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Xianyuan had that dream again.

Can't see anything, can't hear anything.But when he heard the sudden landing sound, Xianyuan's body slowly walked over there uncontrollably.It’s always like this in dreams, the more you go in that direction, the scene in front of you will gradually become clearer, although it’s still vaguely like night, but you can already see the outline from completely invisible.The voice in the ear also changed from being vague to becoming clearer.

Xianyuan calmly felt the involuntary body, and already knew that she would relive her state of near collapse two years ago—the dream seemed to be out of her control, this kind of repeated recollection It always made her wake up in a cold sweat.Even after waking up, I don't feel rested, but instead start to have migraines one after another in the dark of night.

Xianyuan once tried to resist this nightmare, but her willpower as a king was unexpectedly difficult to use at this time.Also tried sleeping pills, but the vitality of this dream was so strong that it continued in an orderly manner despite the overdose.Coffee is a way to take a slant in the courtyard. With a large dose of caffeine, she can temporarily get rid of fear, but her poor physical fitness makes her unable to hold on, and she returns here again.

The scene of her crime.

Guilt and regret.

And sins that cannot be washed away.

Ever since she started having this dream, Xianyuan couldn't help but wonder over and over again even when she was awake, would the situation have been different if she hadn't shot at that time.

Xianyuan used to think that he was omnipotent.

Because of her father, she didn't get it easily. With her beautiful appearance and precocious intelligence, she has always been used to lawlessness.After coming to s4, I lost my temper, but still pretentious because of being loved by everyone.later……

Later, I experienced the first setback, and then met Munakata.

I once thought Zongxiang was a gentle man.Whether it's a faint smile, or the reminder as always, or even his tricks of doing everything possible to increase the sense of presence, it doesn't make people feel annoying at all.After unknowingly accepting the existence of this person, the days with him were ordinary but special, making people completely unwilling to change anything, so that she forgot what the real world was like.

At that time, she thought that the real world was Munakata's greetings every morning, and the lukewarm milk on the table; it was walking together on the way to school every day, and it was also walking around Kanagawa on rest days.Life is the new store opened by the Chinese uncle who survived the Gajudu incident; it is the little boy who picked wild flowers on the roadside and gave her and praised her for being beautiful; it is two people cuddling together and reading their books; planned future.

This seems to be the reason why Munakata resisted those things that could no longer return to the original point after he became the Blue King.Worried about Munakata's safety, and hated the unpredictable future.All the changes were infinitely magnified by her, and her paranoid personality was brought to the extreme at that time, so that she didn't think about anything, and left home just like that.

Then she remembered, what she had forgotten.

Munakata didn't find her right away.

In the vast crowd, Xianyuan used to sit on a bench and watch many couples walking on the street to show their affection.At the beginning, Xianyuan thought, if it wasn't for Munakata not coming home, they would be the same.But later, it gradually turned into loss, and finally indifference.

Thinking about it carefully, Munakata was never someone who would lose his cool because of her.

Whether it is daily life, or school study and interpersonal communication, Munakata has always been at home.Without her, he could have been admitted to the top university in this country as he originally imagined.It must not be difficult for him to join the elite class, and it should even be said to be very simple-Kanin has seen his undisguised ambition in Munakata's eyes more than once, and with his mind, he may have realized what he hoped for long ago matter……

Speaking of which, becoming the King of Blue is surprising, but she seems to be the only one who is dissatisfied with this matter from beginning to end.

At that time, Kanin thought that Munakata might really be angry.

That's why I didn't look for her.

and also……

The real world seems to have many more aspects.

It is the malicious lowering of prices by the anonymous hotel, the booing and whistling of the roadside gangsters;

Xianyuan seemed to be seeing the other side of the world for the first time, recalling his previous days with disappointment and disgust.She gradually discovered that these were not without traces, but she didn't pay attention.

In this world, there are the superficial respect of relatives and the vicious curses in private, the father who stays out all night and smells of powder the next day, and the mother who is as if nothing has happened, as well as the one who interrupted countless conversations and kendo training between Master Yu Zhang and her. Emergency dispatch...

