be king

Even if you like someone again, there will be times when you want to strangle him to death.

Xianyuan felt that he had lost control.

This was the first time she faced Munakata with such a downcast attitude.

I don't know why it became like this, but it seems that this topic has been touched without knowing it.Just thinking about it carefully, the man in front of me who is still calm is best at controlling the situation silently, how can it be impossible to avoid the direction of a single conversation.

Before today, Munakata never took the initiative to talk about Yu Zhangxun.

"Is it cold?" Munakata narrowed his eyes, "Mi Haisa seems to be shaking."

According to Munakata, the fingers that Xianyuan found were indeed trembling.Being held in the arms of a man, warmed by his body temperature, there is no reason why the air conditioner is set too low.Clearly knowing the reason but saying such a reason, Xian Yuan didn't know how to answer him for a while.

Not even the strength to push him away.

"Actually, I've always wanted to ask Mi Haisa about something about Senior Habari." His fingers slid along Kanin's head to his shoulders, and the man's fingers sank into the red hair: "I used to think there was no need to mess with Mi. Misa was not happy, but later found out that my identity was a bit too subtle."

As a new king who has replaced the previous king, asking too much about the senior's affairs will always make people question his qualifications.What's more, the people who really knew the former king did not recognize his existence—even the people who had become the lowly existence of other people's guards still faithfully carried out the oath with the former king. He was too young and was not a king worthy of the former king's old department.

But there are more embarrassing things than this.

"Probably because of these reasons, I have always upheld... the belief that I don't want to interfere with Mi Haisha's past. And I think it's not a bad thing to start over, and the awe of the people I brought out will be even higher——My It means, because there is no comparison. From this point of view, I am indeed not a respectable king."

However, after consideration, this person still made a special decision.

"Why... bring Master back."

Seeing the vicissitudes of life with one arm, Xianyuan's mood has never become brighter.Zenjo's resolute beliefs, wounds, and even his entire life have an unbreakable relationship with Yu Zhang. For Hanin, to a certain extent, the good treaty is equal to the old s4 in her heart.

Although without Yu Zhang, that approximation means nothing.

"Perhaps it's also a side effect of the current clan's overrespect for me?" Munakata's tone rose a bit: "So I hope that Mr. Zenjo will not hesitate to... make another wise choice in an emergency. .”

If you encounter such a situation again, once again decisively kill the king who may bring disaster.

"After all, people are more or less greedy for life and afraid of death. I have to admit this. Although there is no hope, I still want to find Mi Haisha. After all, there are indeed constant incidents at the Barbara, and other organizations also have I am not sure that after the crisis raid, I can not hesitate to..."

"sorry."

Xianyuan hugged the man's neck tightly.

"sorry."

Through the quilt, Munakata patted her on the shoulder.

"Because I don't want to have the possibility of dragging others into any incident with that bit of obsession, with this in mind, I asked Mr. Zenjo." Withdrew the finger stroking the back of Hanin's head: "And if it is Mimisa will understand what Mr. Zenjo said..."

"Don't cry." Munakata sighed a bit distressed: "It doesn't matter if it's someone else, but Mi Haisa's tears really make me helpless."

"Reiji, I'm sorry."

"I don't think it was Mi Haisha's fault. Rather than saying anything else, I seemed to be too eager to express myself at that time..."

"do not die."

The man's voice stopped abruptly.

"Don't... leave me behind."

"It's really... a bit difficult request."

After a long silence, Zongxiang hugged Xianyuan even tighter: "Although I also hope so."

After the tiny water droplets gathered, they wet his already not thin bathrobe.The inconspicuous pool of water spread out along the weaving road little by little, and pressed on the man's shoulder with a weak weight of absorption.

The accident makes people feel a little heavy.

Kanin quietly lay on Munakata's shoulders, his bright hair color was very conspicuous, even if he didn't have to lower his head, he could still see the lustrous crimson.It probably took the time from noon to sunset to calm down the emotions, but in the end the atmosphere in the room was still overwhelming.

"let it go."

Xianyuan rubbed her eyes, the feeling of excessive crying made her feel painful.The coldness of her fingers made her feel a little comfortable. She covered her eyes with the back of her hands, rubbed them in, touched the pillow with the quilt, and lay down.

Carrying Munakata.

"After being reminded by Li Si like this, I realized that I seem to have to prepare." Xianyuan's voice became hoarse: "According to the speed at which the former king collapsed, maybe I will hang in front of Li Si."

Wrapping the quilt tightly, Xianyuan seemed to feel that it was not warm enough, so he covered his head in it by the way.

"Mi Haisha..."

"You can ask Asakawa." Kanin thought for a while, "If Asakawa isn't here, then it's Yuuki."

