It is said on the Internet that I am a big boy of 5T5

Jianren Nanami always knew what he was supposed to do—even when he didn't know Amakusa Rumen's true identity, he never crossed the line.

But when he knew Amakusa Lumen's true identity... he suddenly reacted.

Is he too concerned about Amakusa Lumen?

If at the beginning, you can't stand it and are responsible.So now it's... There are leather cases and tissues in the pocket habitually, as if they will be used for someone anytime, anywhere.

What kind of feeling is that?It's like... I don't know when it started, suddenly there is someone who cares more.

Is it because the other party is too pitiful?Or maybe, being too weak made him feel responsible?

Qihai Jianren didn't know.

Just waiting for that rainy season, when the boy cried and asked him: Who are you, Jianren Qihai's fingertips trembled slightly.

Without the blood connection, the overly intimate behavior was exposed all of a sudden.

If it is said that taking care of Amakusa Rumen at the beginning was only because the other party had the label of "Mr. Gojo's son".Then on a certain day, on a certain day when he didn't know when it started... there was only one label left on the other party, and that was: Amakusa Lumen.

One, a complete individual.

Now is not the right time.

It's even more inappropriate to say it.

Even if the other party has the ability to distinguish right from wrong... but using intimacy to force the teenager to make a decision, what is the difference from a bastard?

He can wait slowly, for a long, long time.

Wait until the other party has someone he likes, and then honestly be an elder who occasionally cares about the other party, but the relationship is not too close.Or... wait until the other party becomes an adult, and then look back at this emotion.

And the right to choose is always in the hands of young people.

Maybe one day, he will die there because of a certain mission, unable to speak his innermost thoughts.

but……

From the beginning to the end, he never regretted everything he did, every decision he made.

Him.

Thank you enough already.

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"So after all, don't you still have ghosts in your heart?" Amakusa's father "sneered", "Stop pretending to be aloof."

"Thinking is thinking, not wanting is not wanting."

As a ninja, what you can do is nothing more than this equation: kill → survive → exchange for resources → kill.

After being resurrected repeatedly for so long, Amakusa's father knows this routine well.

"But forget it..." Amakusa's father said with a gloomy face, "I didn't intend to let you leave here alive." As he said, he turned his head slightly: "Leihu, Xiaoshuai, when are you two going to see each other?" ?”

Liuhu+Xiaoshuai who were still watching the movie:? ? ? ?

"Tsk."

"This dog man can't do it by himself, so he just wants us to play." Leu Hu folded his arms and exhaled heavily: "It's really useless."

"Yes!" Xiao Shuai looked at Leu Hu eagerly: "So, Mr. Leo Hu, can we make it?"

"I want to go up to you."

"I dont go."

Xiaoshuai thought about it for a while: "No, no, you can go—cooperate when the time comes, and we can turn against the water directly."

So ever.

Leuhu and Xiaoshuai make their official debut, and they also carry a very healthy-looking Yoshino Junpei.

"It's Junpei!"

Knotabagi Youroto exclaimed: "Great, as long as you're fine!"

Yoshino Junpei smiled softly.

But before he could speak, Amakusa's father turned his head with a sullen face: "Speaking of...this man named Yoshino Junpei is your good friend, right?"

He slowly enlarged the smile on his face: "At first, I wanted him to witness with his own eyes—how I killed you."

Amakusa's father quickly rushed to Yoshino Junpei, and quickly stretched out his hand: "However, now I have changed my mind."

"... Junpei!"

Amakusa Lumen clenched the sword in his hand and rushed forward: "What the hell are you trying to do!"

Amakusa's father laughed loudly: "I, I want to make you suffer. After all, a disgusting existence like you, a waste existence..." Amakusa's father said this, looking at the pair of kaleidoscopes in Amakusa Lumen's eyes , the emotion of jealousy spread rapidly: "Go to hell! Go to hell! Go to hell!"

After saying the extremely hurtful words, Amakusa's father quickly attacked Yoshino Junpei's heart with the pleasure of revenge in his eyes.

"Poof".

The arm penetrated Xiaoshuai's body.

Xiaoshuai's face was dark, and bloody liquid spewed out of his mouth uncontrollably.

"Ah, ah? How could it be you?" Amakusa's father was rather bored, stirring wildly with his arms on Xiaoshuai's body.Hearing the extremely melodious "ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" sound in his ear, he quickly pinched the finger that provided Xiaoshuai with powerful spell power.

With a swipe, the finger was taken out, and Xiaoshuai also staggered, looking helplessly at Amakusa Rumen who showed a shocked expression not far away, and a happier smile slowly appeared on his ugly face.

