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Ye Zhuyi vaguely knew what Qin Zhizhen wanted to talk about, but she still felt uneasy. On the one hand, she was worried that Qin Zhizhen would say something that she couldn't accept, but on the other hand, she kept thinking about all the details that happened after today's reunion to comfort herself Qin Zhizhen I care about her.

The contradiction between the two is even more tormenting.

After hesitating for two seconds, Ye Zhuyi moved over, she sat down beside Qin Zhizhen with a distance of shoulder width, not very far but not close either.

"I sent you to the airport the other day, and on the way back to Qin's house, I received an email, which contained the recording file of my parents' car accident." Qin Zhizhen raised his eyes as he spoke, his gaze moved away from Ye Zhuyi's curled five-fingered hand, Facing Ye Zhuyi's eyes that didn't reveal the slightest surprise, "You know that recording right?"

Ye Zhuyi's long eyelashes trembled slightly and fell down, the quilt under her fingertips was clenched into deep folds, she took a deep breath lightly and slowly: "Tian Ting sent it to me before... I'm sorry, I kept it from you, I don't want you to know it exists, I don't want you to think about it, I don't want to experience it again..."

He didn't want Qin Zhizhen to experience pain again, nor did he want to experience loss again.

Qin Zhizhen understood the overtones, Qin Zhizhen closed his eyes, and got rid of the images that flashed in his mind along with the topic, "If possible, I don't want to know the existence of this thing, so I won't think of what they said Those words, won’t find that I was a useless coward, won’t notice the worst side of myself—”

"Don't say that about yourself." Ye Zhuyi put his hand in front of Qin Zhizhen's lips.

Qin Zhizhen's eyes sparkled slightly, she pulled Ye Zhuyi's hand away, and held it unrelentingly, "I was very scared at that time, afraid of the genetic inheritance they said, afraid that I would be like my father, who treated you more than friendship Feeling, I am afraid that you will hate me and dislike me when you find out, and I am also afraid that I will be like my mother, too strong desire to control and possess and make people around me feel suffocated. I am too scared and don’t know what to do, so I I chose the weakest way to deal with it, but now I have to admit that I have really grown up like they said."

"I fell in love with someone of the same gender as me, and I did want many times... I wanted to keep you by my side and not contact others. I wanted to know everything about you, and I also wanted to tell you about you. The idea that everything is planned within my own controllable range." Qin Zhizhen paused and said, "Even if I don't want to admit it, even if I try my best to give you space, I try my best to show respect and generosity to you , but these dark thoughts have really existed.”

"After I woke up, I was thinking..." Qin Zhizhen's long eyelashes trembled slightly, and his dark eyes were moist with water, "Is an incompetent and selfish person like me worthy of you?"

"Zhenzhen, that's not the case. It's not you who are incompetent and selfish...it's me." Ye Zhuyi's heart twitched suddenly, the pain spread, as if her throat was being grabbed, she waited for a while before regaining her voice with difficulty, " It's because I have reservations about you from the beginning, because I didn't give you enough trust and sense of security, because I didn't have the ability to stop Tian Ting and Mu's family from hurting you through me...it's me...not worthy of you right."

Her voice was choked up to the point of breaking, Ye Zhuyi lowered her head more and more as she talked, the shards of broken glass gushing out of her eye sockets slammed into the bottom of Qin Zhizhen's heart with every word, stirring up a wave Circle after circle of ripples.

"Looking at it this way, we are actually a natural couple." Qin Zhizhen caressed Ye Zhuyi's face with the other hand and pretended to be relaxed, "Then we can have an effective relationship based on the relationship that can go on together forever Do you communicate?"

Ye Zhuyi raised her head, and saw the glint in Qin Zhizhen's eyes from the blurred eyes of tears. She was also very sad, but she was still coaxing her.

It takes a lot of courage to confess an imperfect self.Qin Zhizhen was trading her frankness for her frankness.

The repeatedly emphasized word "always" directly hit the softest part of Ye Zhuyi's heart, and a sore and numb feeling ran all over her body.