"...Mi Haisha uses the Sword of Damocles very sparingly, so there is no need to worry."

"It was the same before Yuzhang-sama died in the line of duty."

The air froze for a moment.

"And I really didn't think about it. I thought that with the protection of Li Si, I would have no worries. This is my dereliction of duty as a king-no matter which senior, there is no precedent for involving more people in the crisis. .”

Now Xianyuan is extremely calm, analyzing his own shortcomings, and intends to make up for it.If it weren't for the lower voice than usual, the softer and slower speaking voice, and the undisguised haggardness, this attitude would really make people feel solemn.

"What a... lousy guy."

Who is the so-called poor, and it was not explained in the end.The tiredness that comes over you after crying can feel exhausting, and after another exhausting conversation, falling asleep is so much easier.Xianyuan didn't know when she fell asleep, she woke up in a daze when she realized it.

The posture is no different from being hugged from behind, the lines of the body stick together, and Xianyuan can even feel the even breathing behind the ears.Lying on her side, she couldn't see the scene behind her, but she could only see the man's arm covered under her arm stretched out under the quilt.

So even if the temperature of the air conditioner was a little low, she didn't feel cold.

Judging from the sky outside, it should be night, and the window is so quiet that there is only the sound of leaves.Xianyuan blinked, counted the time, and felt a little lost.

The person beside her could stay by her side for less than five hours.

What a let down.

After moving a little, Xianyuan quietly sat up.Munakata seemed to be in a deep sleep, but his outline could be vaguely seen in the completely dark environment of Xianyuan.Quietly looking at his somewhat blurred side face in the darkness, Xianyuan was a little dazed, and finally stretched out his hand, picked up the glass of water that Zongxiang had poured before, and took a sip or two.

Sure enough, after waking up, the first thing to do is to drink water.

Because of Zongxiang, Xianyuan's actions can be said to be tiptoe.Whether it was picked up or put down, there was no sound when the bottom of the cup touched the table, and Xianyuan swallowed the water and exhaled soundlessly.

Kneeling on the bed, Kanin was glad that there was no light for her to face Munakata directly.As soon as the imaginary weekend started, it was messed up by a bunch of things, not only the things about Heita were dug up, but also the topic about Yuzhang.

For a long time, this person has indeed scrupled too many things.

This man's self-esteem has always been extremely strong. Even with a modest smile, he can still feel his arrogance.That's not a bad thing, but it's a bit tricky when you add in the never-showing desire for exclusivity.

So I don't really want to talk about it.

It's ridiculous to justify himself like this, especially when Xianyuan knows that he has never walked out of the shadow of Yu Zhangxun's death.If one must refute it, it is that those who have not experienced it will not understand the hesitation of the collapse of faith.It's like being abandoned by the world, and even the laughter of others is superfluous when walking on the street.

It was in this state that I came to Kanagawa, thinking that I could continue to sink there.

If... hadn't met him.

Just like the people who built a new Kanagawa among the ruins, they infiltrated other scenery around her little by little during the day and night together.Xianyuan also wonders where this person's interest and patience come from, doing some useless work on a person who obviously has no interest in him at all.

No, it's still useful.At least in front of others who have lost confidence, he stands out.

From the beginning of noticing, to getting used to the existence of this person, to... being inseparable.

It is not an exaggeration to say that a world has been rebuilt.

But it seems not enough.

Just like what Munakata said, even if he is not the Blue King, the opportunity for the two to meet is closely related to Yuzhang.Being influenced by a third person in a relationship seems to be something that no one can tolerate, let alone the trough period of the practice of idleness in July every year.If you think about it this way, Munakata's company at that time of the year probably has mixed feelings in your mind.

But he knew better what he meant to her.

Then, in a tone as flat as clear water, he said those words.

To bluntly reveal his own possible death.

"Too bad."

The courtyard heard a sigh.

Yes, she knew he was awake.

This sentence is for him.

"I thought..." Munakata squatted for a while, and finally smiled: "But it's true."

Stretching and hooking his arms, he pulled Xianyuan back to his side in the darkness.Then, in the hazy night and the dotted street lamps, I can see the other party's expression more or less clearly in the courtyard.The purple eyes flickered on and off, and the smile in the corner of the eyes was still gentle, but the strength in his hands did not weaken at all.

Even if you struggle, you can't shake it off.

"I wanted to say this sentence a long time ago, but there was never the right time." Munakata's voice was a little lazy, and he changed his warm and elite style, and his eyes also changed: "Although the atmosphere is not very good now , but... I really don't have much patience recently."

He got up, and gradually pressed his body towards the courtyard, looking at himself in her eyes.

"Just look at me."