Abandoned Emperor of Transmigration

Chapter 74【The confusion of love】

The next morning after knowing the truth, the little mother-in-law passed away.

Xuan Le couldn't tell what was going on in her heart, and she couldn't fall asleep after getting the news, so she just put on her clothes and got up and walked to the courtyard where Ziqing lived.

The courtyard where Ziqing lived was arranged in the Shuiyan Palace, and a group of guards stood guard outside. When they saw the emperor coming, they quickly knelt down and saluted, and the attendants who took care of Ziqing in the courtyard also ran out in fright. Ziqing was awakened.

Zi Qing who opened the door and came out to greet her was still so beautiful, her black hair was loose in her back, her complexion was rosy because she just woke up, her eyes were a little tired, as soon as she saw Xuan Le when she went out, she knelt down and saluted.

"Get up." Xuan Le didn't help him, turned his eyes around him, and said lightly: "I lost weight."

Ziqing stood up, smiled wryly, "Thank you, Your Majesty, for your concern."

The two just stood at the door and stared at each other, Xuan Le remembered that Ziqing was standing in the morning sunlight waiting for him to have breakfast together, and Xuan Le was chatting with him in his room at night.

So natural, so casual, but now there is a gap between the two of them.Xuan Le didn't want to bridge this gap. It would be ridiculous to forcibly change a person's thinking. What he wanted was understanding and tolerance to take a step back.

Ziqing moved out of the way, "Please, Your Majesty."

Xuan Le groaned, asked the attendant to wait outside, and entered Ziqing's room alone.

These days, many people in the harem don't know Ziqing's identity. They only know that there is a beautiful woman living in the Shuiyun Palace for no reason, and she is still a man. After coming and going, the taste changed. Many people thought that Ziqing might be the emperor's male favourite.

"I came to see Master Ziqing early in the morning, it's really loving!"

"Isn't it? After the emperor recovered from his illness, he was so busy that he finally got some free time and came to visit Master Ziqing immediately. If you ask me, there is almost no one in the harem who can match the status of Master Ziqing!"

"Two days ago, the emperor sent Concubine Jing and Concubine Chen away, Concubine Ming came once and never came again, and Concubine Zhao, it is said that she sent someone to intercede with Master Gu, the Emperor actually did not come again. Master Gu didn't even give him any face!"

The chattering discussions in private were very lively, but in the room, the person concerned didn't know about it at all.

In fact, when it comes to Concubine Zhao, Xuan Le is really wronged.Concubine Zhao was looking for Gu Rong solely because of her missing elder brother Sen Hui. Before Sen Hui and Xiao Feng went to look for Xuan Le, they were attacked by Xuan She. On the way back, Xuan Le and the others met Xiao who was looking for others. wind.

How should Xuan Le say this?We can only send Gu Rong to say that he is still on a mission and has not come back, so that Concubine Zhao can rest assured.

Gu Rong had already sent someone to help Xiao Feng find someone, but there was no news back for a while, and it was useless to be anxious.

Concubine Zhao stands out among the concubines in the harem. She has a dull personality and doesn't like to get along with others. She likes to be alone and do what she likes. She writes poems, draws pictures, plays the piano, and raises a bunch of messy animals in the yard. Small animals.

Because of Sen Hui's backing, the other concubines didn't dare to take her seriously, but secretly laughed at her, saying that she deliberately made it for the emperor to see, but it's a pity that the emperor didn't like this, if it wasn't for the sake of Mr. Gu, How could she give Concubine Zhao a smile?

Is this saying that you can’t eat grapes and let’s not mention the sour grapes? In the eyes of everyone in the harem, this concubine Zhao has never taken the initiative to find the emperor, so this time there are many people secretly watching the fun, Some watched Concubine Zhao being devastated, and some simply watched the excitement.

After all, the emperor is no better than he was back then, but now he is very popular among women.

And Zi Qing, who appeared for no reason, was naturally followed by everyone in the harem, who thought he was a vixen, and secretly cursed at him a lot.

Ziqing has been trapped in the courtyard, so naturally she doesn't know what's going on outside.The person who served him was cautious and wanted to say a few words, but Ziqing had no intention of answering the words, and there was no communication over time. This huge courtyard often seemed to have the illusion that only Ziqing was there.

Everything in the house is complete, and it is also very clean.

Xuan Le lifted his robe and sat down on the couch, then let Ziqing sit down, Ziqing brought him tea, and then sat down on the opposite chair.

"Are you feeling better?" Xuan Le asked casually.

"Thanks to the emperor's blessing, it's much better." Ziqing hesitated, pinching her fingers together, and asked after a while: "Bai Xiao...he..."

