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Duan Ruxu never told anyone the reason for his grandmother's accident.

This "anyone" includes the so-called "relatives" in his hometown, including his close friends during college, and of course, those with whom he was so close that he thought he could talk about everything and treat each other honestly. Wen Yueze.

Everyone around him knew that when he was about to graduate from university, his grandmother who had never been out of the county traveled across several provincial capitals to come to a university like Duan.That was when his grandmother got into a car accident and became a vegetative person who could never open her eyes again.

But no one knows why grandma can bear it even after going to school for four years without going home, but why she can't bear the few months when he is going home after graduation.

Duan Ruxu didn't tell others, firstly because he thought it was unnecessary, and secondly because he couldn't pass the hurdle in his heart.

He is guilty.

Five years ago, he was about to graduate, and it was the time when he and Wen Yueze were inseparable.At that time, he had already agreed with Wen Yueze to return to his hometown to develop after graduation, but he was worried that his elderly grandmother would not be able to accept it, so when his grandmother called one day to ask if he had a girlfriend, he tentatively asked: " What if I don't like girls?"

It was that sentence that made grandma aware of the clue.Unexpectedly, although my grandmother lives in a poor and backward rural area, she doesn't think that men must be with women.

Even at the time, she was afraid that Duan Ruxu would be under psychological pressure. When she called him every day, the most common thing she said was "Let's Xiaoxu be happy".

Later, she heard that her grandson wanted another man to give up the prosperity of the big city in order to take care of her, so she reprimanded him.

She said: "You can't worry about grandma, and the parents can't worry about their son, Xiao Xu, we can't be so selfish."

She also said: "I know that our Xiao Xu also wants to see the outside world when he grows up, but he refuses to go out because of grandma. But in fact, grandma doesn't need you to make do with me, I can take advantage of my grandson's blessing, Look at the outside world."

Duan Ruxu was raised by his grandmother, and there is a deep relationship between his mother-in-law and his grandson. At that time, what his grandmother said made his eyes full of tears, and he finally agreed to take his grandmother to live in City A, and let her take a look at who accompanied him. My "boyfriend" for four years.

He was going to pick up his grandma at the station that day, but there was something wrong with his graduation thesis, so he had no choice but to ask his grandma to wait.

This wait lasted for more than three hours. When Duan Ruxu finally solved the problem of his graduation thesis and went to pick up his grandmother full of guilt, he received a call from the hospital.

It was also that night that Duan Ruxu found out that her boyfriend, Wen Yueze, whom she had been dating for three years, actually had a fiancee without telling him.

Overnight, family affection and love collapsed like a torrent.

After that day, Duan Ruxu resolutely broke up with Wen Yueze regardless of Wen Yueze's plea, and went around looking for money from friends who usually had a good relationship, so that his grandma's hospitalization problem was solved.

During that most lonely and helpless period of time, Jiang Yu helped him pay for his grandmother's follow-up medical expenses, and even Duan Ruxu's subsequent job in the entertainment industry was also helped by Jiang Yu.

Before that, he had never thought that when his life was at a certain trough, the person by his side was not Wen Yueze, but Jiang Yu, who was usually just a nodding acquaintance.

It was also during that time that Jiang Yu confessed his love to him, and he realized that Wen Yueze's hostility towards this person was not inexplicable, but so what?They have already broken up, so there is no need for Duan Ruoxu to keep a distance from others for the sake of an "ex".

But even if Jiang Yu took care of his grandmother for such a long time, he didn't know that she had a car accident because she wanted to see his grandson's other half before graduation.

Duan Ruxu did not dare to tell others because he believed that he was half responsible for his grandmother's accident: if he hadn't been persuaded by his grandmother to let her come to City A, if he had been more resolute when facing the counselor that day, he must have First pick up grandma and then revise the graduation thesis, will there be nothing to do later?

If he hadn't told his grandma that he had a boyfriend he had been with for three years, grandma wouldn't have rushed over in such a hurry.

He is guilty, he is anxious, he is afraid of hearing the words of blame, so he takes things on himself.

It is even more unnecessary to tell Wen Yueze about this.

What if I know?Wen Yueze was not very satisfied with their breakup in the first place, and if they got entangled because of this, it was something Duan Ruxu didn't want to see anyway.

Anyway, no matter whether he knew it or not, grandma came to City A just to see him. He was still half responsible for this matter, so Duan Xu had a reason not to see him.

The other is that he hates Wen Yueze for betraying him when he needed support the most—since he already has a fiancée, why bother to provoke him, why did he pretend to be so sincere in his love during those three years in college?

Now that the two meet again, Wen Yueze can't wait to threaten him with his grandmother, which makes him firm in his mind.

This man is not worthy of entrusting himself.

Over the years, Duan Ruxu has been suppressing those hatreds very well: anyway, things have already happened, it is no good for him to hate his grandmother's situation, and it may not be able to arouse this man if he tells Wen Yueze the reason of the incident If you don't feel a little guilty, it's better to take advantage of the energy to earn more money now, so as to prevent problems before they happen.

But now, when Wen Yueze said that the probability of his grandmother's surgery being successful was only [-]%, all kinds of past events appeared in front of his eyes like a revolving lantern, forcing him to remember those gloomy years.

