The days of being a fake son for President Xiao

Fog, the brain is actually awake.

Why did he rush to speak the day after the drunken kiss?Why was my whole body so stiff and tense that I almost trembled when I hugged him just now?

Xiaofan gradually came to his senses and whispered, "Do you remember what happened last night?"

Xiao Zheng's expression changed, his lips were tightly pursed, and he remained silent.

Xiaofan looked into his eyes, "You want me to give up, that's why you said you want to be with Qi Yue? Are you using him as a shield?"

Xiao Zheng's face became ugly, he was silent for a long time before looking at him, and said softly: "I was drunk last night, unconscious...I also made mistakes, I apologize to you, I will try my best to Forget about this matter, don't worry about it...Fanfan, maybe the past experience...made you rely on and admire me, and you mistakenly take these as some other things emotion......"

Xiaofan lowered his head, stirred the porridge with the spoon in his hand, and made a crisp sound when the spoon touched the bowl wall. He suddenly raised his head to look into Xiao Zheng's eyes, and said calmly and firmly: "I'm an adult, I know what I want I like whatever I want! I just like you! I love you hopelessly!"

Xiao Zheng's face froze, and it took a long time before he spoke, "We are father and son in name, and there is only this relationship. You have suffered a lot since you were a child, and then you missed it for many years by accident, brother I have always felt guilty about this, and I especially want to make it up to you, I have always regarded you as my most beloved brother, I only have family affection for you, and I have no thoughts of surpassing it."

From Xiao Zheng's own ears, he said that the meticulousness of these years was all due to guilt and compensation. Xiaofan's heart was gouged into pieces, his chest was sore, his eyes became hot, tears welled up, and fell into the porridge bowl , After a long time, he suddenly raised his head and looked at him with tears in his eyes, his voice choked up: "You are lying! You obviously have feelings for me! Even if you are drunk like that, you still know me! You still praise me for being good-looking! I kiss you and you will respond ! Why don't you admit it?"

Xiao Zheng pressed the center of his eyebrows, and said wearily: "Fanfan, I would not refuse someone who was a little bit pretty under the circumstances at that time. My brother is not as noble as you imagined. I am really sorry!"

Xiaofan was so sad that he couldn't help himself, staring at the gradually thinning mist of millet porridge with teary eyes, biting his lips tightly.He didn't believe that his brother was a sanctimonious hypocrite, and everything he said now was an excuse for his evasion.

Xiao Zheng looked at his expression, and said after deliberation: "You have had few friends since childhood, and you are all boys, and Ning Yan and Ye Jinxuan are... You may mistakenly think that you are interested in boys, and you will immediately Going to college, you can make more friends, try to date girls, maybe after a while, you will gradually forget...Of course I am not discriminating against homosexuals, I hope you Don't make rash decisions about your feelings and sexuality."

Seeing him nagging and wanting to convince himself, Xiaofan felt a burst of sadness in his heart, he was determined to draw a clear line with himself, he felt his throat tighten, and more tears came out, sobbing.

Xiao Zheng was a little at a loss, "Fanfan, I don't dislike you, it's just that you always rely on me like this, which is not good for you. My friend, my education method is wrong, Qi Yue reminded me earlier."

It's that lingering trash again!A wave of anger ignited in Xiaofan's chest, and he glared at Xiao Zheng and roared, "He's trying to drive a wedge between you! He's been trying to drive me away from you for a long time!"

Xiao Zheng frowned and stared at Xiaofan speechlessly. After a while, he said helplessly: "Fanfan, I understand your psychology of monopolizing me, which is the same as many children's psychology of wanting to monopolize their parents. Qi The more it is not what you imagined, he often praised you in front of me, and said more than once that he wanted to take care of you with me."

Xiaofan didn't know how to explain, she lowered her head in despair, tears kept falling down.Xiao Zheng didn't believe him, he was completely defeated, he was not Qi Yue's opponent at all, he was angry and wronged, but there was nothing he could do, he could only keep his head down and cry non-stop.

Xiao Zheng didn't know what to do for a while, looked at him with complicated eyes for a while, got up and handed him a hot towel, and said softly: "Brother is going to the company, he has some business to deal with, you should calm down at home... Brother, I promise you won't be any different from before because of this...don't be angry with brother, okay?"

Xiaofan tightly clutched the hot towel, did not speak, tears rolled down.

Xiao Zheng sighed softly, stopped at the door, turned his head and glanced at the twitching little sail, "I'm more serious with Qi Yue, I hope you can let go of your prejudice against him, brother, I believe you can do well Get along."

The door was gently closed, only the sound of Xiaofan sobbing was left in the room.