"His name is Changsun Xuanshe." Xuan Le reminded him.

"...But in the hearts of the grass people, he is just Bai Xiao." Zi Qing lowered her head, unable to see the expression on her face, "Xuan She...is the prince alright?"

"Prince Pardon, I plan to give him the title after a while, what do you think?"

"……Good."

Xuan Le propped up one cheek and looked at him, "What's so good about him?"

"?" Ziqing was taken aback, and raised her head to look at Xuan Le, who was sitting with her back to the window, the morning light shone dimly on his body, bringing out a thin layer of fur.

His outline is so similar to Xuan She's, but it is very different. Xuan Le looks delicate and gentle like this, with a faint crease between his brows, obviously he has something on his mind.

"If the emperor falls in love with someone one day, he will naturally know." Ziqing looked at him and said, "There is no reason, I just think he is good, everywhere is good."

"...He promised to be the King of Shezheng, will you still follow him? He used you, the ground snake, and the members of Baitiao who were caught by us. Your efforts have all turned into empty joy one game."

Ziqing shook her head, "Caomin thinks this is a good thing. Caomin is different from them, and did not join Baitiao with hatred. There may be something worthy of sympathy in Caomin's life experience, but it is Caomin's own life, and it is also his own choice. Caomin Joining Bai Ti was just out of curiosity at first, and then he was attracted by Bai...His Highness Shezheng, so he followed him all the time. From Cao Min's point of view...whatever he does, Cao Min will do, and if he wants to give up, Cao Min will give up. "

"What about the others?" Xuan Le looked at him, "You fling your sleeves and leave, what are the rest of you going to do? Don't be silly, I can't get used to it."

Ziqing was silent for a while, then said: "Your Majesty, I want to ask you a question."

Xuan Le raised her eyebrows, "Say."

"Is there any way in this world to make everyone happy?"

Xuan Le was taken aback, stared at Zi Qing for a moment, and said thoughtfully, "No."

"Since there is no, everyone's suffering is different. Some people will be upright and kind-hearted people no matter how painful they are, while some people can hurt others just by encountering a little injustice. Do you think the relationship between this Equal? ​​Who can save them?"

Xuan Le picked up the teacup and took a sip of tea, gently rubbed the lid with her fingers, "The only ones who can save them are themselves."

Ziqing breathed a sigh of relief, "The emperor is willing to try his best to change the general environment of this world, which is already a very good thing, and the rest should be chosen by us...or they themselves. The prince who pardoned the government has done some wrong things , if he can make amends now, I will support him, and I will tell other Baitiao people the same."

"You can accept it, but others may not." Xuan Le narrowed his eyes, "But let me stand on your point of view, I agree with your idea, you remind me of a saying that the world often says."

Ziqing looked at him puzzled, and Xuan Le said meaningfully: "Most of the happiness in the world is the same, but each misfortune is different in its own way."

Xuan Le sighed, changed the subject and said, "How did Xuan She deal with the people who were sent to find me?"

"It was just wounded." Ziqing said, "I didn't kill them, let them go."

Xuan Le asked again: "Do you know Gu Zhan?"

Ziqing was taken aback, "Gu Guoxiang's grandson?"

"Yes, the night the Prime Minister died, he ran away, didn't he go with you?"

"No..." Zi Qing frowned, "Bai...the reason why King Shezheng murdered the Prime Minister of the country was because he was also the chief culprit who killed Wang Shezheng's mother. The king himself let him go."

"Why let him go?" Xuan Le frowned.

"Gu Zhan is not very old, maybe it reminds the prince of himself. Watching his family members die tragically is not a good memory. He wants Gu Zhan to know this pain."

It is more painful and painful to live than to die.

Xuan Le's brows twitched. To be honest, his elder brother's psychological problem is a bit serious. As far as the treatment is concerned, it may be difficult to achieve a significant effect in a short period of time.

"After letting him go, King Shezheng sent people to follow him, but they lost contact later." Ziqing shook her head, "We don't know where he went."

"Missing?" Xuan Le narrowed his eyes, tapped his fingers on his knees, "Last question."

Ziqing didn't understand, so she just nodded, "Excuse me, Your Majesty."

"If I want to pardon the king and get married immediately, what should you do?"

Ziqing's face turned pale.

The feelings in Xuan Le's heart are very complicated. He feels that he still has nostalgia for Zi Qing, but he can't tell whether it is sympathy, pity, or just because he is used to having good feelings, so he has good feelings.

