reverse crush

Lu only worried that Pei Zhenyan would blame himself for the fact that Kong Fei was not selected.

He can't say that he has no complaints from the beginning to the end, but this kind of negative emotion is not worth mentioning in front of liking. He has long since stopped blaming Pei Zhenyan, and even gave up seeking Han Chao to settle accounts in order to hide Pei Zhenyan.

Thinking about it differently, if he caused Pei Zhenyan's dream of more than ten years to be shattered, he would not be able to feel at ease.

This will be the guilt of his life.

What he couldn't do by himself, he hoped that Pei Zhenyan could do it.

"Actually, I'm much better about Kongfei. Chongde didn't stay in vain this year. I was so busy that I didn't have time to think about it. Lu just knew that he just said that he didn't blame Pei Zhenyan, and Pei Zhenyan couldn't let go of it." Yes, he must let the other party see that he has really stepped out of the shadows a little bit, "Sometimes I don't even have time to think about you. "

As expected, Pei Zhenyan believed it, and was attracted by the last sentence: "You don't miss me at school?" The more he thought about it, the more angry he became, "Thankfully, I miss you five hundred times every day and send you so many messages. You are busy , I'm not busy? University is not easier than senior year, okay?"

"Can you not focus on the key points randomly?" Lu Zhi retorted, "I just said that sometimes, you don't miss me every minute and every second for 24 hours."

"Who said that?" Pei Zhenyan said nonsense, "I just think about it 24 hours a day."

Lu Zhi: "...then you are great."

Pei Zhenyan: "Don't be so disgusting when you speak."

"Crap." Lu just cursed, "It's impossible to communicate with a silly dog."

Pei Zhenyan: "Silly dogs really can't communicate.

Lu just made him laugh angrily: "Pei Zhenyan, are you listening or not?"

"Listen." Pei Zhenyan stopped, "What did you say just now?"

With such an interruption, there is no serious atmosphere. Lu Zhi was stunned because he couldn't conjure up the context, so he simply dragged him up from the bed, and said angrily, "Take a bath."

Pei Zhenyan's procrastination has not been cured yet: "Wait a minute."

"No more. Lu just said, "It's been a long time. "

Pei Zhenyan said that he was going to lie down again: "Then you go wash first."

"Are you sure?" Lu only looked at the sticky man.

Sticky Man yawned, and said firmly, "Sure."

Lu only found that it was really easy to contagious after staying with the clingy person for a long time. He was a little bit unable to walk even though he was just going to take a bath.

Even Pei Zhenyan can resist being clingy, but I can't? Lu only deeply reflected on himself.

An even and fine stream of water was falling from the top of his head. Lu Zhigang was about to squeeze the shower gel when the bathroom door opened. Pei Zhenyan walked in, and then came into the shower room. Lu Zhi pushed him against the wall.

Lu just raised his hand and adjusted the direction of the shower so that the water would rush to them: "Why?"

Pei Zhenyan said, "I want to wash with you."

Lu just hugged him, and although he said lightly, the satisfaction in his tone was ready to come out: "Clingy."

When the water ran, Pei Zhenyan's hair was completely wet soon, and when he flicked it back, his delicately carved face was too sexy.

Lu Zhi's eyes darkened: "Is it really here to take a bath?"

Pei Zhenyan really just planned to take a bath at first, he couldn't bear to be alone in a place where he couldn't see Lu Zhi, but he couldn't stand any teasing with Lu Zhi's self-control that was about 0 , The will quickly went offline, and even the physical discomfort was completely forgotten, and he leaned over and licked Lu Zhi's face, and said, "No."

……

It was an hour later when I came out of the bathroom, and finally there was a warm and serious atmosphere again, but it was very late, and the noise was too fierce, both of them were already very sleepy.

Lu Zhi still remembered what he wanted to say to Pei Zhenyan, and picked the most important sentence and said: "Every time I think of June 6th, I will be happy."

Pei Zhenyan put his face on his shoulder and nodded slightly.

Lu just lowered his head and kissed him, saying, "Goodnight, bro."

Pei Zhenyan wanted to say, "I'm going to die, I fell asleep twice and called me bro, what a fucking disappointment", but I really didn't have the energy to say such a long series of words. He stayed up all night because of nervousness last night, and he has already reached his physical strength The limit, uncontrollably sinking into sleep.

The next day, Pei Zhenyan was woken up by Lu Zhi.

Apparently the man got some sleep and had the energy to explore the new world again.

