Abandoned Emperor of Transmigration

Chapter 54【The Real Sense of Failure】

"Why do you ask that all of a sudden?"

"...just... curious." Xuan Le didn't know how she asked this sentence, she seemed to say it subconsciously, but after she said it, she felt relieved, and finally... asked ah.

Who did Xuan Le like in her previous life? Whether she liked the same sex or the opposite sex has long been mosaiced in the system, and she can't remember anything. Do you have any love experience, have you ever loved someone hysterically, or been hurt? , all do not remember.

Think about it, some things really cannot be decided by hard work or will. What if he once had someone who loved him very much?What if he was even married and had a wonderful family?But being brainwashed by the system, there is not even a trace of love or affection left, so that's the way things like feelings are.

He glanced at Yu Ziwen again, remembering Yu Ziwen's domineering kiss, picked up the tea bowl and took a few sips as if covering it up, pursing the corners of his mouth.

Ziqing stared at Xuan Le for a while, he always felt that he couldn't figure out what this young man was thinking, and now he thought so even more.He is very interested in every move this young man usually shows. He has an intuition that if he can let this person join Baitiao, there will be unexpected surprises, and maybe it will help that person.

He slowly put away the dagger, straightened his sleeves, and said as if the threat just now hadn't happened at all: "There are people I like...."

Xuan Le groaned, he couldn't tell whether he was lost or frustrated, he wasn't even sure if he was broken in love, but he was sure that he did have a crush on Ziqing.

But Ziqing was obviously not like that to himself, and he could tell the difference anyway.Therefore, it is also a good thing to cut off this undeserved relationship earlier before sinking deeper.

He sighed, but said not too surprised: "What kind of person is he? Can you tell me about it?"

"Is this also out of curiosity?" Ziqing raised one corner of her mouth and looked at him with a half-smile, "If I tell you, will you join Baiti?"

"Maybe." Xuan Le tilted her head, "It depends on my mood."

"Heh." Ziqing couldn't help laughing, covered the corners of her mouth and narrowed her eyes, looked at Xuan Le for a moment as if admiring something rare, and then said: "It's okay to tell you, if you join my Baiti, this is everyone Everything you know."

"Oh?" Xuan Le was taken aback, "A person from Baitiao?"

"It's the leader."

leader?The leader of Bai Tiao... Isn't that... Bai Xiao? !

Xuan Le thought of everything that man did to get rid of him, every step of the way, every step was a trap.He still has a shadow in his heart. If it wasn't for the self-contained system, it is conceivable that the real Xuan Le would have died [-] times.

Xuan Le shook her hand, and slammed the teacup back on the table.Some tea spilled out, Ziqing looked at him in surprise, "What?"

"...Why him?"

"What's the reason?" Ziqing smiled lazily, resting her chin on one hand, her gaze fell to a corner of the table, "I like it if I like it, there are not so many reasons, and I already liked it when I recovered."

"So you joined Baiti for him...? You did so much for him? Even at the expense of..."

Xuan Le didn't finish his sentence, but he couldn't say the words "belittle yourself".

But Ziqing seemed to be able to guess what he was going to say, and tapped her finger on the teacup lightly, "No, I fell in love with him only after I joined and got to know him. At first I was just bored, doing everything was boring. It's also very boring. After my parents and younger siblings can live a good life, I don't know why I still live. People... Sometimes I need a pillar, whatever it is, a flower, a piece of grass, even if it's just plain. As long as you have a little bit of obsession with strangers who pass by, a little bit is enough to support you to keep going."

Xuan Le can understand his thoughts, his current pillar is to reach the full level, complete the task, and then leave this place, where should he go.

Ziqing said: "Joining Baitiao is just a coincidence, I was invited by Earth Snake."

Ground snake? !Xuan Le never expected it to be like this, and was a little bit lost for a moment.

"The ground snake is a white-crowded man. It is said that the master who has always been loyal to him is the leader. There is nothing wrong with him being a villain, but his loyalty is real. At first, I wondered why the leader who almost never met would let him risk his life so much. Follow, but later I understood, because that person deserves our allegiance to him at the risk of our lives, what he wants to do, we will definitely do for him.”

Xuan Le stared blankly at Ziqing, what kind of person Ziqing was, he had already seen clearly during this period of getting along.He disdains to do unscrupulous things, let alone associate with unscrupulous people. He is frank and frank, and can even be said to do whatever he wants, but he always keeps his bottom line and principles, and is always doing what he should for Bai Tiao Do what you do without any complaints.

If Bai Xiao is such a hateful person, why are there so many people loyal to him?Be it Xiao He who sells fish, or the waiter in the shop, the proprietress of the cloth shop, or what Yu Ziwen said, the girl in the brothel.

