my boyfriend is a god

I stared blankly at Brother Xiaobai, speechless in astonishment.

Brother Xiaobai narrates the whole story. "I went to the butterfly ghost to save you that day. Qin Tianyao's body was glowing with golden light, which was the self-protection of the immortal essence from being attacked by the ghost. As for you, without the immortal essence, they would not be able to increase much mana by eating you, because your The body itself is just a mortal body."

"Then why did Qin Tianyao die?"

"Generally speaking, the restoration of the immortal essence will last a lifetime for human beings, and the shortest period will be three to five years. It will not do any harm to human beings. Many gods will do this secretly. Some immortal essences such as the God of Wealth and Fu Lu Shou will also increase human beings. Good fortune. Qin Tianyao's lifespan is short, and I didn't think of the reason. The point is that I can't think of the reason why your immortal yuan is damaged, so I can only try to analyze it backwards."

"What about my aunt? You said she wasn't sick."

"Because that Xianyuan belongs to Sister Yan'er, she has a special priesthood, and she is in charge of plagues, floods, and hunger. Humans call it the broom star."

"..."

Brother Xiaobai continued: "When her celestial body is repaired, it will absorb a lot of energy around the host body, and even requires blood sacrifices. So I once said that there is a reason for Qin Tianyao's relatives passing away one after another. Qin Tianyao My aunt's luck has been sucked out of her life, and the hope of living is not almost zero, but not at all."

The reason is this, it turned out to be me who killed Qin Tianyao's parents, relatives and friends, even the death of his aunt this time.

"What exactly did you go through ten years ago? Let the immortal essence be damaged like this? And who put your immortal essence into Qin Tianyao's body?"

My mind was buzzing, my complexion must be very bad, I couldn't utter a word with my mouth open.

Despair, sadness, helplessness, helplessness, all these emotions came up, I choked up, and tears gushed out one after another.What I experienced ten years ago, exploded in my mind like a cannonball exploded. It was not a nightmare I had at night. Those lightning and rain really existed.

"Ten years ago, Master experienced a catastrophe of thunder. I secretly followed Master to the intersection of heaven and man. I was struck by divine lightning and almost died."

Everything is right.

Master helped me who was injured, and finally walked out of the illusion.When the god was crossing the catastrophe, the immortal essence was sealed, and the magic power was weak, so the master couldn't treat me well at that time.He himself was badly wounded, and we squatted in ragged clothes under the stone wall of a small mountain village.

Qin Tianyao was only ten years old at that time, and came along the path with a big wolf dog.

I coughed continuously in Master's arms.

Qin Tianyao was stunned when he saw us, then walked away.After a while, he came over with a large bowl of water, and took out a few buns from his pocket and handed them to the master.

Qin Tianyao said: "Uncle, eat quickly."

The master was touched and said, "Thank you."

Qin Tianyao asked again: "What's wrong with this brother?"

"He was very ill."

Qin Tianyao said: "Can his illness be cured?"

The master was in tears and kept shaking his head.

Qin Tianyao also sighed and said, "This brother is so pitiful."

The master asked Qin Tianyao again: "If there is a way to cure him, but I need your help, would you like it?"

Qin Tianyao smiled and said, "My brother is so good-looking, if he can be cured, of course I will help."

"You wait." The master took out a yellow paper talisman from his pocket, drew a spell on it, and said to Qin Tianyao, "Bite your finger and drip a drop of blood on it."

Qin Tianyao did so.

Then the master blew immortal air on Qin Tianyao, and Qin Tianyao fell to the ground immediately.

Master took me and Qin Tianyao, who were dying, to a secluded place, and pulled out the immortal essence from my body by twisting fingers, and then put it into Qin Tianyao's body.

His hands were floating again, Qin Tianyao's body was in a purple magic circle, he seemed to pull something out of Qin Tianyao's body, and pressed it towards my forehead.

At this point, my damaged immortal essence began to be repaired in Qin Tianyao's body for ten years.

And what the master grabbed from Qin Tianyao's body was Qin Tianyao's six-year lifespan, which was grafted onto me, allowing me to continue to live without the immortal essence.

Then, he erased my memory of this episode.

It's all right, it's all right.

The golden ball that master said is my immortal essence, which is stored in Qin Tianyao's body and repaired for me.

Brother Xiaobai analyzed: "The Stove King used secret techniques to renew your life. No wonder all the clues in the case of Si Ming's fantasy world's broken track ten years ago pointed to you. Unauthorized use of forbidden techniques to impose on ordinary humans caused his luck to change. , the fate is not broken, it is already a blessing."

"I didn't mean to." I cried sobbing.

Brother Xiaobai loosened the rope on my body and hugged me tightly in his arms.

"The world is not benevolent, and treats everything as a straw dog. The Stove King holds a high position. In his eyes, the lifespan of human beings is no different from that of ants. To save you, it is nothing to destroy a few lives."

"What should I do now?" My eyes were full of desperation, how should I face Qin Tianyao, because of me, his family was ruined, not to mention that because of me, he didn't even have the chance to marry and have children with Chu Yihan in the future, Am I his nemesis?

Brother Xiaobai patted my back and comforted me: "It's useless to think too much now. When Brother Wujiu comes back, I will discuss the countermeasures with him."

"Then what should I do now?" I cried and hugged Brother Xiaobai and refused to let go.

Brother Xiaobai said to me seriously with a gentle face: "Go back, pretend nothing happened, and spend the last time with Qin Tianyao."

"What happens next?"

"After the immortal yuan is repaired, it will automatically leave the host body. You can quickly return to the heaven with the immortal yuan, or come to me and help you put the immortal yuan in your body. You can go back and be your Gongxian Xiaoyan. Qin Tianyao, We can only wait to die."

"No..." My brain exploded, my whole body froze, "I don't want Qin Tianyao to die, I don't want Qin Tianyao to die."

This is not the result I want. I have just decided in my heart that I want to spend my life with Qin Tianyao.

Brother Xiaobai howled: "Did you forget what you promised me?"

I got up and knelt down to Brother Xiaobai, and begged, "Brother Xiaobai, you give Qin Tianyao my life. I can die, but I don't want him to die. It was my fault in the first place, why should I let him bear it? "

"Get up!" Brother Xiaobai dragged me to stand up, and I insisted on hugging his thigh and pleading.

"Okay, okay, get up." Brother Xiaobai leaned against the corner of the sofa and sighed, "Whatever you said doesn't count, I'm going to fill up the hole."

I promised Brother Xiaobai that when it was time to leave Qin Tianyao, I would never hesitate. Who knows, how could I be so heartless and ungrateful when the situation is sad?I became the same person as Yuan Li, the same person who gave my little brother a problem.

The incident happened suddenly, and Brother Xiaobai couldn't think of a perfect solution, so he even coaxed and tricked him back to Qin Tianyao's side.

My aunt failed the operation that night and was not able to be saved.Qin Tianyao walked back and forth in front of me like an ant on a hot pot, shaking my body and asking me to beg Brother Xiaobai to save my aunt.I became a puppet, with thousands of thoughts, and I didn't know how to express it to Qin Tianyao, so I could only lean against the cold wall and cry again and again.

The arrogant me, the arrogant me, Gongxian Xiaoyan who thinks he can do anything, is just such a ridiculous person.Not a fairy, not a human being, you have to rely on the life of another person to live, and you have to rely on the lives of other people's relatives to restore your own immortal essence, no... that immortal essence was also stolen.

who am I?

I am nobody.

Besides saying "I'm sorry" to Qin Tianyao, what else can I say?

What else can be done?