[Net King] Frozen Pseudo-Girl's Heart

As soon as the alarm clock next to my ear rang, a white and thin hand pressed on it, stopping the noise in the first second of the morning.Get up, get dressed, wash up.The movements were fast but not in a hurry, and he took care of himself in an orderly manner, combing his hair in front of the mirror.

The girl in the mirror has long light brown hair with slightly curly ends, and a pair of dark brown eyes.The facial features all look good-looking, but the overall feeling of the girl is not a good-looking appearance, but what is more prominent is the gentleness and plainness of her entire facial features. This elegant and light feeling that emerges from the bones will be silent It's relaxing.

Such hair color and eye color are not outstanding in this world. The only thing that is commendable is her outstanding white skin, which is a little pale.

"Xiaoxi, good morning, come and have breakfast."

"Hi." The girl sat down with the woman's loving eyes.Sitting at the quiet dining table are a virtuous wife, a serious husband and a gentle and introverted daughter.

"I'm going to school, Mom and Dad." The seemingly well-behaved girl nodded to the door and turned her head to leave the house.

"Be careful on the road, Xiao Xi." Still came the energetic woman's voice from behind.

Walking in the early morning when there are trees on both sides, the girl paced slowly, looking leisurely and not procrastinating.As the flow of people increased, more and more boys and girls wearing the same school uniforms went in one direction until they saw the school gate - Youth Academy.

Indeed, this is the world in a manga in the world before the girl came here.

She, it can be said that this body is called Yamashita Xi, an only child, living in Tokyo with only her father who is a lawyer and mother who is a painter.Although the population is only three, according to her observations in the past few days, the family situation is unexpectedly good.

Yamashita Xi happened to be a first-year student in the Elementary Department of Youth Academy. At the end of the first half of the school year, she had a high fever and then she came to this world.

In the original world, outsiders usually see her as a college graduate who has just started working, and her life seems to be very ordinary, but she is a little cold.

Because she never does anything special in public, and has always lived alone, submerging herself in the crowd in obscurity is what she is most used to doing.

Although she looks like an ordinary citizen on the surface, her life has no content, and she has no friends.

Probably this has something to do with the indifference and ruthlessness that she may have been used to for a long time.How sad it is to see her mother pass away, and that she used to be a father, as long as she gets rid of herself with money, everything will be fine.

Yes, she used to be ordinary, submerged in that world and abandoned by everyone, but she had an extraordinary father.

Her father was a prominent figure in that world, the kind of rich and powerful figure who appeared on TV and newspapers every day.And she is just an illegitimate daughter, and that resplendent and resplendent family will never allow someone of her status to go any further.

Although she has never been to the family whose father has a very high lintel, she always pays attention to the bloodless war inside. It seems that as long as she knows that their seemingly glamorous lives may not be as good as hers, she will be happy for a while.

Probably from the moment she became an orphan or earlier, she knew that she could only fight for what she wanted, and she had to rely on herself for everything.

Rather than suffering, it probably comes from people.

So she doesn't want to make friends, and she also likes to live alone. Since when did she gradually become indifferent?She didn't know it herself.

And indifferent people are always disliked, even the mother who has lived for a few years doesn't like it, isn't it.

From her desire not to be bullied, or just her curiosity of taking pleasure in others' misfortune, she has learned to use all kinds of methods to grasp all kinds of things that can be grasped, stealing major information, selling the secrets of the Hei family, and then taking advantage of the stock market I have done both.

In the beginning, it was just to spy on the so-called father's glamorous home.

And this kind of continuous strength seems to be an instinct to consolidate one's backing in any way, and probably has done the most unconsciously in life.

In essence, she is a very indifferent, contradictory and fickle person, and being in contact with other people's lives will make her very suffocated.

And the reason why he came to this body, thinking of this, unconsciously smiled ironically.Probably because of that car accident, he died in that world.For that kind of serious car accident, the person in the car accident actually didn't know whether he died or not.

All she knew was that when she opened her eyes, the world changed, and she became Xi Shanxia.

When she first became Xi Yamashita, she thought she was still in the original world, but became another person, and she was Japanese.

Until the eve of the start of school, when she went out to study the school route, she saw the Youth Academy and the teenagers who were still training even after the holidays. With the phrase "you are still far away", she had a hunch that she might come where.

In the original world, she has never read this manga story, but she has read it at the same table in high school, so she knows this manga, what the story is about, and the catchphrases and general appearance of those teenagers, but she has never read it The specific appearance, whether it is a cartoon or a real person.

As for the girl Shanxiaxi, from her diary, it can be seen that she is a gentle, gentle and elegant girl. A person who is too gentle may become characterless to put it bluntly.

