like this, go and have a rest, I'll help you look after him."

All the jealousy that appeared in his mind at an inappropriate time disappeared when he saw Duan Ruxu. At this moment, he just wanted to persuade the tired Duan Ruxu to take a good rest.

Duan Ruxu shook his head, his voice hoarse: "No, I'm not tired."

How can you not be tired?Now his hair is disheveled, his eyes are blue, and his whole body is quite thin. It looks like he hasn't had a good rest, so why doesn't he need to rest?

Cheng Jian held Duan Ruxu's shoulders, and said almost forcefully, "Go and rest, I'll help you watch him."

This time Duan Ruxu didn't refuse immediately, he turned his head first, and finally put his eyes on Cheng Ruize's face like alms, and after a long time he said quietly: "He is lying here for me, you say, if he doesn't wake up, I will How can I go to rest?"

"You just think too much." Seeing that he couldn't be persuaded, Cheng Sui simply sat next to him and sighed, "When he recovers, you fall down again, how good is that?"

Duan Ruxu smiled reluctantly: "If I can replace him when I am sick, I would rather be the one lying on the bed now."

Cheng Sui paused for a moment, even though he knew that it was natural for Duan Xu to say such words, he couldn't help feeling a dull pain in his heart.

After a long time, he said "you have a good rest" and left.

It was like this for the next few days. Although the doctor said that it was only a matter of time before Wen Yueze woke up, he never woke up. Duan Ruxu panicked in his heart, so he stayed close to the bed, refusing to go anywhere.

During this period of time, his breakfast and dinner were all delivered by Cheng Suize. Sometimes Cheng Suize was too busy to spare, so he asked his assistant to deliver them for him—although he didn't like Wen Yueze, but what did he do for the sake of Wen Yueze? What happened just after saving Duan, as the boyfriend of the rescued person, he couldn't really be so stingy.

On the contrary, Duan Ruxu faced the unconscious Wen Yueze every day, and Cheng Suize who never gave up and came to see him at least once a day, felt more and more guilty in his heart. These emotions hung him and made him Uneasy, at a loss.

Finally, this day, Cheng Ruozhe came over to bring him breakfast as usual, but Duan Ruxu didn't answer. He calmly looked at the man who had been with him for several months, and felt more and more that he didn't deserve such treatment.

Cheng Sui, on the other hand, was terrified by him, his right eye kept twitching since he left the house today, he always thought that something big would happen today, but he didn't want to believe it.

He forced a smile, put the breakfast on the bedside table, and asked, "Ah Xu, what's wrong?"

Duan Ruxu didn't even dare to look at him, he frowned and said painfully: "Xiao Ze, let's break up."

This sentence sounds like a question sentence, but both parties know very clearly that it is a declarative sentence.

It's not asking for Cheng Shuize's opinion, but to inform him of his deliberate consideration.

Duan Ruxu's idea is very simple, now Wen Yueze is unconscious, he is not in the mood to fall in love, and he is sorry for Cheng Suize's long-term dedication, he is not worthy.

He lowered his head and whispered at the corners of his lips: "I... I still have some money in my card, so just treat it as..."

"Duan Ruxu!" This was the first time Cheng Ruize called him by his full name, Duan Ruxu was shocked and closed his mouth consciously.

Cheng Suize's eyes were scarlet, and he never felt more than now that Duan Ruxu looked like a cunning fox who stabbed people's hearts with a knife - even though the fox might not even know that what he was doing was hurting people.

He seemed to be in a hurry, and for the first time, he dropped the gentlemanly style he had believed in for a long time: "Duan Ruxu, in your eyes, is this the kind of person I am?"

Duan Ruxu still didn't dare to look up at him. He was afraid that he would change his mind when he saw Cheng Suize. Obviously everything was on the right track, and he was about to reap new feelings, but he killed them before they sprouted.

But he couldn't think of any other better solution. His behavior of guarding Wen Yueze while still being with Cheng Suize made him feel like a scumbag playing with emotions.

It started to rain outside the window, and Cheng Sui disappeared in the rain, taking away his unwillingness and heartbreak.