Only because of you

A group of people were dull and speechless, they took Shu Qingqian back to Shu's house, and the atmosphere in Shu's house was very heavy when they learned what had happened.

Shu Qinghan and Shu Jing had already successfully obtained Chaos, and when they returned from the Ten Thousand Nightmare Cave, they immediately turned pale when they heard the news.Although Shu Qinghan has not been in contact with them for a long time, she understands the importance of Mo Jun to her cousin, and cares about her heart. If she is Shu Jing, she is afraid that life would be worse than death.

Shu Jing also couldn't believe that such a stunning person had just fallen away. Seeing that Shu Qinghan's expression was not good, she hurriedly leaned over, and the two looked at each other, full of heaviness and compassion.

Xia Xinyan and Wen Yun'er still can't believe that it will end like this. Originally, they thought that when the matter was over, they could leave with peace of mind and return to the lower realm.But now that something like this happened, they couldn't let her go alone no matter what.With the help of Shu Xiao, she got in touch with Xia Jusheng and told him the whole story.

Xia Jucheng was silent for a long time, then sighed deeply: "You don't have to worry about this place, everything is fine with us, just stay with Qian'er well."

At this time, the Shu family was feeling uncomfortable and worried, and they didn't know what Shu Qingqian would look like when he woke up.

Time never stops for a moment because of everyone's sorrow, and more than a month has passed in the blink of an eye.But this month has been extremely difficult for Xia Xinyan and the others, except for the scene of the tragic battle that flashed up from time to time, stabbing their hearts a few times, and Shu Qingqian has been in a coma for more than a whole month. movement.

Shu Xiao and the others almost fed the panacea all over, but they never saw her open her eyes.

Compared with the situation of the Shu family, Liushang City is full of joy and laughter. The demise of Mo Yuan has caused the demons to retreat steadily, and now they are all wiped out.But no one knows the tragedy and cost of that battle, and only those who have experienced it have not been able to get out of the grief so far.

For more than a month, Xia Xinyan and the others took turns to take care of Shu Qingqian, waiting for her to wake up in this endless suffering.This early in the morning, Xia Xinyan and Wen Yun'er opened the door to look at Shu Qingqian, but what they saw was the empty bed.Xia Xinyan's complexion changed, and she hurriedly said: "Where is the person? Where did Qianqian go!"

Wen Yun'er was stunned for a moment, and said with joy, "Could it be that Sister Shu woke up?" She stretched out her hand and touched the bed, "It's still hot, she must have just woken up not long ago?"

Xia Xinyan was overwhelmed with surprise, she pulled Wen Yun'er and ran away: "Let's go find her!"

The two walked through several corridors in the backyard, and saw Shu Qingqian sitting at a stone table next to a rockery.

At this time, she was wearing plain clothes, with her waist-length black hair casually draped behind her back.In the past month or so, she has lost a lot of weight, and her slender waist is bound by a white belt.The morning twilight is soft and bright, falling on her pale side face, making her a little weak.The sun that fell on her was very bright, but it seemed that there was no warmth at all.At this moment, Shu Qingqian who was sitting there was as silent as a puppet.

Xia Xinyan and Wen Yun'er's eyes were a little red, and they sat quietly beside her with patience.But Shu Qingqian was still in a daze, as if she didn't notice the arrival of the two of them at all.

Xia Xinyan called softly: "Qianqian?"

Shu Qingqian's eyelashes trembled, she turned her head slightly, and her empty eyes came into focus. She looked at the people around her with blank eyes, "Xinyan, Yun'er, why are you here?" Then she frowned. Frowning, he said in confusion, "No, you are here, but...but shouldn't we be in the endless sea?"

Xia Xinyan's eyes flashed, and she said anxiously: "Qianqian, do you remember the endless sea?"

"Why don't you remember? No, I...I always feel that I have forgotten a lot of things, and I can't connect many memories." She had a painful expression and frowned.

Xia Xinyan said softly: "Don't worry, something happened to you before, you were injured by your sea of ​​consciousness, and you have been in a coma for more than a month. I'm afraid you forgot something. This is normal."

"I was hurt, how could I be hurt?"

Xia Xinyan was a little sluggish, Wen Yun'er said cautiously: "Sister Shu, do you remember Mo Yuan?"

"Mo Yuan? I remember, he is...he is" She suddenly felt that she didn't know how to describe him, and finally whispered: "I only know that he is not a good person, but I don't remember why he is not a good person."