And the bastard she thought she could handle, but still couldn't.

The gun on his body was actually something he got from Sakashita Mamoru's grandpa when he was a child.The silver-gray shape looks exquisite and beautiful, and the lines on the base of the gun stock are winding and zigzag, very much like the patterns on Yu Zhang's long sword.Xianyuan glanced twice at that time, and Chief Sakashita gave it to her as a favor.When she was holding a gun and listening to someone tell her, Mamoru Sakashita, who came back at some time, cast a sideways glance.

"Finally someone is willing to ask for it."

Liang Zi thus ended.

The gun was never taken out by Hanin later, but after Yuzhang died in the line of duty, he would occasionally take it out to look at it.At that time, s4 was too far away from her, and she was unwilling to be separated by her parents, so she always took it out to have a look.

It seems like this can fight against time.

Munakata didn't know about this gun, because although Xianyuan had it with him, he never took it out to look at it.Moreover, the days with Munakata were really fulfilling, and when I followed Munakata, I didn't get distracted from worrying about whether I had forgotten those people in s4.Later, when leaving home, Xianyuan was hesitating in the study whether to wait for the new boy Jump to arrive before leaving. Suddenly, he remembered that there was a beautiful guy still in the corner. After finding it, he felt relieved. After a while, I made up my mind to leave.

Unexpectedly, after more than ten years, the compact gun is still beautiful.Xianyuan groped for the bullet according to his memory, and hid it by his waist. The cold temperature came through his clothes, like silent encouragement.

Xianyuan did not expect that this thing that gave her a great sense of security and filled all the panic after leaving Munakata would really be used by her one day.

Under the dim light, in a remote alley, he ran away in a hurry.

Ever since she was found to be being targeted, Xianyuan has been trying to get rid of the stalker who has been following her.Without knowing the other party's intentions at all, Xianyuan didn't want to just go back to the place where he temporarily lived, so he was still outside until it was getting late.

There are few people in the small town, and there are even fewer people at night.Xianyuan is a little anxious, because although the customs and customs here in Kansai are very friendly, she did not go back on time in such a situation where there were almost no passers-by. way, but the other party is obviously not.

In the end, she was flanked by two sides and hurriedly chose an alley to escape.But in the end, the meandering escape turned out to be a dead end.After thinking for a while, Xianyuan finally took off the inconspicuous pistol on his waist, loaded it and raised it.

But unexpectedly did not scare the other party.

There were three people over there, they were taken aback when they saw the weapon in her hand, and finally approached, saying something like "Let's go play together".Only then did Xianyuan realize that her hands were trembling slightly.

Deceiving.

Just to have fun, how could it be possible to follow others for a long time.

The tattoos on their bodies that symbolize the society in the past are as obvious as the moon in the night sky.

They don't know what they want her to do, but it is absolutely impossible to have any surprises from heaven.

If someone violates the rights of others and disrupts order, he should be punished.

The s4 exists for this.

What Yu Chang said to her was still in my ears, and what was her answer at that time.

I want to be like Habari-sama.

But her hands were shaking.

And what she was thinking in her heart was not Kuang Fu justice, but a name.

Rites.

Unknowingly where the courage came from, Kanin finally pulled the trigger.

Six gunshots rang out in a row, especially piercing under the quiet night sky.The three people in front of him had all fallen to the ground, while Xian Yuan's legs gave way and he leaned back against the wall.

A layer of cold sweat broke out on her body, and now she didn't even have the strength to stand up.The silver-gray barrel in his right hand was hot, which made Xianyuan's index finger very painful.Xianyuan didn't realize she was crying until his eyes could no longer see the foreground clearly. After wiping away the tears with his hand, Xianyuan clenched his fists with great effort and moved his legs.

When walking towards the three corpses slowly, Xianyuan felt cold all over.She checked the carotid arteries of the three people one by one. After confirming that they were lifeless, she quickly withdrew her hand, stood up and ran out of the alley.

Then she tripped.

Xianyuan got up without any image, and casually glanced at what she thought were sundries.

The fourth body.

