reverse crush

Pei Zhenyan still asked in a joking tone: "Of these three, which one do you dislike the most?"

Tang Wanyue said, "Transgender."

Fortunately, the most unacceptable thing for her is not that she likes boys. With this kind of happiness that can be described as hungry, Pei Zhenyan continued to ask: Then find a girl who is older than you, and like boys, why can't you accept it? A sort of? "

"Why?" Tang Wanyue was more vigilant than he imagined, she narrowed her eyes suspiciously, "You don't know how to date siblings, do you?"

Pei Zhenyan said: "You can really imagine, I haven't seen you for a few days? You're gone, can't we find something to chat with you?"

"It's best like this," Tang Wanyue warned worriedly, "I usually turn a blind eye to your puppy love in school, but if you really dare to find someone who is much older than you Girl, I'll tell you Pei Zhenyan, I'll sue her for molesting a minor."

Pei Zhenyan and her are not on the same channel at all, so his warning is completely ineffective for him, but because of her overreaction? It makes him have a little hope that he likes boys who are not so serious: "Then you can't accept me Do you like older women?"

Tang Wanyue thought for a while, and said painfully: "It's better to be older, at least she is a woman."

Pei Zhenyan paused, then said bluntly, "Oh."

On the way home, he sent Lu Zhi a WeChat message.

pzy: "are you home?"

lj: "in"

pzy: "Alone?"

LJ: "Yeah"

pzy: "Leave a door, I'll be there in 5 minutes"

lj: "ok"

Back at Jiangnan Huating, Pei Zhenyan walked straight to Xihu after getting out of the elevator. What surprised him was that Lu Jian didn't leave the door open for him, and the door was closed tightly.

After knocking on the door, Lu Zhi came over to open the door for him.

The moment he saw Lu Zhi, Pei Zhenyan's mood improved a little, and he hugged Lu Zhi's face with a smile: "The child is growing up, and his wings are stiff, so I don't care about what I say anymore."

While talking? While leaning closer to kiss.

Surprise and panic flashed across Lu Zhi's eyes.

Pei Zhenyan was sensitive to his resistance, and the alarm bells rang in his mind. He looked behind Lu Zhi, and sure enough, he saw Lu Ningshuang not far away. At the same time, Lu Zhi desperately mouthed to remind him: "My mother ! My mother is here!"

A layer of cold sweat broke out on Pei Zhenyan's back.

He and Lu Zhi are too close at this moment, exceeding the normal social distance between friends.

Lu Ningshuang obviously saw it too, and was stunned.But? As long as there is no kiss, everything will not be irreversible. Pei Zhenyan quickly changed his mind, hooked Lu Zhi's neck instead, led the people inside, and greeted Lu Ningshuang frankly: "Lu Ningshuang Auntie, are you there?"

Yes? With Lu Ningshuang present, it was inconvenient for Pei Zhenyan to say and do anything, and he was even more depressed. After a symbolic stay, he found an excuse to go home.

After returning home, he took out his mobile phone, only to find that on the way home Lu had only? sent him a WeChat message to remind him that his mother was here.

But he didn't pay attention to his mobile phone, which almost caused a catastrophe.

Pei Qian and the three kittens were at home today, and he teased them one by one until all the cats were so annoyed that they wished they could take a detour.

Finally, the doorbell rang.

Pei Zhenyan went to open the door, and it was Lu Zhi outside as expected.

"You are the only one in your family?" Lu Zhi was particularly cautious as a lesson from the past.

"Hmm." Pei Zhenyan didn't do it right now? Hiding his emotions, he replied listlessly, "Your mother is gone?"

"Hmm." Lu just closed the door with his backhand and hugged him, his tone was very gentle, "What's wrong?"

Pei Zhenyan buried his head on his shoulder, and explained with a bit of self-blame: "I didn't see WeChat."

"Just pay attention next time, my mother didn't suspect anything?" Lu Zhi said.

"Yeah." Pei Zhenyan responded, still nothing? Spiritual.

He knew that he was worrying unnecessarily. At the age of sixteen or seventeen, there was no need to think about the future too early.But he is always very unhappy by the attitudes of both parents, probably because he is too sure that he likes Lu only, and he is too sure that he wants to plan Lu only into his future.

But he also knew that their chances of winning were not great.

Even if you win, you have to lose a layer of skin.

This made him very restless.

"You find a way to make me happy." He asked Lu only.

Lu just asked: "What did you encounter at your uncle's house? Unhappy things? If you don't tell me, I will be very worried."

Pei Zhenyan finally let go, and for the first time talked about the most realistic issue behind a happy relationship, and it is also a time bomb that will inevitably explode in the future: "What if the family disagrees with us in the future, what should we do?"

"Is this what makes you unhappy?" Lu Zhi asked back.

