money worship

Jing Tang sat on the toilet seat in the bathroom, always feeling a little uneasy.

The bathroom was very quiet. The faucet in the sink was leaking erratically, and the water droplets hit the white porcelain pool wall, making a tick-tock sound.

After he fell ill, he became easily agitated. The slight noise in the extremely quiet environment was louder than the metal rock playing outside. He listened to it, and felt that his chest was tight, and he couldn't help it. Get restless and restless.

Jingtang stood up, put her hands on the pool and looked at the pool, and saw that a small puddle had already formed inside.His own face was reflected in the transparent clear water - his cheeks and lips were obviously rosy, and he looked healthy, only his eyes were lifeless.

He is still tormented by those emotions, guilt, regret, unwillingness, and self-blame.He didn't even want to smile when no one was around.

Jing Tang stared blankly at herself for a while, then for some reason, suddenly raised her right hand, and pinched hard on the purple vein of her left wrist with her round nails.Slight stinging.

There was a slightly shorter sunken mark on the white and tender skin of the wrist.

The feeling of restlessness did not lessen.

Jing Tang was about to pinch her a second time when she heard a blunt sound coming from the direction of the bedroom outside the door.

……Oops.

Jingtang woke up suddenly, and realized that she had developed a bad tendency, her breathing became short unconsciously, she pressed the washbasin firmly with both hands, and began to take a deep breath.

But this feeling of anxiety and depression is almost difficult for him to overcome by himself.

It's time to take medicine.

With Yan Cheng not by his side, the only thing he could rely on was a handful of medicines.

Jing Tang quickly walked out of the bathroom, went to the kitchen and poured herself a glass of water, swallowed the medicine with warm water, and then wiped the water stains on the corners of her lips with the back of her hand.

"Hey Jiang Yiran! Where are you going!" Suddenly came a helpless voice from behind, and immediately after, the door of the bedroom was suddenly opened.

Jing Tang was startled, and quickly adjusted the expression on her face before she dared to turn around and asked: "What's the matter?" He returned to the previous appearance with a slight smile.

He knew that both Yan Cheng and Yan Jue hoped that he would get well soon, so he tried his best to control himself recently, trying not to show sad emotions in front of the father and son.

I saw Jiang Yiran, who pushed open the bedroom door, with a red face, quickly stepped into the kitchen, and closed the door hastily, looking very cramped.

Yan Jue was locked out of the door, and he didn't dare to break in without authorization, so he could only guard the door and said anxiously: "I, I was wrong! Jiang Yiran, you come out first!"

Jiang Yiran pursed her lips tightly and ignored him, leaning her whole body against the door to prevent Yan Jue from breaking in.

Seeing this, Jing Tang, who was mistakenly locked in the kitchen, asked Jiang Yiran cautiously: "...What did Yan Jue do?" What did Yan Jue do to make people blush like this and hide!

Jiang Yiran was feeling ashamed and angry, and subconsciously replied: "He kissed my ear!"

After finishing speaking, he realized that this matter seemed not suitable for Jing Tang to talk about, and his face became even more blushing, wishing he could dig a hole in the ground to hide in.

Jingtang: "..."

Kissing your ears...is it worth being ashamed like this!Jing Tang was a little speechless and thought a little funny, completely forgetting that a few months ago, she was also a virgin who could not help but blush even if Yan Cheng touched her.

Now, he has been reborn and is a little experienced person.

——Although it is in the following experience.

Speaking of which... Is it the one above or the one below?

Jing Tang was shocked to find that, as Yan Jue's close friend, elder brother and stepmother, he had never known that Yan Jue was 1 or 0!

Although Jing Tang doesn't believe that the talent of being 1 can be inherited, but seeing Yan Jue's proactive attack, Jiang Yiran reacted like this again, he should be the one above like his father, right?

Regardless of whether it is true or not, helping younger brothers chase their wives is what big brothers should do.

"Student Jiang, don't be shy, it's just a kiss on the ear." Jing Tang leaned over, patted Jiang Yiran's shoulder, smiled ambiguously, and asked, "How do you feel? Is your heart beating faster?"

Jiang Yiran began to regret going into the kitchen.Unexpectedly, he escaped from Yan Jue, but locked himself together with the little devil Jing Tang. Now he is in a dilemma, either go out to face Yan Jue, or he can only stay in the kitchen and be interrogated by Jing Tang.

...No matter which one he chooses, it will be very painful, but he hasn't figured out how to face Yanjue yet, so he just continues to stare at Jingtang.

"Yes...but I was scared." Jiang Yiran lowered his head, touched the tip of his nose guiltily, and after making excuses for himself, he hurriedly added, "It's definitely not because I'm interested in him!"

From Jing Tang's ears, of course there is no silver 300 taels here.

"No, no, no." Jing Tang shook her index finger seriously, exposing Jiang Yiran's lie, "If you don't like Yan Jue, then you should be very angry when he kisses you like this, and then give him a punch on the spot Instead of hiding around like this, afraid to see him."

When Jingtang said this, she purposely raised her voice a little, so that Yan Jue who was waiting outside the door could hear clearly.The premise is if Yan Jue is still outside the kitchen door.

