The whole world is knocking me and the queen's CP

Qin Zhizhen's brows and eyes are beautiful with a sense of coldness and detachment, but when she smiles, she will look soft because of the tainted smile.

It felt like a cold cat that suddenly rolled over in front of it, revealing its soft side, and stretched out its paws to gently scratch it.

The kitten snatched Ye Zhuyi's cigarettes, and even found a very "justifiable" excuse, Ye Zhuyi couldn't help being cold and handsome, how could there be such "coming and going".She indulged in Qin Zhizhen's unconscious provocative behavior, indulged herself in it, said nothing, and watched silently.

Qin Zhizhen bit the slender cigarette lightly, and took a light puff. The lingering smoke rose as her rosy lips moved. His eyes met Ye Zhuyi's.

The sky was already dark, and the smog that was about to disperse flowed in the air like a layer of tulle, blurring the vision, creating a hazy and ambiguous atmosphere, entangled in the smog as if there was nothing there.

Eyes collided, like sawing silently,

When the smoke dissipated, Ye Zhuyi took the lead to look away, lowered her eyebrows and eyes, hiding tenderness in her eyes.She took back the cigarette from Qin Zhizhen's hand.Xu Shi was caught off guard, Qin Zhizhen subconsciously hooked his index finger, and the fingertip scraped Ye Zhuyi's palm.

Ye Zhuyi paused for a moment, and retracted her hand with the cigarette between her hands. When she put her hand down by her side, she retracted, the feeling of being scratched seemed to still be on the skin of her palm.

On a midsummer night, the evening wind blowing slowly still carried the lingering heat and heat, wrapped around the body, slightly hot.

The cigarette in her hand burned a bit, Ye Zhuyi moved her fingers slightly, and the ash fell off. She raised her hand, opened her red lips slightly, and bit the shallow teeth marks on the cigarette holder, took a light breath, and slowly exhaled the smoke ring .

Qin Zhizhen cast his gaze from the smoke between Ye Zhuyi's lips to the smoke ring in the void.

When the circles spread out in the night, Ye Zhuyi asked casually, "When did Zhenzhen learn to smoke?"

This was the question Ye Zhuyi wanted to ask when he saw Qin Zhizhen smoking during the second round of auditions.

In the long time without each other, she missed a lot.

"When filming "East, West, North, South, North". The role needs, I learned from the director." Qin Zhizhen asked, "What about you?"

Ye Zhuyi lowered her hand, rubbed the tooth marks on the cigarette holder with her fingertips, thought for a while and replied, "The day after my 18th birthday."

So early?Qin Zhizhen joked, "To celebrate coming of age?"

Ye Zhuyi smiled: "It is true that many local children will celebrate their coming of age like this."

But she is not.

Qin Zhizhen heard the meaning inside: "Why are you?"

"It's a long story."

Ye Zhuyi looked at the calm lake surface filled with the moon shadow, his eyes flickered, his eyes gradually became empty, and his thoughts drifted along the evening wind. The reason for this could be traced back to the very beginning.

Her tone was pretending to be relaxed, but a trace of melancholy could not be hidden from her soft voice.

Qin Zhizhen felt that this was Ye Zhuyi's own privacy, so she didn't ask any questions when Ye Zhuyi didn't speak.

Silence spread in the air for a while, the smoke in Ye Zhuyi's hand was quietly burning, and a rising wisp of white mist was blown away by the wind.

"I--"

"you--"

The two voices stopped abruptly at the same time, Ye Zhuyi shook off a long piece of soot, and laughed: "Last time I was the first, this time you are the first."

Qin Zhizhen thought for a moment, and asked, "You and Tian Ting know each other, right?"

Ye Zhuyi said silently, "She is my mother."

"When you were drafting..." Qin Zhizhen was a little surprised, but somehow had a feeling that he expected it.

In the talent show that Ye Zhuyi participated in, there was an episode where the parents of the members showed up, including Ye Zhuyi's parents.At that time, the topic was very hot, Hua Jin's wealthy family background was exposed; Song Muran was a rich second-generation little princess; Yu Wei had no parents but only an older sister; and Ye Zhuyi had a half-blood brother, and someone found out that her mother was located in the United States.

"It was my adoptive mother who showed up in the draft," Ye Zhuyi explained.

Tian Ting is her biological mother.

With a flash of inspiration, the previous doubts were all strung together. Qin Zhizhen said, "You thought Tian Ting changed the lipstick, so you asked Sister Jin to paint it for you knowing that there was a problem, right?"

"Yeah." Ye Zhuyi nodded, "I participated in the audition after returning to China, and she contacted me once after knowing that she didn't want me to enter the entertainment industry."