None of them looked like bad guys, and they even put themselves into various predicaments just to find out information and achieve their goals.

What kind of bad person, wicked person, is willing to sacrifice himself in this way?self-sacrifice?Some things are definite. If it is a selfish person, a person who is greedy for pleasure, and a person who only wants to protect himself, they will not sacrifice themselves if they have a chance, but they will not sacrifice themselves if they have a chance to free themselves or enjoy the glory and wealth. , they will quickly abandon their original plans and goals.

Because their essence is always for themselves.

And like Xiao He, Ziqing, and those brothel girls, they always only dedicate themselves to the organization, and don't even care about rewards and personal gains and losses. If this kind of sentiment is not considered great, then there is no better Great thing now.

People who don't do it for themselves will be punished by heaven and earth.

Xuan Le lowered her head, showing no expression on the surface, but her heart was already turbulent.Of course, he can also assume that these people may have been poisoned, their family members may have been threatened, or they may have been caught for some reason, which is why they did this. But think carefully about what happened along the way, think about Ziqing Thinking about the cruelty and ruthlessness of the ground snake, this kind of assumption is almost negligible.

If Bai Ti is the legendary knight of justice who came here to save the common people, to establish a new order, and to serve the common people...then what is he?

Xuan Le suddenly realized at this moment that she was the biggest... villain.

Think about the series of things that the real Xuan Le connived at his subordinates and the Prime Minister of the country, look at the unwritten rules of the slave trade in the subsidiary country Youguo, look at the life of the people in Qinshan County, look at This seems to have long been accustomed to the world.

Isn't this all caused by "Xuan Le"?

Think about why Yu Ziwen came to threaten him, why he took himself so lightly, and even controlled himself to plot against Jing Guo secretly, and didn't even worry that he would give him a carbine...

Whether in Bai Ti's eyes, Yu Ziwen's eyes, or Zi Qing's eyes, I'm afraid... I'm an incompetent person, and I don't deserve to sit in that position at all.

Especially for Yu Ziwen, he is not even qualified for the word opponent.

Xuan Le wanted to be stuffed with a lump of cotton, and couldn't breathe out, but couldn't swallow it either.

He has always felt that he doesn't care what others think of him in this world. He only needs to do the tasks assigned to him by the system, and it is enough to ensure that the tasks are completed.

But now, these people are living in their own world more and more clearly. They come and go, or they are flamboyant or conceited, vicious or vicious, intrigues and schemes, but they have nothing to do with themselves.

They are all living well and vigorously, but although they are alive, they seem to have died long ago.

Such a self, even if he said he likes Ziqing, what's the point?Even if he reveals his true identity at this time, he may not even reap the panic, anxiety and fear of the other party. The other party will only be happy for his self-inflicted trap, and then laugh and call him an idiot.

Xuan Le stood up, his cheeks and brows were a little red because of his excitement, he hurriedly said, "I'll go back to the troupe first." Then he turned and left without waiting for Ziqing to speak.

Yu Ziwen frowned, and wanted to follow, but glanced at Ziqing's back, and finally winked at Zhang Kang, Zhang Kang took the order, and quickly followed silently.

The servant who followed Ziqing watched Ziqing come out, then looked at the back of Xuan Le who had gone away, and said dissatisfied: "Master was waiting for him early in the morning and even invited him to dinner. Is this how he thanked Master?"

Ziqing smiled and said nothing, "You go back today, I have to go to another place."

"Master?" The servant was taken aback, "Leader, please tell me, let me follow you all the time, if there is another accident, the class leader will not be able to bear it."

"What accident will happen to me?" Ziqing gave the boy a cold look, "Go back as soon as I tell you."

The boy didn't dare to offend Zi Qing, so he pursed his lips, and finally obediently agreed, turned around and walked away quickly.

Ziqing stood there for a while, then turned and walked in the opposite direction.

After he walked for a while, Yu Ziwen got up, gave the meal slowly, picked up the bamboo basket on the ground, and followed.

Xuan Le returned to the troupe absent-mindedly, the backyard is being repaired, and the business will definitely not be able to be done these days.The class leader settled the accounts in the lobby, dialed the abacus and sighed.

Xuan Le sat down in the lobby, staring at a certain corner in a daze, until the class master called him for the fourth time before he stood up with a grunt.

"what happened?"

"What's the matter?" The class leader looked a lot more pleasant to him, "You don't look well, are you feeling unwell?"

"...No, thank you class leader for your concern." Xuan Le sat down again and looked around, "This way, when will it be repaired?"

"It will take half a month if you don't talk about it." The class leader got a headache when he mentioned this matter, "Did the third master make things difficult for you yesterday?"

"No, I asked a few questions." Xuan Le lowered his head, stared blankly at the floor, and said after a while, "Master, do you think I have any advantages?"

