The whole world is knocking me and the queen's CP

Girlfriend...does that mean what she thinks?Is she thinking too much and dreaming again?But the sound of the lighter in his hand falling to the ground was so loud, Qin Zhizhen pressed against the tip of her nose and it was slightly cool, and the breath that came over with his breath was warm, all hearing, touch and feeling reminded Ye Zhuyi, isn't this Dream.

Every cell in Ye Zhuyi's body was clamoring "good".

Joy and ecstasy were intertwined to engulf her, but it was only for a moment, and the aftermath of the wave was only doubt, anxiety and panic.

Did Zhenzhen remember something?Did Zhenzhen misunderstand the meaning of liking?She woke up suddenly after this moment, and subconsciously wanted to distance herself.

But the hands on the back of her head were exerting force, and Qin Zhizhen didn't let her flinch at all.

The breathing was entangled and collided in the air, Qin Zhizhen's burning eyes made Ye Zhuyi feel even more flustered, her brain could no longer think, she asked tremblingly amidst the chaotic heartbeat, "Zhenzhen...you...are you... ..."

No matter how many questions are asked, they are stuck in the throat and cannot be uttered.

"Don't you like me?" Qin Zhizhen frowned, his eyes fixed on Ye Zhuyi for an instant, like a clear pond, vaguely trembling with anxiety.

The cigarette in her hand was about to be rubbed soft, Ye Zhuyi's eyes were wide open, the circles were flushed, sadness welled up in her eyes, she shook her head, and murmured with difficulty, "How could you not like it..."

How could you not like it? Who wouldn't like the little sun that illuminates you?Who wouldn't like the only thought and yearning he has in this world?Who doesn't want all delusions to come true?

It's just that I like it so much, I like it until she has it again, and she won't be able to bear the separation for any reason.

The voice was so soft that it was almost inaudible, Ye Zhuyi's hoarse voice, Ye Zhuyi's red eyes burned Qin Zhizhen's heart, she stretched out her hand very lightly to cover the pair that always endured when she was uncomfortable. To eyes that are red and won't weep.

"Eleven, don't bear it, every time I look at it, my heart hurts."

This sentence is like a switch, something falls from the eye socket, and the ice coolly slides across the cheek. The hand covering the eyes is the same as every time she was uncomfortable when she was a child, soft and warm, giving her all power.

Every time...

"You remember it right..." Ye Zhuyi heard her voice trembling and changing its tone.

Qin Zhizhen let out a "hmm", and it blew into Ye Zhuyi's ears in the quiet night.

Ye Zhuyi's nails dug into the palm of her hand fiercely, the pain overwhelmed the pain spreading from the bottom of her heart, she was trembling even her breathing, "How much do you remember... all, all? Are you... are you sure you didn't misjudge your own feelings? ..."

The long eyelashes swept across Qin Zhizhen's palm with wetness, gently plucking at her heartstrings, every stroke was a tight pain in the heart.The balls of her fingers covering Ye Zhuyi's eyes gently stroked Ye Zhuyi's cheeks, wiped away the tears, and covered her palms coldly.

She used to think about how to make Eleven laugh like an ice sculpture, but now, she didn't know why Ye Zhuyi was crying, it didn't seem like joy, and it wasn't just sad, she only knew that Eleven was crying so hard, so distressed.Qin Zhizhen's throat was blocked, and after a while, she found her voice in the dry throat.

"I didn't remember all of it, only part of it. I remembered how I met you, how I became friends with you, and how I fell in love with you. Eleven, I'm sorry... I don't know..."

Qin Zhizhen's voice became hoarse, "I don't know why I forgot such a good eleven. But..." She held Ye Zhuyi's hand and put it on her heart, "I won't lie here, I don't make mistakes in judgment."

"I like you, not just a long time ago, but also now. I'm sure I want to be with you."

It was Qin Zhizhen's heartbeat that pulsated under her palm. The four words "I like you" were like a dream. A sudden heartbeat flowed into her limbs.

