I never thought that one day I would meet such a handsome man. I have been with my father since I was sensible, and accompanied him to make a living on the Han River.My father is very good to me. He always takes care of me first when he has something delicious. If he has some money, he will go to Jishang to buy new clothes or new cloth for me. Children from poor families always know more , I was able to make my own clothes when I was seven years old.

Life on board is difficult, and my father and I have always lived together. I didn't feel it when I was young, but as I grew older, I knew the pain caused by this difficulty.I can understand other people's eyes, and my father's shipmates are also very kind to me, but that kindness is more like a kind of charity.In fact, everyone lives by water. Sometimes I think, why do they think they can give me alms?Is it because I am a motherless child?Or is it because of her mother's status?But no matter what, Niangqin is really kind to herself.

But my father never thought of it this way. It is enough for a fisherman to eat and drink enough, so how can there be anything else to think about?I will observe that every time those uncles row their boats to the banks of the Han River, they will always make jokes when they see the women in the brothel, but every time as soon as I show up, they immediately change the topic and stop talking.At first I thought it was because I was a girl and they wanted to avoid it, but then I realized it wasn't...

Moreover, the relationship between our father and daughter has been far away from them these days. It is all because of those Mongols. Those uncles think that I have attracted Mongols, which is why those Mongol soldiers always like to run on the Han River. .But what can I do?And I didn't send them here.Every time those Mongolians want to bully me, my father will always protect me. Every time after they leave, looking at my father's scarred body, I even want to cut my face with a knife and forget it, but at the last moment, I always I can't do it.

Yuan soldiers can be encountered at any time on the Han River. They are a group of vicious thugs who do not regard Han people as human beings. Killing people is a kind of pleasure for them. From the first time I saw them killing people, I was so scared that I couldn’t sleep. Later, I became numb because I watched too much. Although I don't know how to kill people myself, I also feel that killing people is nothing new.

Fortunately, no matter how cruel they are, they always treat fishermen or boatmen more leniently, not because these two kinds of people are so great, but because they live on the grasslands and they are born with a sense of fear of water. Only the strength of the boatman can cross the river safely.

Originally, I thought that my life would be as ordinary and stable as my father's. At most, I would marry a boatman like the daughter of the boatman next door, and then provide for my father's pension, and have children and live on the Han River for the rest of my life.

Until that day...

Yuan Bing chased a group of people like crazy, although this kind of thing happens often, but this time the boatmen made a mess.My father was shot through the heart with an arrow. The brutal Mongols didn’t even spare the corpses. When people died, they used knives on the corpses to relieve their emotions. My father died without a whole body, and he didn’t even tell me his last words. .

Just when I was about to be killed, a master of martial arts rescued me. Although we are only fishermen on the Han River, we still know the masters in the rivers and lakes. There are often masters who can fly over the wall and come to Han River side.

After that, the expert took me to fly not far away, there was a group of people standing there, I looked up, as if it was destined, there were so many people, but he was the first thing I saw at first sight.Later I found out that the expert who saved me was Zhang Cuishan, Zhang Wuxia from the Wudang sect.In my eyes, he is called Song Qingshu, a disciple of Wudang Mountain.

They discussed how to settle me down. One girl suggested to help me find relatives and mothers. Although she was speaking in a helpful tone, I always felt that she had bad intentions, or wanted to know something from me?Of course I said I didn't know, should I tell her that my mother is a flower girl?Although I know that my mother is really good to me, it doesn't mean that I like to talk about my life experience casually.

I think it is fate to meet them. I have had enough of being bullied in Hanshui. I want to be strong, to protect myself, to pursue my own happiness. I always thought that I could be like A Nu Living life, going through this incident, and seeing such a scene, I know that I can't do it, I can't resign myself to fate, I have to fight, fight for myself.

I don't think my idea is wrong. I thought that with their chivalrous hearts, they would take me to Wudang Mountain without hesitation, teach me kung fu, protect me, and make suggestions for my future. Is it all like this?Yi Bo Yuntian stabs at both sides, whether it is in the drama or the heroes I have seen before, they all say and do so.

But on the boat crossing the Han River, Old Dutou told me about my life experience. I experienced my father's death just now, and I only thought about how to let them take me to Wudang Mountain, but I didn't expect that all these fishermen knew about me. As expected, he said everything. People in the Wudang faction are all smart people, so they naturally understood from what he said that I was lying just now.But this is easy to cover up. It can be said that I have experienced a great tragedy and my mind is not clear.

In the end, the members of the Wudang faction decided to take me to the mountain, and my goal was achieved. Even what Old Dutou said when I got off the boat, I can forgive it.

Along the way, I observed Song Qingshu carefully. He is a man who is handsome and graceful but knows how to restrain himself. I am on the edge of the Han River, and I come into contact with too many people every day.I thought that my appearance was not bad, otherwise those yuan soldiers would not have repeatedly come to provoke me, but this Song Qingshu has never looked at me directly, his eyes are always on that junior sister named Xue Wu.

