I want to be a scholar

After saying the words that were pent up in his heart, Chen Weijia felt much better in his heart, and he was no longer as depressed as he was a few days ago, and he was not in the mood to do anything.

He stood where he was, watching Wei Yao leave.

His heart was still beating wildly, stepping on the rhythm of youth, imprinting the best expectations of love when he was young.

"I fought myself

I can't figure it out, anyway, that's how it is

no more tears

How many mistakes are repeated

How much pain is not all over

I even laugh when I think about it

Youth is an experimental lesson in life

It's worth it to be wrong

Even if I sing this song one day

The eye sockets will be a little hot and humid

Sad all forgotten

I just remember this song of laughing and forgetting

That year the sky was high and the wind was clear

happy from head to toe

I have a date with you

I want to sing this song of laughing and forgetting again

The only wish in this life is to be ordinary and happy

Who says it's not great?"

——Mayday "Song of Laughing and Forgetting"

Afterwards, Chen Weijia and his teammates went to a celebration banquet hosted by the coach, and it was past six o'clock when they returned home.

He drank four bottles of beer, his ears were always red, and he was a little drunk, but his mind was still relatively clear.

As soon as he opened the door, he saw Xu Ningyi standing at the door waiting.

"Win the game?"

Chen Weijia nodded.

"Frustrated in love, proud on the court, not bad!" Xu Ningyi folded his hands on his chest, looking up and down at his son.Chen Weijia's exposed calf still has traces of the red medicine. After all, it is his own son. It is a lie to say that he doesn't feel distressed.

When Chen Weijia heard the phrase "frustrated in love", he woke up all of a sudden, took a breath, and made eye contact with Chen Yuantang vigorously after seeing him coming out of the bathroom.

Didn't you say it's okay not to tell the fuck!

Chen Yuantang showed an innocent face, he was just chatting with his wife when he was sleeping at night, remembering when they fell in love on campus, he accidentally slipped his mouth...

"Mom..." Chen Weijia squeaked in embarrassment.

Xu Ningyi turned and walked towards the hall, "Come in and talk."

With drooping shoulders, Chen Weijia followed Xu Ningyi cowardly, and sat down on the sofa.

Chen Weijia was scolded by his mother. Basically, he couldn't catch up with a girl, which was embarrassing to their family.

Wei Yao is not a girl.

Chen Weijia said silently in his heart.

He was depressed for a while, and he replied, "Didn't my dad chase you a dozen times before he caught up with you?"

Xu Ningyi just thought it was funny, "That's because your dad is stupid!"

Chen Yuantang who was shot silently left the hall and returned to the bedroom.

"I thought that your mother and I would inherit a little bit of my intelligence, but in the end I didn't even have a little bit of it! Tsk tsk tsk, I really wonder if the nurse hugged me wrong."

Chen Weijia raised his hands and made a gesture of surrender, "Okay, mom, if you really doubt whether I am your own, I will do a paternity test tomorrow, and then I will help you post on the Internet and help you find your long-lost mother." How is your own son?"

Xu Ningyi pulled out the pillow on the sofa and threw it at Chen Weijia, "You brat!"

Chen Weijia grabbed the pillow, hesitated for a long time, and asked tentatively, "Mom, what should I do if I fall in love with a boy?"

Xu Ningyi was taken aback for a while, and didn't speak for a long time.

After a long time, when Chen Weijia thought his mother had fainted from fright, Xu Ningyi finally came back to his senses and said, "You...you like a boy?"

Seeing the rare worried expression on his mother's face, Chen Weijia hastily denied it without conscience, "How can..." At the same time, sweat broke out on his head.

Xu Ningyi picked up the remote control and changed several channels, and suddenly threw the remote control on the sofa with some irritability, looking at Chen Weijia with serious eyes——

"Chen Weijia, your parents have never put any pressure on you. They just like you to grow up healthily and happily. You are also a half-grown man who is about to grow up. You must have a clear idea of ​​how you will go in the future. My own thoughts, your father and I will never interfere!"

Chen Weijia was stunned, his lips opened and closed, "Mom, you...don't be so serious."

Xu Ningyi continued, "It doesn't matter whether we will live with you in the future, whether the person who will take care of you instead of us is a man or a woman, you must remember that you will always be my son. I will respect your decision."

Chen Weijia felt a surge of emotion in his heart, always felt that his nose was sour, and his eyes seemed to be filled with tears.He took a deep breath, "Mom, I see."

For several nights in a row, Wei Yao had the same dream that was clearly and vividly remembered when he was sleeping.

In the dream, there is always a young man with a vague figure running towards him with a bright smile on his face, stopping in front of him, and stretching out his hand to Wei Yao.

In the dream, Wei Yao always looked at him blankly, trying to get rid of the blur, trying to see who he was.But no matter how much Wei Yao tried, he couldn't realize his wish, and often broke away from the dream when he was about to see clearly.

That night, Wei Yao dreamed of this situation again.

The appearance of the young man walking towards him in the dream was a little clearer than what he had seen in previous dreams. A person's name faintly floated in Wei Yao's mind, but he was unwilling to try to call out for confirmation.

Wei Yao woke up from the dream with a smile, opened his eyes just in time to see a ray of sunlight sneaking in through the gap of the unclosed curtain.

Wei Yao sat up and rubbed his eyes.

He thought about it for a long time, filtering all kinds of things about Chen Weijia in his mind over and over again.

He doesn't hate Chen Weijia, even if Chen Weijia confesses to himself rashly and regards him as an object of fantasy, but as long as he thinks of the big boy who loves to giggle on weekdays, he can't hate him.

This is the first time that someone has taken the initiative to care about him in the name of a friend; it is also the first time that someone has allowed himself to let go of all vigilance and give all his emotions to him.

But, will this be like it?

Wei Yao suppressed the smile on the corner of his mouth, and shook his head to himself, he didn't know what it was like to like someone.

Besides, can two people of the same gender really be together?

The nervous Chen Weijia can quickly accept this fact, but Wei Yao can't.

He turned around and looked at the bed. On the bedside table was a photo of Wei Yao and Lin Shuying when they went to Malaysia when they were seven years old.In the photo, the mother who held herself in her arms smiled happily.

He reached out to touch the mother in the photo, "Mom, good morning."

The author has something to say: This chapter can be said to be a transitional chapter

Basically, Wei Yao's psychology has been paved 0.0

Then Chen Weijia's mother's attitude towards Chen Weijia coming out of the closet in the future is also rough>

Maybe there will be another night when I go out to find food now~

Chen Weijia's Xueba practice diary is about to start~~~