old grace

Xie Qinghe and Fu Chuan have always communicated very well.

Fu Chuan didn't regard him as an elder who was difficult to persuade and couldn't understand, and he liked to talk to him directly about any troubles and worries.

This openness and attachment was established from the beginning of the reunion and has been maintained until seven months ago.Fu Chuan doesn't have many secrets in front of Xie Qinghe, he can confide in joys and sorrows.The only exception is that Xie Qinghe doesn't like to hear him say that he likes it, so he doesn't say it.

——This is Xie Qinghe's refusal to listen, not Fu Chuan's refusal to talk.

Now Fu Chuan doesn't want to speak his mind to Xie Qinghe anymore.

Where he went, why he didn't go back to Hanshan, and what happened, I don't want to go into details.

The sentence "provoke the teacher and mobilize the teachers", and the sentence "please punish", completely deal with this matter as a matter of business.

It was as if sitting in front of Fu Chuan was no longer the elder brother whom he wholeheartedly relied on, but the master who was in charge of his life and death.He only needs to explain to the head of the sect that he is responsible for abusing the power of the sect, and there is no need to talk about anything else related to care and affection.

Even if Xie Qinghe is a god, he can't figure out the entanglement between Fu Chuan and Shi Bufan. He can't understand Fu Chuan's experience.

Therefore, Fu Chuan suddenly put on such a non-cooperative and non-communicative attitude, and he was also very puzzled.

Looking at Fu Chuan's thin cheeks, his chin seemed to be pointed out, Xie Qinghe knew that he was responsible.

The matter of the medicinal tea that day was handled too vaguely.

The junior brother was sad.

but.

Can you act recklessly when you are sad?Run down the mountain and make yourself fall off the cliff, and don't go home after falling off the cliff?

Since Xie Qinghe took care of Fu Chuan as an elder, he would not blame Fu Chuan for his lack of thoughtfulness in many things, but reflected on his lack of thoughtfulness.As early as seven months ago, on the summer night when Fu Chuan had not left the mountain, he had already reflected on himself, and admitted that he had neglected Fu Chuan's emotions, and he should take Fu Chuan more seriously.

If Fu Chuanfa loses his temper and makes a big fuss, it doesn't matter if he pokes a hole in the sky, Xie Qinghe is willing to follow behind and clean up the mess for him.

Which teenager has never lost his temper?When Xie Qinghe himself was young, he also had a lawless temper.

But Fu Chuan's temper made him too introverted, and when he came back from a seven-month trip, his clothes were looser, his cheeks thinner, and he looked less energetic and peaceful than before.If you have a temper, you go to toss Shi Bufan, you come to toss me, what's the matter with tossing yourself?

This met Xie Qinghe's Ni Lin.

A disciple of the sect's inheritance, no matter how much he cherishes himself, can't be too much. If he hurts himself because of his own business, where does he put his master?

"Perhaps I have always indulged you too much." Xie Qinghe said.

That was a bad word.

Fu Chuan took a step back on his knees and touched his forehead to the ground.

The posture of listening to the reprimand is very respectful, but he still refuses to talk to him, and he is unwilling to explain himself.

"You are not young, so I have to tell you many truths again? People have their own responsibilities in life, and love and love are not the focus of a monk's immortal journey. Just because I can't make you get what you want, You are going to run out, make trouble wantonly, make yourself fall off the cliff, and then hide outside and refuse to go home? Do you feel that you are very pitiful, and everyone in the world is sorry for you?" Xie Qinghe asked.

Xie Qinghe's words became more and more severe.The accusation contained in it is that Fu Chuan does not know his own self-respect, and hurts himself to gain attention.

That's what Fu Chuan was worried about and refused to go back to Hanshan.

Now that the nightmare has come true, the eldest brother really scolded him for deliberately killing himself, scolded him for not knowing the severity, and scolded him for being irresponsible.

But Fu Chuan couldn't explain it.No matter what his original intentions were, what his concerns were at the time, the whole thing seemed to be like this.He went over the cause and effect in detail, even if he filled in all the details, it still couldn't change the fact that he gave up on himself.

He just felt hurt, and felt that the elder brother would never accept him, and everything was no longer interesting.

If he was in a normal mood at that time, would things have become so chaotic?

Never.

Since he couldn't explain himself, Fu Chuan gave up struggling and still bowed his head on the ground without saying a word.

This made Xie Qinghe a little depressed.

He doesn't care if ordinary people don't talk to him.

Human nature is so simple, nothing more than taking and giving.Lure them with benefits, threaten them with threats, and that's all they can achieve their goals.

