Those days when Mrs. Yazhai

Ye Linjiang found Shen Qi and wanted to take him down the mountain, but Shen Qi hugged the tombstone tightly and refused to let go.

"I won't leave, I want to stay here with Chang'an."

Ye Linjiang had a terrible headache.He never expected Shen Qi to be like this.

Ye Linjiang was agitated in his heart, and his tone became sharper, "So what if I stay with him here? Can he still be resurrected?"

Shen Qi's eyes were already very red, and the sockets of his eyes hurt badly but no more tears could fall. He blinked and responded to Ye Linjiang lightly: "If he can't be resurrected, I will die with him."

Ke'er panicked when she heard the words, she squatted down anxiously, tried to look at Shen Qi as much as she could, and carefully persuaded: "Cousin, don't do this, okay? Come back with us, it's cold on the mountain, you will freeze to death .”

Zhong Mo took off the fleece coat he was wearing and put it on Shen Qi's body, and persuaded softly: "Your Majesty, it's cold on the mountain, so you can't stay too long, just stay for a while and go back. If you want, I can accompany you tomorrow." You come again."

Shen Qi looked back at Zhong Mo.After taking off the fleece jacket, the clothes on Zhong Mo's body were no longer enough to resist the severe cold on the mountain. With just one sentence, the tip of Zhong Mo's nose turned red.

Shen Qi didn't want to involve Zhong Mo in the cold, so after thinking for a while, he stood up and said, "Then come back tomorrow."

Before Ye Linjiang brought Shen Qi here, he also thought that Shen Qi would be unwilling to leave after he came, but he didn't expect Shen Qi's reaction to be far greater than he imagined.

As night fell and the cold wind hit, the door of the inn was already closed, but Shen Qi knocked on the door of Ye Linjiang's room wearing a fleece coat.

After sitting down, Shen Qi didn't waste any time, and directly expressed his thoughts to Ye Linjiang.

"I want to guard the tomb for Chang'an and the others." Shen Qi gathered the fleece on his body, and added: "I want to guard the tomb for a year to atone for their sins."

Ye Linjiang was a little stunned at first, but when he realized it, he laughed angrily at Shen Qi's words, and asked back, "What sin is atonement for?"

Shen Xi said: "If I hadn't appeared in Chang'an's life, they wouldn't have gone through this. Their death is my fault, so I want to make atonement."

Ye Linjiang stood up from the stool in a jerk, walked around the table twice, breathed a sigh of relief, and finally spoke to Shen Qi calmly.

"You have never done anything wrong. You have no sin. It is other people who are at fault. You should let other people atone for this sin, instead of taking all the mistakes on yourself. Do you understand?"

"Didn't you tell your prime minister uncle that you would definitely avenge Chang'an? Is this what you call revenge? Is it what you call revenge by taking the blame on yourself and trapping yourself in front of Chang'an's tomb? Yours Is the enemy yourself?"

Shen Qi curled his lips and wanted to cry again, "But, Chang'an's death really has something to do with me, doesn't it?"

Ye Linjiang heaved a sigh of relief again, and sat back on the stool, trying to suppress his temper so as not to speak too harshly.

"Shen Qi, do you know why you can't control your own destiny? Because you are always like this, you will take everything wrong on yourself for big and small things. The emperor didn't like you, and you think it's because you are not pleasing enough I like it, the princess and prince in the palace bully you, and you also think it is because you are not likable enough. But don’t you know what kind of person you are? Are you really that annoying? They hate you, why do you Don't you think it's their problem?"

Shen Xi stared blankly at Ye Linjiang with red eye circles, wanted to speak, but didn't know what to say.

Ye Linjiang sighed, and said: "Chang'an's death is not your fault, you have to find the real sinner and let him make atonement. If that person is too powerful and you can't do anything to him for a while, then you Just learn to become strong by yourself, so strong that no one can influence your choice, so strong that you can execute a sinner at will."

Before Shen Qi left, the last words Ye Linjiang said to him were: "Try to hold your own destiny firmly in your own hands."

Before coming out of Ye Linjiang's room, Shen Qi had the determination to die.He always felt that Chang'an's death was inseparable from him, and he even felt that he was the biggest sinner.He planned to guard the tomb for Chang'an for one year, and chant sutras and Buddhas for Chang'an and others in front of the tomb to make atonement for himself. After one year, he will know himself in front of Chang'an's tomb, and then he will personally make amends to Chang'an once at the bottom.At that time, he will ask someone to dig a hole next to Chang'an's tomb and bury himself in it, which will be regarded as the end of his life.

But Ye Linjiang's words moved Shen Xi's heart very much.

Shen Qi understands that Chang'an's death is indeed not only his fault, his uncle is also a sinner, if he really wants to make amends, he needs to take his own uncle down to make amends to Chang'an.But his uncle has a high position and authority, and he really can't take him down for a while.

Shen Qi stayed up all night, holding the jade pendant carved for him by He An in his hand and looking at it for a whole night.

He thought, anyway, he planned to live another year. Instead of using this year to recite scriptures and Buddhas, it is better to use this year to find a way to drag uncle that sinner down.

When it was about to dawn, there was a rustling sound outside, Shen Qi put on his fleece coat and went to the window and opened the small window.

It was snowing heavily outside.

No one was walking on the street, and a thin layer of snow accumulated on the road in just a moment.Shen Qi stretched out his hand to catch it, and a few snowflakes fell on his hand, and soon turned into a few drops of crystal clear water.

Shen Qi remembered that when he went back to the mountain, the snow seemed to be so heavy.

He murmured: "Chang'an...I miss you so much."

Then tears flowed down his cheeks.

Facing the heavy snow, Shen Qi cried heartily. After crying, he wiped his face clean, put away the jade pendant carefully, and closed the small window with his hand.

Before closing the window, Shen Xi said softly but firmly: "I will definitely take revenge."

Heavy snow blocked the way up the mountain, and also blocked the way back to the imperial city, Shen Qi didn't insist on going up the mountain, and obediently listened to Ye Linjiang's words and stayed in the inn all day.

Seeing Shen Qi's peaceful appearance, Ye Linjiang knew that Shen Qi had heard his words.

While letting out a sigh of relief, Ye Linjiang also spurned himself: I'm afraid I'm the first in the world to lead my cousin to harm my own father.

But he couldn't care less.His father's obsession and Shen Xi's weakness must be overcome, otherwise this kind of life will still be endless.

When Zhong Mo knocked on the door of Ye Linjiang's room, he was leaning against the window and calculating when the road would pass. After Zhong Mo came in, he smiled and said: "General Ye is not afraid of the cold, he even opened the window to blow the wind."

Ye Linjiang closed the window, went back to the table and sat down, also said with a smile: "I'm a rough guy, with rough skin and thick flesh, so I'm not very afraid of the cold."

Zhong Mo pulled up the corners of his mouth and smiled, then said sternly: "I'm not going to play around with the general either, I came here to ask the general if he has any news about the seniors and them."