Sitting in the car, Xiao Zheng rubbed his temples with mixed feelings.He clearly understood in his heart that a child like Xiaofan has suffered a lot since he was a child. He has suffered too much exclusion and is lonely. For children of the same age, the innate love from parents and the warmth of friends are a luxury for him, so he is extremely short of love in his heart. .

Because of this, because his heart was extremely poor, his appearance brought him enough warmth and support, and those inadvertent kindnesses nourished his heart little by little, and soon took root and sprouted, growing into a towering tree with luxuriant branches and leaves.

He doesn't doubt Xiaofan's love and dependence on him, but this love is too hot and heavy, for him who is playing in the world, he can't stand it and dare not provoke him.

He must make him give up completely quickly, accurately and ruthlessly. Although the process is painful, short-term pain is worse than long-term pain. He is still so young and full of vigor, and he will meet the person who will take care of his sincerity with all his strength.

He thought for a while in the car, and could vaguely hear a few whimpers seeping from the house.He clenched his fists tightly, feeling a little worried after all, so he called Ning Yan and asked him to come and accompany Xiaofan.

When Ning Yan arrived, he was shocked to see Xiaofan's eyes were red and swollen as big as walnuts.

Xiaofan was also stunned for a while when he saw Ning Yan, seeing his haggard mask and thick bruises under his eyes, he asked him: "What's wrong with you?"

Ning Yan didn't answer, he turned around and took an ice towel to give him a cold compress.Xiao Zheng told him the truth on the phone, he wanted to comfort him but didn't know where to start, so he gently covered his eyes with his hands and feet.

For a moment the room fell silent again.

Xiaofan's mood gradually calmed down, and after reacting for a while, he pushed away the towel covering his eyes, opened his eyes, looked at him and asked tentatively, "Is it because of Ye Jinxuan?"

Ning Yan didn't answer, turned around and went to the bathroom and twisted the towel over his eyes again.

Xiaofan grabbed his wrist and whispered, "If you regret it, go to him, don't worry too much, there are not many people in this world who can meet two people who really love each other."

Ning Yan frowned, hearing the helplessness in his words, and whispered: "He and I are in the best condition right now."

When Xiao Zheng came back at night, Ning Yan sat on the sofa and told him calmly that Xiaofan had returned to Linjiacun.

98

Xiaofan's plan to return to Lin's Village was not a temporary idea. He originally planned to go back to Lin's Village with a new identity after he was with Xiao Zheng, and visit Grandpa Lin's grave.

Just like bringing a boyfriend home for his parents to review, he wanted to take Xiao Zheng to Grandpa Lin's cemetery and tell him solemnly that he was admitted to the ideal university and found the person he loves the most in the world.

Xiao Zheng was very popular with Grandpa Lin in the past. When he and Xiao Zheng got together, Grandpa Lin would definitely smile and bless him in the sky.

He thought so beautifully, but the reality quickly poured cold water on him from head to toe.

Sitting on the hard-seat train going back, Xiaofan leaned on the back of the chair, feeling very dazed.It was pitch black outside the window, the green leather car was rattling and moving slowly, the air in the compartment was dull and dirty, and the seats were cold and hard.

He had been spoiled by Xiao Zheng, and he couldn't help frowning at the slightest bit of suffering, the stuffy environment almost made him suffocate.

Taking a few deep breaths, trying to get used to it, Xiaofan couldn't help shaking his head and spurning himself.

Three years ago, my young self was also on this train, and he set foot on the road to City A for the first time. Although he was burdened with huge debts at the time, he was full of hope and full of ambition. The memory is still fresh.

But today, full of desolation, with a broken heart, he returned to his hometown in a state of embarrassment.

He looked out of the gray window, at this time, Xiao Zheng should go home, how would he react if he found himself leaving without saying a word?Will you be in a hurry?Will you be angry?

Xiaofan's mind was uncontrollably thinking, his mobile phone was turned off before boarding the train, even if Xiao Zheng really cared about him and wanted to call him, Xiaofan would not be able to find out.

As he wished, give each other enough space and distance to calm down.Xiaofan has never been a character who would take the initiative to fight for him, he would take it if he gave it to him, and he would not take it if he didn't give it to him. He had used all the courage in his life to confess to Xiao Zheng, and ended in failure. Pleading with a shy face, besides hurting his self-esteem too much, more importantly, he didn't want to disturb the other party.

Just like a snail cautiously stretched out its tentacles to test, but was stung hard, the shadow left behind has been with him ever since, and finally he can only shrink back into the shell, never daring to try again.

At the same time, in the brightly lit Xiao's villa, Ning Yan took the words and left.

Xiao Zheng completely panicked, it was already ten o'clock in the evening, Xiaofan was alone, Lin's village was thousands of miles away, and it was a village where dirty things gathered, he was worried