Although Pei Zhenyan feels unwell, and clearly remembers that he might not be able to bear it if he has to run around to catch a plane later, but he is always a reckless troublemaker in essence, and he doesn't care about anything when he is in the mood.

But this time when the juncture came, he still called to stop.

"Don't go to school, if you don't check bed, you won't be here, what can they do with you." Lu only coaxed him while kissing him.

Like a fox that has become a spirit, it is very deceptive.

"No, really not." Pei Zhenyan almost cut him off, and refused very hard, "You are the one who will take the college entrance examination tomorrow."

"So what?" Lu just didn't get the connection between the two. Could it be that there is no point for him to do two more questions now.

"Why don't you understand?" Pei Zhenyan hated iron but steel, "You have the college entrance examination tomorrow, and you can't be seduced—if you want to empty yourself, you have to save some energy to take the exam, don't you understand?"

Lu was just amused: "Why is it so easy to be hollowed out?"

Pei Zhenyan said, groping his waist and back a few times: "You are so thin that I feel pain in my chest."

In one year in Chongde, Lu only lost six or seven catties, and his face was sunken.

"The bull's head is wrong with what the horse's mouth is talking about." It has nothing to do with whether he is thin or not.

"...No way anyway." Pei Zhenyan sacrificed Lu Ningshuang at the critical moment, "And your mother reminded me."

"What did my mother remind you?" Lu Zhiqi asked.

The fact that he jumped over the wall and skipped class was quickly found out, and it was no accident that he stabbed Lu Ningshuang.And because Pei Zhenyan pretended to be a student of Chongde, the head teachers of the whole school went to the monitoring room to confirm the identity, and the whole school went to war to do several censuses, but only one Lu Zhi was missing.

Lu Ningshuang heard that he was with Pei Zhenyan, confirmed that he was safe, and didn't say much.

Cooperating with her, she went to find Pei Zhenyan.

"It's very cryptic, tell us to have a good rest, don't play too late, it's very spiritual to talk about playing after the college entrance examination. I said auntie, don't worry, I won't let Lu only play games."

Lu Zhi: "..."

Lu Ningshuang is quite good, knowing that it is useless to talk to Lu Zhi, she only picks soft persimmons.

Last year's college entrance examination, Pei Zhenyan was not nervous at all, but when it was Lu Zhi's turn to take the college entrance examination, he was terribly nervous, fearing that something might go wrong, he had to refresh the relevant news and hot spots in his hometown province every few minutes.

When the test paper came out, he was busy looking at the questions and doing the questions, although he couldn't remember many test points.

"Sister-in-law is not good at studying, this is, it makes Zhenyan so nervous." Before going to bed at night, the roommate teased.

Pei Zhenyan read early and was the youngest in the dormitory, but calling "sister-in-law" among boys represents a respectful title, regardless of age.

Another roommate also teased: "Don't tell me, a woman who is too smart is boring, a little stupid is more cute."

"Correct me a little bit." Pei Zhenyan raised his index finger, "My family is very smart, but it doesn't affect that he is very cute.

The roommate booed.

Originally, the topic ended here, so Pei Zhenyan continued

When I went back to do two questions, I suddenly turned around and said, "Hey."

Several roommates looked at him.

"Let me correct a little bit." Pei Zhenyan's hand slightly gripped the back of the chair, like someone bitten by a snake trying to touch the well rope, and then he said frankly, "Don't call me sister-in-law from now on, call me brother."

Lu Zhi's college entrance examination went smoothly. After the exam, he took Lu Ningshuang back to his grandmother's house to live for a while.

The two old people are not stupid. Seeing that their daughter and grandson have lived at home for so long, but their son-in-law didn't say a word of greetings, how could they not have guessed that something was wrong with their daughter's marriage, so Lu Ningshuang told her parents and Pantu about her divorce.

The two elders were very distressed. Back then, the jewel in the palm insisted on marrying far away, and refused to listen to any persuasion. Although they reaped the consequences of themselves, how can parents not feel distressed.

"Since we're divorced and Ah Zhi has graduated from the college entrance examination, why don't you move back here."

"Xiao Zhi is in love, and his partner is in Jincheng." Lu Ningshuang smiled, "He is reluctant to leave.

"Is Ah Zhi in love?" Grandpa and grandma were pleasantly surprised, asking all kinds of questions about grandson-in-law.

