Little Priest's Cat Diary

The blond hair was scattered in front of his eyes, the familiar handsome face was closer than ever, and there was a strange or familiar touch on his lips.

push him away.

Push him away hard.

Or simply, just like before, with a punch——

The above thoughts kept flashing in his mind, but Mia's body couldn't move at all.

Like the prey of a lion.

Even though he knew very well in his heart that he had to run away immediately, his limbs couldn't be controlled at all under the innate intimidating force of the king of all beasts.

He watched Sardis leaning over to kiss him, as if an invisible force restrained him, making him unable to move.

At first, Sardis just touched his lips lightly, like a superficial touch.

However, this light touch does not seem to satisfy him.

The thin lips leaned over and kissed again, and then, as if addicted, they covered his lips again and again.

That movement was extremely gentle, as if afraid of scaring him.

But there is a deep desire in that kiss, like a beast that has been hungry for too long, it is obviously extremely urgent to taste the food for the first time, wishing to swallow it fiercely, but trying to suppress it because it can only taste it The more unsatisfactory he was, the more greedy his gaze became, making people palpitate just looking at it.

After a long time, Sardis stepped back a little.

Their faces were still very close.

He looked at Mia.

Mia looked at him too.

After a while, the boy's lips that were flushed from the kiss slightly opened and closed.

"why……"

Mia asked, the voice he squeezed out of his throat was somewhat hoarse.

He looked at Sardis blankly.

His voice was very soft, as if he was muttering to himself.

The question why, I don’t know if I was asking Sardis, or asking himself.

Why did things become like this?

……

Mia's words were vague, but Sardis understood.

He smiled, raised his hand, and brushed a strand of hair scattered in front of Mia's eyes behind his ears.

"I do not know either."

They met when they were at their worst.

For him at that time, the scene that made him most resentful became the best memory in the future.

Since when did he get used to having other people around him.

Since when did his eyes always fall on that person.

His originally empty heart began to miss such a person.

He wanted that person to be like himself, only thinking about himself.

He didn't like that person's eyes on others, and he didn't like to see that person smile at others.

At the beginning, he was the same as Mia, thinking that his thoughts on Mia were childish possessiveness, and that he cared so much about Mia because he had experienced life and death with Mia, and because Mia was the only one for him. identified friends——

At that time, he was still too young, and he didn't even know that this kind of childish desire for monopoly and so-called care for friends had already changed in nature unconsciously.

"'Why?'...is it important?"

Sardis stared at the person in front of him, his eyes were as gentle as the moonlight falling from the skylight.

"I think it's a matter of course."

He leaned over again and kissed Mia on the forehead.

"Whether it's the past, the present, or the future, the most important person to me is you."

The handsome young man spoke in a low voice, his pupils of different colors shone with a fine luster like starlight.

Like a pair of gemstones of different colors, shimmering.

There is attachment, longing, forbearable love, and tenderness in the strange eyes.

Being watched by these eyes, almost no one can refuse.

"I hope that there is only one person who can always be by my side from the beginning to the end."

He stared into the eyes of the boy in front of him.

"Mia, do you understand?"

The undisguised surging emotion was too hot and too strong, which made Mia feel like she was almost out of breath.

He subconsciously raised his hand and pressed it against Sardis's chest.

Even though he knew it wouldn't do much, he still couldn't help himself and wanted to push the other party away a little to give himself some breathing room.

Or perhaps, this is an instinctive defensive action.

Mia's movement caused a dark tide to flash across Sardis' eyes.

Even if Yi Mia's strength can't really push herself away, it is undeniable that it is a gesture of resistance.

Mia was resisting his approach.

The room was very dark, and the black shadow of his forehead fell on Sardis' eyes, making his eyes darker.

But he didn't move, just looked at Mia quietly.

He has enough patience.

He has been hiding for a long time, waiting for a long time.

He is in no hurry for this moment.

"Sadie..."

Trying to tidy up the situation in front of her from beginning to end, took a deep breath to clear up her messy mind, and Mia opened her mouth after deliberation.

"I think you may have misunderstood."

He raised his head, no longer avoiding Sardis' gaze, but staring at him.

"Because I'm your best, er, maybe your only friend, and a very close friend at that."

"You want us to be together forever, to be best friends forever."

"And because of your resistance to women, you have almost no contact with women, and you have never dated women, never been in love, and don't know what love feels like."

He said to Sardis in a calm tone.

"Sadi, all the above have given you the illusion that your feelings for me are mistaken for love, so, in fact, you are not..."

Seeing the young man with his hands still resting on his chest, who seemed to be analyzing the reason calmly and methodically, but in fact still showing panic in his eyes, Sardis smiled.

He said: "Who said I haven't touched women?"

"……Hey?"

The look of the boy in front of him blankly opening his eyes is so cute that it makes one almost unable to control the desire to bite down.

But at this moment, the eyes of the smiling Sardis were a little cold.

The lips that kissed so sweetly, but what came out were hurtful words.

Mia thought that he would resist contact with women because of his mother's affairs, and that was what Mia thought.

When following that old man, Artudot, he traveled all over the mainland, he had contact with all kinds of people, men and women, old and young, all kinds of people, including a lot of women.

Many of them are young and beautiful, or smart, or brave and strong women. Many women have expressed their affection for him, and even some women boldly asked for a one-night stand with him—the first time they met When this happened, he fled in embarrassment and was laughed at by the old man for a long time.

"Misunderstanding? Can't tell the difference between love and friendship?... Do you think so?"

