Simple addition of male gods and male gods

Cheng Yuexi originally lowered his head as if his attention was on the dinner plate in front of him. At this time, facing Zeng Qi's sharp question, he slowly raised his head, looked at Zeng Qi calmly, and shook his head: "No .”

Zeng Qi is a relatively slow person emotionally, but he also understands that when Cheng Yuexi faces his own problem, it is very unreasonable for Cheng Yuexi to respond in such a seemingly peaceful but negative way.

After pondering for a few seconds, Zeng Qi said, "Although you haven't broken up, neither of you have thought about what to do in the future, have you?"

Zeng Qi has no understanding of the social situation of the gay community in China, nor does he care about it. Both consciously and subconsciously, he equates the love relationship between Cheng Yuexi and Zhao Jingxin with the state of the heterosexual community that he is familiar with.

When heterosexual couples are in a passionate relationship, they will think more about their future, future marriage, career, etc. Two people appear as a whole in social relations in many ways.

Watching Cheng Yuexi talk about the relationship between him and Zhao Jingxin, it is obvious that he has not considered the long-term future, and falling in love is just falling in love.

Zeng Qi is a person with relatively traditional concepts. If he falls in love just for sex, he always feels something is wrong.

Cheng Yuexi seemed to be tired. He put down the chopsticks in his hand, put his slender and strong arms on the dining table, slowly covered his face, and said weakly: "What can we do? Brother Jing Xin doesn't want to talk about such a long-term affair It's impossible for me to force him to think about it. Besides, I'm like this now, I can't even support myself, and I can't help Brother Jing Xin. What qualifications do I have to talk about the long-term future? Let it be like this now , take one step at a time."

Originally, Zeng Qi gloated a little at the unstable relationship between Cheng Yuexi and Zhao Jingxin, but before the gloating lasted for a second or two, he felt distressed for Cheng Yuexi again.

Zeng Qi said: "You started preparing for the exam to go abroad, it's still too late, you go to the United States to find Brother Jing Xin, can't you?"

Zeng Qi's words were quite sour, but Cheng Yuexi didn't hear the sourness, he shook his head and said, "I don't want to go find him."

Zeng Qi was surprised: "Why?" He couldn't understand Cheng Yuexi's weird thinking.

Cheng Yuexi clearly looked depressed, but when he looked up at Zeng Qi, his eyes were so clear and bright, as if he could speak, so that Zeng Qi, who wanted to ask him "why is he such a mother-in-law", was stuck for a while.

Cheng Yuexi said: "I like Brother Jing Xin very much, but if you let me revolve my life around him, I will feel very uncomfortable and feel insecure."

Probably because he and Zeng Qi had almost everything to say, Cheng Yuexi could say such things to him.

Zeng Qi was stunned for a moment, and after thinking carefully for a while, he finally understood Cheng Yuexi's whirling thoughts.

This may also be the reason why Cheng Yuexi and Zhao Jingxin have been dating for more than a year, but Cheng Yuexi never takes the initiative to find Zhao Jingxin, and always asks Zhao Jingxin to come to Beijing to find him.

Zeng Qi thought that Cheng Yuexi's idea was somewhat unreasonable, but the opposite was Cheng Yuexi, and he quickly let himself fully understand Cheng Yuexi, and after thinking for a while, he said his guess: "Is it true? When you were with Brother Jing Xin, it was Brother Jing Xin who paid for it, so you feel that you are very weak? If this is the case, I have some money and I can lend it to you to spend."

Cheng Yuexi said helplessly: "It's not this kind of thing.... It's not that it's not the reason at all, but I think the most important problem is me... Zeng Qi, you won't understand. I don't have the same feelings as you think about feelings. I have such strong confidence, but I am very afraid that I will fall into a weak position. This is my problem, but I can't change it. I am happy when I am with brother Jing Xin, but the longer we spend together, the less happy I am. "

Zeng Qi felt that his head was getting too loud, and he couldn't empathize with Cheng Yuexi's hesitation and insecurity, but rationally, he could somewhat understand it.

Zeng Qi said: "Is there a solution to your problem? Have you thought about it before?"

Since we are talking about things, of course we have to find a solution, otherwise wouldn't the talk be for nothing?

Cheng Yuexi said: "I think it's more difficult. If it can really solve my problem, wouldn't I have thought of a way to solve it long ago?"

"Oh, that's right." Zeng Qi was a little worried, but he became dark again, thinking that Cheng Yuexi didn't love Zhao Jingxin that much, Zeng Qi thought it was a good thing that Cheng Yuexi didn't love Zhao Jingxin that much.

"Emotional issues are too difficult." Zeng Qi sighed.

Cheng Yuexi couldn't treat Zeng Qi as a tree hole anymore, and said, "That's it. Every step counts."

**

When Cheng Yuexi and Zeng Qi reached their junior year, their studies were even heavier, and they were still working on projects in the laboratory, busy every day. Although Cheng Yuexi and Zhao Jingxin did not break up, their contact became intermittent. Zeng Qi regarded these things as In his eyes, he thought that Cheng Yuexi and Zhao Jingxin might not be far away from breaking up.

In the first semester of senior year, Cheng Yuexi and Zhao Jingxin really broke up because Zhao Jingxin felt "tired".

Cheng Yuexi told Zeng Qi about it himself.

That day, Zeng Qi's father went to Beijing for a meeting and asked Zeng Qi to invite his roommates and classmates to have dinner together. Zeng Qi didn't call other classmates, but Cheng Yuexi.

The three of them were in a Sichuan restaurant. Dean Zeng ordered a large table of dishes and asked the two "boys" to eat more.