Yes, she should have thought of it a long time ago. Zhenzhen didn't think of the accident, so she didn't remember the reason why she was abandoned in the past, so she could say that she likes her like this.Ye Zhuyi bit her lips tightly, trying to hold back the tears that she almost couldn't control.

The long eyelashes trembled slightly, and in the midst of love and despair, tears rolled down like beads, hot on Qin Zhizhen's hands, burning into the bottom of her heart.

Qin Zhizhen looked into Ye Zhuyi's eyes with anticipation and anxiety. She liked someone. Her eyes couldn't hide her feelings. Like now, there was clearly a fervent love in her misty eyes. She liked him. Hers, but why is there still indelible sadness in those eyes.

It was she who lost her for too long...

Qin Zhizhen felt the hands wrapped around her tremble, not only the hands, but Ye Zhuyi's whole body was trembling. She was so distressed that she couldn't be more distressed, so she leaned over and took Ye Zhuyi into her arms.

Ye Zhuyi's thin shoulders trembled in her arms, trembling into Qin Zhizhen's heart, his heart was like a knife.Qin Zhizhen's voice was astringent, and her tone was as soft as water, a bit broken and unease, "Eleventh, will you be my girlfriend?"

In this scene, Ye Zhuyi only put her in a dilemma when the confession she dared to expect in her dream came true, and there was an abyss ahead and backward.

If one day, Qin Zhizhen doesn't like her anymore, and Qin Zhizhen thinks of the past and doesn't want her like before, can they go back to the beginning.

Is she... There will be no chance to regain the lost beauty.

If they refuse now, the thin paper will be torn, can they still be like before.Ye Zhuyi always remembered that she and Qin Zhizhen talked about this topic in the past. If the confession was rejected, could they still be friends?At that time, Qin Zhizhen said categorically, "No, after being rejected, you should keep your distance and stop giving people illusions. If you are rejected, don't be friends anymore. It is already miserable to love but not to be able to, and you have to pretend that you don't care." Playing as friends, every minute together is torture."

Before waiting for an answer, Ye Zhuyi never gave her a clear answer, no matter whether it was a refusal or a promise, and didn't even give her a hug back. Qin Zhizhen became more and more uncertain, or more and more certain ...

The light in her eyes dimmed, like a late night without stars, filled with loneliness and disappointment.

"Eleven, don't you want to be with me..."

The hands that hugged her tightly used a lot of force, as if trying to melt her into her body, Ye Zhuyi felt that she was being torn in two, and seeing back and forth was pain and despair to her.

But she was even more reluctant to let her beloved have any pain.

"I want to be with you, I want to be with you very much."

From a long time ago, in the dream, in the endless emptiness, she struggled more than once to want to be with her.

Ye Zhuyi hugged Qin Zhizhen back with trembling arms, being careful, for fear that if she exerted too much force, everything would shatter in front of her.

The past has been lost, and the future is uncertain. She has no way to ask Qin Zhizhen to promise her a long time.

The day she learned of her grandmother's death, Ye Zhuyi felt that her world had collapsed, with no light, no expectations, and without Zhenzhen, she didn't know what she would miss in this world.So she didn't know if one day Qin Zhizhen didn't want her anymore, without all the yearning that supported her, would she be able to survive.

"If one day you don't like me anymore and don't want me anymore, please remember to tell me like today."

Qin Zhizhen felt the wetness on her shoulders, seeped into her clothes little by little, and landed hot on her skin, Ye Zhuyi's choked and hoarse heart fell in her ears, every word lit up the light in her eyes, every word Even the words made her heart twitch in pain, so painful that even breathing became difficult.

"I'm a long-lasting person. If one day, I say that I don't like you anymore..." Qin Zhizhen let go of Ye Zhuyi's arms, went around behind him and tightened Ye Zhuyi's hands, and penetrated them one by one. Between the fingers, the fingers interlocked, "Don't cry, hold my hand tightly, and listen to me saying that I love you..."