Sardis smiled.

He leaned over again.

Mia tensed her shoulders subconsciously and looked at him warily.

But this time, Sardis bent down and did not kiss Mia, but just held Mia's shoulders with both hands, then turned his head sideways, and leaned close to Mia's ear.

"I was 15 years old the first time I...was in my sleep."

Sardis' voice was low.

The breath she exhaled while speaking brushed over the sensitive earlobes, causing Mia to move the tips of her ears unconsciously.

"That night, I dreamed about you."

Sardis could feel the sudden stiffness of Mia's shoulders that he was holding with both hands.

"I dreamed that when I was still in Wangcheng, I was swimming in the pool with you. When you stood up, your clothes were wet and stuck to your body. It was almost translucent, and you could clearly see..."

He watched the young man's ears turn red little by little, and occasionally tremble slightly, looking pitiful.

But he continued to whisper in Mia's ear relentlessly.

"The first time I solved it myself, I was 16 years old."

"At that time, I was thinking about you..."

"Sardis—"

A voice abruptly interrupted what Sardis hadn't said yet.

At the same moment, a pair of hands grabbed Sardis's skirt.

The boy whose face was already flushed red stared at Sardis in embarrassment.

He seemed to be angry, but his crimson cheeks, and those blue eyes that were not sure whether he was angry or ashamed were moist, making him look like he had no momentum at all.

The young man opened his lips, as if he wanted to say something, but in the end he couldn't say anything, he was anxious and angry, and finally he could only bite his lower lip hard.

He obviously wanted to put on a menacing aura of murder, but the look of biting his lower lip looked like he was being bullied to the point of crying, which made people feel affectionate when they saw it.

Sardis' eyes softened.

He stretched out his hands and held Mia's cheeks.

"It's my fault, I won't say it."

He says,

"But, Mia, stop saying that I misunderstood my feelings for you."

"That's an insult to me, I'll be angry, you know?"

Mia hesitated for a moment, and asked, "If you really treat me...then what you showed in front of me before..."

Sardis smiled slightly at Mia, and that smile made Mia's heart tighten suddenly.

He didn't answer.

No answer may be the answer.

How could it be possible for a person who has spent two years in various countries in the mainland and another two years in a place where fish and dragons are mixed together like the army to be a pure, innocent and ignorant boy.

"I don't want you to find out what I'm thinking so quickly."

"Because it scares you like that."

"I originally wanted to take it slowly, let you get used to me a little bit, and then..."

Having said that, Sardis sighed.

"But I overestimated my self-control, and underestimated your temptation to me."

"But that's fine, since I've been smashed, I don't want to endure it any longer."

He looked at the boy in his arms with burning eyes, and said, "Mia, you once said that you would always be by my side."

His hand gently caressed Mia's forehead hair, his eyes were full of attachment, and he said softly: "Then, just stay by my side and be with me all the time, okay?"

Different.

This kind of being with you all the time, and that kind of being with you all the time are completely different.

He did promise the former, but the latter...

Mia lowered her eyes, her fine eyelashes concealing the emotion in his eyes.

He bit his lip, and seemed to have calmed down from the initial panic, and there was no emotion on his face.

After a long while, he opened his mouth to answer.

"Sadie, I've never looked at you that way, and never thought about being with you..."

The boy lowered his eyes and said softly, "I'm in a mess right now, and I don't know what to do, so let me think carefully before I give you an answer, okay?"

"reply?"

Sardis' fingers grasped the golden tassels of the earrings hanging from Mia's shoulders.

"You still don't understand, Mia."

He said, with deep eyes.

His pupils reflected the figure of the boy in his arms, as if swallowing him whole.

"Your answer has only one option from the beginning."

The knuckle-boned fingers firmly held the golden tassel between their fingers, as if holding its owner firmly in the palm of their hand.

Sardis smiled, and he looked at Mia with a tenderness that surpassed everything, but there was a trembling dangerous aura hidden in the depth of that tenderness.

No more camouflage, shedding that layer of cat-like soft skin, let people realize that this normally arrogant and harmless male lion is a real top predator.

Its every move, every look, is enough to make people tremble.

"Or should I say, no matter what your answer is, the fact that you will always be by my side will not change anything."

"........."

Looking at Mia who pursed her lips and said nothing, Sardis pondered for a moment.

"I know, it's still too sudden for you. If you want to think about it slowly, you can think about it for as long as you want."

He said, "We still have a long time in the future, and I have enough patience to wait. Mia, you know, I will not persecute you, let alone hurt you."

"but……"

Sardis raised his hand and touched Mia's left chest with his fingertips.

"I can wait for a long time before you accept, but I will never allow anyone to surpass me here."

He said, word for word.

"Otherwise, I myself don't know... what I would do."

The tone of the speech was very calm, and the voice was not loud, but it was extremely clear in the silence of the night.

It was so clear that it made people feel palpitations inexplicably.

…………

Mia watched Sardis's back disappear through the closed door.

He raised his hand and touched the long earring on his left ear with his fingertips.

Putting down his hands, the boy closed his eyes and let out a long breath.

In the dark night, the faint moonlight fell on his face.

I don't know if it was his illusion, but he always felt that he seemed to have seen the way Sardis looked at him before.

……

…………

The eyelashes trembled suddenly, Mia opened his eyes, and his hand hanging on the bed clenched tightly unconsciously.

Yes, he had.

A long time ago, when General Tellea was still around, he saw the way he looked at Mrs. Opelila... that's the way it was!