Creation's grace

After Su Yuezhen was murdered, Ran Jin was imprisoned in Beichuan Hospital for two years, until Da Ran's condition deteriorated again, and she was taken to Ran's house by He Zhi, and sent to that big house.

That was the first time she saw that the house could be so big, and the so-called parents could be so cold.

Chi Yu also knew what happened after that, Ran Jin tried every means to survive, and finally escaped from that big house.

Su Yuezhen hibernates the chip in her arm, but she has gradually realized that she is different from others.

This chip is the proof that she is different from normal people.

Ran couldn't help but ask himself: Is it because of it that my mother disappeared?

One rainy night, she picked up a knife and cut open her arm with that knife, trying to remove the chip in the arm.

She is not afraid of pain, she just wants to be an ordinary person.

It's a pity that the chip seemed to be embedded in her bones. No matter what method she used, she almost mutilated her right arm, but she couldn't separate the chip from her arm.

That sleeping chip? Follow her all the time, just like she misses Su Yuezhen.

After a long time, she can't remember clearly. She only remembers herself at that time. She left Ran's house and was alone. She didn't have a registered permanent residence and was young. . Working illegally to make ends meet, needless to say, going to school.

In order to have a bite to eat, in order to survive, she has done everything.

Because she was still young, she knew more and more how to survive in a complicated and dangerous environment. For a while, she cut her hair short, dressed up in men's clothing as a boy, and smeared her face dirty Xixi, people can't see at all? I can't make out her appearance.

When she was unlucky, she couldn't find any illegal workers. When she was the poorest, she didn't have any money on her body. She was dizzy from hunger, so she had to rummage through the trash can.

She is a stray dog ​​without an owner.

Living is meaningless to her, but she can't die yet.

She has been looking for Su Yuezhen's whereabouts, never stopped, exhausted all methods.

Day after day, Ran Jin, who grew up gradually, found out some things, and collaged the past one by one. She probably guessed herself? Why? Why did she come to this world? She also thought that Su Yuezhen might really be gone. .

Occasionally see a child who is about her age holding his mother in his left hand and his father in his right hand. What do you want to eat? Parents will buy it for her. When the family is happy, she will look more often. ?look.

Until the other party finds out, the frightened and somewhat disgusted look in her eyes makes her understand that her downcast and greedy appearance makes them uncomfortable, and she will leave quickly.

She also used to have a warm home and loved her mother, but unfortunately, the preciousness that made her willing to sacrifice her life for it was gone, and it was all lost suddenly, so abruptly that she hadn't recovered from it until she had been wandering outside for several years .

One winter night, she was sick and curled up deep in the park. She was so sick that she felt like she was dying.

If mom is no longer in this world, does it make any difference whether to live or die?

She didn't like this world that made her suffer.

With a persistent high fever, she was wrapped in a silent night, like lying in a huge coffin.

The sky is full of stars? The universe is so far and wide, but there is no home for her.

She opened her wallet and looked at the photo with Su Yuezhen quietly, with tears rolling down her eyes.

What if mom is still alive?What if?

If I die, I will never see my mother again.

Thinking of Su Yuezhen's smile, Ran Jin couldn't let go.

Pressing the purse on his chest, after weeping, he went to the hospital with difficulty.

The high fever did not kill her, but made her stronger.

Gradually, she learned a lot of survival skills in the harsh living environment.

She is like many orphans who no one cares about. In order to survive, she has to earn some gray income. From time to time, she will be hunted down by her enemies, and she lives in fear.

Many children who grew up under the care of their parents do not know that in the same city, there are such a group of peers who are willing to do anything to survive.

Gradually, she became indifferent to the pain, and sometimes the pain made her feel at ease and made her feel "real".

She will obviously be in pain and sad, the same as those children whose parents love them?

She also got friendship once, but it quickly disappeared.

Those emotions and people she wanted to hold on to, didn't stay with her because she cherished them, died, left, or betrayed her for a little money.

Ran Jin once had a dear friend, even though so many years have passed, she still clearly remembers that friend's appearance.In the twelfth lunar month of a certain year, she had no place to live, and her knees were injured by frostbite. This friend saw that she was pitiful, so he gave up half of his bed to her.

Those who treat her well will always be in her heart.

Even? The two of them haven't been together for more than three months.

Holding a can of cheap beer, my good friend sighed to Ran Jin: "It's so hard to live... I don't know why? Why do they want us to be born and suffer, and they don't care about it, just throw it away. Born, just Pregnancy in a short period of ten months, but life is a long, endless decades."

Ran Jin listened to her words, a little lost in thought.

"Fortunately! After finishing this ticket, we will have money! At that time, I want to leave this city and start over in a small place. I want to rent a house, go to school, fall in love, and have a home. "

Hearing the word "home", Ran Jin was extremely yearning.