She is the daughter of Zhang Wuxia. Compared with me, she is really lucky. Everyone in the Wudang faction likes her. They are only a responsibility to me, but they dote on her wholeheartedly.

Among all the people, I am afraid that I am the only one who understands that she is not as pure as she appears on the surface. Although she seems to be unintentional in what she says and does, she can always achieve the desired effect. She is very impatient.I don't think she is worthy of a man like Song Qingshu. Of course, maybe I am not, but I will work hard. Everyone can't choose their birth, and I don't want to be Huaniang's daughter, but everyone has the pursuit of happiness. Right, I don't want this identity to bind me for the rest of my life, I want to be happy.

And my happiness is in the hands of Song Qingshu.

When I went to Wudang Mountain, the people on the mountain were very kind to me, but that kind of kindness was a little polite and alienated. Obviously I went to the mountain to learn Kung Fu, but they didn't mention it for a long time.Seeing Song Qingshu and his junior sister appear in front of me affectionately every day, I feel that I can't sit still and wait for death.

I proposed to go to the back mountain to take a look. I have inquired about it. Song Qingshu would go to the back mountain at this time of day. On the way, I deliberately twisted my feet. I have seen many women on the banks of the Han River before. They can do it all, and the result of this is that those men will hug the woman into their arms affectionately and comfort them softly.

I thought, Wudang Mountain is a well-known and upright family, Song Qingshu will definitely treat me well, even if there is some misunderstanding at the beginning, I will explain it clearly in the future, and I will definitely treat Song Qingshu wholeheartedly in the future.But he didn't do what I expected.

Perhaps, what I did was just a tool for him to show off in front of his junior sister.

But I will not give up, time can let him know that I am good, but the world is changing, Yin Susu, who is charitable on the surface, did not want to accept me as a disciple at all, their mother and daughter are not good people, she actually sent me to the foot of the mountain , Let me be a farmer's daughter, isn't it enough to be a fisherman's daughter?To be a farmer's daughter.

Fortunately, there is no unparalleled road, and soon I learned from the farmer couple that the Emei faction is coming to visit Wudang Mountain. I know the Emei faction. It's a women's sect, I thought, maybe I could go another way.In the future, when I become famous in the rivers and lakes, and I have status, Song Qingshu will not treat me like this again.

Sure enough, Master Miejue, the head of the Emei School, liked me very much and wanted to make me a direct disciple. Wudang Mountain held an indifferent attitude. When I left, I looked at Song Qingshu, only to find that his eyes were always on the sidelines. On that junior sister.Sometimes I secretly wonder, does he know that there is a woman who treats him like he treats his junior sister, and misses him under the moonlight.He may not know this, but I will not give up. I knew it the first time I saw him—it was my life.

Life in the Emei School was not easy. Miejue Shitai said it was too upright if it sounds good, and it was mean and heartless if it was bad. In her heart, the inheritance and status of the Emei School came first, followed by her own cultivation, and finally education Disciple, but the way she raises her disciples is also very strange. She has never had much patience, and always likes smart disciples the most, and those who are not smart even feel tired when talking.

Sometimes I even think, what do these disciples represent in Master's heart?But I never dare to think deeply, and I still have to be confused when I should be confused.Many times, when I am tired from practicing or isolated and ridiculed, I just rely on thinking about Song Qingshu's face to support me.

The disciples on the Golden Summit were not as lively as the disciples on Wudang Mountain, but a little lifeless. They didn't even dare to speak loudly, for fear of disturbing her cultivation.If my little disciple is not smart or hardworking, how can she like me?If she doesn't show off, how can she remember that there is still me as a disciple?

But the result of being in the limelight is bound to offend others. The seniors and sisters on the mountain have a good relationship with me, but that kind of friendship is superficial, polite and alienated. Sometimes I even envy Ding Minjun, although the seniors will often teach her. Junior sisters will often be afraid of her, but she is so frank and sincere, but this frankness and sincerity cannot be liked by Master.

I can't, I have to be liked by Master, otherwise when will I be able to stand out?When everyone met again, it was the time when Jianghu Sect went to Wudang Mountain for a gathering. When I saw Song Qingshu again, I was very excited. I wanted to tell him that I worked hard, and now I am the favorite of the head of Emei. Disciple, I am enough to stand with you, but there is no me in his eyes, only that junior sister.

I was not reconciled, so I challenged, but I failed. I used my failure to set off the excellence of his junior sister. When I looked at Song Qingshu with a gray face, his eyes still did not fall on me. At that moment, I It is an unprecedented loss.

It's not that I haven't thought about giving up, but I can't make the final decision in my heart, just like I couldn't scratch my face when I was on the Han River.After paying so much, I always want him to see my excellence. In this world, after seeing Song Qingshu and knowing how good he is, no one can walk into my heart.