She only has the incomplete and fragmented memories left by Xi Shanxia, ​​which are useless at all.Through her diary, she carefully imitated the general emotions she might have at ordinary times. There is no need to do a complete Shanxiaxi, as long as her parents don't doubt and ask everywhere.

Fortunately, playing a gentle girl is not too difficult for her who is cold.As long as she is not a cute and lively girl who everyone loves, she thinks there will be no big problem.The only thing to be thankful for is probably the ability to learn Japanese without a teacher. Just like a mother tongue, open your eyes and you will be able to.

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"Good morning, Echizen-san."

"Good morning." The young man looked up, his cool face matched his unwavering voice and turned his eyes away.

It should be said that the current Shanxia Xi sat down next to him with a gentle smile.Start a day of learning journey for junior high school students.

The boy next to the seat with a cool expression of impatience in his cat eyes should be the protagonist of this world, Echizen Ryoma.

Although she knew at the beginning that the young man next to her was the protagonist she had a little impression of, there was a flash of surprise and surprise, and she stopped paying attention.She has no idea what the comic world is like and what will happen.

The two people said every day, probably only good morning as a gentle girl, and the boy's answer.

"Well, Xi sauce, your lunch looks delicious."

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Here, here you go, try it. With a gentle smile, he gave half of the delicious-looking fried shrimp in the lunch box to the girl opposite.

"Ah, Xi-chan, you are so kind~wow. It's delicious." The girl opposite, Jinchuan Xuzi said with her mouth full of bulging food, staring at her eyes.

"Then I'll ask mom to do more next time." In line with the soft voice, a doting smile was raised at the right time.

The two girls sat in the corner of the classroom and had lunch together. The number of people in the classroom decreased by more than half, and the remaining five or six people ate and chatted scatteredly.

The girl on the opposite side has long straight blue hair, looks ordinary but looks cute, and has a cheerful and cheerful personality.Is Yamashita Xi's good friend, both members of the painting club, Nishikikawa Suko.Well, of course, now it should be her fan friend who lives in Xi Shanxia's body.It can also be said to be good friends on the surface.

With a gentle smile, she pursed her lips indifferently as she looked at the girl opposite who was too busy eating.

As for Shan Xiaxi's best friend, although she hates the sudden intimacy of so many people, as long as the person opposite doesn't cause trouble, she can still bear it to a limited extent.

The gentle 'Xi Shanxia' can't be so cold suddenly that she doesn't want her best friend.

The sunshine outside the window is just right, the trees are lush and green, and the time alone becomes rare, which makes her feel uncomfortable. Besides, will this kind of life of pretending to be another person with a completely opposite personality make her find it interesting?Before she gets bored, let her see what kind of life such a person can lead.

"Okay, that's all for today's class, students."

"Hi, goodbye teacher."

With the collective shouts, there was a commotion inside and outside the classroom. It was the time after school, and most of the people packed up their things or left the classroom in a hurry to go to their clubs alone.

"Xi-chan, hurry up. I want to show you and the teacher the work I completed yesterday." Jin Chuan Xuzi pulled me to the club hurriedly with excitement and a little bit of joy.

"Xuzi, I think the teacher will definitely think your work is very good." The girl who was being dragged away said with a sunny smile, as if she really expected it.

"Not really, every time you are criticized to death, Xi sauce is different, the teacher always uses your work as a demonstration, or our Xi sauce is the best." When talking about himself, he kicked The girl who kicked the pavement turned to praise enviously.

"If you work so hard, you can definitely do it."

"Yeah." Jinchuan Xuzi looked at Shanxia Xi's doting and expectant eyes, and unconsciously felt very trusting, as if things would really be as Xi Jiang said.Immediately, I entered the painting classroom I just walked to with great anticipation.

Yamashita walked to her easel, looked at the work that was almost completed yesterday, and continued to work on it.

Although I didn't have any special hobbies before, I can still cope with the painting of junior high school students.In this regard, I still have to be thankful that Xi Shanxia had a painter's mother in the past.Otherwise, if she joins some music club, dance club or those difficult clubs, how should she deal with it.Thinking of this, it seemed better than being serious.

After the last stroke, the whole painting is full of nostalgia, regret and reluctance.The biggest space in the painting is the sky, how to describe it, it is a scene of the setting sun, the clouds are all pink, people around you are overlooking you, everyone’s faces are abstract and blurred, and the streets are also blurred, only The sky is clear, and the color scheme makes people sink deeply.

This is the last sight she saw before she died. Maybe people will remember the world they saw the last time very deeply. At least when she was Xi Shanxia, ​​this picture would always appear in front of her eyes. The self lying on the ground, maybe Can't hear clearly, can't see clearly, just remember the last world in a blink.

In this world, most of the time, only those who are lost will think about its beauty and love it carefully.People, aren't they all like this?