The First Assassin[Esports]

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The following story develops dog blood and sky thunder, please be mentally prepared

Luo Tingzhou was born in a small town in the south.

The folk customs here are simple and honest, and the people are generous and enthusiastic.

The only bad thing is that in such a small town, small things that are big and small are spread quickly.

Like the new beautiful woman who seems to have lost her man and is now raising her son alone.

The woman's name is Meng Xiao, and she is Luo Tingzhou's mother.

Meng Xiao had delicate eyebrows and eyes, and she smiled with an innocent and girlish air of ignorance of the world. She looked gentle and virtuous. Most residents of the town liked her very much, but they didn't know her second face behind her back.

Luo Tingzhou has not seen his father since the day he was born.

Luo Tingzhou still remembered that the first time he mentioned the word "father", the woman sitting beside him turned cold instantly.

she says:

"If it weren't for you, I wouldn't be separated from him."

"It would be fine if I didn't get pregnant with you."

"..."

Young children who think egocentrically do not understand these few words.

But he could sense one thing from the woman's attitude—she didn't like to mention her father.

So Xiao Tingzhou stopped asking.

But I don't know if it was some sentence in his Wuji Tongyan that triggered Meng Xiao's switch. This elegant and well-educated woman began to belittle and resent her day after day without end.

The sound insulation effect of the repaired buildings in the township is poor, and the muffled sound of children upstairs rolling out of bed can often be heard on a quiet night.In order not to let others find out, Meng Xiao always lowered her voice and spit out vicious words as quickly and sinisterly as if she was chanting sutras whenever she vented her unhappiness to her young son.

The young Luo Tingzhou was often pinned under the short table by her venomous and vicious eyes, and Bai Shengsheng covered her ears with her short hands.

Even so, it still couldn't stop the long stretches of nervous cursing.

When he was a child, Luo Tingzhou didn't understand why Meng Xiao was so gentle and kind in front of others, she smiled at everyone, and when she returned home, she put on a thick spiked armor, leaving her cold and heartless side to him.

After the age of three, Luo Tingzhou never called "Mom" again.

Before Luo Tingzhou went to school, Meng Xiao restricted his personal freedom and locked him in a small dark room for a whole day. Luo Tingzhou rarely had contact with other people when he was a child.

He didn't know what other families were like. He thought that all the children in the world were like him, so he didn't cry or make trouble, and he didn't disobey Meng Xiao.

Until one day, a woman came to her door.

The town's overly simple folk customs made Meng Xiao not wary of anyone knocking on the door, and only when she opened the door did she know something was wrong. She turned around and wanted to run, but was kicked to the ground by the woman.

Luo Tingzhou was watching from the side.

He didn't have any feelings for Meng Xiao, and when he saw her suffer, he was just a splinter on the door next to him, blinking his black and white eyes.

The atrocities in the house are reflected in the eyes of innocence, which is extremely funny.

The woman who came didn't just come to beat someone.

She beat and cursed at the same time.

For two full hours, the cursing in the room did not stop.

Many neighbors surrounded their house.

And Luo Tingzhou also heard from the neighbors' comments: his mother is a third party who intervenes in other people's families, a devil who destroys people's happiness.

All news travels quickly in the town.

The second day after the woman came, everyone in the town was spreading the rumor that Luo Tingzhou's mother was a villain who destroyed other families.

They moved.

Move to a neighboring big city.

The bigger the city, the harder it is for the women who took revenge on Meng Xiao to find them.

Luo Tingzhou studied here and made friends.

Good times are not long.

The woman found them again.

They lived in an old tube building with a dirty ditch downstairs. Only a spooky mouse would live in such a place.

After the woman's disturbance became known to all the residents in the tube building, they moved again.

This time I live in a better place. Although it is an old housing area, the security environment is not good. Small advertisements are plastered on the walls of the corridors, but there are no smelly drains. Luo Tingzhou is quite satisfied.

The only dissatisfaction is probably the loss of the first friend.