A small child, wearing his own school uniform.The bullet went through the right side of his brain, so he lay on his side, staring straight ahead.He should be holding ice cream in his hand, and not far away are scattered cold drinks that haven't had time to melt.

Those lifeless eyes stared straight at Xianyuan, making her hair stand on end.The gun in his hand finally dropped and fell to the ground.But the leisurely courtyard could not hear the crisp sound.

Until the sound of hurried footsteps and a person's question came to my ears.

The man's hand was on her shoulder.

"what happened?"

Zongxiang watched the person in his arms wake up.

Speaking of falling asleep, it wasn't too long, but just now, Xianyuan, who had been sleeping docilely beside him, had a violent reaction.His breathing became short of breath, and his body began to sweat layer by layer. Xianyuan turned sideways, curled up into a ball, and closed his eyes tightly.Munakata was sitting on the sidelines reading a book. After discovering this situation, he first helped the courtyard cover the quilt, and after thinking about it, he still hugged her.

Then Kanye opened his eyes.

Her hair was sticking to her cheeks, Xianyuan's eyes were very empty, and she didn't respond to the movements of the people around her.After waiting for a while, after the eyes brightened, Xianyuan leaned against Zongxiang's chest.

"Reiser?"

"Yeah." Munakata wrapped the part of Xianyuan's body exposed by the pajamas with a quilt: "Did you have a nightmare?"

Xianyuan lowered his eyes, which was his default.

After waking up, he was still exhausted, and he started to have a routine migraine not long after he was idle in the courtyard.Originally, the medicine was in the third drawer on the first row from the left of the cabinet three steps away, but Munakata poked it to the side, and Hanin was a little reluctant to get it.

I always feel that this is a bit of a sign of weakness.

But after thinking about it, she was the one who showed weakness and ended up being unlucky in the end, so she might as well just take the medicine openly, even if she is despised, it is better than being despised while feeling unwell.

So Xianyuan planned to get out of bed, and was carried back by Munakata.

"If you want to get some medicine, I'll just go." Munakata was taken aback by his words, and added: "Before I came, I had a little chat with Yuki-kun, and he said that Mi Haisa was not in good health recently. "

"The drawer of that cabinet, the third on the left, the aspirin." Xian Yard pointed to the cabinet, and shrank back into the quilt.

As soon as he opened the drawer, Munakata's calm face immediately turned dark.In addition to aspirin, I took more than half of the antipyretics and various painkillers, stuffing the drawers to the brim without leaving a single gap.Next to the neatly placed boxes, there were two unremarkable glass bottles. Munakata paid attention to them, took them out, read the English names on them silently, and took a deep breath.

"Mi Haisha, can you explain what happened to these two Dolantins?"

"Just getting ready."

Xianyuan nestled under the quilt, turned his back to Zongxiang: "I haven't used it."

"So this is intended to be used?"

"..." Xianyuan didn't answer, and sighed, as if he didn't care what Munakata understood.

The painkillers in the drawer were prepared by Xianyuan from the very beginning, and they were arranged in order of dosage from light to heavy.Du Lengding is the worst plan that Xianyuan has made. Once she has the intention to use this, she will directly ask Zongxiang to arrest her on the charge of harboring drugs.

As a result, it was discovered by others when it was still hundreds of thousands of miles away.

The sadness of bad luck swept over Xianyuan, and she hasn't been normal since she started that dream.A few days ago, Xianyuan even joked to herself that it is a very positive development to realize that she has a mental problem. If she saves herself, she might be able to show off to Munakata how high her medical level is as a doctor.

But now Zongxiang is beside her, but she dare not say a word.

"...Mi Haisha."

Listening to Zongxiang's footsteps getting closer, Xianyuan shrank a little under the quilt.She knew that she should at least explain the matter of Dumerdin clearly, plus admit a mistake, such as not hiding drugs, if she can act coquettishly, maybe this matter can be treated as never happened by Zongxiang—although Zongxiang will definitely make Dumerdin Take it away, but it's better than actually start the s4 program.

Munakata sat by the bed, reaching out to touch Xianyuan's forehead.Kanin covered her head with a quilt, clearly resisting Munakata's physical contact with her.