"Now, are you willing to give me a definite answer? Eleven, are you willing to be with me, be my girlfriend, and always like me..."

At this moment, Ye Zhuyi's whole body warmed up because of Qin Zhizhen's words, she couldn't help it anymore, her tears seemed to be broken, she couldn't help her feelings were unfettered, and she couldn't help but tighten her eyes Holding the existing happiness in her hand, she couldn't help declaring her silent wishful thinking, "I am willing, I am willing to be with you, I am willing to be your girlfriend, I will, I will always like you. "

She used the rest of her life to pay off, throwing down this big gamble, not asking about the past, not afraid of the future, but only grasping the present.

Qin Zhizhen's eyes swayed, a little bit of moisture spread up, and his nose felt sore.She held Ye Zhuyi's hand with one hand, and wiped away the tears on Ye Zhuyi's cheeks with the other, but she wiped more and more tears.

There was a moment of silence in the air, sweet because the relationship was a step closer, but also awkward because of a breakthrough.

"It was wiped by you, is there still any dry spots on my face?" Ye Zhuyi said angrily with tears in her soft tone, breaking the silence.

"Then stop crying."

Qin Zhizhen saw Ye Zhuyi's undisguised liking for Ye Zhuyi under the tear-filled long eyelashes through her blurred eyes. She couldn't help but curled the corners of her lips and laughed softly. Through the moonlight, she deeply felt the appearance of the person in front of her. I keep it in my mind, overlapping and staggering with the past.

She's eleven, she's grown up... Her eyes slipped from Ye Zhuyi's eyes, over the bridge of her nose, over the tip of her nose, over her lips, and landed on her bright red lips.

"There are still dry places."

The slightly cool, tear-stained fingertips rubbed over the soft cheeks, stroking the rosy cheeks.

The face in front of her was getting closer and closer, the tip of her nose lightly rubbed against the tip of her nose, and the thin lips were separated by a thin layer of air.

When it was about to fall, the phone rang suddenly.Reflexively, Ye Zhuyi took a step back in panic, and Qin Zhizhen frowned slightly.

"Eh..." Ye Zhuyi cleared her throat, "Your phone is ringing."

Qin Zhizhen closed her eyes and took a breath of restraint. Her mobile phone was placed on the table beside her, and it kept ringing.

Ye Zhuyi was only worried that some important call would rush her again.

Qin Zhizhen rubbed his brows and went to pick up the phone to answer it, and said "hmm" to the other end of the phone in a low voice.Ye Zhuyi picked up the lighter that fell on the ground, and only then did she see that Qin Zhizhen was only wearing a long, loose T-shirt, and her long legs were so naked.

"The express train at 5 o'clock in the morning, can Gao Ruan take it?" Qin Zhizhen asked.

Ye Zhuyi froze for a moment, feeling warm in her heart, because she was airsick, so she took the express train back.

"Yes." Ye Zhuyi lowered her eyes and stared at Qin Zhizhen's legs, unconsciously rubbing the smooth lighter in her hand, "I don't have much sleep time, you... go back to the room quickly, don't freeze."

Qin Zhizhen gave a faint "hmm", and glanced at the phone screen that was on again. It was her alarm clock, and she quickly turned off the first alarm clock.

"wait for me a while."

Qin Zhizhen went back to the house, Ye Zhuyi stared at her back in a daze, she pinched herself hard, it was really not a dream.Suddenly remembered something, Ye Zhuyi hurried back to the house.

When Ye Zhuyi came out of the house again, she was holding a square box in her hand.The light in the living room was turned on, and she saw that Qin Zhizhen, who had already walked into the living room, was also holding a box in his hand.

"This is a gift I prepared for you earlier." Ye Zhuyi handed over the box in his hand, "I wanted to give it to you on your birthday."

