Entering the Red Chamber: Qingwen, rush forward!

On the wedding night in the bridal chamber, Xue Baochai sat in the room in a daze.The bright red hijab is full of joy under the light of red candles.

She has been sitting here for a long, long time.She sat doing this all afternoon and into the twilight of night.I don't know how long I'll have to sit.

Baoyu was sitting on the couch in the outer room, reading scriptures all the time.Occasionally, the sound of paper flipping can be heard.

Except for the flipping of books and the soft crackling of candles, there was no movement in the room.

Baochai didn't know how long she had been sitting here, she felt upset and froze.

She didn't know what Baoyu was doing, and she didn't know when he would come to take off her hijab.

Time flies by moment by moment, and people say that spring night is worth a thousand gold, but it seems worthless in her bridal chamber.

Baochai's tears flowed down quietly, but she quickly wiped them away.

Don't cry, what's the use of crying?Can crying bring Baoyu over?

It was late at night, and everything was still.Through the red hijab, Baochai could see the light of a pair of red candles flickering, as if mocking her.

The sound of flipping books outside finally stopped. Someone got off the ground and walked slowly into the house. The footsteps were hesitant, and they stopped and walked.

Baochai's heartbeat quickened suddenly.Although she has seen Baoyu countless times, she can still think of his appearance with her eyes closed, and she can still see his face at this moment with her eyes closed.But tonight is different from the past. Tonight, she will be Baoyu's daughter-in-law, and he will take off the hijab for her and untie her clothes.

Baochai was short of breath and her heart beat faster and faster.Because Baoyu got closer and closer, she could hear his breathing.

Baochai's mind was buzzing, and he could hear his own heartbeat in his ears.

"Sister Bao, I..."

When Baoyu spoke, her face was flushed to the base of her ears, and she was very hot.

"Sister Bao...I...I only have Sister Lin in my heart. I will not marry anyone but her. If my wife doesn't allow me to marry Sister Lin, then I will not marry anyone."

Jia Baoyu's words were like a basin of ice water, suddenly poured on her body.

Baochai fell into an ice cellar instantly, and her heart stopped beating.

The world seemed to stop.

why?

Xue Baochai didn't know how long it took to wake up.

Ha ha……

Still like this, only Lin Daiyu is in my heart, so why are you marrying me?

What are you marrying me for?

Why do you marry me if you don't love me?

I have already made up my mind that I want to live and die with you, Jia Baoyu, and you, but you actually say you won't marry me!

So what am I doing now?

Since you don't want to marry me, why didn't you tell your mother?

Are you mother and son playing with me together?

Even if there is no one in my Xue family, I, Xue Baochai, will not allow you to insult me ​​so easily!

As soon as Baochai stretched out her hand, she tore off her red hijab and threw it far away on the ground.She got up suddenly, and walked outside in a few steps. She wanted to argue with Jia Baoyu: Why is I, Xue Baochai, not good enough for you?How dare you humiliate me like this?

The outside room was brightly lit, and Jia Baoyu was sitting on the couch, staring at her.

She hadn't seen Baoyu for a long time, and ever since she knew that she was going to marry Baoyu, she avoided him and refused to see him.

After not seeing him for several months, she hardly recognized Baoyu.

Shaped pins stand.

Baoyu was skinny and skinny, but her eyes were as black as lacquer, and she was looking at her quietly.

"Sister Bao...I...I only have Sister Lin in my heart...but my wife drove Sister Lin away. He forbade me to marry Sister Lin. Now I don't know whether I am dead or alive..."

Seeing the angry Xue Baochai, he muttered.

"you……"

Baochai felt sad for a while, and couldn't help feeling sorry for Baoyu and Daiyu again.

Where is Daiyu now?I heard that she is going south to Yingtian Mansion.

But she is so weak and affectionate, this suffering...

Look at the scrawny Jia Baoyu...

The anger in Baochai's heart gradually extinguished.

Perhaps, this is the fate of the three of them?

The person is there, but the heart is not.

The heart is there, but the person is not.

This, perhaps, is fate.

Without knowing it, Baochai sat down on the couch beside Baoyu.

"Why are you so stupid? Why didn't you tell your wife? Why did you let Sister Lin go?"

Baochai lowered her head and sighed.

"I said, I begged, I begged my wife many times, but my wife was determined not to allow it. She said that the day when sister Lin came in was the day she wanted to die. I dare not, I can't. Besides, sister Lin is not willing, She wants to leave by herself, and I don't even know when she left."

Baoyu said with tears.

"Sister Lin went to Yingtian Mansion with Baoqin and Qingwen Zijuan Siqi. You go, you go to find Sister Lin and bring her back."

Baochai also shed tears and persuaded in a low voice.

"I can't. Sister Lin will never marry me in this lifetime, because you and I are married, Sister Bao."

Baoyu was extremely bitter, and his heart was cut like a knife.

"Married? Are we married?"

Baochai was even more bitter, her life was ruined like this, and she didn't know who ruined her life.

Is it Mrs. Wang?no.

She only has love for herself, if not, she would not insist on marrying herself as her daughter-in-law.

Is it Lin Daiyu?Not anymore.

Lin Daiyu and herself are like sisters, for her own sake, she is willing to go far away and never disturb her for the rest of her life.

Is it Baoyu?Nor is it.

From the beginning to the end, he only had Sister Lin in his heart, and he never hurt and humiliated himself unintentionally.

No one wanted to ruin her life.They all hope that their life will be safe and peaceful.

It can only be said that it is fate, and this is my fate.

She sighed softly.

Accept it.

After thinking about it, it seems that this is also very good. It doesn't matter if you can be with Baoyu, even if you can't be a husband and wife.

"Baoyu, go sleep in the back room, it's too cold here."

Baochai said in a low voice.

"Sister Bao, I can't, I can't sleep with you, I can't."

Baoyu said hastily.

"Go, I'm not that shameless woman. Let's not disturb each other. I understand your thoughts. You always have to cover up people's eyes and ears. You have to make me face people."

Baochai smiled wryly.

"Sister, I'm leaving. I'm going to become a monk. I chant sutras and Buddha every day, and ask the Buddha to bless my sister Lin every day..."

Baoyu said in a low voice.

"You are so stupid. But even if you want to leave, you can't leave today. You just left, but what about me? How can I live? How do you tell me to meet people in the future? I don't care if you are chanting, Whether you pay homage to the Buddha, I don't care about you. But you can't leave today, you have to think about me anyway."

Baochai lowered her head and said slowly, almost begging Jia Baoyu.

"Okay... I'll stay for a few more days. After a few more days, I must go to become a monk. Then you can't stop me."

Baoyu said.

"Okay, as long as you give me a way out, I will never stop you in the future..."