Ye Zhuyi slightly clenched Qin Zhizhen's hand, nodded slowly, "Where should we start?"

"Is it okay to start from the first time the Mu family wanted to recognize you?" Qin Zhizhen suggested after consideration.

"From the first time I want to recognize my relatives to the second time I want to recognize my relatives?" Ye Zhuyi snorted softly in a nasal voice, the corners of her slightly raised lips curved slightly mockingly, "Mu Wanglong needed a kidney transplant at that time , the Mu family has actually found a suitable kidney source, but considering issues such as compatibility and compatibility, they thought of me who was related by blood, but at that time, my adoptive mother wanted me to take care of the elderly, and Hetian Ting kept it a secret. The agreement was not agreed. Mu Wensong didn't want to expose his scandal for the sake of his son, after all, they still had a choice, so they gave up this path."

"Is there another choice?" Qin Zhizhen's eyes widened slightly, "Mu Wangning?"

"Yeah." Ye Zhuyi said, "Didn't you always want to know about Mu Wangning and I? Do you still remember that I told you that I was Mu Wangning's acquaintance?"

Qin Zhizhen nodded: "I remember."

"She also deliberately approached me with a low-cost house after knowing my existence." Ye Zhuyi felt Qin Zhizhen's hand tightened suddenly, she scratched Qin Zhizhen's fingertips with her fingertips and said, "At that time, she was already She was told by the Mu family that she wanted to donate a kidney. She couldn’t understand why she had to sacrifice her in the presence of me, so she wanted to see me. In fact, she is also a poor person. Mu Wanglong has been in poor health since she was a child. Zhao Shuxiu forced Mu Wensong and the others had another one. Mu Wensong's wife didn't want to suffer again, so she found a surrogate to give birth to Mu Wangning. Originally, Zhao Shuxiu knew that she was carrying a girl and didn't plan to have it. If anything goes wrong with Mu Wanglong in the future, he can just take it from his granddaughter, and that's why Mu Wangning is kept."

Qin Zhizhen frowned beautifully, "A bunch of scum, luckily your adoptive mother didn't agree to let you go back. Then why is Mu Wangning willing to donate a kidney?"

"Of course she didn't want to at first, that's why she ran to the United States." Ye Zhuyi's face turned pale suddenly, and her hands curled up unconsciously.

Qin Zhizhen noticed her expression, and asked with concern, "Eleventh?"

Ye Zhuyi came back to her senses and continued, "Zhao Shuxiu was still young at that time, and she did things unscrupulously. Anyway, Mu Wangning agreed later, and a kidney was exchanged for the shares of the Mu family's business and the resources of the entertainment industry. I saw your work and went back to China to participate in the draft, and wanted to get closer to you."

"What about this time?" Qin Zhizhen said, "Mu Wanglong needs another kidney, so the Mu family is eager to expose your life experience and force you to donate a kidney to Mu Wanglong as a relative?"

"That's right." Ye Zhuyi admitted.

"This time you and Mu Wangning reached a cooperation?"

Ye Zhuyi nodded: "She wants to leave the Mu family, and I don't want to get involved with relatives. In a sense, our purpose is the same. And basically I have to rely on her to tell me about the Mu family."

Only by knowing yourself and the enemy can you ensure a greater chance of winning, and it is reasonable for Ye Zhuyi and Mu Wangning to work together.The endless hot searches during this period were the result of the back-and-forth between various forces. The Mu family wanted to expose Ye Zhuyi's life experience, Tian Ting only wanted that past to be buried forever, and Ye Zhuyi and Mu Wangning were waiting for an opportunity to reveal the truth.

Qin Zhizhen didn't let go of his brows because he had cleared up the whole story, "Why would Tian Ting suddenly send me the audio files from my parents' driving recorder? She should be the person who doesn't want your life to be exposed. To put it another way , you two should be on the same rope in this matter, right?"