Only Fu Chuan is different.

Remembering that he had lost Fu Chuan's trust, the child no longer wanted to look up to him, chattering about what was in his heart...

Xie Qinghe didn't quite adapt.

He cursed a few times cruelly, but it didn't work, and Xie Qinghe didn't want to spray too much.

If Fu Chuan was really sad and wept bitterly, it's not that Xie Qinghe didn't have the skill of speaking.It's just that Fu Chuan was obviously angry. If he suppressed it forcefully, even if he won a temporary victory, he would hurt Fu Chuan's feelings. How much would it help the situation?

Xie Qinghe immediately changed his strategy, slowed down, and said, "After you left that day, I thought about things with you."

This sentence has not reached the point, Fu Chuan, who had been pretending to be dead, moved, and said with difficulty: "Please forgive me, senior brother. It was the disciple's wishful thinking, which caused disturbances for no reason, disturbing the quietness of the master. The disciple is now I know I was wrong, and I dare not bring it up again in the future.”

He seemed to be choked up a little while speaking, paused for a moment, and his voice returned to normal.

"This stubborn trip down the mountain was caused by my disciple's obsession with ghosts, and I was confused for a while. This disciple already knows that this trip is frivolous."

"The disciple acts recklessly, loses ground for advancing and retreating, and his talents and virtues are useless. Please strip the head disciple status as a punishment. If the real head master has other punishments according to the sect rules, the disciple will accept it willingly."

"I just ask the head master to calm down and don't despise the disciples."

He couldn't explain why he refused to come back, but he eagerly promised that he would never dare to have a next time.

"I won't think wildly anymore, and I don't dare to make trouble again. I really, really don't dare, and I will never have such a thing again..." He would rather swear to Xie Qinghe, "From now on, this disciple will be banned from Hanshan for 20 years. Never go downhill."

This attitude is very strange.

Xie Qinghe thought that he was sad and refused to communicate with him, but he said these words so cowardly and eagerly.

Guaranteed not to mention the matter of love, guaranteed not to make trouble again, willing to be grounded for 20 years, so as to guarantee that I will never have any problems again.

If you really want to lose your temper when you are sad, and want to demonstrate in a fit of anger, this should not be the reaction.Xie Qinghe thought that he would be so tough and difficult to deal with his stubborn appearance of refusing to communicate, and was ready to be yelled at by him.

Who knows that although Fu Chuan keeps silent about the past, he still cares about his "like".

I hope that he will "calm his anger" and that he will "not be disgusted."

From this point of view, the little junior brother seems more like he has some unspeakable secrets that cannot be said, and he regrets the embarrassment and is willing to use everything to make up for it.

"Are you tired?" Xie Qinghe asked suddenly.

Fu Chuan was taken aback.

Xie Qinghe got up and removed the tea table on the couch, threw the soft pillow on the ground, took a new pillow from the cabinet, and put it on the head of the couch.The couch was quickly turned into a small quilt by him. He lifted the blanket and said, "Sleep for a while when you're tired. Let's talk again when you wake up."

Fu Chuan didn't understand the reasoning of this at all, and looked at him blankly.

Yun Chao had already brought in water, and prepared mouthwash and face towels for Fu Chuan.

Xie Qinghe put the wet towel on his hand, and said, "Go to bed first. There will be water for you to cook on the stove, and it's the same when you wake up and take a bath."

But why are you going to sleep?

Fu Chuan wiped his face blankly, and finished washing under Yun Chao's care.

"Eldest brother..." Fu Chuan sat on the couch, still not quite understanding.

Xie Qinghe pressed him into the quilt, covered him with a soft blanket, loosened the hairpin on top of him, and relaxed his tense scalp: "You are nervous now, so rest for two hours first. Wake up, take a shower, eat Yun asked his elder brother to make a big elbow, and then talked to the elder brother."

It was no longer the pattern of kneeling and listening to the training. Fu Chuan was lying on the couch with the familiar incense in his nostrils, so he was naturally relaxed and vulnerable.But Xie Qinghe was still sitting beside him, patting his shoulder with one hand, comforting him gently.

"I didn't mean to cause trouble." Fu Chuan took Xie Qinghe's hand, choking slightly.

If a person sits on the bed with a quilt on his back, he is most wary when he backs the wall and belly blanket.Conversely, if you lie on your side on the bed, look at the person sitting next to you, and trust him, it is almost impossible to generate much resistance and guard.

What Fu Chuan and Xie Qinghe are maintaining now is the most unsuspecting posture.

"If you say no, then it's not." Xie Qinghe comforted.

