my daughter

The gorgeous sunshine, passing through the gauze curtain full of folds, sprinkles a slice on the plain and soft bed.

Xuan You gently took Zhan Qianrui's hand, and clasped her ten fingers, his palms pressed together: "Then you should know that there is nothing between me and him."

Her attitude towards Guo Lu is very cold, as long as Ruirui hears their conversation, she must know her own mind.

"I only know that Guo Lu likes you." Zhan Qianrui pursed her lips, and deliberately pulled her hands out: "I heard what Guo Lu meant, he fell in love with you at first sight. I really wronged him, I suppressed it in my heart for so long, today I just asked you to confess."

Xuanyou scratched her palm lightly: "It doesn't matter how he treats me. As long as I like you, that's fine."

Zhan Qianrui suddenly remembered that on the day she met Xuanyou in Gongzhou, she witnessed the breakup between Guo Lu and herself.

In the restaurant on the 26th floor, Guo Lv broke up with her just after she learned that she was not the biological daughter of her parents.

"let's break up."

"Qianrui, we are not suitable."

In the last sentence, Guo Lu said it very directly: "I have someone I like, and I don't want to delay you any longer."

It turned out that the person Guo Lu liked was Xuan You.

Zhan Qianrui felt that all this happened unexpectedly and quite magically.

She laughed sarcastically: "Xuanyou, why, as soon as you appeared, my life turned upside down? First, the company was acquired, and my parents were not my biological parents, then I was broken up, and then you fired me. I like it again I fell in love with you, and now my nominal ex-boyfriend also likes you?"

She shook her head, with a sneering smile, inexplicably dazed: "Don't you think, these things are very miraculous? Each one is full of inconceivable, but actually happened step by step. In the dark , it seems that everything has been arranged. Xuanyou, did you plan it?"

Zhan Qianrui's mind was in a mess, he seemed to be thinking, but he wasn't thinking.

"Besides, I'm not gay! I'm straight, I should like men! Why do I fall in love with you? I actually feel excited for you, for a woman?" She rubbed "chug" vigorously and danced His temples were pressed down desperately with his fingertips.

Xuanyou held her hand distressedly: "Fool, don't think about it. I have never moved, the thought of hurting you, and the love for you is even more sincere. I understand many things, it happened too suddenly, for you It's a big shock, but you believe me..."

"How can I believe you?" Zhan Qianrui interrupted her: "By the way, don't you say that I haven't thought about it yet. Xuanyou, why do you like me? What is it about me that deserves your liking?"

Xuan You was stunned by her question.

There was no air-conditioning fan in the room, which made people feel extremely hot for a while, like entering a huge steamer.

Xuanyou blinked, licked his dry lips lightly, and said in disbelief: "Why do you ask me like that?"

Zhan Qianrui stared at her, her almond-shaped eyes widened, and she burst out with an almost sharp light: "You can't answer, why do you like me."

After calming down, Zhan Qianrui really couldn't figure out why Xuanyou liked her.

Is she beautiful?

It's okay, there are no defects in the face and facial features, and the big and smart eyes are a plus.But compared to Xuanyou and Yinuo, she is definitely not a beauty.

Is she capable?

Many people say that she is talented in fashion design, but Xuanyou and Yinuo have more successful careers than her.

Does she have a good personality?

Willful and arrogant, and occasionally confused, it's pretty good not to be complained about.

Zhan Qianrui thought about it carefully, but he couldn't find a single motive that could make Xuanyou fall in love with him.Instead, I got a lot of reasons why I like Xuanyou.

Her simple mind is good, she likes pink and tender, and things with fairy-tale dreams are also good.But Zhan Qianrui is not a fool.She doesn't believe that there is no reason to like in the world, or no reason to dislike.

All causes and effects are traceable.

Zhan Qianrui asked solemnly again: "Xuanyou, why do you like me?"

In the afternoon, the sun is shining, and people's shadows are extremely short.Xuan You's face was shining brightly under the sun, and matched with her bright appearance, it was even more shockingly beautiful.

"You really don't understand." Xuanyou smiled, tilted his head slightly, and sighed indifferently: "You don't know what you mean to me."

Zhan Qianrui stared into her eyes: "I really don't understand, so you have to tell me."

"Okay." Xuan nodded and squeezed Zhan Qianrui's hand: "Four years ago, you helped me in the bar in Hengzhou."

Zhan Qianrui: "Well, so?"

The effort of meeting by chance is not worth Xuanyou's thoughts on him.

Xuanyou lowered his head, a little afraid to look at Zhan Qianrui.She bit her lip, tangled in her heart, her fingertips trembling.

The volume was very low, and it took Zhan Qianrui a lot of effort to hear what she said clearly.

Xuanyou: "That night, I planned to die."

Zhan Qianrui's breath was stagnant, and he never expected that this would be something Xuanyou could say.

In her impression, she was always smiling, calm and gentle, as if there were no other negative expressions on her face except for smiling.