At the age of grandpa and grandma, Lu Jian never thought of having a showdown with them. He didn't expect them to understand, so he replied ambiguously: "She is very beautiful and tall. She is the same age as me. I grew up with you. He knows the basics and the basics, and his academic performance is also very good.”

Thinking that Pei Zhenyan would not be able to get to know the relatives he valued as a family member after all, he would still feel regretful.

He couldn't even show Pei Zhenyan's photo to the two old people.

The grandparents did not doubt that they had him, and when they heard that the daughter-in-law's condition was so good, they were full of expectations, and warmly invited Lu Zhi to bring him to them next time when he was free.

Lu just nodded in agreement.

The grandson couldn't come back, so the second elder turned his mind on Lu Ningshuang again: "Then when Aji goes to college, you can always come back and live."

Lu Ningshuang said yes, but she didn't take it seriously, she just made the old man happy.

First of all, she has been in Jincheng for more than [-] years, and she is used to everything there.

Next time...

She hadn't figured out how to mention it to Lu Zhi, but Lu Zhi took the initiative to tell her: "Uncle Lou is good."

He has been staying in Chongde for a long time, which does not mean that he knows nothing about family affairs. Knowing that Uncle Lou met Lu Ningshuang in the restaurant that day, the two gradually got in touch.

When Lou Mao was in college, she liked Lu Ningshuang very much, but at that time Lu Ningshuang was so focused on Lu Xuewen that she couldn't see anyone else.

After many years, Lou Mao's wife died of a serious illness, and Lu Ningshuang also divorced.

Destiny's cards are reshuffled and distributed.

"You know?" Lu Ningshuang was surprised, and then quickly explained, "I haven't reached that point yet, I just feel like someone I can touch."

Lu was only preparing for the exam before, and she had no extra mood, and only recently began to think seriously about the possibility.

Lu only saw her embarrassment, and comforted her gently: "I will support you, as long as you are happy."

He added: "Don't be afraid, this time you have two sons to back you up."

Lu only handed over the high-recommended transcript with the title of provincial champion in science

Several colleges and universities have used all kinds of sugar-coated shells to rob people, but Lu Zhi is very determined and has already chosen a school and a major.

Without his dream, he stayed with Pei Zhenyan for a long time.

At this point, his life, which was defeated by Han Chao's obscene means, announced that he would stand upright again.

Just like Pei Zhenyan's harsh words to Han Chao, no matter how his life continues, it must be excellent and bright.

And Han Chao's life in prison is endless at a glance. As for the Han family's company, it is also like a catastrophe. Broken, the high-level run away, it is the end of the battle.

The wicked have their own day.

Not long after, Pei Zhenyan returned to Jincheng for the summer vacation.

The two went to learn a driver's license together, and also attended a class reunion together.

Class [-] and Class [-] have long been merged into one, regardless of you and me. As a result, with the appearance of the two of them, there was another quarrel.

"Lu just repeated it, which is equivalent to studying for an extra year. Lu Zhi plausibly said, "For his level, if you study for an extra year, do you know what the concept is? You don't know anything about the concept of Xueba." "

The Great Sage agreed, saying it was as easy as picking up the top scorer in the college entrance examination: "That's right, shouldn't he be the first one in the exam?"

Xiong was dissatisfied: "That's because there is no ranking in front of No.1! Do you know the biggest difference between your class Pei Zhenyan and our class Lushen? The difference is that Pei Zhenyan took the third place because he can only take the third place, and The reason why Lu Shen took the first place is that 1 is the smallest non-zero natural number."

"Stop." It's been a long time since I heard these bastards arguing, Lu just couldn't bear it, he rubbed his ears, and signaled the group of people in his class who were fighting for him to stop, "You guys won the fight for me, I won't thank you either, because that's my fucking partner, we're a family."

Everyone in class seven: "..."

Everyone in class eight: "..."

Pei Zhenyan: smiling.jpg

Throughout the summer vacation, Pei Zhenyan didn't go out every day, and the number of times he didn't return home at night was not many.

For a couple who have been depressed for a year, it is really very restrained.

He is an adult and has complete freedom; he has a scholarship at school, and his mentor also takes him to do projects. He can get very considerable dividends, achieve financial independence, and no longer rely on his family for survival.

But he didn't do anything because he was concerned about family affection.

He knew that his parents did not refuse, they knew the relationship between him and Lu Zhi, but they seldom asked, just pretended not to know, and directly rejected the olive branch thrown by a family with very good conditions for him several times.

When parents and children are together, they are all understanding each other.