[Master Amakusa...]

[You, have you finally remembered me? ]

[Great, great]

Xiaoshuai slowly closed his eyes.

With a "thump", he fell directly to the ground.

"It's really trash." Amakusa's father looked at the things in his hand: "But he finally provided something that is still useful." He opened his mouth, whimpered, and threw his fingers directly into his mouth.

Immediately.

The feeling called power quickly filled the whole body.

At this moment, the already gloomy atmosphere became even more difficult for people to look directly at.

"what."

Amakusa's father slowly opened his eyes: "The situation has turned."

"Whether it's Nie Zi, or someone else...all will die here."

"Leihu." After Amakusa's father got this powerful power, his eyes narrowed slightly: "Will you help me?"

Leuhu was silent for a while, quickly picked up Xiaoshuai's body, then grabbed Yoshino Junpei's arm, and ran directly to the opposite side.

"Leak?!"

Leu Hu didn't turn her head: "Go away, don't try to order me."

When Amakusa's father heard this sentence, his face sank instantly: "So that's the way it is-so it turns out that you have been together for a long time."

"But that's okay."

"You will all die here."

--all.

"No, the one who will die is you." Amakusa Lumen withdrew his gaze from looking at Xiaoshuai, then tightly held the tissue in his hand, and slowly stuffed it into his pocket.

"I still want to meet my mother."

"There are still many, many things that have not been dealt with-who! You must leave your life here!"

He opened his red eyes, but the kaleidoscope in his eyes became more and more cold.

It's just in his heart, but the opposite voice frantically came out.

[Don't be afraid, Amakusa Lumen]

[The father who can naturally say that he wants to kill you is not your father at all]

[Don't be afraid, don't be afraid...]

At this moment, a familiar and reassuring voice suddenly came from beside my ear.

"lumen."

Amakusa Lumen opened his eyes slightly, then turned his head, just in time to see Jianren Nanami looking over.

"Don't be afraid."

With a "boom", the frantically beating heart suddenly calmed down for some reason.

Amakusa Lumen took a deep breath, then raised his head slightly, and swung the sword in his hand again: "That is! Of course!"

Amakusa's father, who watched this scene, couldn't help gnashing his teeth.

"nausea."

He waved his hand, and the mantra gathered in his hand.The moment they gathered, Amakusa's father immediately ran towards Nanami Jianren.

Almost between breaths.

His whole body teleported to Jianren Qihai's side.

Amakusa's father had a hearty smile on his face, but when he was about to launch the move against Xiaoshuai... the sudden sense of distortion made him stop his body directly.

He was clearly in the Shibuya area last second, but now he appears in this familiar yet unfamiliar place inexplicably.

Amakusa's father looked around in confusion. Finally, he regained his composure, raised his head, and couldn't stop laughing.

"It turned out to be... an illusion."

"I didn't expect that I would have a day of illusion." Amakusa's father looked gloomy and lost, and his tone could not hide envy: "Sharingan is really good."

"You don't need to learn too much illusion, you can easily grasp it with a pair of eyes."

"How lucky."

"But... why don't I have Sharingan?"

"Since I can become a curse spirit and come to this strange world! Why, I don't have Sharingan!!"

Amakusa's father kept shouting and calling.

Obviously he is also Uchiha, why is he the only one who is blocked from Kaiyan?

All of this is too unfair to him!

"There's nothing unfair...!"

Taking advantage of the moment when the illusion controlled Amakusa's father, Amakusa Rumen gripped Tsurumaru Kuninaga tightly, aimed at the opponent's heart, and stabbed heavily without hesitation.

moment.

Amakusa's father regained consciousness.

He was lying on the ground, and the whole curse spirit twitched.

"How could it be, how could it be—!"

"Didn't I already get a powerful force!!!"

Amakusa Lumen didn't answer, but pressed against Amakusa's father's wound hard, and while connecting along the blade, he kept delivering his spell power.

When he felt that his vitality was gradually disappearing, Amakusa's father's face faded from distaste, and instantly changed to the expression that became terrified because of the loss of vitality.

"Lumen!! Lumen!! My good son - don't kill me, don't kill me!!"

"I will treat you well! I will treat you well——!"

Amakusa Lumen opened the kaleidoscope, silently watching the other party's appearance of compromising when he was about to die, and couldn't help opening his mouth: "Are you confused just now?"

"Confused why my mother awakened Sharingan, but you didn't."

"Lumen, Lumen, my son—"

"That's because..." Amakusa Rumen bit her lips tightly: "You, no one cares at all!"