The little mother-in-law's feelings have given him a big impact. If the feelings of Ji Xing are giving without expecting anything in return, Ziqing is the courage to follow until death, and the little mother-in-law's feelings are strong and plain waiting.

Xuan Le didn't know if the little mother-in-law had told Yumei her heart, but when the person she kept in her heart was gone, what she did was not hysteria, revenge, or love, but an ordinary life. , help that person take care of the flowers in the garden, clean up her favorite study room, sit on the chair in the study room, and recall that person's voice and smile.

Xuan Le has always been confused about what her sexual orientation is, because she has no memory of herself, the more she thinks about it, the more confused she becomes.When he fell in love with Ziqing, he was caught off guard. He never expected that he would fall in love with a man. Later, he comforted himself, probably because Ziqing was so beautiful that she couldn't look like a man.

But what about Yu Ziwen?

No matter how much he deceived himself, he knew how indulgent and tolerant Yu Ziwen was towards him. In fact, according to their own relationship, it was simply unreasonable for Yu Ziwen to turn a blind eye to him in many places.

Is Yu Ziwen letting the tiger go back to the mountain?Are you digging your own pit and burying yourself?Or are you so egotistical that you feel like you're not a threat at all?

He used to think it was the last one, but the actions of the little mother-in-law and Ziqing suddenly woke him up, making him understand that there is another possibility - reluctance.

All helplessness, annoyance, sorrow, contradictions, self-deception and pretense are all nothing but reluctance.

Yu Ziwen or Ziqing, who is more important to him now?If you have to make a comparison, Xuan Le has to admit that Yu Ziwen's sense of presence is much higher than Ziqing's.

He always wanted to ignore this matter. He felt that Yu Ziwen would always get tired of it, and he also felt that when he stood up and became the master, the relationship between the two would change, at least they would be on equal footing, maybe they would become friends by then, or ally.

He arranged countless possibilities for himself, but he was unwilling to face up to the only one.

Yu Ziwen is the emperor of the Yu Kingdom. He has to inherit the country and have heirs. He and the eldest grandson Xuan Le bear the same fate.

Xuan Le didn't want to be hypocritical on purpose, to think about some bright and sad things provocatively, and she didn't want to write a poem right away to express how people in the past looked at you more than once, Barabara.

He just felt a little empty after hearing the news of his little mother-in-law's death.He had only met his little mother-in-law for half an hour, and they shouldn't have had any sympathy, but he couldn't help thinking of Yu Ziwen.

Yumei is from Yu Country, and she is burdened with the great task of inquiring about news, but in the end she gave up her responsibility because of love. The little mother-in-law, as a native of Xuan Country, betrayed her own country for Yumei, carefully covering her up and making excuses for her, but I want to see her smile more and stay with her for a while longer.

It is uncertain whether the little mother-in-law felt happy or pained when Yumei was cast into the cold palace.But the end result was that she lost perhaps the only person she ever loved in this life.

Love has no gender, it doesn't matter whether it's a man or a woman, it's a pity that so many people miss it, but you can't say they are wrong.

What about him and Yu Ziwen?Should it be a pity to miss it, or should...

Xuan Le sat on the couch in a daze for a long time, and Yu Ziwen's face was ups and downs in his mind, for a while it was his deliberately malicious appearance, for a while it was his doting smile, and for a while it was his thick and sexy face. gasp...

Until Ziqing said: "If he is willing, I will not object, if he is not willing, I will not allow the emperor to interfere with his happiness!"

Xuan Le recovered and looked at Zi Qing with a complicated expression, "If I say, I like you, and I want to marry you into the palace, as long as you nod, I will fulfill all Xuan She's wishes and make him happy for the rest of his life. How about it?"

Ziqing smiled and shook her head, "Why does the emperor make fun of me? This matter itself is not established."

"Why?" Xuan Le was taken aback, "Can you still resist my decision?"

"It's not resistance." Zi Qing said: "The emperor will not deliberately choose unfortunate things, nor will he do things that force others, and besides, Emperor Yu will not agree."

"Yu Ziwen? It's none of his business!" Xuan Le jumped up as if he had been poked by something, "Okay, why did you mention him?"

"..." Ziqing looked at him, as if she was sure that Xuan Le wasn't joking on purpose, and then said: "The emperor has always been afraid of him, but in the eyes of Cao Min, the current emperor has no need to be afraid of him."

"Since when have I been afraid of him!" Xuan Le roared angrily.

"That's really not scary." Ziqing curled her lips, "You just subconsciously didn't want to push him away."

Xuan Le was stunned suddenly.

The author has something to say: Let’s straighten out the relationship between these two first XD~PS: Catch bugs~