That day, when Luo Tingzhou went to withdraw from school alone, all the students in the school threw scraps of paper at him, saying that he was a child born in the third grade, that his mother was not a good person, and that he would become a bad person in the future.

The third place of residence was mixed with fish and dragons, maybe that's why the woman was not found immediately.

They lived here the longest.

Luo Tingzhou finished the sixth grade in an elementary school not far from the old housing area, entered junior high school, and began to live on campus.

When returning home from a monthly vacation, Luo Tingzhou found that the house seemed to have been ransacked by robbers. Meng Xiao fell to the ground, unconscious.

When the ambulance came, Luo Tingzhou saw neighbors pointing at them.

A familiar scene.

Meng Xiao hurt her head and needed to be hospitalized.Luo Tingzhou went home to pack his things that night, passed by the small alley downstairs, saw something pasted on the wall out of the corner of his eye, and paused.

The entire wall is covered with Meng Xiao's photos, and two eye-catching big characters are sprayed with colored paint.

Even a sane person can't resist thousands of words and the insults that come to him time and time again.

What's more, after this time, Meng Xiao faintly showed signs of going crazy.

Later, when reminiscing about this period, Luo Tingzhou thought, maybe Meng Xiao was already crazy when he was young—no, before he was born.

Taking care of Meng Xiao in the hospital, what Luo Tingzhou heard the most was the woman's muttering:

"I shouldn't have given birth to you."

"If I don't give birth to you, he won't feel that I want to tie him up with a child."

"I didn't expect anything, I just wanted to be by his side."

"I never wanted to argue with her..."

If it was just like this, Luo Tingzhou wouldn't think she was crazy.

The opportunity was that he heard another version from that woman——

It turns out that there is no such thing as "never fight with others" self-brainwashing.

Meng Xiao did it on purpose.

He thought he had a child, so he held the bargaining chip in his hand, but he didn't know that the man was not willing to give up his original wife and daughter for the sake of a third child, so after Meng Xiao came to him, he sent her away with any reason.

No one expected the birth of Luo Tingzhou.

In the eyes of his biological father, he was a nuisance, something that shouldn't exist.

In Meng Xiao's eyes, he is a bargaining chip and a tool, and if this tool is not in hand, he should consider throwing it away.

His life was made up of the sins of the world.

And as long as he lives in this world, this mud will never be washed away.

On the night of early autumn, the cool breeze is blowing, soaking the bones.

Fu Xunshu leaned against the head of the bed, Luo Tingzhou turned his back to him, and squatted in his arms, with his hands around Luo Tingzhou's waist, listening to the other party's dim 15 years ago, but he couldn't stop thinking: He was too thin, and being held in his arms not only made his hands and legs ache, but also his ribs, and every part of his body ached.

But he couldn't let go of his hand, and the strength of his hand increased, as if he wanted to rub the person into the bone and blood inch by inch.

"...After that hospitalization, she became mentally abnormal and always regarded me as that person. The doctor said that she had injured her head and suggested an operation, but we were struggling at that time. Even if I dropped out of school to work, the operation fee was still late. I can't save it too late."

When Luo Tingzhou said this, he patted the iron-shackled arm in front of him, "Loosen it."

"Not loose." Fu Xunshu rubbed the hair behind Luo Tingzhou's ear with the tip of his nose, touched his lips along the contour of the ear, and said in a hoarse voice, "And then?"

The scorching breath behind his ears made Luo Tingzhou's body stiff, but he quickly relaxed and said in a steady tone: "I can't do the operation, so I can only let her rest at home, but it's not peaceful at home."

Luo Tingzhou's father's ex-wife would pay some hooligans to come to his house every now and then to make trouble. He slept until midnight and suddenly heard the sound of the door lock being picked. No one could live in peace.

But there are still kind people in the world.

The junior high school head teacher in Luotingzhou learned that he had dropped out of school to work, so he came to his door to ask why, and offered to provide him with accommodation.

At that time, the school had dormitories for teachers and staff, but the head teacher had a room outside the school, and the dormitories were vacant, so they took them out for Luo Tingzhou's mother and son to live in, without taking any money.

