After raising a paranoid male protagonist, I died and escaped [Transmigration Book]

The sound of splashing water kept everything out of the door. Standing in front of the sink, Chu Man raised his hand to wipe off the mist on the mirror, and pressed the hickey on his neck with the other hand.

He rubbed vigorously, and the bright red hickey marks were slowly wiped away, leaving only a very shallow mark and the red marks left by his rubbing.

It was Yan Chengyun who borrowed the cosmetics from the waiter's sister in the Sichuan restaurant to get him, because no matter how Chu Man persuaded himself, he couldn't resist letting Yan Chengyun leave a deep enough mark.

He couldn't stand it after just one sip, the skin trembling and goosebumps were irresistible.

Chu Man rubbed that spot, and suddenly remembered that he did not resist Gu Ye's touch at all, and even that night in the car, they...

Tsk, if he hadn't exposed the brat, would he have been with the other party in a subtle way?

Chu Man was not sure, but the answer was definitely not a firm no.

He let out a long breath, walked to the shower and let the warm water wash down, taking away those doubts.He was even thinking, as clever as Gu Ye, did he really not discover those things behind Tang Xiao's back?

But he didn't dare to let himself think about it, the more he thought about it, the more he felt like a clown, what was it for him to come back to help others?It's like throwing yourself into a trap.

Chu Man couldn't figure it out, he felt that he should leave for a while to let each other calm down, and maybe he should get rid of all the good feelings he had for Chu Siye.

Love is not obtained by seeking and calculating. Even if Gu Ye is sincere, such deception still makes him feel uncomfortable.

After taking a shower, Chu Man changed into pajamas, opened the bathroom door, and exchanged glances with the young man who had been standing outside the door, silently looking away.

When passing by, he heard Gu Ye's painful and restrained voice: "Brother, I'm sorry." But I never regret the things I did. If he didn't do this, would Chu Man come back to him?

of course not.

He used Chu Siye's identity to gain his brother's favorability, and got closer to his brother's life. He calmly revealed his flaws while relieving the pain of lovesickness. He hoped that Chu Man would recognize him, but worried if he recognized him. What should I do if I can't accept it?

Such contradictions and entanglements never stopped from the moment he pretended to be Chu Siye until the night when he could no longer bear it.

Early the next morning, he fled in despair. When he left Xicheng, how could he be as confident as when he faced Jiang Bei?He couldn't stop thinking on the plane, what would his brother think when he woke up, would he still contact Chu Siye?

This mixed feeling of worry, fear and anxiety pushed him to speed up his original plan - he became more and more intimate with Tang Xiao, and at the same time arranged for someone to pass the news of Tang Xiao's chaotic private life to a small bar in the west city.

He is despicable, cunning, and unscrupulous. Since then, he has been thinking every day, does his brother care about him, will his brother come back to see him?

The bet he had made with himself had finally paid off, and his brother had returned.

Is Gu Ye guilty?guilt.

Does Gu Ye regret it?No regrets.

Compared to having no possibility of being with that person, compared to being thousands of miles away from him, he would rather be more despicable and shameless.

He will treat his brother well, and he also thought that when the time is right, he will tell his brother verbatim about these deceptions and calculations.At that time, no matter how his brother punishes him, he will accept it, as long as they can be together.

But this day came too suddenly, the warm water he cooked with his own hands was completely overturned by others.

Gu Ye really wanted to tell Chu Man that he cheated, calculated, and plotted, but the heart he held was sincere, and his love and passion were pure.

But in the face of Chu Man's extremely disappointed and conflicted eyes, Gu Ye felt as if his throat was being strangled, and he couldn't speak a word.

At this moment, his words and deeds, in the eyes of his brother, are probably all clumsy and false sophistry.

So his throat rolled up and down, and Gu Ye could only pull out an extremely bitter smile: "Brother, remember to dry your hair before going to sleep."

Chu Man didn't respond to him, and walked back to his room in silence.

He threw himself on the bed, hugged the pillow and thought: It's too bad, when you are so soft-hearted to someone, so bad...

In the middle of the night, Chu Man still didn't fall asleep much. He sat up from the bed, and the bright and soft moonlight shone into the room, as gentle as a mother's embrace.

Stepping on her slippers and walking to the door, Chu Man felt a premonition welling up in her heart as she unscrewed the doorknob.

He opened the door a crack, and the moonlight came out along the thin crack, illuminating a small open space beside the door, where there was a pitiful group curled up.

Chu Man opened the door quietly, but the person sitting there was obviously very keen, raising his head almost at the same time as the moonlight was shining on him.

His eyes were very red, with a few traces of tears under his eyes, and his complexion was colder than moonlight.

Chu Man noticed that one of Gu Ye's hands was still on his stomach. Thinking of what he said earlier, it was easy to guess that the other party hadn't had dinner all this time, just because he waited for him to come back to eat together.

He pursed his lips. If it was normal, he would definitely persuade Gu Ye to eat quickly, and then pay more attention to his three meals a day, so that this stomach problem will not happen again.

But now, Chu Man was not sure if this was a young man's trick.

Gu Ye is used to enduring stomach pains. In the more than a year since Chu Man left, he hardly had a good meal. He punished himself like a masochist, and waited for redemption like a masochist.