"Xiao Cong, will you come with me?" she asked Ran Jin.

"Okay!"

The 17-year-old Ran Jin happily agreed, and began to fantasize about getting the money, getting on the green leather train, squeezing together with a group of strangers in the lively train carriage, talking and laughing happily.

And she followed her good friend to a strange place to start again, forgetting all the unhappiness in the past, every day? You can eat hot meals, have hot water to take a bath, and read? Books? Sleep in a bright classroom. In the warm house, continue to look for mother.

Probably because this wish was too extravagant, so God did not let her wish come true.

A good friend died in an accident three days later while helping people collect debts.

Ran Jin grabbed the people with her and asked, what happened to her, where did it happen to her, how could she just let her die like this?

The other party found her annoying, and pointed her in a general direction: "It's on that mountain, you should be able to find it by looking along the north road. Why, I warned you not to use this kind of eyes? Me, She accidentally fell off the pickup truck, so many people were chasing after us at that time, and everyone who stopped us had to finish the car, who can take care of her?"

Ran Jin died? He grabbed the other party's collar, and after hearing what he said, he pushed him away.

When Ran Jin was about to leave, the people behind him sneered and said, "It's all a shame, death? Where is it not death? Do you really treat yourself as a human being? Who do you think you are?"

I have to admit, that person was right.

After a few years, Ran Jin can't remember many things clearly, but he still remembers that ridicule.

That whole night, Ran Jin searched for his friend's body in the dark and cold mountains.

This mountain is not big, just in the suburbs.

How much she wished she couldn't find it, which meant that her friend might not be dead, or she might have left.

Even if they don't get the money this time, as long as they are alive, there is still hope. As long as they are alive, they still have the opportunity to make money again, do what they want to do, and run towards their ideal life.

if only……

Ran Jin remembered that the sunrise was the coldest morning in her short life.

When the sun was rising, she found the body of her good friend.

A thin layer of golden light shone on his friend's face, either in deep sleep or dead?

Pale and unfamiliar death? Qi? Like a knife, it cut Ran Jin's heart mercilessly.

The train, the distance, and a home are all trapped in a pair of immobile pupils, sinking into the deep pool of death? It is impossible to realize it again.

From then on, Ran Jin's heart also died.

Mom was never seen again.

She confessed.

Becoming a walking dead, she has seen too many people betray their companions or even themselves in order to survive.

Powerless and boring.

She no longer cherishes herself? As long as she can have a bite to eat, she won't frown even if her skin is torn apart.

She was going to die anyway, and her life wasn't worth a penny.

He abused himself to the limit. In order to cover the boss at the time, he was chased and jumped from the third floor. His legs and waist were severely injured and he couldn't run anymore.

It is inevitable to suffer a meal of flesh and blood.

The pain that time was extremely severe, Ran Jin felt that his waist was broken and his legs were broken, and his ribs were not good enough.

Finally dying?

Death? To her, it felt a little relaxed.

The dilapidated rain alley was full of musty and bloody smells, and when she felt the temperature of her life passing away, someone held her hand.

……

"You know almost everything about it later. I was taken to Chi's house by your sister. After recovering from my injuries, your sister took me to Chi's Group and taught me a lot of things, and I gradually found out where my mother was. "

When Ran Jin talked about her time of wandering, her tone was still calm, the same as when she talked about the pancakes. Ji-chi manages to put glass in her pancakes.

But Chiyu's heart could not be calmed.

Ran Jin could clearly read the sadness and grief in Chi Yu's eyes. She didn't want Chi Yu to be uncomfortable because of her past, so she took the initiative to step forward, held Chi Yu's hand unnaturally, and said:

"Those things are in the past, and I don't care anymore. God? You still treat me very well and let me meet you."

Chi Yu pressed the back of Ran Jin's hand to her face, Ran Jin had already opened her heart, and she planned to explain this matter thoroughly.

I hope that after today, there will be no more estrangement between her and Ran Jin, and Ran Jin can also remove all the shackles on her body, which is the best thing.

Chi Yu said, "I've basically never seen you eat pancakes."

There were no tears in her eyes, but her eyes were still a little red and swollen after the cold compress, and she looked haggard.

"Well, I really didn't eat it later."

"Because of what my sister did to you?"

Ran Jin paused for a moment, and said, "Actually, everything you said when you came to me that night was correct, but I hadn't made up my mind to let you know my identity at that time. Including what you said, Chi Li picked me up. Arriving at Chi's house, entering her circle of friends as a girlfriend, and gradually replacing that person is also true. This is indeed what Chi Li and I are doing. She wants me wholeheartedly? Like that person, to me All the details shown are very strict. From her point of view, although that person has been sick since he was a child and has not shown his face outside, he is pampered and will definitely not like to eat pancakes."