Although they were classmates, Zeng Qi and Cheng Yuexi didn't meet often when they were seniors. This time they ate together this time, which was the first time the two met in the past two weeks.

By the senior year, Zeng Qi and Cheng Yuexi were no longer "young guys", but "big guys".

Zeng Qi has grown to a height of 186 centimeters and weighs 80 kilograms. Cheng Yuexi is only slightly shorter than him, but it may be that he is under too much pressure and has never gained weight. He is also a little baby fat than Zong. Zeng Qi looked more mature.

After dinner, Dean Zeng also asked the two "boys" if they wanted to go to the coffee shop. When they arrived at the coffee shop, Dean Zeng left because he had something to do, leaving Zeng Qi and Cheng Yuexi sitting there bored.

Zeng Qi is already applying for graduate studies in prestigious schools, and Cheng Yuexi seems to be determined not to go to graduate school but to work first.

Zeng Qi felt that Cheng Yuexi's behavior was not good, and he still hoped that Cheng Yuexi would go to graduate school first.

Zeng Qi said: "You can go to work after graduating from a bachelor's degree, and you won't earn much money. It's better to go to work after finishing your graduate studies."

Cheng Yuexi was silent and didn't answer.

Zeng Qi said again: "If you have any difficulties, you can tell me, and I can help you."

Cheng Yuexi said: "It's actually okay. I feel pretty good now."

Zeng Qi said: "I think you are not in a good state. I hope you can be happier. Is there any way to make you happier?" Seeing Cheng Yuexi's state, Zeng Qi was very sad. He still doesn't understand the matter, he somehow knows that he likes Cheng Yuexi, and because of this liking, his mentality is very wrong, but because his mentality is too wrong, he dare not tell Cheng Yuexi this liking.

Cheng Yuexi: "I'm fine."

Zeng Qi: "It's nothing to blame."

Cheng Yuexi: "You don't understand."

Zeng Qi: "If you don't tell me, you will know that I don't understand?"

Cheng Yuexi: "Brother Jing Xin and I broke up."

Zeng Qixin said that you two haven't seen each other for more than a year, and you seldom chat on QQ, so it's strange if you don't break up.

But he didn't dare to say such words directly, he just said: "So are you sad?"

Cheng Yuexi: "It's not all sad."

Zeng Qi: "Did you bring up the breakup?"

Cheng Yuexi: "No, Brother Jing Xin mentioned it."

Zeng Qi: "Is he with someone else?"

Cheng Yuexi shook his head.

Zeng Qi: "Hasn't he?"

Cheng Yuexi: "No, I don't know."

Zeng Qi: "You two are so strange."

Cheng Yuexi smiled wryly and said, "Yes, I think it's strange too."

Zeng Qi: "Didn't you ask him directly? Ask the reason, why did you break up?"

Cheng Yuexi: "I asked."

Zeng Qi: "What did he say?"

Cheng Yuexi: "He said he was tired. He is always giving, he is tired."

Zeng Qi was stunned, "He is separated by a Pacific Ocean, what did he pay? He is just making excuses."

Cheng Yuexi: "I think he's right."

Zeng Qi opened his eyes wide: "You shouldn't think like that."

Cheng Yuexi: "That's true. Brother Jing Xin paid more. I am ambiguous."

Zeng Qi: "Is it true that he cheated?"

Cheng Yuexi should not answer.

Zeng Qi: "You also have doubts in your heart, right. Anyway, I don't approve of the other party's cheating and forgiveness."

Cheng Yuexi sighed, "I don't want to think about such things, I have already broken up with Brother Jing Xin."

Zeng Qi suddenly asked: "Then have you thought about having another relationship?"

Cheng Yuexi raised his eyes and stared at him: "How can it be so easy to fall in love with another person?"

Zeng Qi's mind suddenly became confused, and he burst out: "We are so familiar..." After speaking this half of the sentence, Zeng Qi was suddenly taken aback by himself, and he broke out in cold sweat at that moment. Naturally, I dare not speak.

Cheng Yuexi didn't seem to notice the problem, he looked at Zeng Qi quietly with clear eyes, his eyes looked like mist floating on a clear lake under the moonlight, or like some kind of flower behind the curtain that diffused its fragrance to people's noses, attracting a lot of attention. People have to lift the curtain to see.These inexplicable attractions made Zeng Qi distracted, and he always felt that Cheng Yuexi must have understood what he meant.

Zeng Qi said: "Yuexi, let's go to the hotel, shall we?"

Cheng Yuexi was puzzled: "What are you doing in the hotel?"

Zeng Qi said nervously: "It's boring to sit here, let's go to the hotel for a drink, shall we? It's upstairs here."

Cheng Yuexi didn't refuse, Zeng Qi bought a big bag of beer at a small shop, and went to open a room, and when he was really sitting in the room, Zeng Qi showed timidity again, he drank a can of beer in a tangled way, and then took advantage of the alcohol To Cheng Yuexi, "Do you want to try it with me?"

The author has something to say: Zhizhi: ………………Mr. Zeng, a reader girl calls you Qiqizi.

Zeng Qi: What is this?Why do you call me this?

Zhizhi: It should be because I think you are cute.

Zeng Qi: Me?cute?Where am I cute? !

Zhizhi: It doesn't have to be the cuteness you think, generally speaking, cuteness is the highest praise for someone you like.

Zeng Qi: I don't understand.

Zhi Zhi: Because if you think it is cute, then the other party will not find it annoying if they do stupid things, and the other party will not put Ta on the altar if he is successful, it is just a very caring liking.

Zeng Qi: Oh, don't look at me like that.

Zhizhi: But Teacher Cheng misses you too.

Zeng Qi: Huh?Yeah?