Everything is going in a good direction. He firmly believes that one day they will accept Lu Zhi sincerely, just like Lu Ningshuang accepted him.

Throughout the summer vacation, Pei Zhenyan and Lu Ningshuang devoted themselves to feeding Lu Zhi, and Lu Zhi almost ate all the gourmet restaurants in Jincheng.

It made him miserable.

"I really can't eat anymore." This is his catchphrase these days. After being raised by the breeder Lu Da and Pei Xiao for a summer vacation, all the few catties he lost in Chongde came back, with extra Three catties were given away.

But the protest was futile.

The two of them are like grandma's upper body, and the way to express their love for their grandson is to keep feeding him.

Oh, not quite.

Another way for Pei Zhenyan to express his love is to sleep with him.

He liked it this way.

Pei Zhenyan had a school project and had to return to school early. Before leaving, the two of them spent a whole day together and went out to look for food at night. Passing by the weight and height meter in the mall, Pei Zhenyan looked confident and insisted on Lu Zhi standing on it to measure his height.

184.7.

"Damn it." Pei Zhenyan almost cursed, "This ruler must be inaccurate."

In the past, all kinds of controls were still growing wildly, but now they are desperately eating, but Lu Zhi's height has stopped?

At this time, Lu Zhi finally understood a little bit.

Pei Zhenyan and Lu Ningshuang worked so hard to feed him because they hoped that he would grow taller and exceed the height limit of 185 for flying in the air, and hope that his dream of flying in the air would be shattered. The innate factor of exceeding the standard.

Last year, Pei Zhenyan managed to escape from Pei Zheng's house, and came to persuade him to repeat his studies. When he said goodbye to Lu Ningshuang, he said something to Lu Ningshuang. Later, when he asked, both sides found an excuse to fool him, and the words were inconsistent.

Now that I think about it, this should be what I was talking about.

The two people who loved him the most in the world clumsily, cautiously, and tried their best to reduce his regrets.

He knew that this was not only his regret, but also their regret. It was fate that they were shattering the fulfillment that they were reluctant to give up and wished him well.

He also wanted to make up for their regrets.

"I didn't stand up straight just now." He said, scanning the QR code again to measure his height.

This time he raised his heels slightly imperceptibly.

185.1

Pei Zhenyan had a panoramic view of all the small movements, and sighed sadly for a while: "When the child grows up, he will learn to cheat..."

Lu Zhi: "..."

Pei Zhenyan returned to school for about ten days, and the new students entered school.

The college arranged for people to pick up freshmen at the airport, train station and other places

Lu only dragged a small amount of luggage, and walked out of the exit of the Capital Airport with Lu Ningshuang, and saw a group of people head-on, wearing uniform vests with the school's name on their T-shirts.

The person in the lead, with red lips and white teeth, was clear and clear, and stood out from the crowd one by one.

Pei Zhenyan didn't join any clubs, so logically speaking, there was no need to participate in such volunteer activities.

Lu Zhizheng felt strange, only to hear that group of people yelling at him from a distance: "Hello Brother! Hello Auntie!"

This shout is well known, but without any strange eyes, everyone's eyes are full of kindness and understanding.

Everything here, Pei Zhenyan, has taken care of everything, compared delicious meals, smoothed the streets and alleys, and announced the existence of Lu Zhi.

As long as he moves in with his bags, he can realize the long-term togetherness they had dreamed of.

At this moment, Lu only really felt that he had no regrets, and even if he had, it had been made up for by another truly precious existence.

It is true that I will be happy every time I think of June 6th, and it is true that I have come out from the shadow of losing my dreams.

Nine out of ten unsatisfactory things in life, for two years, he thought that he and Pei Zhenyan were hopeless.

He even survived the pain of not being able to get Pei Zhenyan, and there is no longer any request in this world that cannot hold him back.

He doesn't complain about fate, because it has made an exception for him to get the deepest desire in this life.

I used to think that I was cut off from your emotional world and driven away forever.

I can only lock you in the Dream Lake and worship with my heart, hide in the turning movement of radio gymnastics and stare deeply, write in the draft paper that burns after reading, describe and engrave.

It was your infatuation that lured me back.

From then on, I will be your trophy for the rest of my life.

My love never sinks.

The author has something to say:

The main text of "Reverse Secret Love" is here, and there is still a little extra, let me delay for a few days, and I will be busy for a few days to publish and sign.

The next book will be bg "Can't hide from the first day of junior high school", the column can be seen, I like to collect it in advance.

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