Seeing that Chi Yu didn't speak, Ran Jin continued a little dryly: "It's also because I had some unusual thoughts about you at that time. I secretly hid a photo of you, and it was discovered by your sister, so she Very angry with me? She has been protecting you from letting you know everything about Yu Mingpeng's biology, just wanting you to concentrate on scientific research, immerse yourself in your world, and not be polluted by it."

From Ran Jin's words, Chi Yu could tell that she really didn't have much hatred for her sister.

Chi Yu's eyes fell on the watch on Ran Jin's wrist, which was given to her by her sister.

"As for me, the future is unknown, not to mention your sister, but myself? I don't think I should show any feelings to you. You and I are not fellow travelers."

Hearing her words, Chi Yu opened his arms around her waist and pulled her in front of him.

She didn't express any opinions on the sentence "not a fellow traveler", Chi Yu had long learned not to compete with her.

Ran Jin is a typical example of taking the soft but not the hard.

Chi Yu looked at the watch on Ran Jin's wrist and thought of something, "Is this watch my sister gave you?"

"Hmm..." Ran Jin didn't know if Chi Yu asked her to take it off.

Chi Yu said: "I remember that the strap of this watch was broken once, and I repaired it for you later."

Ran Jin didn't expect that she would remember this little thing: "Yeah, I accidentally broke the hook back then, and I'm so busy? It's bad, so you just say help me to fix it."

"So, you wear it all the time."

Ran Jin, whose mind was exposed by?, was silent.

It's true that this watch was given to her by Chi Li, and it belonged to Chi Li at first, but later Chi Yu carefully repaired it, and it became infected with the aura of Chi Yu.

Ran Jin felt himself? Much like this watch.

It was also because Chi Li had discovered her thoughts on Chi Yu at the beginning, and once he was found out again, Chi Li would punish her unceremoniously. Ran Jin himself also had a guilty conscience, so he restrained himself A lot, but this watch and that photo are her last thoughts, and she still wants to keep them.

Chi Li probably didn't know that Chi Yu had repaired this watch, and Ran Jin wore it all the time, and she never said anything.

Ran Jin thought that Chi Yu was just helping out, and after so many years, he would definitely not remember this matter, but he didn't expect...

At this moment, Ran Jin was standing and Chi Yu was sitting. In such a circle, Chi Yu's raised chin just touched her chest.

Ran Jin's heart could be heard beating very fast and powerfully.

"Because I repaired it for you, you are reluctant to pick it off, are you?" Chi Yu secretly sniffed the reassuring fragrance on Ran Jin's body.

The sight of Chi Yu embracing her made Ran Jin so excited that he couldn't help but raised his hand and touched Chi Yu's head.

"Yeah..." Ran Jincheng said, "I can't bear it."

Chi Yu raised his head and looked at her, "I never told the truth before, why? Why are you willing to tell now?"

Chi Yu is slowly guiding her, filling in her missing personality bit by bit.

Speaking frankly is the most important part.

"Because..." Ran Jin saw his own face in Chi Yu's eyes, this face she didn't like and would bring disaster to those she cared about, her heart beat fast.

The anxiety of looking for Su Yuezhen in and out of the dream twisted her nerves.

What she saw and heard in the V sea area was poured into her heart.

Ran Jin's palms were a little sweaty.

It wasn't that she was really captured by the emotion of fear, worry was already her instinct.

Chi Yu realized that her truth was already on his lips, so he wrapped his arms around her waist and let her sit face to face on his lap.

Ran Jin was taken aback, such an intimate action? She didn't expect it, but she quickly adjusted her balance and obeyed? Chi Yu's thoughts, and just sat down...

Chi Yu held the back of her head with one hand, looked at her closely and focusedly, and listened to her with all her attention.

"Because..." Ran Jin was a little intoxicated looking at this beautiful face, all her weight fell on Chi Yu's lap, and she was hugged again, making her feel safe no matter what she said Feeling, "Because I am afraid that Xiao Yu will be sad, so I want to live. Because I want to live, so? Be honest..."

Chi Yu looked at her and smiled, kissing her lips.

"Good boy." Chi Yu rubbed her ears, "Shall we make an agreement?"

"What agreement?"

Ran Jin didn't realize that at this moment, he was completely attracted by Chi Yu, and he didn't look away, nor did he habitually lower his head.

Hearing the word "promise" that can closely link the relationship between people, I am very yearning.

"From now on, let's be honest with each other, no matter what happens, we will tell each other immediately. You and I are the closest people in the world. As long as we are there, it is your home."

The author has something to say: Xiao Ran: I have a home again.

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