reverse crush

Pei Zhenyan was dizzy all over.

He recalled the rainy night in Wuzhen, catalyzed by alcohol and driven by desire. At that time, he wanted to kiss Lu Zhi like this, but he was woken up by a blow to the head on the verge of losing control, and reined in.

He can still feel the shock and despair at the time.

Standing at the moment when one's wishes come true, recalling the frustrations of the past, although the bitterness comes, it cannot erase the bitterness of the past. In the memory? That sad boy now has a legitimate reason to be wronged.

In fact, God has treated him favorably enough, since he found out that he likes Lu Zhi, he got Lu Zhi in less than a month. It took a very short time, but it was enough for him to worry about it and taste it all.

So what about Lu Zhi, how did he survive his unrequited love for more than two years.

Just like in the 3000-meter long-distance race at the sports meeting that day, Pei Zhenyan chased Tong Tianjiao, and he was about to vomit blood after the first lap.

Lu Zhi's brain is also unable to think. At this moment, the person he is kissing, he once pushed away and hid away. He didn't dare to get close for two years. He also suppressed the instinct of closeness all the time and tried his best to hide. Can you see yourself? I like the light.

He promised his fate that he would not be able to have Pei Zhenyan in this life.

This is Pei Zhenyan, the name he wrote on the draft paper and had to cross it out, the Pei Zhenyan he only dared to say to the wishing lamp that he wanted to have.

Now let him choose.

In the first few seconds, they didn't act rashly, their lips just pressed together dryly. This was their first kiss——no? If you count the time in kindergarten and the time on the basketball court in Class [-] and Class [-], it was serious. Eight classics for the first time.

When the strong shock brought by the first kiss subsided, the two parties soon became dissatisfied with superficial kisses. They have never eaten pork before, and they have always seen pigs run away, and boys often have self-taught skills in this regard.

Breathing intertwined, lips and teeth intertwined.

Following instinct, fiery and pious, the whole world rejects it.

Lu just tore off Pei Zhenyan's hand that was still on the doorknob, interlocked his fingers and grasped it tightly. All the dull pain that was unattainable in love, the ecstasy of dreams coming true, all his love was written in it.

In the past, he was afraid that this road would be too hard, so he was reluctant to give up. He had the idea of ​​breaking Pei Zhenyan.

Even in the past two days, he has been telling himself that he must keep a low profile, no? Ask Pei Zhenyan for a promise and eternity, and when necessary in the future, he can return Pei Zhenyan's freedom anytime and anywhere.

As long as Pei Zhenyan backs down, he will never force it.

His liking is fulfillment, not possession.

People who have dominated the grade list for a long time, and their learning talents are reflected in all aspects.

But after this moment, Lu was only afraid that he would never be able to let go.

Going up the mountain of knives and going down into the sea of ​​fire, he has to tie up Zhenyan to go with him, isn't he? Satisfied with the temporary possession, he wants all of Zhenyan, and he wants Zhenyan to be by his side forever.

It's all right to be in the dark all the time, but once you have tasted the light, how can you bear the darkness willingly.

Pei Zhenyan stopped shouting first, turned his face to avoid it, adjusted his breath, and stopped him: "Lu Quan, wait a minute."

But Lu Zhi was not satisfied yet, how could he listen, with one hand? He held Pei Zhenyan's side of the cheek to fix it, and leaned over forcefully.

Pei Zhenyan couldn't resist his persistence, so he gave up resistance after struggling a few times.

But this time, Pei Zhenyan was always thinking about other things, and he seemed a little absent-minded. He quickly pushed Luzhi's shoulder to push him away.

Looking at each other, Lu only saw that Pei Zhenyan's eyes were clear and struggling alternately. Obviously, he was the only one who couldn't get away? He was the only one.

He knew what was going on, and was about to chase after him again, but Pei Zhenyan didn't compromise, and buried his face on his shoulder to hide, begging for mercy with a sneer smile: "No? Okay, first? That's it, I have to go back, otherwise something will happen. .”

They are all boys, Lu only understood what he heard, his eyes drooped, and he said, "You go out."

"No? That's fine." Pei Zhenyan sighed, "Don't forget that your mother-in-law is still at home? Waiting for me, how can I see her if something goes wrong?"

Let him talk, Lu just remembered Tang Wanyue looking for Pei Zhenyan.

The concept of time is very weak under the confusion. Do you know how long they have wasted here? But it must not be too short. Pei Zhenyan's return home really cannot be delayed any longer.

Within a square inch, only two sounds of heavy breathing could be heard, one after another, trying to calm down.

The lips are swollen and sore, the base of the tongue is numb, and the jaw is sore because it has not been closed for a long time.

After resting like this for two or three minutes, Pei Zhenyan felt that his breathing became more stable, and he raised his head.

He let out a heavy breath and asked, "Am I leaving?"

Lu just nodded.

Pei Zhenyan didn't leave immediately. Just looking at Lu Jian, his eyes smiled again. He knew that it was just a short farewell, but he still felt strong resentment.

He leaned closer and licked Lu Zhi's face, just like what he did subconsciously without knowing his intentions.

Just as he was about to leave, Lu Zhi subconsciously raised his hand to wipe it.

"You despise me?" Pei Zhenyan feigned anger.

"No." Lu only denied, "I'll wipe it evenly."

Pei Zhenyan laughed with satisfaction, and finally pushed the door open.

Halfway down the road, Tang Wanyue, who couldn't wait, also came out from the opposite door, and when she saw him, she yelled at him aggressively from a distance: "Is that what I expect from a dead child? I'm going to fuck you, and I won't come for a long time to do it." Well!? It’s time to come to Afghanistan!”

