Your lips are exactly what I want

"Well. I'll wait for you." Xu Ruoling nodded, listening to her words obediently, her heart was warm, and the complicated emotions gradually faded away. At this moment, Su Shengyu's company is enough.

After much deliberation, she felt that she had to work even if she stayed at home. Xu Ruoling called Fang Sijue, wanting to inquire about today's work status. After dialing for a long time, Fang Sijue's tired voice came from the phone. Come.

"Ruoling? I'm very busy today. Yilan is sick and didn't come. She has a lot of work, so hang up first. Take care of yourself." Before Xu Ruoling could react, Fang Sijue hung up the phone without the slightest hesitation .Xu Ruoling sat paralyzed on the bed, Chen Yilan was sick?It must be because of himself, Xu Ruoling got up all of a sudden, no, I must go to see her, if some things are not explained in time, it will be too late, too late.After hastily trimming her hair, she carefully changed the dress on her body and put on her usual casual clothes, Xu Ruoling went out with her bag.

The scattered wine glasses on the glass tea table are scattered everywhere, the cups and plates are in a mess, the empty wine bottles are rolling on the ground, and the muddy wine is rolling in the bottles, just like Chen Yilan's heart, she can't calm down no matter what, Su Shengxuan The incident hit her too hard, Chen Yilan collapsed on the sofa, her long hair was disheveled, completely out of proportion.The tears in the corners of her eyes were still wet, and new tears were brewing again. Hot tears ran across her cheeks. Chen Yilan felt her head was burning with pain. However, her heart suddenly lost feeling. Heart, is it still beating?

His slender body was lying straight on the sofa, the corners of his lips still had hangover liquor, his eyes were empty and lifeless, his face was still so beautiful, but sickly, pale The color on her cheeks was gone, her fingers trembled slightly, and the wine glass in her hand trembled as well. She raised the wine glass to her face, her eyes passed through the brown wine, and all of a sudden she focused on the familiar face by the door that made her heart ache.

She supported the armrest of the sofa with one hand, and the edge of the coffee table with the other, and stood up with some difficulty. Due to the hangover, she had a splitting headache and her body began to shake. Leaning against the door frame, exhausting the last strength of the body, the lips were bent so unnaturally, the corners of the lips were full of bitterness, "Are you here?"

The body fell to one side uncontrollably, Chen Yilan fell down in a trance, and was about to touch the hard ground, but her body was hugged all of a sudden, she panted a little, but she didn't have the intention of resisting, and slowly leaned her head on the ground. In that warm embrace, I tried my best to look at the longing person in front of me, "I know, you will definitely come, you still care about me, don't you?"

Su Shengyu felt a soreness in his heart, he had never seen Chen Yilan decadent like this, let alone because of her, his brows were furrowed, Su Shengyu shook his head helplessly, "Yilan, you drank too much, I Help you to rest."

"I didn't!" Chen Yilan wanted to push her away, but as soon as her hands touched her, she became so weak that she had no resistance at all, "Sheng Yu, have you forgotten our four years?" At that time, it wasn’t Xu Ruoling who was with you, but me!” Tears kept streaming down her temples, and Chen Yilan kept beating Su Shengyu with her fists, but her strength was getting stronger and stronger. In the end, he just buried his head in her arms and wept, holding her clothes tightly with his hands, unwilling to leave her body.

"Yilan, don't do this." Su Shengyu grabbed her two hands and hugged her into his arms, his eyes gradually turned red, "I know what you have done for me in the past four years."

Chen Yilan just sobbed and snuggled into her arms obediently, trying to feel the last trace of warmth.

"I know your feelings for me, and I am very grateful to you..." Su Shengyu stroked her back, trying to ease her emotions, but his heart ached, "When I was in college, it was you who accompanied me By my side, in the days to come, I will accompany you forever, as a friend."

Chen Yilan was startled, her lips trembled slightly, but she still held onto her hand tightly, "Sheng Yu, I never begged you for anything, now, I only ask you to stay by my side." She stroked her tenderly. Su Shengxuan's face, "I will be better than her."