"No, she should have reached an agreement with the Mu family, only disclosing that I am Mu Wensong's illegitimate daughter, without mentioning a single word about my biological mother. At first I thought it was Tian Ting who sent it to you." Ye Zhuyi licked She licked her lips and continued, "But Mu Wangning sold the news of Mu Wanglong's hospitalization to the reporter. Zhao Shuxiu thought it was Tian Ting who revealed it, and directly exposed the fact that she was my biological mother. The cooperation between them was at that time. It should be regarded as collapsed, and it is meaningless for Tian Ting to deal with me again."

Qin Zhizhen picked up the water glass on the bedside table and handed it to Ye Zhuyi, "Talk slowly."

Ye Zhuyi took the water glass and sipped it. She raised her eyes and blinked her eyelashes to stare at Qin Zhizhen. She looked like a cute kitten that wanted to be petted. Qin Zhizhen reached out and rubbed her head out of nowhere.

"Cough cough."

"No one is robbing you, why are you in a hurry?" Qin Zhizhen took the cup from Ye Zhuyi's hand, and handed over a tissue, "And then?"

"..." Ye Zhuyi rubbed the top of her head that had been touched by Qin Zhizhen, secretly disappointed that the good atmosphere was shattered in a second, she straightened her thoughts and said, "Zhao Shuxiu talked to me before recording the show, and I found that Ke Shu had been taken care of by her." If you buy it, Zhao Shuxiu should know that I want to change jobs to your company, and she will send you the document, so that you can't take care of yourself, and I will lose my backer."

Qin Zhizhen lowered his eyes and didn't know what he was thinking. Ye Zhuyi looked at her quietly. After waiting for a while, Qin Zhizhen raised his head and met his eyes. After a brief silence, Qin Zhizhen asked, "And then?"

Ye Zhuyi swallowed and said, "There's no more."

"Oh——" Qin Zhizhen elongated his tone, "When did you change jobs and get a solid backer like me?"

Ye Zhuyi blinked, and the warm light in his eyes dimmed a little, "Now? No, I have to talk to Huahua tomorrow."

"Why did you tell her?" Qin Zhizhen thought quickly, "She also wants to poach you? Have you considered it?"

She breathed a sigh of relief, her complexion was not very good, she stared at Ye Zhuyi with a cold face.Ye Zhuyi's heart that had finally let go was suspended again, and she knelt down to sit closer, "I was dealing with the Mu family's affairs at that time, Huahua didn't ask me to directly refuse to let me think about it, so I didn't talk about it."

Qin Zhizhen pursed his lips and said nothing.

Ye Zhuyi took her hand and shook it lightly, "Zhenzhen, really."

Qin Zhizhen sighed, "Tomorrow at the latest."

Ye Zhuyi nodded, "Okay."

"Eleventh, don't hide things from me anymore." Qin Zhizhen pressed Ye Zhuyi's forehead, "Otherwise, I'm afraid that I will really become the monster they say."

Her voice was so soft that it would break up if she moved, and the feeling of being lost and found was magnified to the extreme at this moment.

"Stop talking about yourself like that, Zhenzhen, you are not a monster, you are the only light source that illuminates me." Ye Zhuyi carefully stretched out her hands to wrap around Qin Zhizhen's waist, "I will never hide it from you anymore , can we go on forever?"

"We will." Qin Zhizhen raised his chin and rubbed against Ye Zhuyi's nose, his lips were very close, and his breath was intertwined within a few feet, "We will keep going, as long as you want."

Ye Zhuyi drowned all the answers between her lips that were pressed together, her long eyelashes trembled slightly, and the butterfly that wanted to flap its wings quietly flew into Qin Zhizhen's heart.

At nine o'clock in the morning, something broke out on the Internet again, and a new update on Qin Zhizhen's Weibo was lost in all kinds of hot news.

She said that the lost goodness has not been truly found until today.

作者有话要说：晚点捉虫感谢在2021-05-2212:54:43~2021-05-2400:46:54期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the mine: dynamic light wave biubiubiu, 1 cloud dust;

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 105 bottles of Moqi; 20 bottles of Yunchen; 15 bottles of Secondary Disease; 9 bottles in late autumn;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!