"I don't know that I will stay in the space for half a year. At the beginning, I just wanted to heal my broken bones." Fu Chuan was very sad when he said that, and wiped his tears, "I... broke a bone and dare not come back I'm afraid that senior brother thinks I didn't stop and broke my bones on purpose. I didn't do it on purpose, it was an accident. But I can't explain it clearly."

"I'm afraid that senior brother thinks that I'm just a stupid kid who rolls on the ground and wipes his face with yellow mud when he can't eat candied haws." He held Xie Qinghe's hand tightly, defending himself, "It's really an accident. I dare not Let big brother know that I'm hurt..."

This is the sticking point.

Xie Qinghe nodded, and concluded: "If there is an obstacle in the heart, suspicion will arise."

Would Fu Chuan be so cautious if there was no such thing as impossibility in courtship?Do you worry about being misunderstood?Some things exist as they exist, whitewashing the peace can only keep the surface bright, after all, the inside is different.

Fu Chuan was a little speechless after being choked by his eight words, his eyes retreated to show weakness: "Senior brother, I have figured it out, I will not wishful thinking in the future, and naturally I will not have any rift with senior brother... If I do this again If I make a mistake, I will be punished so that I will not be able to see my elder brother again in this life."

Xie Qinghe could tell that Fu Chuan was just talking about it, if he really let go of that delusion, how could it be so painful?

He had decided to let Fu Chuan fulfill his wish seven months ago, and he didn't change his mind at this time.

It's just that the timing is not right now.At this time, being able to get along with Fu Chuanchuan would probably give Fu Chuan the illusion that as long as he makes a fuss about everything, hurts himself, and loses his temper, the elder brother will compromise and admit defeat, and fulfill his wish.

Therefore, even if Xie Qinghe has already made a decision, he cannot tell him at this time.

Only when Fu Chuan bowed his head first, gave up his confrontational stance, opened his heart to Xie Qinghe again, and told him about his experience during this period of time, can Xie Qinghe tell him what he decided to marry seven months ago.

"How many bones were broken?" Xie Qinghe asked with concern.

Fu Chuan pointed out to him: "Here, here, and here and here...Thanks to the medicine that my elder brother gave me, this bone happened to touch the ground, and it was broken to the point of blooming... If there is no Dipsacan Ointment , I’m afraid I’m going to limp even when I’m walking now.”

The first thing Xie Qinghe did when they met was to look at his body. Fu Chuan recovered very well without leaving any legacy. It can be seen that not only Xie Qinghe's wound medicine worked, but also the longevity grass in the ancestor's space also contributed a lot.

"How long have you raised it?" Xie Qinghe wanted to ask the next few questions.

"It will be fine in about two months." Fu Chuan also realized this, and after hesitating for a moment, "In the next few months, I will be expelling the poison. The poison caused me to give birth to an illusion, and a terrible enemy appeared. , always chasing me..."

Xie Qinghe thought of the messy battle scars on Fairy Mountain, all left by Fu Chuan alone, so it makes sense.

"Gu poison?" Xie Qinghe asked.

That's why Fu Chuan didn't want to explain.

If one thing is said, another will be involved, and in the end, nothing can be covered up.

The love Gu was placed by Shi Bufan, and the purpose was not to kill Fu Chuan.Fu Chuan can understand this, and thinks that Shi Bufan's crime is not worthy of death, but Xie Qinghe may not think so.Dare to poison the head disciple of the Hanjiang Sword Sect?Yun Chao's sword is not forgiving.If Fu Chuan wanted to intercede for Shi Bufan, he had to explain why Shi Bufan didn't deserve to die - he had to say that it was not killing Gu, but love Gu.

Then why did Shi Bufan not dare to use love Gu before, but why did he dare to use it this time?Because he took the aphrodisiac from the demon monk.

Why did Shi Bufan, who was in poor condition after taking the aphrodisiac, be able to plot against Fu Chuan, who was in good condition?

Because Fu Chuan has been taking care of the aphrodisiac, Shi Bufan, who is constantly chattering...

The most important thing is, why did Fu Chuan know that Shi Bufan had planted a love gu on him, but didn't ask Shi Bufan to remove the poison for him?Instead, he had to hide in the Patriarch's space by himself, and spent several months asking the Everlasting Grass to help dispel the illusion?

This kind of posture of lying sideways on the couch, holding the senior brother's hand, and covering his face with tilted head, is too easy to destroy a person's vigilance.

Fu Chuan said a few words crookedly, and was comforted by Xie Qinghe's gentle words. Many worries disappeared under Xie Qinghe's gentle gaze.

