[Net King] Frozen Pseudo-Girl's Heart

Yukimura Seiichi looked at the painting in front of him, the picture was a rendering of the sky, there was a trace of repressed sadness, a little bit of reluctance, and a lot of emotion.At least I have been immersed in this emotion for a long time, and it doesn't look like a middle school student's painting at all.The doctor gave me half a day off today, so it seemed like I was right to come to the national competition exhibition.

He casually lowered his head to see who the artist of the painting left such a deep impression on him.I saw the name of this painting "Last Eye" and the author is: Youth Middle School, Xi Shanxia.

"Shanxiaxi..." The young man said the name on his lips, his pupils shrank sharply, revealing a trace of memory, and his eyes flashed with nostalgia.

After staying for a moment, he turned around, left the exhibition hall, looked up at the bright sky, and smiled gently and relieved.Walking to the hospital, it's time for him to face it, accept that his fate is in his hands, and then...

"Yukimura, you seem to be doing well today?" Sanada who was standing on the side, even if he didn't know how to observe, found that Yukimura seemed to be smiling a lot today, the kind of smile from the inside out with a hint of firmness that he didn't know.

"That's right, Xuanichiro, I'm going to undergo surgery." He didn't mind his companion's observation and concern for him at all, and smiled more gently.

"Ah, that's good." The black-faced boy's expressionless expression still showed a hint of relief. He was very happy that Yukimura could finally make up his mind to have the operation. Although he was equally excited, he was too strict and didn't know. how to express.

"You can't experience the warmth of spring without experiencing the severe winter. Xuan Yilang, if the operation is successful, I can go and see my warmth." The young man seemed to think of something, and his gentle expression was dazzling under the sun.It makes the face that was less angry because of the hospitalization look full of energy, and the blue-purple hair seems to dazzle people's eyes.

"Ah" Although I don't understand what it is, as long as Yukimura can undergo the operation, it will be fine as long as he cheers up like now. "Li Haida will definitely be able to win three consecutive championships." There is absolutely no dead end, that is his wish, and it is also the goal that all of them are striving for.

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I tidy up Shan Xiaxi's original things, and don't miss any place. On the one hand, I want to see if there are any good places to find, and on the other hand, I want to clean up the traces of my life.Flipping through the photos and fragmented diaries of Xi Shanxia, ​​the bored girl was thinking about what to buy and what to do.

As soon as he let go of the book in his hand, the pen on the table slipped to the ground, and he climbed to the ground to pick it up. A dilapidated book was exposed at the back of the desk. If he hadn't crawled so close, he wouldn't have noticed it at all.Tiao Tiao Mei Shan Xia picked up the notebook.

The girl sat on the bed and looked at the notebook on her lap. No, it could be said to be a diary about only one person, but her thoughts drifted away.

The handwriting on the front of the book is still very immature. It can be seen that the original owner was still young when he first started writing. This is a diary with only memories of getting along with another person, which is different from the usual one.I have been writing intermittently since I was very young. After I moved to Tokyo, my diaries became less and less, and then there are no more diaries.

There are also a few photos of the two of them when they were young, which were clipped in the notebook. After looking at a few photos, Yamashita randomly clipped them back.

A childhood sweetheart suddenly appeared, and the relationship seemed to be pretty good, but then it seemed that they lost contact?

At the end of lunch, my father put down the bowl and chopsticks and asked, "Xiaoxi, are you going out this afternoon?"

"Yes, Dad, I want to go to the bookstore this afternoon." After thinking about it, he asked, "Dad, is the old house still vacant?"

"Well, it's still empty, what's the matter?" Yamashita Yan wondered why her daughter suddenly asked about the old house, and asked seriously.

"I want to go to the old house to see the place where I lived when I was a child and friends I haven't seen for a long time. I haven't been back to Kanagawa for a long time." Yamashita seemed to be casual, as if he just thought of it suddenly.

Yamashita's father still pushed his glasses habitually, a complex emotion flashed through his eyes as if he had never seen it before, he looked serious and casual, blinked his eyes slightly and said: "If you have nothing to do, don't go to the old house, there is already It's been vacant for a long time."

It's a little strange, but it seems that Kanagawa has a lot of secrets, and it seems that there is nothing to ask.After packing up the dishes, I went upstairs to my room.

