money worship

When she opened her eyes again, Jing Tang was already in the car.He was laid horizontally on the back seat. Fortunately, there was a soft pillow behind his head, so his neck was not too sore.The effect of sleeping pills made him have a good sleep for a long time. He slept very deeply and without dreams all night.

He struggled to open his eyes, but his eyes were foggy and blurry, only the outline of the man in the driver's seat was vaguely reflected—the man was holding the steering wheel tightly, his straight back was slightly bowed, and he looked a little tired .

"...Uncle Yan." Jing Tang opened her dry lips and called out the title subconsciously.

When Yan Cheng heard the sound and looked back, he smiled at him gently: "Ninny, are you sleeping well?"

"Hmm..." Jing Tang extruded a very soft nasal answer from her nasal cavity, rubbed her eyes, trying to focus them faster.When his eyes and brain recovered and he sat up with the back seat propped up, he saw the outside scene through the car window.

They were waiting for a traffic light on a slightly narrow road. There was a small hotel on the left and ruins on the right. It seemed that the building had just been demolished and planned to be rebuilt. The surrounding area was surrounded by a blue protective wall. Workers wearing hard hats Getting in and out of the only entrance.

A line of big characters was sprayed with white paint on the protective wall—constructed by the First Engineering Company of Licheng Construction Group.

When Jing Tang saw the word "architecture", she couldn't help thinking of the once glorious facade of her company and the pale faces of her deceased parents.A stabbing pain started deep in the brain, like a needle prick, Jing Tang withdrew her gaze and dared not look any further, and covered her head tightly with her hands.

Yan Cheng in front noticed Jingtang's strangeness, frowned and asked worriedly: "What's the matter, is there something uncomfortable?"

Yesterday evening, he put sleeping pills in the milk he gave Jingtang, but he was worried that the medicine would make Jingtang uncomfortable, so he only melted half of it in the end.Seeing that Jingtang is not feeling right now, he still immediately thinks about the half-tablet, worrying whether he caused Jingtang to feel unwell.

"It's just a sudden headache..." The labor pain was very short, Jingtang let go of her hand, let her head hang down and panted for a while, then she got better.

He asked, "Where are we going...?"

In fact, Jing Tang already had an answer in his heart.Since Yan Cheng would take him to the car while he was asleep, he must take him to places where he might resist.

Like a hospital.

"Let's go to the hospital." The Central Hospital is not far ahead, and there is no need to hide it anymore, so Yan Cheng said bluntly, "I'm sorry, Xiaotang, I was afraid that you would not come, so I did this."

"I really don't really want to come..." Jing Tang was a little weak, leaning limply against the car window, and said in a hoarse voice, "But staying at home these few days, I feel so uncomfortable, I can't cheer up. Maybe it's a real illness I... I don't know, I don't know..."

In fact, ever since Jin Muhuai told him that Yan Cheng was looking for a doctor for him, Jing Tang realized that he was indeed a little sick, but he didn't want to admit that he was sick, so he just refuted Jin Muhuai blindly, and secretly complained about hiding it from him Yan Cheng, who was looking for a doctor, finally worked up the courage to hang up the psychiatric number by himself, but in the end he still didn't go to the doctor.

Jing Tang used to think that he was the happiest person in the world. Anyone in the world could suffer from depression, but he alone would definitely not be able to.He didn't want to admit that he had changed, that he was no longer the happy Jingtang from before, and he believed that with support and persistence, he would be able to get over it and clear away his depression.But when the depression really broke out, he realized that he couldn't survive it at all.

He seemed to be drained of all his vitality at once, and he would feel great pain when he saw anything related to his parents, even a little bit.He didn't want to move, talk, or see people. When he couldn't sleep late at night and couldn't fall asleep, he turned his back to Yan Cheng beside him, and thought of death several times.

Obviously, when he was in the hospital before, he swore to Yan Cheng that he would never commit suicide.

Sometimes he secretly thinks about what will happen after his death, whether those who hate him will laugh, and whether those who love him will cry.Will Yan Jue forgive him because of his death?Will Yan Cheng cry because of his death?

He couldn't think of an answer.

He was tortured by many things every night, and it was difficult to fall asleep. After drinking milk last evening, he was lying on the bed, but suddenly fell asleep.Before closing his eyes, he grabbed Yan Cheng's pillow and thought, maybe Yan Cheng put something in his milk.

But he wasn't angry. Rather than being treated coldly by Yan Cheng, he hoped that Yan Cheng could do something to him, whatever.

After waking up, Jing Tang was not surprised to hear Yan Cheng said that he would take him to the hospital.After all, he had already heard from Jin Muhuai that Yan Cheng wanted to take him to see a doctor.

Looking at the dark roof of the car, Jing Tang began to think wildly: If I was diagnosed with depression, would Uncle Yan treat me better?Will he love me a little more?

However, the answers to these questions are still unknown.

"Don't worry." Yan Cheng raised his head slightly, looked at Jing Tang's figure reflected in the rearview mirror, and said in a low voice, "...you will get better."