He twitched and recounted the ins and outs of the incident, vaguely talked about the absurdity of the two in the cave, and said: "I broke up with him, and we are very..."

It's hard to say what's right or wrong about this kind of thing.

For example, Fu Chuan always rejected Shi Bufan, sternly rejected his offense, and was furious. Naturally, Shi Bufan was at fault for this matter.

The problem is, Fu Chuan also had a momentary weakness.Desperation for Xie Qinghe made him give up on himself, and tried to accept Shi Bufan's pursuit.It's just that there is a little bit of softness in emotion, but the body doesn't cooperate at all.Shi Bufan excitedly wanted to be nice to him, but was rejected by him again and again, and finally just vomited all over... For Shi Bufan, it was definitely a complete humiliation.

Therefore, at the end of the quarrel, Fu Chuan also felt that he was in the wrong and couldn't be so righteous to Shi Bufan.

When the two of them broke up because of their disagreement, they both forgot about love Gu.

——Whether Fu Chuan really forgot, whether Shi Bufan really forgot, no one can be sure.

This is the most difficult part of Fu Chuan, that is, his unspeakable secret.

Xie Qinghe solved the little junior brother's stubbornness in one bed, wanted to comfort him with a smile, but couldn't.Seeing Fu Chuan looking at himself with worried and inquiring eyes, he said softly, "I have been to the cave where you temporarily lived at the bottom of Fairy Valley."

Fu Chuan turned over a little uneasily, trying to pull the soft blanket that had slipped down to his waist and abdomen.

"The place is damp and cold, and it is difficult to live for a long time."

"There is no bed, no bedding, and it is difficult to sit and sleep. How can you have sex in such a place?"

After Xie Qinghe finished speaking, Fu Chuan was so shocked that he almost got up from the couch, his face was flushed, "I, I... Senior brother, I and him... really are not... I just... we can't, nothing..."

Xie Qinghe ignored his flustered denial, and continued: "I think you must be very sad. That's why you are in such a cave, with a person you don't like, doing things that are completely uninteresting."

In Fu Chuan's memory, that experience has always been chaotic, shameful and unspeakable, it is the weakness and filth that he can't talk about.

He refused to mention it to anyone, because he felt that it was a huge mistake, stupidity and betrayal.No matter how bad he felt during that mess, he couldn't talk it out.Because, that was his own decision, and he deserved that kind of experience and result.

Until now.

He endured the shame and embarrassment to confess this matter, and he was ready to be disgusted by his elder brother.

What the elder brother gave him was understanding and empathy, as well as distress and love.

He made a wrong decision.

He suffered the consequences of embarrassing confusion.

Xie Qinghe suddenly lowered his head, placed an extremely cautious and gentle kiss on his forehead, and touched his cheek: "Before you went down the mountain, it was the night you made the wrong tea and fled. I figured it out. Fu Chuan, you If you still want to be nice to me."

He looked at Fu Chuan's eager eyes that suddenly raised, and there seemed to be a lot of disbelief in those eyes.

Xie Qinghe covered his eyes with his hands.

"Live with me in the future."

Fu Chuan's chest stopped rising and falling, and his whole body seemed to freeze.

After a moment of stalemate, Fu Chuan let out a long breath, covered Xie Qinghe's hand that was covering his eyes, and asked, "Is this senior brother torturing me? I swore earlier that I would not dare to think about it again. I didn't deceive senior brother Eldest brother is right, in the fairyland, love is not important at all, I have figured it out now, and I will never cause troubles for elder brother if I practice seriously in the future..."

"It's all up to you. If you want to get along with me, come and live with me. If you don't want to, you can still live in the middle of the mountain."

Xie Qinghe tried to pull his hand back.

Who knew that Fu Chuan was pulling him tightly, exerting his strength twice, but in the end he was still being held by Fu Chuan.

Xie Qinghe couldn't laugh or cry: "Okay, I know you want to come and live. Let go soon."

Fu Chuancai sat up abruptly, staring blankly at his face: "Am I dreaming?"

Xie Qinghe patted his head.

As if waking up from a dream, he turned over and rode on Xie Qinghe's lap, hugged him tightly, and leaned against Xie Qinghe's shoulder, crying loudly: "Elder brother, elder brother, didn't you coax me? Do you really want to be with me?"

Xie Qinghe's neck was tightly hugged by him, and his neck hurt a little, but he just gently stroked his vest and comforted him in a low voice.

Fu Chuan burst into tears.

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Outside the door, two serving disciples from Feixian Caolu looked at each other and looked at each other.

... The little brother cried so badly, how did the big brother punish him?