As soon as I entered the room, I saw the diary on the table.After thinking about it, I locked the diary in a drawer.Although she is a little strange and curious, it is a pity that she is not a very curious person. Well, this kind of unknown things in the past, it is better to let nature take its course. As for the childhood sweetheart, it is not the childhood sweetheart of Xi Shanxia. .She also needs to continue unfinished organizing and planning work.

First, she needs funds.If she wants to invest or have stronger backing, it's too early and it doesn't feel good to be empty-handed.The first step now is to have funds. Fortunately, making money online has even fewer restrictions on yourself.Fortunately, she also grew up relying on excellent network computer technology.It's much easier to start now.

Here, although there is nothing to worry about now, the economic base determines the superstructure.To have no worries early, isn't that what she used to do.This kind of self-preservation is similar to instinct.

I still need to go to the bookstore to buy some books. On the one hand, I can see how different the Internet trading in this world is from that world. On the other hand, I suddenly learned something that I didn’t know before. Going to buy something that can be disguised.Wigs, cosmetics, and more mature clothes, at least some places where such a young girl can't go.

Let's do it again, although she has no expectations for the future, but this kind of instinct can make her stronger and better, she will not slack off in any world.

Now she seems to be wearing the shell of Shan Xiaxi, playing another person without any dead ends, or is it the complete opposite of herself?And the passive, dark and indifferent she who hides in this shell feels that this seems to be a different kind of protection, but it is more interesting and safer than before.

Yes, she once spread it all out and told others directly that she was a bad person.What is out of sight is true, but most people only believe what they see and think.

It can make yourself live better, and being in this world like a game is not bad.

When Tezuka Kunimitsu entered the Chinese section of the bookstore, he saw the girl with long brown hair in the library last time.He has a deep impression on her, how should I put it, as long as it is now, as soon as he enters the bookstore, the crowd immediately catches her at the first sight.

Very good, this time he came to the bookstore to look for the book that was borrowed by the girl opposite last time, but he did not expect to run into it again. Should he say that the road to the enemy is narrow, or should he say that there is nowhere to find it? ?

Seeing that the girl seemed to have finished her selection, Tezuka stepped forward and stood beside the girl, wanting to speak but didn't know what to say, saying that she should be on duty for punishment?But now I am off-campus and on vacation.

He wanted to explain, but where should he start? He always felt that the situation would get worse as he talked about it?This is so bad, he subconsciously wants to punish the girl to run laps.

Until the girl on the side seemed to have noticed his existence and raised her head to look at him in doubt, for some reason, the first sentence of her mouth changed after a few sentences: "Excuse me, have you seen "Song of Rice" here?" Is it?" He knew right away, bad.He should have said to let her go to the penalty sweeping duty, not some book!

The girl who stared at Tezuka was politely puzzled at first, then quickly took two steps back as if she had realized it, and the reflex action made Tezuka Kunimitsu push his glasses.

"Classmate, ah, it's you." The polite girl opened her mouth in doubt, and then suddenly realized with a strong resolute and earnest tone: "Classmate, didn't I tell you that students should focus on learning. You should focus on your studies."

Sure enough, Tezuka knew that he would have such a reaction when he spoke just now, it was really inappropriate, why did he come forward to talk to her.

Tezuka, who didn't know how to answer at this moment, looked at the girl opposite and quickly took out a book from the bag and stuffed it into his hand: "Here, return the book for me after reading it." The girl who tidied up her things and was about to leave seemed to remember something, looked at the book in his hand and exhorted: "If you really like this book, please read it well."

Tezuka didn't react until the figure of the girl walked out of the bookstore. Tezuka looked down at the book with the impressive "Song of Rice" written on it, cleared his throat and left the bookstore.

Tezuka didn't know how to describe his devious mood, it was so complicated that it seemed like he swallowed a huge fly at first, but now he began to doubt again, is this girl really answering him seriously?

Walking out of the mountain of the bookstore, he immediately forgot about the young man who fell into misery with just a few words from him.

Passing by a flower shop, I bought a green sunflower, and walked home slowly with books and flowers.Pedestrians come and go on the road, there are old people walking, couples in love, couples who are obviously arguing, and children playing, everyone has their own excitement.

At this time, she seemed to be isolated from the world.

She never participated in these excitement, and it has nothing to do with her, right?