Xuanyou, who is mature in dealing with things, and Xuanyou with a strong heart, actually wants to die in the past.

This is something Zhan Qianrui never thought of...

"Why?" Zhan Qianrui heard her own voice, and the volume was also very low.

Fortunately, Xuanyou heard it.

She looked at her lips and opened them slightly: "Because..."

Xuan You closed his eyes shallowly, and his eyes were stretched thin and long: "Because, life is too hopeless."

Zhan Qianrui's heart became very heavy, and his fingers became cold unconsciously.It was clearly a hot summer, they sat facing each other in the room, and the hands they held were cold.

"Hopeless" should not be a word that Xuanyou should say.

With excellent grades, she passed the college entrance examination and entered the top universities in China.After that, he succeeded in starting a business and owned a company with an annual turnover of over [-] million.

Zhan Qianrui murmured: "Is it because I understand hopelessness?"

"Otherwise, it seems that there are no other words with the same pronunciation." Xuanyou smiled, and his tone was very relaxed.

Zhan Qianrui moved closer to her, and the distance between them couldn't be closer: "Youyou, I want to hear the details."

"Details..." Xuanyou repeated, as if sighing.

She still didn't want to say it, still couldn't do it, and didn't hold anything back in front of her.

Zhan Qianrui kissed her on the cheek, and rubbed her nose with her nose: "Tell me, okay? I want to know your past, and I want to know the real Xuanyou."

"The real Xuanyou is not as beautiful as you imagined." Her eyes were deep, and thousands of words were gathered in her eyes: "Even if it is like this, is it okay?"

Zhan Qianrui looked at her with a smile, shook his head firmly, and kissed her eyes.

Russian critical realist writer, Leo Nikolaevich Tolstoy, in his masterpiece "Anna Karenina", has a famous saying that has been used by later generations——

"Happy families are all alike; every unhappy family is unhappy in its own way."

Xuanyou thinks that this sentence is right and wrong.

The problem mainly appears in the second half of the sentence. Unfortunate families do have their own misfortunes, but in the final analysis, several factors are essentially inseparable.In addition to natural disasters, there are more man-made disasters.

At least one, depraved family member; has a vice that is not limited to "pornography, gambling and drugs"; has extremely poor emotional control, and stabs those closest to him.

Wu Liangquan lived on this line.

"There is a juncture in the relationship between Wu Liangquan and me. Because by chance, he discovered that our blood types do not match, and I cannot be his daughter." Lying on the soft bed, Xuanyou put his face on Zhan Qianrui's chest: "Here Before, although his job was unstable, he would lose his temper when he drank alcohol. But at least, he will give me tuition and living expenses, at least he is still a normal father."

Xuan You nestled himself small: "Later, he changed."

Her fragile appearance finally coincides with the Xuanyou whom Zhan Qianrui met four years ago.

"The funny thing is, I didn't know the reason at the beginning. I thought I had done something wrong accidentally, and tried to please him every day." Xuanyou's nose was a little sore.

Every time he flatters her, all she gets in return are bad words, punches and kicks.Then, Xuanyou understood that Wu Liangquan hated him, hated his dead wife for wearing a cuckold for him, hated himself for being a "wild species" for more than ten years for other men.

She began to be cautious, earning money by making up lessons for her classmates, working secretly during the holidays, and trying not to ask Wu Liangquan for a penny.Usually, he would go to his grandparents' house for dinner. Fortunately, he wanted to save face and didn't want others to know about it, so he didn't tell the story.

The trembling days accompanied Xuanyou's entire adolescence.

After being admitted to university, she worked as a part-time student.Studying in class during the day, tutoring after school, spent four years of undergraduate studies without any entertainment.After graduation, with excellent grades and internship experience, he entered a top financial company in the world as a technical post.

During the four years, Xuanyou never went home or met Wu Liangquan.She thought she could say goodbye to the muddy life in the past.She thought that her future was bright and limitless.

But life is the most unreasonable.

One day, Wu Liangquan led a group of people from the society and rushed into the company building where she worked.The gate was tightly guarded, and they couldn't go up, so they stood downstairs and yelled loudly, calling her by her name and asking her to pay back the money for her father.

Almost everyone in the building and all the owners of the company knew about this matter.

At that time, she was still too young, and she felt that she couldn't afford to lose that person, so she resolutely handed in her resignation regardless of her superiors' persuasion.

In fact, the leaders are eager to love her and want to give her a hand.The kindness of others, Xuanyou, who is not deep in dealing with things, did not accept it because of his self-esteem.

The group said that Wu Liangquan owed them a lot of money due to gambling, and the principal was rolled over with interest, almost more than 200 million.

The number is not small, but Xuanyou doesn't think she can afford it, what she needs is time.She talked with them seriously, hoping to agree on one, the repayment period and amount.She will find a similar job as soon as possible, and it will not be difficult to pay off.

Unfortunately, they didn't agree.

The author has something to say: I am in a bad state today, I will rewrite this chapter tomorrow, the content will be different, sorry