Creation's grace

Footsteps, human voices, the ticking of instruments...

All of this was far away from Ran Jin, she seemed to be covered by a black hood, unable to open her eyes or move.

Consciousness is like water, you can indeed perceive it, but once you try to grab it, it will flow away quickly.

Among the weak signals from the outside world, she carefully distinguishes which ones belong to late encounters.

At first she couldn't find it, which made her a little anxious, but Ran Jin was relieved when Chi Yu's voice on the phone came from far to near, and then, her consciousness wavered in the sea of ​​memory.

Back to six years ago, back to her favorite past.

At the beginning of coming to Chi's house, she lived alone in the attic of Chi's house.

Every day, Dr. Lin and two nurses will come to help her check the wound, prescribe her medicine, and let her eat nutritious meals to help her recover quickly.

This situation was so familiar that Ran Jin had to be wary.

She was wary of everyone in this big house, but she was always thinking about the day when she first came here, she didn't think she was dirty or afraid of her beautiful little sister.

When Ran Jin was lying on the bed and couldn't move, he always thought of Chi Yu.

That younger sister is so good-looking, crystal clear, clean from the tips of her hair to the tips of her nails, but she is willing to get close to me...

Ran Jin didn't know why she was taken into this attic, and the woman who picked her up didn't show up again after that night.

In fact, she doesn't care much about her own fate, and she is no longer so afraid of pain.

It would be nice if I could die here this time.

That is, she had a vague expectation in her heart—if only she could see that younger sister again before she died.

I didn't expect to die, but I really saw that sister again.

When Dr. Lin was helping her with rehabilitation, he took her down the attic and walked around the yard.

At that time, Ran Jin still needed assistive devices to walk, and every time he took two steps, he was in pain and sweated all over his body.

Although Dr. Lin has a cold face, he is patient with her, and will supervise her when she recovers.

"I said, Doctor Lin, you are too fierce." Chi Yu suddenly appeared, "Sister Xiao Ran is so seriously injured, can't you talk properly?"

Doctor Lin smiled at Chi Yu, and of course greeted Jin's sister with a smile.

"Didn't I kill her too?"

Ran Jin suddenly saw the person he wanted to see all of a sudden, his feet went limp and he almost fell down.

Fortunately, Chi Yu's eyesight and hands quickly supported her.

"Look!" Chi Yu turned around and said to Dr. Lin, "Sister Xiao Ran is about to faint, can I just practice here today?"

Dr. Lin said with a smile: "What is the second lady talking about?"

Chi Yu put his arms under Ran Jin's arms, wrapped around her body, and held her up firmly.

"Sister Xiao Ran, can you stand up?"

At that time, the wound on Ran Jin's body was not healed, it was not suitable for bathing, his clothes were not changed, and it was full of dirt.

And Chi Yu was wearing a white crepe pleated dress, and after taking a shower, her body was filled with the scent of bath salts, and the refreshment of shampoo exuded from between her white and tender neck and hair.

It was a smell that Ran Jin had never smelled before, she couldn't describe what it was, it was a bit sweet and complex, which fit very well with Chi Yu's temperament.

Chi Yu, who is so clean, doesn't dislike Ran Jin at all, and is willing to approach her and help her.

Ran Jin was always afraid that she would dirty Chi Yu, not only her body was dirty, but she also sweated a lot because of her recovery, she instinctively wanted to stay away from Chi Yu.

But she couldn't resist Chiyu, and she didn't have the strength to push her away.

"I think you can't go by yourself, so I'll take you back." Chi Yu said, "You can support me and go upstairs slowly. If it doesn't work, I'll ask Uncle Chen to help you."

Ran Jin's waist and legs were actually very painful, but she didn't want others to help, let alone leave Chi Yu, so she said, "I can, really."

Chi Yu looked at her with beautiful eyes, smiled, and wiped the sweat off her forehead with the back of her hand: "You are really too brave. Recovery is not a matter of a day or two. Haste makes waste."

"Haste makes waste..." Ran Jin repeated this sentence.

"Yeah, listen to the doctor's advice and proceed step by step, so that you can get twice the result with half the effort."

"Do twice the result with half the effort..."

Ran Jin didn't go to school very much, and the people around her were similar to her, and they didn't talk like that, so she instinctively followed Chi Yu's words.

Chi Yu heard that she was always learning to speak by herself, and laughed with a "poof": "Why, sister Xiao Ran is a parrot?"

Ran Jin blushed a little, but also a little happy.

After finally helping her to the attic, Chi Yu, who had just taken a shower, was sweating again, and her waist was so sore that she leaned back with support.

Ran Jin, who was lying on the bed again, asked her worriedly: "Are you uncomfortable? Leave me alone next time."

Chi Yu shook his head and said, "What's this? I just need to move around. But you, why don't you take a shower? Your hair is all sticky, isn't it uncomfortable?"

Ran Jin said: "Doctor Lin said that the wound on my body has not healed yet, and it is easy to get infected if I get wet."

"Oh... so. Do you feel bad if you don't take a bath?"

Ran Jin shook his head.

Chi Yu sat beside her bed, supported the bed with one hand, and saw through her lies at a glance: "How can it not be uncomfortable? You don't blink when you lie. You can't take a bath...Is it always okay to wipe your body? Don't touch the wound Wouldn't it be good to just wipe the place where you didn't get hurt?"

"Well, it should be..."

"Sure, I'll ask Dr. Lin, if possible, I'll wipe it off for you."

I went there like a whirlwind, and came back with a basin of water and a towel in less than 10 minutes: "Doctor Lin said it's okay! Let me wipe your body for you, and you will definitely feel much more comfortable after wiping."