Su Shengyu tilted his head unnaturally, his tired eyes were filled with apology, "You are tired, I will help you to rest."

Chen Yilan shook her head reluctantly, trying to push away Su Shengyi's hand that was supporting her, but her head ached, her body softened all of a sudden, she collapsed in Su Shengyi's arms, without the slightest strength to get up, Seeing this, Su Shengyu picked her up, ignored her refusal, walked to the sofa a few steps, and put her down carefully, with gentle and slow movements, for fear that she would be wronged a little.

"Go to sleep for a while, I'm here." Su Shengyu leaned over, sat beside her, took off his suit, carefully covered Chen Yilan's body, and helped her cover every corner. He held her hand and looked at her tenderly.

Staring at the handsome face in front of her with clear eyes, Chen Yilan said nothing, but what she said just now made her feel at ease. Su Shengyu stroked her forehead, very comfortable and warm, "Go to sleep."

Chen Yilan nodded, and finally closed her eyes slowly, holding Su Shengyu's hand tightly, her breathing gradually became even, enjoying Su Shengyu's caress.

Seeing that Chen Yilan had fallen asleep, Su Sheng looked up at the clock on the wall, it was already around five o'clock in the evening, and it was almost time to go back, Xu Ruoling was still waiting at home, looking at Chen Yilan's sleeping face, Su Sheng Hesi quietly stood up, trying to take his hand out of her arms.

As soon as she stood up, her hands were tightly clenched. Before Su Shengyu could react, Chen Yilan pulled her in front of her. Chen Yilan opened her eyes and stared at her face. Her delicate lips covered Su Shengyu's. , sucking tenderly, wrapped her arms around her neck, as if she wanted to ask for more, Su Sheng hesitated for a moment, her lips were bitter, stained with tears, but there was even more pity, and she couldn't be cruel. Pushing her away, Su Shengyu closed his eyes and couldn't bear to see her.

Suddenly there was a clear and crisp sound of heavy objects falling to the ground. Su Shengyu glanced towards the door subconsciously, but stood up all of a sudden, staring straight at the person in front of the door, and gasped for breath.

Chen Yilan followed the prestige, a trace of surprise welled up on her brows, but it was quickly covered up, her face was still calm.

In front of the door, Xu Ruoling stood absent-mindedly, with a bag of gifts in her hand, which fell heavily on the ground, and there were already cracks in the fall. She just stood in front of the door, but the expressionless expression made Su Shengxuan's heart ache, and she was eager to go to the door. Before explaining, but just about to speak, Xu Ruoling turned around and ran out, Su Shengyu didn't care about Chen Yilan's reaction, opened the door and chased out.

Her complexion became haggard all of a sudden, Chen Yilan collapsed on the sofa, tears rolled down the corners of her eyes, her heart was very bitter, almost unbearable, she curled up slightly, Chen Yilan snuggled up on the sofa, and stopped sobbing , finally burst into tears.

Xu Ruoling walked very fast, covering her mouth with her hands all the time, for fear that she would cry out. Originally, she wanted to visit Chen Yilan for Su Shengyu, and at the same time explain the relationship between them. I hope she can forgive me. See now It was unnecessary, they were a good couple, she should have foreseen it long ago, from the beginning, she, Xu Ruoling, was the most redundant.

"Ruoling, don't go." Su Shengyu caught up and took her hand, but was thrown away fiercely.

Xu Ruoling stopped, but didn't look back, "I will pack all my things before tomorrow and move out immediately."

Su Shengyu felt that he had stopped breathing, and his heart ached a little unbearably, "It's not what you think."

"Stop talking, I didn't blame you." Xu Ruoling's cold voice came, like an extremely sharp needle, piercing her heart deeply.

"You're not wrong, I was too confused." Xu Ruoling turned around, and a smile appeared on his pale face.

Su Shengyu stood where he was, just watched her silently, didn't say anything, and couldn't say anything at all.The dusk was always bleak, and she couldn't help shivering because of the cold. The dim streetlights came on early, clearly illuminating the distance between the two of them.