Because they expected such a result in advance, they also thought of countermeasures.All the fragments related to Mo Jun in Shu Qing's Sea of ​​Consciousness were sealed, and naturally many things were also forgotten.She gave her the answer discussed by everyone before, and said it to her after consideration, and the matter of meeting Mo Jun was basically blurred.The memory occupied by Mo Jun is too important, they can't get over it at all, and no one can make up for that hole.

At first, Shu Qingqian was still eager to hear them tell her about the things she had forgotten, but later she found that what Xia Xinyan said was still loopholes, and many of them were vague, so she finally recovered her indifference, staring blankly. listen.

Xia Xinyan and the others naturally also found out, she looked straight at Shu Qingqian, and said in a low voice: "Qianqian, I understand how you feel now, but there must be a reason for forgetting many things, so there are some things that I can't agree with. You make it clear, and there are many things we don't know. But you have to trust us, we are your best friends and will not harm you, so don't think too much, maybe one day you will remember it yourself, okay?"

Shu Qingqian looked at the anxious and sad eyes of the two, lowered her eyes, smiled slightly, and nodded.

The atmosphere suddenly became silent, and Shu Qingqian began to be in a daze again, her eyes were lifeless, pale and lonely.Xia Xinyan couldn't stand her like this, so she forced a smile and said: "Qianqian, your mother and Aunt Yue don't know you're awake? I... I'll go find them, Yun'er..."

Wen Yuner naturally sensed Xia Xinyan's emotions, she said softly: "It's okay, you go, I will stay here with Sister Shu." Looking at Xia Xinyan who left in a hurry, and then at the expressionless Shu Qingqian, with sad eyes.

The people who got the news rushed over quickly, with mixed faces of sadness and joy, surrounded Shu Qingqian and kept asking her about her physical condition, but then they were extremely cautious when speaking, for fear of mentioning things that shouldn't be said.

Seeing the greetings from all relatives, Shu Qing finally had some expression on her face, but it was also very indifferent.She could sense their cautious tone, and even the unconcealed worry and pity in their eyes.She knew it had something to do with what she had forgotten, but she also knew that it was impossible to find the answer from them, but she was afraid of hurting their hearts, so she forced herself to face each other.

Shu Qingqian's waking up finally made the Shu family happy, but it still made people worry.They began to find that Shu Qingqian was becoming more and more reticent, and her emotions were less to be photographed.The old Shu Qing smiled softly and elegantly, like a spring breeze blowing to the bottom of my heart, making people very comfortable.But now, no matter how much Xia Xinyan made her happy these days, the only trace of her smile never reached her eyes, nor did she see any joy.

Although Shen Mowan and the others were heartbroken, there was nothing they could do.Ever since the traces of Mo Jun were erased from Shu Qingqian's memory, they understood that her soul, her emotions, emotions, and emotions were also erased together.Although she is still alive, she is only alive.

There is also Shu Qingqian who is suffering in the same way. These days, she sees the people around her being cautious about her, and she is afraid of saying something wrong.Mother, Aunt Yue's eyes are full of worry, Xinyan Yun'er forced her to laugh, trying her best to make her happy, she is not indifferent in her heart, she also wants to respond to them, but she is so tired, even laughing is extremely tiring .No matter how hard she tried, she always felt that her own pain was very painful.But what made her most powerless was that she didn't know why she was in pain at all. This kind of pain that she couldn't find or touch made her sleepless and restless.

She could feel a big hole in her heart, a big hole was left inside, and it was still cold, so desolate and desolate.As time went by, this feeling became stronger, and when she dreamed back in the middle of the night, she would always see another self in her dream.At that time, she was like a bystander, watching that extremely vivid self talking to another person.That self often showed sweetness and joy on his face, and his smile was extremely joyful, which made Shu Qingqian extremely surprised.How could I show such an expression!What made her even more curious was who could make her so happy.But no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't hear what they were saying, nor could she see the person opposite her.

During these days, she often immersed herself in her own world, grabbing the only little picture in her dream and constantly recalling it, in order to seek some comfort.She also began to understand that there was one person she should have forgotten, the one who had spoken to her.

In the deep night, Shu Qingqian, who was lost in thought, finally came back to her senses.Fingers caressed the jade pendant at her waist inadvertently. Holding the jade pendant, she couldn't help thinking that when she asked Xinyan about its origin, she only said that someone gave it to her, but she refused to say who it was.Moreover, it was clearly a sacred artifact, but she couldn't open it. What was even more strange was, what kind of person in this world would give her the sacred artifact?

Rubbing her head, she stopped thinking about those.When I was about to rest, I saw the storage bag on the bedside.She knew this was hers, and she hadn't touched it for several months.She thought about it, reached out to take it, went in with her spiritual sense, and suddenly stopped, her eyes fell on a white dress neatly stacked inside.