Ran Jin will never forget the feeling when the soft and warm towel caressed her body.

Chi Yu carefully avoided all her wounds, allowing her to experience the long-lost warmth of being cared for.

Later, when Chi Yu found out that she hadn't been to school, she was a little surprised and felt a pity, so she borrowed elementary and junior high school textbooks from her classmate's sister, and used her spare time to teach Ran Jin.

Ran Jin is very smart, and Chi Yu is also very patient. During that time, Chi Yu was her little teacher, who taught her Chinese and taught her English. She was a student of mathematics, physics, chemistry, history and geopolitics... Whenever Chi Yu was free, she would run away. Come up to the attic and take turns teaching her.

When Ran Jin couldn't sit up, Chi Yu asked Aunt Su to drag a rug over. She hugged a pile of books and lay under Ran Jin's bed, reading stories from Chinese textbooks and historical allusions to her.

Ran Jin sometimes fell asleep while listening to it, and when he woke up, he found that Chi Yu was also lying on the carpet and sleeping with a book.

She was afraid that Chi Yu would catch a cold, so she stood up with difficulty and spread the quilt on her body to cover her.

Later, Ran Jin was able to sit up, and Chi Yu moved the desk in a decent manner, and used the attic as a small classroom, spending almost all his spare time on Ran Jin.

Until her grades declined, and Wannian's second grade was almost overtaken by Wannian's second grade. Chi Li felt that she was delaying her studies, and that Ran Jin could go to school by herself, so she wouldn't let Chi Yu teach her again, and let Ran Jin Forbidden to go to a school under the group, and follow her to learn some things about the group in her spare time.

At this point, the "teacher-student" relationship between Chi Yu and Ran Jin came to an end.

Ran Jin understood that even when Chi Yu treated her kindly, he didn't know her identity at all, and only regarded her as her sister's guest.

One day when he was still recovering, Ran Jin overheard the conversation between the two sisters.

Chi Yu was very curious about this special guest who suddenly appeared at their house and didn't seem to leave for a while, and asked her sister who she was and why she appeared at home.

Chi Li didn't tell her clearly, but was a little distressed: "At first, I didn't want you to know her so quickly. Who told you to skip class and go home to meet her that day. Now that you know it, you can go and see it when you have time." That young lady, she will be at our house for a long time to come. Get along well with young lady and don't mess around. "

Chi Yu said disdainfully: "Who would mess around? I think she was nervous when she saw you, but relaxed when she saw me. You must be too fierce."

Chi Li nodded Chi Yu's eyebrows, took the coat from Butler Chen's arm and walked out.

Chi Yu chased after her and said, "Then I will visit her often. She still can't get out of bed by herself, so I will help her."

Chi Li, who had already walked into the yard, turned around and smiled at her, "Okay, I knew Xiao Yu was kind. But you can't go to her alone, you have to have someone else by your side."

Ran Jin is not sure why Chi Li found him.

But what Ran Jin can be sure of is that no matter what Chi Ideal does, Chi Yu doesn't know anything.

He didn't know who she was or why she was hurt, so he was willing to treat her well.

Chi Yu is such a person.

It was Chi Yu who put her broken life back together.

The careful care of Chi Yu in those days made Ran Jin a weak flower bloom again on the ruins of his inner world.

Ran Jin's affection for her has surpassed ordinary yearning and turned into admiration.

Chi Yu is her god.

If there is anything in this life that she can't let go of, it must be the two years before Chi Yu went abroad.

The days to come are of course good, but there are very few times in a year when we can see Chi Yu.

Except that when Chi Li missed his sister so much and was willing to take Ran Jin to see Chi Yu when he hadn't found out about it, the only time he could see Chi Yu was during the Chinese New Year.

The longing that has been like a mountain for a whole year, when seeing the increasingly mature and glamorous Chi Yu, can't vent the slightest bit, but will become more clumsy.

Ran Jin thinks he is self-aware.

When Chi Yu left Chi's house to study abroad, Ran Jin was already prepared that one day she would come back with her lover, and she would sincerely bless Chi Yu at that time.

After all, she can't give Chi Yu anything except the usual pampering.

She stubbornly kept the photo of the late encounter.

This is also one of the sources of her troubles later.

But she doesn't regret it.

Chi Yu is Ran Jin's anchor in the sea of ​​the world, without her, Ran Jin might not have lived until now, and he might have left Chi's house a few years ago to find a place to die quietly.

In the world of all kinds of pain, she still met Chi Yu and the reason to live.

The moment Ran Jin knew that Chi Yu was in danger, she ran towards Chi Yu like crazy.

She can't let anyone hurt Chi Yu.

As long as she lives in this world for a day, Chi Yu is her treasure, her darling, and a forbidden place that she will never violate.

What was it to lay down one's life for her?When Ran Jin woke up, his whole body was in pain.

But it was nothing, it was the pain she had experienced and was used to.

Chi Yu was sitting on the recliner beside her, holding a book in his hand, and fell asleep at some point.

Ran Jin moved his fingertips, and couldn't help thinking, why did he fall asleep like this?Not covered with a quilt.

With a movement of her fingertips, the nurse saw the light on at the other end and called the doctor to come over to check on her condition.

The movement when the nurse came woke Chi Yu up, and Chi Yu turned her head to meet Ran Jin's eyes.

"You're awake!" Chi Yu stood up, and the book he was holding just now fell off.

Ran Jin's gaze sank slowly, and he saw the cover of the book in Chi Yu's hand.

"Inferiority and Transcendence" was the book Ran Jin was reading a while ago.

At this moment, Ran Jin had a greedy fantasy in his heart.

Why does Chi Yu want to read the books she has read?

Together with her demons, she immediately suppressed that greed.