When she saw the yellow dress Tian Ting was wearing, she almost immediately decided that it was Tian Ting who changed the lipstick.

"I have a special constitution, and it takes two or three hours for my allergies to react, so..."

So she subconsciously wanted to cover up Tian Ting, but ironically, Tian Ting didn't even know about her mango allergy.At that moment, she didn't know whether she should be happy that Tian Ting didn't hurt her, or whether she should be sad that her biological mother really never cared about her.

Ye Zhuyi didn't say any more, and smiled lightly, revealing a sense of sadness.

Qin Zhizhen's heart twitched, feeling a little pained, but more displeased. She frowned and said softly, "Don't you think about yourself? It's okay to find an excuse to change your lipstick, isn't it?" ?”

Her tone was unusually serious, unable to conceal her concern.

Ye Zhuyi's heart softened into a pool of water, and she explained in a weak voice: "I was a little confused at the time, so I won't be like this next time."

"I still want to have a next time." Qin Zhizhen glanced at her coldly,

Ye Zhuyi froze for a moment, the smile on her lips disappeared from sorrow and became sweeter, her head shook like a rattle, "It's gone."

Qin Zhizhen turned his face away from her, and let out a low "hum" sound from his nasal cavity.

The cigarette was more than half burned, Ye Zhuyi got up and walked to the trash can not far away, and extinguished the cigarette end at the smoke extinguishing place on the top of the trash can.

Qin Zhizhen's eyes followed Ye Zhuyi's figure, and her frown never loosened.

Even if she didn't want her daughter to enter the entertainment industry, she wouldn't stop her by hurting her own daughter. Although Tian Ting was indeed useless, Ye Zhuyi would not suspect Tian Ting for no reason.It can only be that in the past, Tian Ting hurt Ye Zhuyi in order to achieve a certain purpose.Why did Tian Ting give birth to Ye Zhuyi but not raise her?

This involves privacy again, so it is inconvenient to ask more.

Qin Zhizhen raked his wind-torn hair, loosened his brows, and naturally changed the topic when Ye Zhuyi came back, "What did you want to say just now?"

Ye Zhuyi's smoothing of the flat dress paused for a moment, she sat down, kneaded the smooth fabric of the skirt with her hands, thought for a while and said, "I want to make a long story short. But it seems that it can't be shortened."

About smoking at the age of 18.

Qin Zhizhen thought that Ye Zhuyi would not talk about this topic again, but when it was brought up again, she was stunned for a moment, because Ye Zhuyi's voice was so low that it was almost a whisper, Qin Zhizhen realized later that it was not a good memory for Ye Zhuyi.

She regretted switching back to this topic. Qin Zhizhen turned her head to look at Ye Zhuyi. There were no lights around, and the night was dark. Ye Zhuyi looked directly at the lake in front of her. Butterfly wings fluttering in the wind.

Maybe it's easier to say it sometimes.

The mosquito sucked a mouthful of blood on her calf, but Qin Zhizhen didn't pat or scratch her. She turned her head and said seriously: "It's okay, you speak slowly, I'm all ears."

Ye Zhuyi was silent for a while, and then slowly said: "When Tian Ting gave birth to me, she was not married. She was born out of wedlock. I didn't even have a household registration. Tian Ting's good sister, who is also my adoptive mother, suggested that my household registration be left in her house. My adoptive mother had a daughter before, but it was a pity that she had a car accident. To commemorate her deceased daughter, the birthday on my certificate is July 7 according to her daughter’s birthday.”

"You mentioned it last time." Qin Zhizhen said, "It's actually November 11st."

"Yeah." Ye Zhuyi's eyes moved slightly, she paused and continued, "Later Tian Ting met her current husband, she didn't want him to know my existence, and my adoptive mother always wanted a child but couldn't conceive, Tian Ting Ting simply gave me to my adoptive mother and let me go to the United States with my adoptive mother's family."

She spoke lightly, as if telling someone else's story, her tone was as soft as the evening wind blowing past her ears, blowing across Qin Zhizhen's heart lake, the word "send" fell into the calm lake, Ripples were swayed, and thin pain emerged.

"Although my household registration was at my adoptive mother's house before, I have always lived with my grandmother." Ye Zhuyi paused slightly when she said the word "grandmother", her voice changed, and she rolled her throat and stopped.

Qin Zhizhen's eyes were dim, and he didn't urge Ye Zhuyi to continue talking, but quietly waited for his company.

After being silent for a while, Ye Zhuyi continued as if nothing had happened: "So I don't have much relationship with my adoptive mother's family. Later, my adoptive mother divorced and remarried and became pregnant with a child. Coincidentally, my younger brother's birthday is November 11. The adoptive mother only remembers her passing away." My daughter and her son's birthday, on that day, the adoptive mother's family was celebrating my younger brother's birthday, and I was working part-time outside."

