reverse crush

Pei Zhenyan was terrified, his back was drenched in cold sweat, and he woke up completely from the wine.

The temperature of the air conditioner was set to the lowest, and when the skin soaked in cold sweat came into contact with the cold air, goose bumps appeared densely. It took only a second for his body to go from being hot to freezing, and he heard that the shell in his chest was about to burst. And the sudden violent heartbeat, and the snorting and breathing amplified by the darkness.

Just now, the chaotic and ambiguous scenes came back like a tide, so absurd that he kept wondering if it was a dream.When he came back to his senses, he found that his eyes were still on Lu Zhi's lips. His eyes flickered, and he wanted to move away, but he didn't know where he should look.

He was afraid of Lu Zhi's eyes and expression, he must be frightened and disgusted.

Even he himself didn't know how to face Pei Zhenyan.

Lu Zhi's lips moved, as if he wanted to say something.

Pei Zhenyan's nerves became tense all of a sudden. He didn't care about whitewashing. Before Lu Zhi could speak, he left a sentence "I want to go to the bathroom" and rushed into the bathroom, saying that he had fled in despair. Not too much.

He hardly dared to recognize the soulless person in the mirror.

Yes, everything makes sense, he finally understands why he wants to stick to Lu Zhi all the time; why he misses Lu only when he doesn’t see him; He had an emotional misunderstanding with Lu Zhi, but he was extremely sensitive, often embarrassed and at a loss; why was Lu Zhi's mood affected, and his emotions and anger were controlled.

He only thought that everything was lost and recovered, and after the freshness, they would get back on track, but all this has long been beyond the scope of what friendship can explain.

There is only one kind of emotion in this world? To give such a fiery and turbulent emotion, there is only one and only...love.

But how is this possible?

He wanted to marry a more beautiful girl than him as an old wife since he was a child.

After entering adolescence, he is as attractive as other boys. Girls are the ones he likes to watch, the ones he wants to know, and the ones that occasionally make trouble in his dreams.Even yesterday? He was watching AV, and it was twice—almost three times.

When he heard news about homosexuality, at best he did not discriminate, but deep down he couldn't understand it at all. Those things were so far away that they seemed to be in another dimension.

How could he be one of them?

impossible.

Pei Zhenyan turned on the faucet, soaked his face in it, and let the cold water pour over him, okay? He could wake up from the nightmare like this.

As long as he gets out of this dream, he will still be the original straight man Pei Zhenyan. Those shocking thoughts are just a joke in this world, just like the molesting of the Journey to the West group he is accustomed to. .

After a long time, he raised his head, the drops of water on his head and face kept falling, and he tried to open his eyes that were reddened by the tap water, but the scene in front of him did not change.

He was still in Wuzhen, the place where he traveled with Lu Zhi. He hid in Lu Zhi's room and hid in this small bathroom. He experienced a major blow in his life, far surpassing the power of his parents' divorce.

The three views shattered and the world collapsed.

"Pei Zhenyan." He begged the person in the mirror, because he was afraid that Lu Zhi outside would hear it, so he dared to keep his volume down as low as possible, "I beg you, please, don't do this , I was wrong, I shouldn't want to travel with Lu Zhi, I shouldn't want to share a room with him, I shouldn't be drunk, I'm wrong, please, I don't want to do this."

The person in the mirror just looked at him with pity but despair.

"Tuk-tuk." The bathroom door was knocked.

Pei Zhenyan was like a frightened bird, and his whole body suddenly frightened.

"Pei Zhenyan, are you okay?" Lu Zhi's voice was slightly anxious.

Pei Zhenyan patted himself on the face, forcing back his ability to think. He was so out of control that he forgot that the most important thing now was to hide it from Lu Zhi.

Lu Zhi must not be aware of it, otherwise everything will really be over.

"……fine."

He had to prove that he was honest.

After rehearsing his speaking skills, tone of voice, expression, eyes?, and the placement of his hands and feet, he suppressed his beating heart and opened the bathroom door.

In fact, he was not sure at all, and stood on the field like an ill-prepared debater.

Lu just looked him up and down, and said, "I've already said that it's easy to have sex after drinking, do you think it's a joke?"

Lu just behaved as usual, and he dared to make such a joke, which showed that he didn't think about that. Pei Zhenyan secretly breathed a sigh of relief. This is a blessing in misfortune.

You're talking about your drinking and having sex, how do I know that I am too.He secretly slandered, but no matter what, he had enough confidence, and took advantage of the opportunity to say the reason he had thought up: "Damn, I really can't watch too many small videos."

Lu just twitched the corner of his mouth: "It's true that most people don't have your frequency."

"I only read it when the green fat guy sent it to me." Pei Zhenyan argued.

Lu only questioned: "He sent his, but no one looked at your head, right?"

"Then who can't resist watching it?" The weird atmosphere was completely hidden during the gag, and Pei Zhenyan deliberately emphasized the attractiveness of the female body, "Both big waist and thin waist, it's too upright."

Going back to the bed, demarcating the border between Chuhe and Han, everyone stayed within their territory honestly this time, without overstepping a step.

Such a distance is still too dangerous for Pei Zhenyan, any movement or breathing of Lu Zhi will whip his precarious nerves.

Half of the bed was very spacious, but he lay there as if he was on a thin steel wire, not daring to move, everything from the strands of his hair to his heels was tense, because if he turned over, he would be doomed.

He wanted to go back to his own room to sleep, but he was afraid of asking? Such a request seemed guilty.

He could only mess around: "Lu Quan, your bed is really wet."

Lu Zhi probably didn't want to talk about this topic anymore, and after a while he tried to persuade him tiredly: "Not wet, your hallucination."

"It's so wet, I can't even sleep."

"Please, go back to your room and sleep." Lu just turned over, "Your bed is dry."

Pei Zhenyan stared at the ceiling, rolling his Adam's apple, imitating a drunk person: "Really?"

"Really." Lu Zhi said.

Pei Zhenyan was waiting for these words, Rumeng pardoned and went back to his room.

Don't think about it, maybe? Get some sleep, he told himself.

His heart was unexpectedly obedient, and he really didn't think about Lu Zhi, but completely emptied himself, creating a small corner in his fragmented spiritual world, letting the surrounding ruins, at least in Here, he can find peace temporarily.

Alcohol played a role, this time it was not an estrus effect, but a sleep aid effect, dragging his consciousness down.

Just as he was falling asleep, a word suddenly popped out of the water——I like Lu Zhi.

Then it exploded.

He broke out in a cold sweat for the second time today, and his drowsiness was completely gone.

Damn, co-authoring the front so listen? The conversation is just to hold back a big one.

In fact, he already understood this meaning a long time ago, and all his horror in Lu Zhi's room came from it, but it was the first time to clearly summarize it in words.

This intuitive and relentless impact completely destroyed his breakwater, and the only safe corner was also destroyed. Looking up, his world was completely changed.

He likes Lu Zhi.

He fell in love with his best brother.

The author has something to say: Give children some time to accept reality

There is another update in the evening, probably at twelve o’clock. In fact, I can’t guarantee it. I can’t control my codeword speed every time... It’s probably at that point, and it may be delayed by one, two, two or three hours. Not necessarily, anyway, it will definitely be updated, and I can't wait to see it tomorrow morning.

I wish you all a happy May Day holiday!

Finally, ask for a wave of nutrient solution, don't expire, it's a waste!