These words are very reasonable, and Jiang Yiran actually knows in his heart that he has a good impression of Yanjue.After Yanjue confessed to him, the reason why he didn't give a definite answer was because he felt very scared.

He is afraid that Yanjue is just a whim to him, afraid that after Yanjue gets along with him, he will find that he is actually a boring and flawed person, and afraid that Yanjue will leave him one day.

Because of his poor family background and the oppression of his father and stepmother, Jiang Yiran had a low self-esteem since he was a child. This kind of low self-esteem was so deep that it almost melted into his bones and blood, and he has been with him for nearly 20 years.

Yan Jue is a very good person in his heart, so good that he feels that he is not worthy.

Jingtang is still trying to persuade Jiang Yiran to admit his heart: "Life is so hard, falling in love will make you much happier. When you are sad or uneasy, there is at least one person you can rely on, and you can always go on."

While saying these words, Jingtang thought of Yan Cheng who was far away, and thought of the three chapters of the agreement written by him.In the beginning, he forced Yan Cheng to be his reliance, relying on Yan Cheng with a stern look.But now, something should be different.

Yan Cheng seems to be actively relying on him, no matter whether it is out of sympathy for him or out of concern for the younger generation.Therefore, he also wants to work hard to be better and respond to Yan Cheng's expectations.

"However, in order to make yourself feel better, accept a person, throw all the negative emotions on the other person, and let the other person bear the huge pressure and pain with me, wouldn't it be too selfish." Jiang Yiran whispered, "……I do not like this."

Jing Tang was suddenly stunned by Jiang Yiran's words.

Jingtang knew that Jiang Yiran was talking about his own thoughts, but he still couldn't help substituting himself, thinking of the relationship between him and Yan Cheng.Isn't he the "selfish" person that Jiang Yiran said?When he was unhappy, he would quarrel with Yan Cheng and cry all the time, which made Yan Cheng very irritable.Now that he is sick, he is still dragging Yan Cheng down, so that the other party has no time to go to the company to handle work, and has to spend a lot of time with him.

And he made Yan Cheng feel sorry for Ming Yue.

It's all his fault.

I started thinking about this again, and my chest was so tight that I couldn't breathe.Jingtang pressed her chest, feeling nauseated.

"You, what's wrong with you?" Jiang Yiran noticed that Jing Tang's complexion suddenly became very bad and looked very uncomfortable, and hurriedly reached out to support him, "I'm sorry... did I say something wrong?"

Just now he was so busy thinking about himself and Yanju that he completely forgot that Jingtang in front of him was a depressed patient.He should be more careful with what he says!Jiang Yiran became flustered, regretting endlessly.

"It's okay, it's okay..." Jing Tang shook her head, just as she finished speaking, the nausea rushed back.He tightly covered his mouth, opened the kitchen door and rushed into the bathroom.

"Hey! Jing Tang!" Yan Jue was still at the door of the kitchen, seeing Jing Tang rushing out, he quickly followed.

Fortunately, this time it was just retching, and I didn't really spit it out.However, Jing Tang still felt a deep sense of fatigue.

Yan Jue patted him on the back, frowned and asked, "What's the matter, I don't think you ate much at noon."

"Maybe... it's a side effect of the medicine." Jing Tang flinched casually, and dismissed the matter perfunctorily.In front of Yan Jue, he couldn't bring up Ming Yue's matter, and finally reconciled with Yan Jue, he didn't want to ruin their relationship again.

Yan Jue sighed, leaned against the washbasin, and supported the edge with both hands.

"It's said that idiots don't get sick. Why do you have so many disasters?" He whispered.

Jing Tang laughed and said, "Of course it's because I'm smart."

Jiang Yiran came in from the outside, brought a cup of warm water to Jingtang, and asked worriedly, "Are you really all right?"

Jingtang nodded.

Yan Jue turned his head and looked at Jing Tang's side face: "Did you miss him?"

He had a vague feeling that Jing Tang seemed to be inseparable from people, especially Yan Cheng.

Yan Jue didn't guess the real reason for Jingtang's sudden discomfort, but he hit another thing Jingtang cared about.

After Yan Cheng went out, he hasn't contacted him yet, not even a wechat message.

Jingtang lowered her eyes and didn't speak.

"Call him if you miss him, it's not ancient times now." Yan Jue said, "The development of communication technology..."

"I won't call." Jing Tang interrupted him, and said sullenly, "I'll wait for him to call me."

Yan Jue frowned even deeper.He stretched out his hand to hold Jingtang's thin shoulders: "Jingtang, don't always suffer like this, some things have to be said first."

"I won't." Jingtang wiped the corners of her eyes with her fingers, and said stubbornly, "I don't want to bring shame on myself."

Yan Jue was a bit inexplicable: "What humiliation...? My dad treats you..."

"Yanjue, leave me alone." Jingtang broke away from his hand and pushed Yanjue towards Jiang Yiran, "Didn't your own affairs be resolved?"

The author says:

Yan Jue almost betrayed his father.But Xiaotang: I won't listen!