Seeing that the person who fell in his arms just now was playing with temper involuntarily, Munakata probably knew what was going on.A few days ago, after being reminded by a high-ranking police officer, I weighed it for a long time and made calls. As a result, nine out of ten were on the phone and the rest were turned off.

He swears on the name of his glasses, the courtyard must be in a rage.

After dealing with the affairs at hand and settling down his subordinates, Munakata arrived here immediately.Seeing the young man named Yuan Huiyi's intentions for the first time, he wanted to wait for the matter to pass before asking, but he didn't expect two Dulantins to easily disrupt his rhythm.

Thinking about the messy situation now, Zongxiang hugged Xianyuan into his arms.

"Sorry, Mi Haisa."

"Are you busy."

Xianyuan's words are simply taken for granted, especially full of empathy.Zongxiang loosened the arm holding Xianyuan slightly, and Xianyuan rolled to the side, making it absolutely impossible for Zongxiang to reach it all at once.

The bed in Xianyuan is big enough to roll from one side to the other, and from the head of the bed to the bed when the courtyard is bored.The courtyard always felt empty, especially after having nightmares, but now she fell in love with this bed.

You can keep her away from him.

Xianyuan usually doesn't guess what Zongxiang is thinking, but he can definitely guess it once he guesses.

In high school, the fat man who liked to speak viciously about others was finally persuaded to leave. Munakata spent a lot of time thinking about it, and then she made a wild guess; Clearly, as for the phone and text message being completely disconnected this time...

Probably because Munakata had nothing else to do and wanted to test how long she could endure.

See how long she can endure without him before returning to him.

It's such a bad feeling.

When he clearly knew that she depended on him more than he needed her.

Xianyuan felt that he was very bad. After waking up from the nightmare, he lost his temper at the man who was hugging him in the nightmare.The layer of sweat on her body made her very uncomfortable, and the clothes felt terrible against her body.She must be very embarrassed now, and in Zongxiang's eyes, she might be ugly.

Well, this is a man with a beautiful female adjutant who adores him so much.

The corners of his lips curled up mockingly, and Xianyuan became irritable for no reason.Finally sat up slowly, moved to the corner of the bed farthest from Munakata, got out of bed, and walked to the cloakroom next door.He grabbed a piece of clothing casually, and as soon as he opened the door, he saw Munakata standing aside.

It almost coincided with the figure of that idiot Kurosawa.

Just a little bit less.

Fortunately, Munakata didn't try to follow Hanin in the end, which made her completely relaxed after entering the bathroom.After cleaning myself from the inside to the outside, although I was still tired, at least my body felt more relaxed.Soaking in the bathtub, the muscles of the whole body are relaxed, and it is rare to feel drowsy in the leisure yard.

It is a warm place filled with the smell of flowers.

Instead of a cold alley lined with corpses and blood.

Xianyuan suddenly woke up.

After soaking in the courtyard for half an hour, I didn't think about the man who was married to her for almost 6 years standing outside.After drying his body, Xianyuan wiped his hair carelessly, as if spending as much time on it as possible.After a few minutes, someone knocked lightly on the door.

"Mi Haisha?"

Xian Yuan pouted, holding the towel wrapped in her hair, pushed the door and went out.

Xianyuan has a lot of hair and long hair, Zongxiang helped her dry it in the past.At that time, Xianyuan would most likely turn his back on him, and after pulling up his hair, there would be a faint fragrance, smooth shoulders and neck, and fair and delicate skin.

But this time, Munakata helped Xianyuan hold the towel, and was ignored by Xianyuan, and sat back on the bed by himself.Slowly sucking the moisture from the hair, the movements are not very gentle but not rude, just occasionally pulling a few hairs.Kanin had no expression on his face, but Munakata felt uncomfortable looking at it.

"Be lighter, otherwise it will hurt..."

Xianyuan glanced at him, and Zongxiang shut up.As if he didn't hear it, the idle courtyard still had that casual look. After it was almost dried, there were more than a dozen hairs scattered on the bath towel that were probably torn off by her.Throwing the bath towel aside casually, Xian Yuan in his pajamas buried himself under the quilt again.