Luo Tingzhou works part-time while studying. Half of the money he earns is used for living expenses and half for rent.

In the junior high school entrance examination, Luo Tingzhou was admitted to the city's No. [-] middle school with the top grades in the city, but at this time Meng Xiao's desire to control him reached an unacceptable level, and he was not allowed to leave the house, or even let him out of his sight. Let alone let him go to No. [-] Middle School in the city.

As he grew older, Luo Tingzhou's facial features grew, such as thrush eyes inherited from Meng Xiao, while other parts carried the shadow of his biological father.

When Luo Tingzhou was doing his homework, Meng Xiao was watching him for hours.

For this reason, Luo Tingzhou did not go to the No. [-] Middle School of the city, but chose to go directly to the high school of his alma mater in junior high school.

But Luo Tingzhou didn't expect that his biological father's first partner could touch the school.

That day when he came back late from work, he found a lot of gangsters gathered downstairs in the staff dormitory, dragging Meng Xiao to make silly jokes.

Luo Tingzhou beat people away, but the school leaders found out that he was fighting with gangsters at school.

One warning, two punishments, and three expulsions.

They didn't dare to live in the junior high school teacher's dormitory anymore. Luo Tingzhou took Meng Xiao to the Internet cafe outside the school to make do for a few nights. Seeing that Xiaopo Internet cafe was recruiting network administrators, Luo Tingzhou went to apply for the job.

At that time, Free was popular all over the world, and Luo Tingzhou happened to have decent skills and first-class consciousness. After playing a few times, he was able to play for others, and the money he earned was enough to support Meng Xiao and himself.

Later, when he was selected by a professional team, Zhou Xuan came to pick him up in person, but Meng Xiao's mental illness became more and more serious at that time, and he completely regarded Luo Tingzhou as his biological father.As a last resort, Luo Tingzhou had no choice but to send him to a mental hospital.

Even though he never got any love from Meng Xiao, Luo Tingzhou believed that supporting his parents was his duty as a son of man.

"You should know almost everything about it." In just 15 years, it didn't seem like it took long to tell it.Luo Tingzhou, however, limp in Fu Xunshu's arms like a dying person exhaling his last breath, feeling the heartbeat of the person behind him through two layers of flesh and blood.

Fu Xunshu hugged the man, increasing the strength in his hands.

A few years ago, some places had less control over child labor, and Luo Tingzhou was able to rely on part-time jobs to subsidize his family.

It sounds like two or three short sentences, and the sadness behind it is rarely known.

"Captain, thank you for sharing your past with me." Fu Xunshu said in a low tone, "But I'm stupid and don't know how to coax you. Am I not a boyfriend at all?"

Hearing this, the depression brought about by revealing the past has eased a lot.Luo Tingzhou raised the corners of his lower lips and said, "I told you, I wanted to tell you myself, so don't coax me."

Fu Xunshu took a deep breath: "It would be great if I could meet you sooner."

Luo Tingzhou laughed: "I met you earlier... When I started working at the age of 13, you were only ten years old. What can a ten-year-old kid do?"

Fu Xunshu thought silently: A ten-year-old kid can not only write the code for web shopping, but also earn the first pot of gold by investing.

But thinking about it, he didn't say that.

It is precisely because of that past that the current Luotingzhou has been created. Without any one factor, they will not embrace each other at this moment.

However, people are selfish.

Fu Xunshu wanted to show up at that time, take away his team leader, and block the maliciousness of the outside world, so that the young Luo Tingzhou would not have to walk alone on the road of growth, and bear the wind, frost, rain and snow that he should not have to bear.

But he can't tell.

Luo Tingzhou has survived that period of time. Even though there were many difficulties along the way, he finally walked over with his own legs.

What Luo Tingzhou wants is not to feel distressed.

That's what the weak would beg for.

Fu Xunshu pursed his lips, resting his chin on Luo Tingzhou's shoulder, with a serious expression.

他 说:

"If I knew you at 13 when I was ten, you would be my only brother."

"I want to follow behind you and grow up with you."

"Let me be in every step of your way."