"It was a very unlucky day. I ran into a difficult customer when I got off work. It was already past zero when I got off work, which was the second day of my 18th birthday." Ye Zhuyi supported the edge of the bench with her hands and looked up at The stars on the night.

On that day, it was really unlucky. I met a customer who made a fuss when I was about to get off work. On weekdays, there would be Kevin in the store to help clean up those messy people, but Kevin was not there that day.She was so disturbed that when she was about to explode, another customer entered the store.

The man threatened to leave the annoying guest and put a photo on the table in front of her. Ye Zhuyi recognized it was Qin Zhizhen's photo at a glance.

The gloomy years were torn apart, revealing a gleam of light, which she was forced to leave behind in the past.

Ye Zhuyi looked sideways at her shimmering light.

Qin Zhizhen asked, "And then?"

Ye Zhuyi looked away, smiled as if she didn't care, and said, "Then, when I got home, I found that they locked the door and went out to play. I don't have a key, it's very cold, I don't have enough money, and my phone is almost out of battery." So I bought a pack of cigarettes to pass the time and wait for them to come back."

What she didn't say was how painful it was that day when the hole in her heart was forcibly ripped open and poured into the cold wind. In many difficult, lonely, wronged and helpless times, she could only rely on memories to illuminate and warm herself.

So when I saw that photo, all the pain I was enduring burst out from the hole that was gouged out.

So that day, she didn't think of other ways to solve the problem of homelessness. She bought a pack of cigarettes and squatted in the cold wind to inhale. salty.

From not smoking to being taught.

She talked about a dull and unpleasant memory for her in a normal tone as if she was saying "what are we going to eat tomorrow".

Qin Zhizhen was depressed, and a thought popped up in his mind, why she wasn't here... This thought had no reason, and it wound around silently, clenched his heart tightly, and Qin Zhizhen was so depressed that he could hardly breathe gas.

She suddenly wanted to hug Ye Zhuyi.

Qin Zhizhen moved his hand, following his thoughts, touched Ye Zhuyi's hand holding the edge of the bench.

Unexpectedly cold.

Unexpected touch.

Ye Zhuyi curled her fingers reflexively, and her body trembled a bit. She felt the warmth of Qin Zhizhen's palm dripping into her blood through the back of her hand, and flowing through her limbs.

As if to comfort her, Qin Zhizhen's fingertips rubbed lightly on the back of her hand.Ye Zhuyi lowered her eyes, her eyelashes trembling slightly.

She turned her head to look at Qin Zhizhen, and Qin Zhizhen was also staring at her. The starlight in the sky fell on Qin Zhizhen's deep eyes like night, and the twinkling soft light was wrapped in distress.

Her beauty hasn't changed at all.

Ye Zhuyi's eye sockets turned red in the dim night, and there was a flash of light in her eyes. She turned her face away, lowered her head and stared at the overlapping hands of the two, and murmured: "Actually, at that time, I really hoped..."

"Huh?" Qin Zhizhen asked, "What do you want?"

I want you by my side, I want you to hug me.

"I hope someone can give me a hug." Ye Zhuyi said.

As the cicadas chirped, Qin Zhizhen let go of Ye Zhuyi's hand.

Ye Zhuyi's fingers trembled, her heart sank in time and space, and the feeling of loss had not yet fully spread. She saw Qin Zhizhen stand up and stand in front of her, with his arms slightly open.

She heard Qin Zhizhen's gentle and slightly awkward voice drifting into her ears along the wind, missing the cicadas' chirping.

"Come and hug."

Ye Zhuyi raised her head, with ripples in her eyes.She stood up, amidst the high-pitched chirping of cicadas and the beating of her heart, she faced the cold moonlight, and embraced her dim light after ten years.

"If you are free on November 11, let's celebrate your birthday together on that day." Qin Zhizhen said.

Ye Zhuyi's heart was softened by these words.

The author has something to say: one by one, the sister’s July 7, which is used for her birthday, was mentioned in Chapter 20.

Qin Shen said before that on October 10, he can live together when he is free (also in Chapter 31)

Face slap is too fast, I think with my speed, m is too early to play QAQ

484 A lot of students are busy taking exams recently, I wish you all pass every exam~

放假期间出门要注意防疫哦~感谢在2021-01-1419:50:09~2021-01-1521:56:42期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the deep-water torpedo: 1 fan in hand;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: Xiaoye 1;

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 50 bottles of meat balls are not terrible; 1 bottle of Yan Zhizhi;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!