"What's the matter this time?"

Zongxiang pushed his glasses, sat beside Xianyuan, arousing a brisk mood.

"Of course there is a very important thing."

The simple paper products in hand were packed in several jars, and Xianyuan saw paper cranes and stars, as well as a painting that was not pretty at all.The stuff was sent to s4 by a certain teacher from the orphanage sponsored by Leisure Yard. It was originally made by the children after they heard that someone made them live better.In fact, to say that the workmanship is simple is already a polite way of saying, as for the painting, it is not an exaggeration to say that it is bad.Xianyuan held the painting and looked at it for a long time, and changed several angles, but he couldn't see what the lump was.

"I heard that everyone draws a stroke, but obviously there is no consensus on who draws where." Munakata smiled: "This is probably... the appearance of the new dormitory in everyone's eyes."

The money given by Xianyuan was used to renovate the interior and there was still room to renovate, so the exterior was also renovated.Xianyuan looked at the school buildings of masters layer by layer with a black line on his face, and finally couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth.

"This piece of green, full of weird flowers is the grass."

Kanin didn't use a question mark, but Munakata still took the conversation.

"Yes, I took a look before I came, it's a very beautiful grassland."

After accepting that weird painting, I felt a little pleasing to the eyes when I saw the thousand paper cranes and stars in Xianyuan, and even felt a little moved when I heard Zongxiang say that there were blessings in it.

After hesitating for a while, Xianyuan took one apart, opened it carefully and looked at the words on it.

Thank you Sister Piaoniang~(≧▽≦)/~

At first glance, I didn't study hard, and the typos were so obvious.Xianyuan folded the stars back again.

But the vision is good.

Xianyuan took care of dismantling the stars, and after seeing what was written inside, he would fold them and put them aside.A few crookedly folded stars were dismantled by Xianyuan and folded again, and they turned out to be much more beautiful.Separate the unopened and unopened ones. Facing these cheap thank you gifts, the patience that I didn't have before seemed to suddenly appear.

Munakata just watched the courtyards being demolished one by one, smiling occasionally, but most of the time fell into an indescribable depression.

After dismantling dozens of stars, Xianyuan's fingers were a little numb, and he accidentally dropped one.The black stars rolled from the bed to the floor, and Xianyuan wanted to stop them halfway, but if they moved, they would pick up the bed sheet and a dozen unseen ones on it, and it would be a mess.After thinking for a while, Xianyuan methodically stretched out his claws to another star.

And the one that fell on the ground was brought to her by someone else.

"Mi Haisa, passive resistance is not the best way to solve the problem." Munakata wrapped his arms around Hanin's waist, holding the star between his fingers: "Neither is cold violence."

Leisurely stayed in the courtyard for a while, and suddenly became angry.

This man is simply... insane!

"I always feel that my brain is not enough now."

Xianyuan took the star from Zongxiang's hand and took it apart: "It probably started when... I was found by you."

Put all the stars back into their original jars one by one and watch them squeeze together.

"Reiji...you don't seem to have interfered with my decision. I live in s4 voluntarily, and you let me go to work, and you personally sent me here. Everything is going well, I should be very happy right."

"But I don't know why, I just can't be happy."

"Obviously... I have tried my best not to work overtime to accompany me, and will pick me up from work, and even find time to date me, and even come to see me. I can't find anyone who treats me better ..." Xianyuan put the cover of the star on it: "But I just...can't be happy."

"...It's because I didn't do well enough." The arm holding Xianyuan tightened a bit: "Sorry."

"What is there to be sorry for Li Si, I am the one who is wrong." Xianyuan said in a low voice, "Is it because I ran away from home back then, so I gave you a feeling that I would leave you again anytime and anywhere?"

Zongxiang was a little surprised when he heard this sentence.However, he just smiled slightly, and lowered his head close to Xianyuan's profile.

"It's starting again...help me draw a conclusion."

Xianyuan struggled for a while, but failed.

"It's not really a worry, it's just a little uncomfortable." Munakata pressed his forehead against the back of Xianyuan's head.

"Like always looking only at my wife, and suddenly paying attention to something else."