Why?He thought, Grandma just got into a car accident to meet Wen Yueze, but after becoming a vegetable, she became a bargaining chip to threaten him; and Wen Yueze, who was barely one of the parties involved, not only didn't know anything, but also looked like a savior , telling him about his grandmother's recent situation sympathetically.

This is not fair at all.

At that moment, Duan Ruxu even wanted to tell Wen Yueze the truth about his grandmother's car accident, to see if it would arouse the man's guilt.

But this idea disappeared in a flash, and before Duan Ruxu had time to put it into action, it disappeared in an instant.

I have thought a lot about this way, and it seems like a long time has passed.But in fact, the formation and disappearance of those thoughts were only in a flash. He thought it was a long time, but in fact it was only ten minutes.

Knowing grandma's physical condition, Duan Ruxu no longer had an appetite to eat, but Wen Yueze couldn't see it, and forced him to take a few bites.

After dinner, Wen Yueze took Duan Ruxu to the nursing home where his grandmother lived.

The old man was still lying quietly on the bed as usual, and he didn't look much different from falling asleep.

Only Duan Ruxu knew that grandma was reluctant to wake up after sleeping for five years, and she might not even have the chance to open her eyes to see herself again in the future.

He felt a little uncomfortable.

Wen Yueze's eyes changed, and the nursing staff followed him out. In the big room, only Duan Ruxu and grandma were left.

Duan Ruxu walked slowly to the edge of the bed and sat down, holding grandma's hand.

He whispered about his situation over the years, even though his grandmother could no longer hear what he said, he still had the habit of reporting good news but not worrying. Omit it, as if it never existed.

After thinking about it, he still planned to introduce Wen Yueze, who he came from, to his grandmother.

"He's the one I told you about before, the boyfriend I've been talking about for three years."

"My ex-boyfriend, you haven't been together since the accident—of course, it's not that he thinks you're burdensome, it's that I suddenly don't like it, and I don't want to be with him anymore."

"I haven't seen him for a long time, and I only met him again in recent months."

"Speaking of which, before you came to City A because you wanted to see him, but you didn't see him, and now you let him see you in another way, it's also a kind of fate."

"..."

Even though he knew that grandma wouldn't hear him no matter how much he said, he still wanted to talk to the only person in the world who was willing to treat him as a child and pamper and love him in every possible way.

After talking about Wen Yueze, he talked about Jiang Yu again: He said that he had left Yinyue now, that he was sorry for Jiang Yu, and that he had no way to respond to the other party, and he wanted to leave because he really had no face to face him.

Speaking of this, Duan Ruxu thought of his grandmother's character, and said: "I have been thanks to him for these years. If I have the opportunity in the future, I will definitely repay him."

Still no response.

Duan is so used to it, he tirelessly told his grandmother what he had experienced over the years, and he shut up defensively until the door of the ward was opened again.

He let go of grandma's hand, and took another look at the person lying on the bed, knowing that he had stayed long enough today and it was time to leave.

He reluctantly followed Wen Yueze out of the ward, and at the same time made a decision in his heart.

Professor John sent them off in person, and told Duan Ruxu that when he was alone with his grandmother just now, he had been watching the data in the background. look at her.

Duan Ruxu naturally agreed.

On the way back, the two of them faced each other in silence all the way - or it was such a one-sided indifference, Wen Yueze tried to stir up the topic a few times during the middle, but he calmly suppressed it.

Wen Yueze thought that he hadn't recovered from his grandmother's situation, so he let him go.

But after returning to his villa in the suburbs, Duan Ruxu not only proposed to sleep in a separate room, but also asked him for the contract he signed at the beginning.

Only then did Wen Yueze realize that something was wrong with him.

He thought of Duan Ruxu who had just been hit today, forced himself to suppress the anger in his heart, and asked calmly, "Why?"

There is an imperceptible fragility in Duan Ruxu's expression: "I'm in a bad mood today, and I want to be alone for a while, can't I?"

Wen Yueze paused, he clearly felt... hostility from Duan Ruxu's words.

It's hostility, that's right, even though he really doesn't want to admit it, but Duan's conflicting emotions far exceed any previous one, which makes him have to admit it and also have to care about it.

If it was only because of the person in the nursing home, his attitude towards himself would not have suddenly changed so drastically.

He repeated his words and asked persistently, "Why do you want to read the contract?"

Duan Ruxu was a little funny, he squinted his eyes at the person opposite, and didn't know how true or false what he said: "After all, I didn't read it at the beginning, and I'm afraid that I will accidentally do something that is inconsistent with the requirements of the contract. If you don’t agree with me, it’s me who suffers.”

What he said was righteous and in line with the current situation, but Wen Yueze just didn't think that was the reason.

He is lying to himself.

But why?Wen Yueze couldn't think of a reason why he did this.

Fortunately, the contract has already been signed, so there is nothing wrong with showing Duan this way.Without hesitation, Wen Yueze compared himself with the two contracts that Duan had asked him to keep, and compared them to him, and then went back to his room.

He was still afraid that he would press people down too tightly, although he didn't explicitly agree to Duan Ruxu's request to "sleep in separate rooms", he made a statement with practical actions, and just told Duan Ruxu not to stay up too late, so he didn't say anything else.