She took it out, and what caught her eyes was an unfinished coat, which was exquisite in pattern, and she recognized that it was made by herself.Looking at the clothes carefully, the size and style were not her own, and no one close to her was wearing white clothes. A tall white figure flashed in her mind, but disappeared in an instant!She paused, but couldn't hold on anymore, but she understood that the owner of this dress must be the person she couldn't see in her dream, and it was a woman.If he can make clothes for her, then the relationship between this person and her must be very close.But she can't remember such a close person, why don't mother and others let her remember?Also, it's been so long, why didn't that person come to see her?Thinking of this, her heart suddenly ached, with soreness and grievances, and finally found that she was shedding tears all over her face.

She wiped her eyes, and continued to flip through, but saw many small ice sculptures in a cold place, and she took them out one by one, including herself of all ages, You Xinyan, and Aunt Yue.Mother kissed them, each of them was lifelike, which shows the level of the sculptor.Then her mind suddenly flashed, and she started searching again, and found two more ice paintings.In one of them, there was a woman, and that woman leaned over and pressed on a half-dressed woman, and that woman was obviously herself!

She only felt her brain explode with a bang, her eyes were dark, and the sharp pain inside made her cry out in pain, and she almost threw away the ice painting in her hand, but she held it back!After placing the painting, she curled up on the ground with her head in her arms, clenched her teeth, and endured the severe pain.It wasn't until the clothes on her body were soaked with sweat that she lay down on the ground like a collapse, and then fell into the darkness in a daze...

The next morning, Shen Mowan walked towards Shu Qingqian's room.As soon as she stepped on the steps, Shu Qingqian opened the door, but she looked haggard and pale, as if she had been hit, she looked very weak.

Shen Mowan felt anxious, and instantly flashed over to support her, and said anxiously: "Qian'er, what's wrong with you, why did you become like this?"

Shu Qingqian looked up at her, then shook her head, "Mother, I'm fine, it's just that I had a nightmare last night, and I'm a little tired today."

Shen Mowan touched her head, and said in a worried voice: "Why are you having nightmares? You don't look good, and since you're tired and going to take a rest, mother will watch over you, so you won't have nightmares again."

Shu Qingqian looked at Shen Mowan, her eyes suddenly became sore, she endured it, and said, "I don't want to sleep, I want to go out for a walk."

Shen Mowan's face brightened, "Really? You've been bored for more than two months, so it's fine to go out for a walk. How about letting Xinyan Yun'er go with you?"

"Mother, it's not easy for them these days, just let them rest. I'm not a child, so don't worry."

"Just?" Shen Mowan felt a little worried, but just in time to see Xia Xinyan and the two coming over.

"Qianqian, Yun'er and I have been in the Upper Realm for so long and haven't gone out to play. How can you enjoy yourself alone without us, we are going too, you can't refuse!" Xia Xinyan has always been like this these days Talking to Shu Qingqian in this state, and although Shu Qingqian has changed a lot, her soft-hearted temper has not changed at all, and Xia Xinyan finally couldn't bear it, and nodded in agreement.

The three of them walked leisurely all the way, walking around in Liushang City.The huge Liushang City has long since returned to calm, and the streets are bustling with people and bustling.

Xia Xinyan and Wen Yun'er have never come out to play, so they are very happy.Just worried about Shu Qingqian, suppressed her playfulness and followed her, buying some gadgets from time to time to make her happy.Although she still didn't have much expression, there was some emotion in her eyes, which made Xia Xinyan and the others feel very relieved.

The three of them walked through two long streets, but Shu Qingqian, who was walking in front, suddenly stopped, and her gaze fell into the distance.

Xia Xinyan and Wen Yun'er also stopped when they saw this, Shu Qingqian never stopped other than waiting for them along the way.The two hurriedly followed her gaze and looked over, there was nothing special about it, it was just a small stall.Xia Xinyan carefully judged, and Wen Yun'er looked at each other, and both saw a snare drum on it.Wen Yun'er made a gesture, and Xia Xinyan immediately stepped forward knowingly, pointing to the small drum and asked, "Shopkeeper, how do you sell this drum?"

Shu Qingqian stared at her blankly, and echoed in her ears, "Shopkeeper, how do you sell this drum?" The voice was cold and sweet, lingering in her ears over and over again, making her heart clenched tightly.She watched Xia Xinyan stuff the drum into her hand with a smile on her face in a daze, "Qianqian, this is for you."

She looked straight at the vermilion rattle, nodded, and then walked forward slowly, shaking her hands lightly, the sound of the drum reverberating in the bustling crowd, ethereal and lonely.