"...Mmm." Jing Tang hugged the pillow in her arms and nodded slightly.Now he has only Yan Cheng to rely on, and he has no choice but to believe in Yan Cheng.

The green light ahead was already on, and Yan Cheng drove on, and arrived at the gate of Licheng Central Hospital in less than 3 minutes.He found a place to park the car, then came down to help Jingtang open the door, then stretched out his hand towards Jingtang who was huddled on the edge of the back seat, and coaxed: "Ninny, come down."

Yan Cheng knew that Jing Tang liked to be called "Ni Nan", so he called him that way several times today, and tried to speak to Jing Tang as gently as possible, for fear that he would return midway and refuse to see a doctor again.

Jing Tang let go of the pillow, took Yan Cheng's hand, and let the other party pull him out of the car.

"Let's go." Yan Cheng clenched his hand and walked straight forward, "Go straight up."

"Huh..." Jing Tang was a little surprised, she lowered her head and looked at the hands they held tightly.He thought that Yan Cheng was just going to pull him, but he didn't expect Yan Cheng to hold his hand and go upstairs together.Obviously there are so many people around...

Jing Tang turned her face to look around, but met the eyes of many people, she quickly turned back, lowered her head and stared at the ground.

Sure enough, he and Yan Cheng didn't match in terms of clothing style and temperament. If they walked outside together, they would only be recognized as father and son, but how could father and son hold hands so intimately...

There were too many people in the hospital, Jing Tang always felt that she was being watched by many people, and she was very uneasy.Yan Cheng seemed to have sensed his emotions, held his hand even tighter, and said, "It's okay, let them see."

Jing Tang nodded, and followed Yan Cheng all the way to the psychiatric department.

For the time being, there was only one female doctor with short haircut in the department. When she saw Yan Cheng bringing Jing Tang in, she stood up and smiled kindly at Jing Tang: "You are Jing Tang, right?"

"Yes..." Jing Tang replied with some trepidation.On the way here, he didn't feel panicked yet, but now that he was actually face to face with the psychiatrist, he suddenly panicked and turned his head to look at Yan Cheng helplessly.

But Yan Cheng let go of his hand, pressed Jing Tang's shoulder to let him sit down on the chair, and said to the female doctor: "Doctor Hu, Xiao Tang will leave it to you." After speaking, he turned around and was about to go out.

Jing Tang quickly grabbed his hand, and looked at him as if asking for help: "...Aren't you going to accompany me?"

Yan Cheng knew in his heart that maybe he was one of the reasons that induced Jingtang's depression. He felt that if he stayed in the department, Jingtang might feel restrained.

"Don't worry, I'm right outside and I won't go far." Yan Cheng wanted to reassure Jing Tang, so he brushed away his messy forehead hair, bent down and kissed him gently between the brows, "Ninny, I'll wait for you. "

"Get well soon." Yan Cheng stroked Jing Tang's hair for the last time, and left the department.

He did not go far, first went to the nearby smoking room to smoke a cigarette, then turned back outside the department, picked an empty seat in the corridor and sat down, calling Xiong Jiayin to explain the company, while waiting to ask The diagnosis is over.

On the way, Yanjue made a phone call to ask about Jingtang's situation, Yan Cheng told the truth and said that Jingtang was seeing a doctor.After Yan Jue had finished listening, he only said a few words such as "Be careful with him".Just when Yan Cheng was about to hang up the phone, Yan Jue suddenly said: "Dad, you seem a little silly."

"...What?" Yan Cheng didn't understand why his son suddenly scolded him again, his eyes were full of confusion.

Yan Jue said: "I see that you are clear about other people's affairs, why can't you understand your own nonsense."

Yan Cheng asked, "What do you mean?"

"... Forget it, pretend I didn't say it." Yan Jue was speechless, "You can understand it slowly."

Then the phone was hung up by Yan Cheng, and there was a beeping busy tone from the receiver.Yan Cheng held the phone and fell into deep thought.

Yan Jue was right, he could see others clearly, but he couldn't see himself clearly, otherwise, he wouldn't have brought things to this point.But now he doesn't have the energy to think through everything one by one, just the company's affairs and Jingtang's illness make him burnt out.

In short, we need to take good care of Jingtang first, so that he can slowly come out of negative emotions.At least he was friends with Jing Yue and Ling Lian, he couldn't let their only son collapse and self-destruct like this.

Yan Cheng let out a long breath, raised his head, but felt a strange gaze staring at him.He frowned and scanned his surroundings, but he didn't see any suspicious figures.

Is it because I didn't have a good rest that I had this illusion?Or was the person who was staring at him walking too fast and had already slipped away?

Yan Cheng got up and looked around again, making sure that there were indeed no weird people around, and then sat down again.

At this moment, the door of the department in front of him suddenly opened from the inside.

The author says:

The start date has changed! (perhaps

There is another update after twelve o'clock in the evening, which is for tomorrow

Happy Saturday everyone :3

[Because of force majeure, the car cannot be dispatched... Let me tell you. 】