"Ah?" The class leader was baffled by his question, "If you have no merits, why should I buy you? You look good, on par with Ziqing, but your temperament is completely different. When you leave the teacher, you and Ziqing will be ours. The two flowers of the theater troupe, you can do whatever you want..."

The head teacher babbled on, but Xuan Le stopped listening.

After talking for a long time, there is only one face to see.Fortunately, at least there is still a face to see.

Xuan Le was taken aback for a while, but when he came back to his senses, the class leader was no longer in the lobby, the sun had already reached midday, and the outside was already buzzing.But Xuan Le always felt that he had no energy and didn’t want to move. He had just lost love, and he also realized that the person who made him fall in love was someone who wanted to kill him. Big villain.

How can you not be depressed?

When the team leader started inviting the workers to have lunch, Xuan Le didn't have any appetite. He looked at the busy street outside and remembered the Chrysanthemum Pavilion. Mr. Hua, please come here and say that I have something to discuss with him."

Hua Xianggong is the one who treats Ziqing as his old enemy, and likes to come to the theater troupe to challenge Chrysanthemum Pavilion whenever he has nothing to do.

It didn't take long for the messenger to leave, and the Mr. Hua, who likes to gossip and watch the excitement, walked over with twists and turns. Before he arrived, the smell of rouge filled his nose.

Xuan Le sneezed, and Mr. Hua rushed over when he saw him, "Oh, little Dongzi, I was worried about you yesterday, are you okay?"

Xuan Le was already powerless to correct his "Little Dongzi" tone like addressing a eunuch, and said, "I'm fine, thank you for your concern, I... have something important to ask you."

"Tell me what you say." Hua Xianggong sat down and tsk-tsk-tsk at the mess in the backyard, "Where's Ziqing in your house? Why didn't you see anyone?"

"He has something to do..." Xuan Le smiled, and asked Xiao Er to serve two cups of tea and another plate of boiled peanuts, "I'll get straight to the point, Mr. Hua... the stranger from your chrysanthemum pavilion Man, is there a problem?"

"Ah?" Mr. Hua was taken aback for a moment, and finally withdrew his eyes from the mess, looking at him in surprise, "What's the problem? Don't scare me!"

"Didn't I be found by the third master yesterday..." Xuan Le said worriedly: "Speaking of the people in the Chrysanthemum Pavilion... Did they come out to help or make trouble yesterday? I think it looks like trouble, and the third master is not happy .”

"Yes, is it?" When Mr. Hua heard that the third master was asking, he fidgeted, "I, I didn't pay attention, I just knew that the proprietress said that the fire was too big, and it was going to burn us, so we all hid out. Then those few people rushed out to help prevent the third master's people from setting fire."

Hua Xianggong lowered his voice and said: "This reason is reasonable, and there is no such thing as the third master, but it's just a few words, the third master...won't you want to pursue it?"

"Third Master has a bad temper recently." Xuan Le shook his head, "That group of people are obviously at odds with Third Master's people, and the person who hurt Third Master before has not been found yet, not from Qinshan County, Just think about it..."

Xuan Le didn't finish speaking, but Mr. Hua already understood.He stared wide-eyed, "No, no, isn't it? Suspect it's ours? Wait, it doesn't make sense, they came after the third master was injured!"

"Who can say for sure?" Xuan Le spread her hands, "What if it came out after hiding for a while after hurting the third master?"

Hua Xianggong panicked, stood up and turned around, "No, I have to tell my mother, we have to explain!"

"Don't worry!" Xuan Le held him back, "Running to explain now, wouldn't it be 300 taels of silver here?"

"What taels?" Hua Xianggong, who has never read a book, oops, "I don't care how many hundred taels he is! If the third master really pursues it, how can our small building continue to open? What will I do then? Is it possible to pay it back? Have to be sold again?"

Hua Xianggong's eyes were red with anxiety, Xuan Le was just doing it for cliche at first, but seeing him like this felt a little guilty.After all, Mr. Hua is not a bad person by nature, so it's wrong for me to scare him like this.

"Listen to me." Xuan Le comforted him, "I told the third master, there must be a misunderstanding, but the third master wants an answer, so let me check, after all, I have seen those two people before."

"You!?" Mr. Hua rushed to him, "You have to talk to the third master! We are wronged!"

"Keep your voice down!" Xuan Le covered his mouth, "You can't tell anyone about this, if the third master knows that we are colluding, you obviously didn't do it, but you can't clean it up by jumping into the Yellow River, understand? ?”

"Understood! But...but where is the Yellow River? Why should I jump?"

Xuan Le: "..."

The author has something to say: this volume will solve Bai Xiao, so Bai Xiao appeared immediately~