my daughter

A slightly cracked black and white photo, with her name engraved underneath, and the ink on the words is mottled.

Facing the tombstone of his biological mother, Zhan Qianrui felt unreal.

Although she knew her own life a few months ago, Xuanyou also integrated into the family as an older sister.

However, even if he came to Gongjiang Town today and ate a few dishes in the restaurants in the town, Zhan Qianrui didn't think it was unreal, at most it was strange.

Seeing the photo of my biological mother now, it seems like I am in a dream.

The woman in the photo has thick hair and a small face.Her other features are not very prominent, only a pair of piercing almond eyes, big and sharp, occupying a lot of space on her face.

This feeling, while not real, made Zhan Qianrui feel extremely familiar.

After a distance of 24 years, she was caught off guard and looked at her.

The last time I met her was when she was just born, the nurse hugged her and showed her the first look.Newborns don't open their eyes immediately, Zhan Qianrui looked at the woman in the photo for the first time in her life with her mother.

Before Zhan Qianrui came, he thought that his emotions would fluctuate greatly, but in fact it was so, it just appeared to be so calm...

The body of her biological mother was cremated to ashes and pressed under the stone slab.

That person is the mother who has accompanied Xuan You for seven years, and is also the mother who is connected with her umbilical cord and gave her life.

Zhan Qianrui couldn't bear to look any further, her eyes moved down, and she saw her name clearly - Xuan Xiaoning.

Not long after Tong Jie put down the flower basket, she covered her mouth and sobbed.Zhan Yongde quickly straightened the funeral ceremony and put his arms around his wife's shoulders, with a sad look on his face.

After a few seconds, he wiped the tears from the corner of his eyes with his free hand.

The sky was clear and the cemetery was deserted.

Xuan You and Zhan Qianrui, as daughters, did not cry, but the Zhans and his wife on the side were the first to cry.

"That..." Zhan Qianrui murmured two syllables.

She didn't know what to say, and stood silently, a little strangely.

In the past, on Ching Ming Festival, she followed her parents to visit the graves of her deceased grandparents, and she would always say something after presenting flowers.

Zhan's mother was so choking that she couldn't speak, and the mood of the couple was extremely complicated.

"If you have anything to say, just say it in your heart, mom can hear you." Xuanyou's voice was very soft, blown by the wind and scattered in the air.

Zhan Qianrui: "OK."

She thought that she would have a lot to say to her biological mother, but in fact it seemed that she had nothing to say.Is it because the accident is good, or is it that the nurses in the hospital are not responsible?

Zhan Qianrui racked her brains for a long time, and seemed to be able to say only one sentence: Mom, thank you very much for giving me life.

It is because of life that you can meet father Zhan and mother Zhan who raised you, get to know your best friend Meng Xiaomeng, have happy experiences, and have a life that you have never regretted until today.

Also, Xuanyou...

Zhan Qianrui peeked at her, but she was also looking at herself.

Most of the cemeteries in the city do not allow burning paper.There seems to be no coercion here in the town, and gray and black piles of paper can be seen everywhere.

When the wind blew, the dust flew up, stuck to the clothes, and floated to the face.It's black when you touch it.

Fly ash occasionally floated behind Xuanyou.Her face was so beautiful, so beautiful that Zhan Qianrui's heart beat faster for no reason.

After leaving the cemetery, the family originally planned to go back to Gongzhou directly.

Tong Jie was obviously tired, and leaned on the seat unhappily, her eyes were getting dizzy, and her hands and feet were cold.

Through the rearview mirror, Xuan You saw that her face was pale and her lips had lost color, so she couldn't help worrying: "Mom, are you feeling well? Is it too stuffy in the car?"

She lowered the window a little to let the outside air in.

Tong Jie waved her hand weakly: "I'm fine, just drive hard."

When Zhan Yongde heard this, he immediately leaned forward and observed Zhan's mother carefully: "You don't look very well. Why don't we go back to town first and find a hotel to rest for a while."

"I'm fine." Mother Zhan still wanted to insist.

She vaguely sensed that Xuanyou didn't want to stay here more.

"How can this be done! Youyou, listen to me, let's go back to the town first." Father Zhan said anxiously to Xuanyou.

Without Dad Zhan asking, Xuanyou had already made up his mind to drive to the town.

Zhan Qianrui turned her head worriedly, put both hands on the back of the chair, her little face was full of anxiety.

"I'm really fine, maybe it's just a little hypoglycemia." Tong Jie tried to pull a smile.

Zhan Qianrui remembered something, and took out a pack of hard fruit candies from the glove box: "Mom, do you want to have one in your mouth?"

Tong Jie didn't want to eat very much, but she still nodded because she was afraid that her daughter would worry.

"Mom, what flavor do you want?" Zhan Qianrui moved his index finger in the bag: "There are grapes, strawberries, green apples, lychees..."

She was very dizzy, and there were colorful lights in front of her eyes: "Choose one for me."

"Then lychee, I think lychee tastes the best." Zhan Qianrui said to himself, and found a lychee fruit candy.

Father Zhan stretched out his hand: "Give it to me, I'll help mom peel off the candy paper."

Zhan Qianrui blinked, and found another one that was exactly the same: "Father, eat one too."

After eating the candy, Tong Jie's complexion didn't improve much.

Zhan Qianrui picked a hotel with high praise.Xuanyou followed the navigation and drove very fast all the way, the return journey only took more than half an hour.