Lu Zhi's facial expression changed slightly, and he could see that this question made him unhappy. Pei Zhenyan regretted it, and changed his words: "Kiss, maybe I'll be fine if you kiss."

Lu just touched the corner of his mouth according to his words.

"It's too frugal to just say it." Pei Zhenyan couldn't help but sigh with emotion at Lu Zhi's realness.

"So are you alright?" Lu Zhi asked.

"Well, that's it." Pei Zhenyan said.

Lu just said, "I don't think so?"

"Then continue coaxing me." Pei Zhenyan said with a smile.

Lu just looked into his eyes, pulled him into the room, closed the door and leaned over to kiss him.

Pei Zhenyan thought the process would be longer this time, but he didn't expect that Lu would leave at the touch of a button. He opened his eyes in doubt, but saw the person in front of him squatting straight down.

The metal buckle of the belt made a crisp sound, and every time it made a sound, Pei Zhenyan's heart trembled.He actually knew what Lu Zhi wanted to do, but he still pressed Lu Zhi's hand and asked knowingly, "What are you doing?"

Lu only promised his hand, which kept moving, and his tone was calm, but he could stir up the hottest dark fire: "I want to make you happy, can't you see?"

Pei Zhenyan's heart was turbulent, but seeing Lu Zhi's calmness, he didn't want to appear as if he hadn't seen the world, so he suppressed his inner emotions and pretended to be relaxed: "I'm just a little unhappy, Maybe it will be fine in 5 minutes, you can calm me down by kissing me seriously for a while, are you sure you are playing so big?"

"Sure." Lu just said.

"Didn't you have..."

He wanted to ask Lu Zhi, "Aren't you a clean freak?", but Lu Zhi didn't give him a chance to finish.

He could no longer speak.

Not only because of the loss of voice, but also because of the inability to refuse.

May I ask who rejected it?

He will never forget this moment in his life, thousands of fireworks are blooming together in his mind, continuously and for a long time.

The grandest and most glorious gift in his 17 years of life.

His eyes were all blurred, what? He couldn't see clearly, and waves of trembling surged from the depths of his heart and exploded in his veins.

What? Unhappy, what? The future, everything has become illusory? Misty, he doesn’t even remember who he is, and both body and spirit fall into extreme and continuous satisfaction, forgetting himself.

If life stops at this moment, he is probably willing to do so.

No, it's not appropriate to say that fireworks are not powerful enough to match his feelings. To be more precise, they should be nuclear weapons.

Destroy the sky and destroy the earth, and no grass will grow.

In the end, when everything was finally over, Lu Jian's voice seemed to come from the sky, so far away that it was not in the world: "Have I coaxed you well?"

Pei Zhenyan has not yet digested what happened just now, and the deadly pleasure is still resurging. His eyes are in a state of laxity, and his dull gaze moves down to Lu Zhi, forgetting to respond.

"It seems to be coaxed." Lu only cleaned up the mess, stood up to face him, rubbed his nose affectionately, and turned to the previously interrupted topic about the future.

Very firm.

"I'm not going to let anyone else stop me."

Pei Zhenyan leaned back slightly, leaned his head against the wall, opened a little distance from Lu Zhi, his pupils gradually focused, and looked at Lu Zhi, as if he didn't know which aspect to express his opinion or comment on first.

"Say you don't know how." Lu just grasped? The hand on his arm exerted a little force.

Pei Zhenyan's eyes flickered, and they stopped on Lu Zhi's lips, which were redder than usual.

Memories flashed again.

He thought about it for a moment, and said, "I don't believe you have a cleanliness anymore, and I won't press the elevator for you in the future."

Of course Pei Zhenyan knew what kind of answer Lu Zhi wanted at this moment, as long as he said "Me too" affectionately, this scene would be able to draw a perfect curtain.

All? Audiences love to hear and see?

Lu Zhi will also be very happy.

But he can't be so perfunctory to Lu Zhi, he doesn't want to lie to the person he likes the most.

He couldn't make such a promise to Lu Zhi. He is usually not a filial and obedient son, headstrong and stubborn, but he always has a sense of proportion and knows where the bottom line is.

Although he really put Lu Zhi into all his visions about the future.But he really can't guarantee that if his parents strongly oppose it, sever the relationship, or even die, he can stick to Lu Zhi.

Lu just smiled, and put his face close together, their foreheads touching their foreheads.

He is the person in the world who understands Pei Zhenyan best. He knows what it looks like when he is in trouble, and what it looks like when he changes the subject.

He knows that Pei Zhenyan has always been like a child who has not grown up, dependent on his parents, nostalgic for the warmth of family, and has a strong sense of family.

He knew Pei Zhenyan's struggle.

What does he know?

But he has forgotten what perfection is?.

He just knows how to press on.

Especially after experiencing such an intimate moment, he felt more and more that Pei Zhenyan could only be by his side forever.

"we will be together forever."