"I've been thinking whether we should be together or not. The gap between our status and personality is too great." Xu Ruoling smoothed his hair from the sideburns behind his ears, his eyelids drooped, and his emotions were evident. "Chen Yilan is better than me, and more qualified to be loved by you than me."

After taking two steps back, she bit her lip and her body trembled a little, "Su Shengyu, let's end it."

His fists were clenched all of a sudden, and a trace of anger burned from his cold eyes. Su Shengxi frowned, and the sound of breathing became more serious, "Xu Ruoling, what are you talking about!"

Xu Ruoling didn't respond, just stared at the familiar face indifferently, but his eyes were so strange.

"Xu Ruoling, do you know what you're talking about?" Walking up to her, Su Shengyu gritted his teeth, his eyes were bloodshot, why, why did he end it so easily, why didn't he listen to her explanation.

"I know exactly what I'm talking about." Xu Ruoling dodged Su Shengyu's eyes in some embarrassment, not daring to look directly at her. Once he did, his heart might soften suddenly.

"Xu Ruoling, I thought you would understand me, but you didn't. You don't believe me at all, and you have never been honest about our relationship." Su Shengyu grabbed her hand with a little force, Xu Ruoling endured the pain, But he didn't say a word, "Now you just want to end it lightly, let me tell you, it's not that easy." Staring fiercely at the woman in front of her who made her have no resistance, Su Shengxi shook his head, almost heartbroken. the sound of.

"Me?" Xu Ruoling chuckled, and leaned close to the familiar face, "You say I'm cruel?" With such a haggard pale face, Xu Ruoling actually started to laugh, and that laughter was tainted with the desolation of the dusk, so heartbreaking, "Su Shengyu, I've seen everything!" Xu Ruoling's eyes became hollow, and his tone was a bit fierce, "Su Shengyu, it's you! You told me that you would take care of everything, you told me that everything would pass, even if Su Dong disagrees, and you will accompany me to go on. You told me to believe in our future, and I believed it, but what happened?" She walked closer, her eyes were bleak, "I'm not mistaken, you There is no need to say any more."

"I have no feelings for her..."

"Then why don't you refuse!!"

Su Shengyu wanted to say something, but couldn't say anything, just stood there and looked at her in vain, to no avail.That's right, she was right, it was Su Shengyu's responsibility that she failed to reassure her.

"Sheng Xi, we were impulsive at the moment, but now, we can't continue to be impulsive." Xu Ruoling stared at her face, "Let go, okay?"

Su Shengyu was silent, the cold wind blew across her body, piercing the muscles and bones, penetrating into the marrow of the bones, the woman in front of her was so familiar, she was so close, yet so far away, so indifferent, so far away that she couldn't touch her at all. She realized that she had never felt such a disparity between the two of them, until now, she finally experienced the pain.

"Thank you for everything you have done for me, Su Shengyu, don't do this again in the future, I'm not worth it." Turning around, Xu Ruoling pretended to be strong, step by step, following the light of the street lamp, but his heart seemed to be trapped in darkness Jumping in horror, she forced herself not to look back, she knew that if she turned back, she would never be willing to part with it, Su Shengyu occupied all her thoughts, how could she let it go as soon as she said it?Seeing Chen Yilan kiss her with her own eyes, and hearing Chen Yilan say that she cannot do without her, what can she do but help them?The tears couldn't stop flowing down, the long-suppressed emotions accumulated in the throat, and they were about to explode, so they hurriedly covered their mouths and forced to control their emotions, but the tears just fell down in vain, the heart was bleeding.

Looking at her receding back, Su Sheng stood in a lonely place, his lips trembling slightly, his hands tightly covering the position of his heart, he turned around slumped, his footsteps were like stepping on cotton, in a trance, in the twinkling of the dusk gradually disappears.

Couldn't help but look back, Xu Ruoling watched the lonely figure gradually go away, it was too far away to be seen, and suddenly collapsed on the ground, his lips trembled violently, finally couldn't bear the accumulation of emotions, leaned against the street lamp and cried bitterly, no The night after her was so cold and so long, how could I endure it?