Sometimes, I'm jealous of Song Qingshu's kindness to his junior sister, but sometimes, I feel that this is exactly what Song Qingshu deserves to like. If Song Qingshu fell in love with me when I waved lightly back then, then I would be disappointed instead. .

When you like someone, the disadvantages are also the advantages...

When we met again, it was the Six Great Factions besieging Guangmingding. At that time, many people said that Master was using the wind of righteousness to blow away her own personal hatred.But so what if you knew?Not every sect has obeyed the master's orders.In essence, they are reluctant to part with their own feathers, and they are afraid of being said to be scum of the world in collusion with the Demon Cult.

I want to take this opportunity to prove to Song Qingshu that I am making progress and I am worthy of him, but on the top of the light, it is the stage where his junior sister performs alone. She exposed decades of conspiracy in the arena, and she resolved She broke the contradiction between decent and Mingjiao, and from that day on, she became famous all over the world.

I know that the distance between me and Song Qingshu has widened, I feel uncomfortable, I have paid so much, why is it still not working, why no one sees my excellence and hard work.I can not be reconciled……

On the way back to Mount Emei, many people were plotted against, and many people were taken to Wan'an Temple. Zhao Min wanted to take this opportunity to unify the martial arts in the Central Plains, so that people in the rivers and lakes would no longer oppose the court.But she was disappointed, Wudang Mountain can always surprise people by surprise, they have countless talents, saving people is just a piece of cake.

It's just that I didn't know at the time that the master passed on the iron ring of the leader to me, and I will control the Emei faction from now on. When life and death came, I was afraid, and I took the lead in withdrawing Junior Sister Lan. At the moment of life and death, this is The first choice to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages, I don't think I am wrong.

Junior Sister Lan is fine, but many sisters and seniors of the Emei Sect know about this matter. If I want to be the head, I'm afraid it will not go well. Fortunately, Master is fine, and it will still be fine.And still love me.

I am glad that the master is not dead. As long as the master is here, I am sure that the master will always like me. Maybe it will be easier to take over the Emei school in the future.The rivers and lakes that followed were turbulent. When I was in Hanshui, I never thought that one day in the future I would participate in so many events.

Until later, the Ancient Tomb Sect appeared in the rivers and lakes. Those women who pretended to be mysterious, how could they hide their plans from Master?It's just mutual use. Fortunately, there have been various new changes in the rivers and lakes, such as Huashan's swordsmanship, Wudang's Jue, Shaolin's Buddhist scriptures, Emei's kung fu obtained from Yitian Sword, and the legend of the Ancient Tomb School. The news of the return brought peace to the world for the time being, after all each sect is busy with their own practice.

Emei is also busy, but I am better than others, because I can quickly understand the kung fu master gave me, which is one of the main reasons why master has always liked me for so many years.

Until one day, Chen Youliang, a person who had been cast aside in the Jianghu, actually entangled a group of people in the south and began to fight against Yuan. He found me and asked me to help him. He has the power of Jiangnan, and at the same time needs the strength of the Jianghu , as the number one disciple of the Emei Sect, I can definitely help him a lot.

Of course I disagree, but I didn't expect him to give me a lot of information, which was the background of my biological father, who was the son of a Mongolian prince, which means that the Mongolian prince was my grandfather. Unexpectedly, unexpectedly, I would With such a high status, what is even more unexpected is that an outsider told me my life experience.

If Master knows my background, how can I gain a foothold in the Emei Sect, and how can I gain a foothold in the land of the Han people?It is undoubted that Han people pay attention to people who are not of our race, and their hearts must be different. I have been a Han Chinese for more than 20 years, how can I not understand?

I helped Chen Youliang within a certain range, and of course, I also kept a hand. The thing I hate most in my life is when others threaten me. This is the pain deep in my heart.Later, when he learned of the duel between Zhang Wuji and Chen Youliang, Chen Youliang asked me for help. He also knew that Jiangshan was definitely gone, and wanted to save his life, but how could I help the person who threatened me?

Chen Youliang died in the end, and my secret was preserved.The Mongols withdrew from the Central Plains and finally returned to the grasslands. This nation, which always thought it had golden blood, had killed countless Han people, and where did it come from?I once went to that grandfather and father in private, wanting to see what the father who raised me was like, but I didn't let them know.I don't know how he met his mother, and I don't know if he knows my existence. If I had to choose, of course I would choose to be a Han Chinese.

It's just that the distance between me and Song Qingshu has gradually drifted away, and I know that there will be no possibility for us anymore.My existence turned out to be a product of a storm. I fell in love with Song Qingshu from the first moment I saw him, but there was always only one junior sister in his eyes. I believe in fate, that's why I fight for it. Now I believe that fate has been doomed from the very beginning.My future, just like Master, has been tied to the Emei Sect, and now I finally understand Master's state of mind.

Maybe one day, there will be a second extinction in the arena - unfeeling and unrequited love.

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