It won't be so unbearable if it hurts, but after eating regularly recently, the stomach is also delicate, but it started to make noise after not eating for a night, Gu Ye subconsciously covered it with his hand, but had no other thoughts.

But when he realized what Chu Man was thinking, his already pale complexion became even paler.

Gu Ye put down the hand covering his stomach, stood up tremblingly, and forced a smile: "Brother, do you want to drink water when you get up? I'll help you pour it, it's so cold at night."

Chu Man still looked at him silently, and under Gu Ye's increasingly embarrassing and sad eyes, he said, "Gu Ye, do you want me to feel sorry for you?"

"You think that if you guard the door of my room until midnight, I will soften your heart? Will you write off those deceptions and calculations?" Chu Man pursed her lips, finding it so difficult to laugh for the first time.

"Did your liking and love come from calculations?"

A very light rhetorical question was like a thunder that pierced the sky and exploded in the ears. Gu Ye had to hold the door frame with his hands to stand firm.

In the eyes of my brother, is his liking and love actually like this? !

Gu Ye raised his eyes, and the red eye sockets were stained with a richer red color. He stared at Chu Man rightly, and said softly, "Brother, do you think my likes and loves are cheap?"

He didn't dare to wait for the man's answer, turned around and left in a hurry, and said: "I'll go and pour water for brother."

If you don't hear it, won't you be disappointed?

After he walked away, Chu Man raised her hand to press on her suffocating chest—do you still feel sorry for him when he tricked you back like this?

Closing her eyes, taking a deep breath, and opening them suddenly, Chu Man turned and went back to her room, and opened the drawer where the medicine box was placed.

He had a bad habit before going through the book. Every time he rushed to write until midnight, he would be too excited to fall asleep, so Chu Man often prepared sleeping pills, and only took half of them when he couldn't sleep.

After wearing the book, although the original owner was sick and actively adjusted his health schedule, Chu Man still kept the habit of always keeping sleeping pills.

He took out the medicine bottle, poured a pill into his mouth, pressed it under his tongue, and waited quietly for Gu Ye who had finished pouring the water to come to him.

Gu Ye moved quickly, even hiding a little bit of caution when he came in with a water glass in his hand.

Chu Man sat on the edge of the bed, and when he approached, she yanked the skirt of her pajamas, pulled him to her front, and pressed her cold and soft lips.

It was like jelly, with the mint green tea scent he had smelled not long ago.

Chu Man lowered his eyes and met Gu Ye's dark eyes, which were widened in surprise. He found sadly that he did not resist the intimate contact with the person in front of him at all.

He put the pill under his tongue and said vaguely, "Open your mouth."

Even though he realized there was a problem, the kiss was so intoxicating that Gu Ye subconsciously opened his mouth, so pure that Ren Chuman could do whatever he wanted.

A round pill was pressed into the mouth, along with the soft tip of the tongue.

Gu Ye's eyes were dark, he stared deeply at Chu Man, and swallowed the medicine willingly - he didn't know what it was, but if Chu Man gave it to him...he would admit it all.

Chu Man just wanted to retract his tongue and close his mouth, but the other party clung to him without a teacher, attacking the city and plundering the land.

Finally, in the cold white moonlight, they put their foreheads against their foreheads, gasping for breath, letting the hot factor in the air continue to rise to a higher temperature, letting their ambiguous breaths blend more and more.

"Brother, I like you, and I like you more every minute and every second."

"Ladies and gentlemen, the plane has landed and is taxiing. For the safety of you and others, please do not stand up or open the luggage rack until the plane comes to a complete stop... Thank you for choosing Flight X and look forward to the next time Goodbye on the journey!"

Chu Man woke up from the sweet voice of the stewardess. He took off the blindfold and looked out the window. The rapidly receding scenery fell into his eyes one by one, and was quickly replaced by the next scene.

This is a tourist attraction in Beicheng, and it is the first stop of his outing.

That night after he fed Gu Ye sleeping pills, he watched him fall into a coma, but before he fell asleep completely, even though he knew who moved his hands and feet, he didn't have any complaints.

All he showed was a touch of sadness.

Chu Man tilted his head and thought, it would be good to just be apart for a while, not only to punish the little bastard, but also to give him a chance to think about whether he should face up to this relationship.

Although Chu Man was slow in dealing with feelings, he was very straightforward. Accepting or rejecting was frank and clear. Only when facing Gu Ye's feelings, he hesitated for the first time in his life.

After the plane landed, Chu Man followed the flow of people out of the cabin with her suitcase. The air in the open-air airport was excellent, and taking a deep breath was full of the fragrance of nature—this was due to the nearby artificial forest.

The one-on-one tour guide booked online was very dedicated, and ran over waving a pick-up sign. He was a young boy.

The boy's face was round, and the baby fat that hadn't faded made him look innocent and immature. Coupled with the slightly drooping round eyes at the corners of the eyes, he was extremely cute.

Chu Man looked at those eyes with kindness in his heart, very similar to Bai Yuanhao's dog eyes.

When the boy saw him, his eyes sparkled, and there was a flamboyant smile on his face: "Are you Mr. Chu?"

"You look so good-looking!" He fell in love with it at the first sight.

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