After checking in, Zhan Yongde helped Tong Jie and entered the room.

Mother Zhan leaned against the bed, and the three of them guarded nervously by the bed, with six eyes fixed on her.

She smiled, and they were really exaggerating: "I'm really fine, don't worry. I'll just lie down, and I should be able to go home for dinner in time."

"What are you talking about, your face is so pale!" Zhan Qianrui pursed her mouth, took out her mobile phone from her pocket, and turned it into selfie mode to show her: "Look, it doesn't matter if your face is white, even your lips are white."

Tong Jie looked at herself haggard on the screen, and unconsciously touched her face with her hands.She didn't expect that her complexion would be so bad: "But, Youyou has to go to work tomorrow. Ruirui can't live in this kind of hotel, she not only fell in the toilet last time, but also developed a rash when she went back. "

"This hotel doesn't do it! I saw it as soon as I came in. The toilet is a toilet. Moreover, the bed is relatively clean, which is not the same as the one I stayed in last time." Zhan Qianrui became angry when he thought of it, and he dared to love the county. A better hotel, but the guest house she stayed in last time was the worst guest house.

"Mom, you can rest here with peace of mind. I'm the boss..." Xuanyou laughed, eyes crooked: "The boss is a little late for work, it's okay. After you fall asleep, I plan to take Ruirui Go out for a stroll. There are a lot of traditional snacks sold here, and she may not have tasted them."

"Okay." Zhan's mother put down her snacks: "Then you go out to play quickly, and Dad will just accompany me."

Zhan's father also said: "You go, I'm here, don't worry."

He knelt down to help Tong Jie take off his shoes, lifted the quilt and covered it, and carefully tucked in the corners of the quilt.

Xuanyou walked to the window, put the coats of parents on the chair, and pulled up the curtains.

After finishing, she walked up to Zhan Yongde and said softly: "It's about 03:30 now, and Ruirui and I will be back around six o'clock. Do you want to eat something? Let's buy it and take it with us."

Zhan Yongde: "I can eat anything. Bring a bowl of hot porridge to my mother. It's best to ask the people in the store to prepare a thermal bag."

Zhan's father, who has always been gluttonous, has no intention of eating, and only wants to bring Zhan's mother a bowl of hot porridge that can keep warm.

When Zhan Qianrui heard such concern and love, she was so moved that she was about to cry.

"Okay, let's go then." Xuanyou pulled Zhan Qianrui out.

Zhan Qianrui mumbled all the way: "What delicious snacks can we have here? Don't lie to me!"

"Really." Xuan You smiled, instead of taking Zhan Qianrui to the commercial street, he turned from a main road into a small alley.

The alley is quiet, it seems to be a residential area.

Zhan Qianrui shrugged her shoulders: "You don't mean to kidnap and sell me, do you? Where are we going?"

"You'll know when we get there." Xuanyou blinked, pretending to be mysterious.

Zhan Qianrui was full of doubts, and Xuan You turned left and right in the alley, and finally heard the noisy voices.

After getting out of the alley, the eyes suddenly opened up.

Across the road is a small square, which is crowded with people, and even some people are doing traditional costumes and performing talents there.

"Is this the legendary busker?" Zhan Qianrui followed Xuanyou and ran across the road. There are many battery cars in this area, and people don't obey the traffic rules.

Xuanyou: "You can also understand it that way. There are sugar paintings over there, have you eaten them before?"

"Painting sugar painting?" Not only has she never eaten it, she has not even seen it with her own eyes: "Isn't that what people in ancient times ate?"

Zhan Qianrui remembered that such a thing appeared in the costume dramas she had seen.

An old man, wearing a hat, is sitting on a ponytail.There is a wooden box in front of it, and there is a wooden turntable on the box.There are animal paintings on the turntable. Except for the twelve zodiac signs, the grids with the smallest proportion are dragon and phoenix.

Many adults stood by and watched with children.

The old man dug out the yellow sugar with a spoon, melted it on the candle, and then poured it on a white board with a shake of the spoon.With his movements, his wrists shook or trembled. At first it was a rough prototype, and gradually it was a monkey.

He took a toothpick and drew the monkey's eyes and nose skillfully, enriching the details of the face.

"It's amazing!" Zhan Qianrui watched quite intently, and the expression on his face was completely the same as that of the children beside him, not to mention that it had nothing to do with it.

Xuanyou couldn't help laughing: "Do you want to transfer one too?"

"Ah?" Zhan Qianrui was a little puzzled.

Xuanyou pointed to the turntable: "You have to turn it by yourself."

Sure enough, the wooden sign read: 15 yuan a time.

"It seems that you can specify, but you need to pay more." Xuanyou said.

Zhan Qianrui rubbed her hands excitedly: "I want to turn around by myself, it's so boring to specify."

When the old man finished what he was doing, Xuanyou scanned the QR code and paid for it: "Which one do you want?"

"I can do whatever I want." Zhan Qianrui was eager to try it, but she had never eaten it anyway.

Taking a deep breath, Zhan Qianrui stretched out a little index finger, and flicked it against the pointer on the side of the belly.

The pointer "swish, swish, swish" turned several times in a row, but there was still no intention to stop.

Xuan You's heart lightened, she was worried about Zhan Qianrui, so she directly turned his turntable to failure.

Losing money is a small matter, but embarrassment in front of so many children is real.

The author has something to say: I will revise the last few chapters tomorrow

It brings a bad reading experience to the little cuties

Really Sorry