But Qin Zhizhen closed the door too quickly that day, and later she was nervous because of this trip, and she didn't have the chance to take it out until now.

Qin Zhizhen gave a "tsk", took the box from Ye Zhuyi's hand, and placed the one in his own hand in Ye Zhuyi's palm, "A gift for you."

"Can I take it apart and have a look?" Ye Zhuyi asked.

Qin Zhizhen raised his eyebrows, "Together?"

Ye Zhuyi nodded, "Okay."

The box was easy to open, and when Ye Zhuyi opened the box, she was stunned. There was a platinum necklace lying in the box, which was the same style as their previous plastic love necklace.

"I like it very much." Qin Zhizhen put on the bracelet with two pandas on it. The little panda and the garland pattern that Ye Zhuyi made for her for the first time were the same, and she was stunned. Ye Zhuyi, with a gentle voice, "Why don't you open it and have a look?"

Ye Zhuyi curled up her fingers, and slowly opened the heart, which was inlaid with paper.

The word "Eleventh" is so powerful that it hurt her nerves. It was written to her by the current Zhenzhen. She held the box and her eyes were red.

Qin Zhizhen picked up the necklace, put his hands around the back of Ye Zhuyi's neck, tilted his head to the side of her face to help her put it on.

On the clasp of the necklace, Qin Zhizhen looked at Ye Zhuyi squarely, staring at her with clear eyes, his eyes were full of expectation, his thin lips opened and closed, "Do you like it?"

Ye Zhuyi's throat was tense and she couldn't speak, she said "um", without any thought, she hooked Qin Zhizhen's neck, and her soft lips touched it,

Unlike in the play, not like when he was drunk, and even less like in Qin Zhizhen's dream, every sip and slow peck of Ye Zhuyi was cautious, full of joy and devotion, as if he was kissing a treasure.

When the phone rang again, Ye Zhuyi reflexively wanted to back away, just like when she woke up in many dreams, but this time, Qin Zhizhen suddenly covered the back of her head with one hand and pushed her against the wall, lips The petals contained her lips, grinding repeatedly.

As if punishing her for retreating, every time Ye Zhuyi thought that Qin Zhizhen was going to let her go, her soft lips would crush and suck her up again, the force was gentle but also grating.

The joyful sound of the bell echoed Ye Zhuyi's heartbeat, and Qin Zhizhen kissed her so fiercely.It was a completely different feeling from acting. Ye Zhuyi felt as if she was going to be scalded by the electric current flowing through her whole body. She could hardly breathe, and her legs were so weak that she could hardly stand up.

The lips that deprived her of breath finally opened a slight distance, Qin Zhizhen wrapped her in his arms, pressed her forehead against her forehead, and breathed slowly and deeply.

Qin Zhizhen's face, which was as cold as white jade, was smudged with a faint blush, and his lips were red and shiny, rising up a little bit, like peach blossoms slowly blooming in spring after the ice and snow melted, white and pink, soft and gorgeous.

The phone rings on and off, endlessly.

Amidst the noisy ringing of the bell, Ye Zhuyi heard Qin Zhizhen's disordered breathing, and heard her clear voice with a smile, like a spring breeze blowing on her face with tenderness.

"Happy birthday, girlfriend."

The author has something to say: Wow, something is wrong with you, why are there still some cuties who don’t want them to be together (covering head) I’m still panicking, did they stay together for too long!The ambiguity of not being together, after a long time, is playing hooligans, Kouheng

甜到极致才能虐的舒爽啊（开玩笑的，我们是甜文！嗯！）感谢在2021-02-1812:38:15~2021-02-1918:37:58期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 1 holding fans;

Thanks to the little angel who cast the landmine: 2 pieces of dynamic light wave biubiubiu; Anti.

Thank you to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 29 bottles to become a school master; 5 bottles for the second uncle who is very sleepy; 1 bottle for Kim Taeyeon's wife;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!