Pei Zhenyan's heart and Lu Zhi's warm happiness were still at work, but he also had a guilty conscience and guilt towards his mother out of thin air. The two contradictory emotions collided fiercely, and his feverish brain suddenly cooled down.

"Isn't it? Are you here?" He smiled playfully, tried to put on his usual attitude, put his arms around his mother's shoulders to make her turn around, and pushed her away, "Don't be angry, mom."

"Can I not be angry, tell me how long it has been since I called you?!" Tang Wanyue glared at him.

Pei Zhenyan coaxed her glibly: "Wrong, wrong, mom, I was wrong."

Why can't Tang Wanyue's laptop be turned on? When she got up, she had to replace it with a desktop computer and redo it.

An hour of hard work was ruined in one go, Tang Wanyue was very irritable, and by the way, seeing Pei Zhenyan was not pleasing to the eye.

Normally, Pei Zhenyan would have slipped away long ago, so he would not be able to stay in front of Tang Wanyue to make fun of himself, but today he was uncharacteristically serving Tang Wanyue tea and loose water, and asked, "Is there anything I can do for you? explain".

Where did Tang Wanyue enjoy this kind of treatment? Wasn't she gratified? The alarm bell rang out: "Pei Zhenyan, did you get into some trouble? Be honest, don't do this with me."

It was indeed a catastrophe, a catastrophe.Pei Zhenyan carefully controlled his facial expression: "Isn't this? It was Mother's Day last time, weren't you? Are you at home? I'll make it up for you now."

"Is the sun coming out from the west?" Tang Wanyue couldn't believe it.

Pei Zhenyan stayed with Tang Wanyue in the study until she reprocessed the documents. During this period, Tang Wanyue felt that he was in the way several times. Putting it down, redoing the file is a pleasure.

After finishing it, she asked Pei Zhenyan: "Are you out of money?"

That was the only reason she could think of.

"No? That's right." Pei Zhenyan said.

This is good for children from divorced families, isn’t it? Lack of money, both parents feel that they owe him, and try their best to make up for it with money. Grandparents, grandparents, seven aunts and eight aunts also think he is pitiful, and they will give him money when they see him .

No? But Tang Wanyue still transferred a sum of money to him.

It was a bit late for Pei Zhenyan to go back to Lu Jian's. Lu Zhi left the door open for him. When he entered, Lu Zhi was sitting on the sofa with the cat in his arms, waiting for him.

Hearing the sound, Lu just raised his eyes and looked over.

His habitually indifferent face is rarely vivid, and it is the kind of vividness that does not require the blessing of expression, even if the face is expressionless.

The eyebrows are warm and the lips are reddish, all thanks to Pei Zhenyan's kiss.

Pei Zhenyan felt as if he had split into two people. In front of his mother, he was exhausted, thinking about the consequences in a controlled manner, but in front of Lu Zhi, he became selfish and didn't want to care about anything. He just wanted to drown in it. In the ocean of love.

He approached, hugged Lu Xiaomao away, sat on Lu Zhi's lap, then leaned back with all his strength, resting his head comfortably on Lu Zhi's shoulder.

On the first day he reconciled with Lu Zhi, he wanted to drive Lu Kitten off Lu Zhi's lap and replace him himself.

It finally came true today.

Lu Kitten protested immediately. It recently ignored Lu Ji, and Lu Ji coaxed it in various ways, which made it proud of being favored. Every time Lu Ji hugged it, it had the arrogance of giving alms to mortals.

But doesn't this mean that others can occupy its exclusive position.

Pei Zhenyan wanted to be a good stepfather, so he hugged Lu Kitten on his lap, and comforted him: "My dear son, be quiet."

Lu Zhi couldn't help laughing behind him, stretched out his hand, and hugged a person and a cat.

Lu Xiaomao was reluctantly satisfied, and lay down on Pei Zhenyan's lap.

Lu only tightened his arms, hugged Pei Zhenyan even tighter, and asked, "Why is it taking so long? I thought you weren't coming back."

"The computer can't be repaired." Pei Zhenyan smiled, "I'm afraid I'll run away after the kiss, aren't you responsible?"

He wanted to brighten up the atmosphere, didn't he? He wanted to bring up those unpleasant topics, but Lu Zhi said it clearly: "Are you feeling guilty for Aunt Tang?"

Pei Zhenyan turned to look at him: "Are you treating your mother the same?"

"Of course." Lu said.

Watching him marry a wife and have children is the mother's greatest wish, but he is destined to let her fail.

People are not grass, how could he be indifferent when facing her.

Both of them fell silent.

After a while, Lu just called out, "Pei Zhenyan."

The tone is very dignified.

Pei Zhenyan let out a lazy "hmm".

Based on what he knew about Lu Zhi, Lu Zhi would show his way out at this time.

He made up a big drama in his mind, how would Lu just compromise, why not? Want a name?, what is he just fighting for what he once had? Demanding tomorrow and other profound and righteous remarks, and how should he pledge each other to Lu only? Confidence, and then the atmosphere is in place. It should be kissed and hugged, and it is too much? He is not acceptable.

But he never expected that what Lu just said was, "Go to Snake and your sister tomorrow to regret it."

"What?" he was surprised.

In fact, Pei Zhenyan didn't? He didn't guess what Lu Zhi wanted to say. He just couldn't believe that Lu Zhi would express his attitude of furthering the relationship at this time.

Lu Zhi has always been a highly rational person who is willing to wrong himself to fulfill him.

Lu just touched his face, his tone was almost coaxing, but he didn't give him any room to refuse: "I want to be in the same class as you in my third year of high school."

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