[Sharingan?Why would Lumen want this? ]

(Because, because my lord father keeps saying... I'm a waste, I can't open my eyes)

that time.

Mother was noticeably silent.

[If possible, I really hope you can live a simple life.Sharingan, it looks precious, but awakened people often suffer some very painful things]

Why did my mother suddenly open her eyes after living for so long?

And what about this bastard?

Just thinking about it, the emotion called anger, keeps rising.

"You care."

"There will always be only you—!"

When Amakusa's father heard this, he just begged Amakusa Lumen to let him go, and his pitiful face instantly became extremely ferocious.

He gasped unwillingly, and stared at Amakusa Lumen with all his strength: "Amakusa Lumen! Amakusa Lumen!!"

"You killed me! How dare you kill me... Cough, you who killed your father, what do you think others will think of you——!"

"Please rest assured."

Jianren Nanami raised his hand, lowered his eyes, held Tsurumaru Kuninaga's hilt together, and poured his own spell power into Amakusa's father's body together.

"Lumen's father is Mr. Gojo."

Amakusa's father struggled hard: "...cough, you, what are you talking about—!"

Jianren Qihai lowered his eyes, and silently blocked most of the guilt for Amakusa Lumen.

"Then, I repeat."

"Lumen's father would be someone else. But... definitely not you."

"No, it's impossible...impossible..." Amakusa's father breathed heavily: "Lumen, Lumen...I got this name for you!"

"It's me for you..."

"If possible." Amakusa Rumen looked at him calmly: "I really don't want to be your son."

moment.

Father Amakusa forgot to breathe.

Although they said that they wanted to kill each other, it was undoubtedly evidence that they cared about each other.But when the other party said "I don't want to be your son" with such an extremely calm look, Amakusa's father collapsed instantly.

"Amakusa Lumen, I curse you! Curse you!!"

[Child's name?I have already thought about it!It's called lumens! ]

"Curse you--!"

"Curse you for the rest of your life..." Suddenly, Amakusa's father stopped his voice.

For some reason, strange memories popped up in my mind.

A family of three, holding hands, stood outside to enjoy the snow scenery.

And the child standing in the middle has a happy smile on his face, and more importantly... this child's hair is...

Amakusa's father faded away all the irritability, and there was a trace of pity in his voice.

"if……"

"You were born with black hair, that's fine."

The moment the voice fell, Amakusa's father's body disappeared without a trace.

Amakusa Rume opened his eyes wide in bewilderment, and at the moment tears welled up, a reassuring breath came from the tip of his nose.

He grabbed Jianren Qihai's shirt tightly, and buried his whole face in the sea-blue shirt.Because he didn't want to make a sobbing sound, his shoulders shook wildly.

Jianren Qihai saw this scene, and there was a trace of distress in his eyes.

But more, it's anger.

Carrying out cold violence against one's own child, and even wanting to kill him - just because he has short silver-white hair?

if.

It is a coincidence that the ancestors also have people with long white hair?

just in case.

Is this actually a recessive gene?

Kento Nanami stared at Amakusa Rumen, who usually looked strong, but was sobbing non-stop at this moment.He didn't make a sound, just giving him a haven to vent.

And beside.

Knotride Yuhito, who witnessed this scene with his own eyes, also had a peek at Fu Heihui.

"Wait... after you finish solving the curse spirit, take Amakusa to eat M Ji?"

Fu Heihui responded softly.

After all... No one would guess the reason for this, it would be so childish.

If he faced this situation...

Fu Heihui's eyes trembled slightly.

Probably, there is no way to be as strong as Amakusa.

"Speaking of Jiwan." Next to him, Yuzu Yuhito finally discovered the problem: "It feels like you've been holding on to this earphone from the very beginning."

The author has something to say: I have been waiting for a long time! !

I've been thinking about how to deal with this emotional problem (choked up)

I listened to the songs frantically, and then I wrote them more smoothly

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attach catalog

The ending song of The Garden of Words, rain

Follow, Pure Music, Confession Night

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Although many people say that love knows no age or gender

But I thought about it, it is too cruel to let a precocious child who is not old enough to make a choice

Not negating cp, just waiting

I will handle this relationship well (nod)

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那么！晚安！大家！！感谢在2021-03-1612:22:56~2021-03-1702:07:22期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 1 running water;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: Wuya 1;

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：凤凰语薇花16瓶；见鬼的作业！给爷西内、鬼舞辻无惨子10瓶；浅夏灰烬5瓶；1000x1瓶；

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!