Zephyr 01

Lu Shiyu held Lin Xiyan's hand through the glass, and Lin Xiyan had to look up at him, then he said, "Xiyan, I just want to change a glass for you."

Lin Xiyan didn't know how to understand this sentence, she moved her finger slightly, and took it back together with the cup.Lu Shiyu didn't take his hand back forcefully, but accommodated him, allowing him to take back the glass of juice with an unknown taste.

Lu Shiyu didn't know what to think. Lin Xiyan was brought home like this, like an abandoned cub covered in scars. Although there was still a little bit of agility in his nature, he always kept secrets and dared not Show it.

However, Lin Xiyan seemed to have seen something from Lu Shiyu's compromise. He relaxed from the tense state, and carefully expanded his safety zone by an inch.

——Because the cub covered in bruises couldn't tell the difference between good and bad, he simply regarded this glass of juice as a treasure.His body and soul, riddled with holes, miraculously showed signs of healing because of this, showing a little satisfaction.

It took Lu Shiyu a very long time to wait until Lin Xiyan put the empty cup back on the table, and then looked at him timidly.

He watched the man's expression cautiously, knowing that every action he had had to be cautious and measured, Lin Xiyan was so dependent on him, and if he was not careful, the relationship between them would become a relationship of domestication and being domesticated.

Lin Xiyan would be docile by his side, but what's the point of that?What he wants is an equal relationship, to love and be loved.

It is very easy to love someone, and it is also a kind of love to keep giving. He can give Lin Xiyan a lot. In the universal sense, he can find precious things for this person, which is too simple for him up.

But he wants a person to learn to love and take, and he wants Lin Xiyan to find the courage, security and confidence that may have been lost for a long time to be cherished by someone.

Take your time, Lu Shiyu said to himself in his heart, be more patient.One day he could see what the real Lin Xiyan looked like after peeling off this fragmented shell.

However, the reality is that the relationship between them has stagnated since the inexplicable silence in Lin Xiyan's room that night.

Lu Shiyu didn't expect things to develop like this. In his expectation, he wouldn't care about Lin Xiyan deliberately rejecting him or escaping. Talk to him about it.

Now he can only unilaterally believe that they have reconciled, skipping the process of repeated entanglement and running-in when they are in a relationship, and directly enter the stable period of the relationship.

All he has to do now is to take good care of Lin Xiyan, but how should he take care of it? Lu Shiyu looked at him, having a hard time—too many steps were skipped between them, which made Lu Shiyu a little unsure of how to get along for a while After struggling, he asked, "Do you want to bask in the sun for a while?"

Lin Xiyan naturally had no objection, and nodded obediently.He didn't seem to have recovered from a certain environment, and he even sat upright while basking in the sun.

Lu Shiyu: "..."

Alas, take your time.

·

Lu Shiyu skipped work on the grounds that he had to take care of his family—although he also handled a lot of things at home, but soon his assistant, secretary, and the crowd behind Lu Mingyuan couldn't hold back anymore, waiting for him to come There are just too many things to deal with.

First of all, Lu Mingyuan still has an illegitimate child that he didn't arrange to understand.

Lu Shiyu didn't care much about this half-brother, let alone he dug out the mother and son himself.

Originally, he just wanted to find something for Lu Mingyuan to do so that Lu Mingyuan would not notice his actions. It would be best if he could fish out Lin Xiyan completely in this matter.

His arrangement took only a small step before being disrupted by the cruise ship incident.

Ordinary people would speculate on Lu Shiyu's attitude in the same direction. Who would like a cheap brother who appeared for no reason?

Therefore, those old people who claimed to be Lu Mingyuan's "confidantes" rushed to guard against Lu Shiyu for the mother and son, lest he swallow the little one alive. If Lu Mingyuan woke up in the future, how difficult would it be to explain?

Lu Shiyu didn't understand these people's carelessness, but then he thought that it would be better to leave something for these old men who don't care about their own business and feel uncomfortable, so as not to cause trouble for him.

So, he put this matter aside in a frenzy.

Although Huanshi's situation is not that complicated, Jiang Zhan can also help him, but Gu Manman is still embarrassed enough, privately dislikes the CEO for being a lover, luckily, within half a month, she also learned to be swearing To screen out the busy affairs, leaving the most important things for Lu Shiyu to make decisions.

The rookie in the workplace who spends all day making milk tea in the tea room, now handles affairs very well.

Lu Shiyu can also have more time to take care of Lin Xiyan. This matter is several times more difficult than taking over the management of his parents' assets at the same time. There are no established rules to follow, and it takes great patience and a little bit of care. Only by trying can arouse Lin Xiyan's precious curiosity from his ignorance.

Lu Shiyu had felt that Lin Xiyan's state was not right before, as if he was always awake and lacking energy, and he seemed slow and dull when doing anything.

At first he thought it was because of his schedule, so he forced Lin Xiyan to go to bed early and get up early with him, and when he couldn't fall asleep, he would lie on the bed and listen to music together.

I have played dozens of various sleep aid music, although the effect is there, but it is not obvious, Lin Xiyan still wakes up in his sleep, or wakes up in the middle of the night and cannot fall asleep.

Later, reminded by Chu Siyuan, he decided to seek help from a psychologist.But Lin Xiyan was very resistant, very uncooperative—a very gentle kind of noncooperation. He saw a psychiatrist and obediently took a psychological scale, but when he faced the doctor alone, he felt very uncomfortable. symptom.

Before the psychiatrist said a few words, he felt cold and shivering.This was his psychological resistance, resulting in a physical reaction, and the treatment had to be temporarily suspended.

Together with Lin Xiyan's little liveliness, it seemed that they all disappeared again, and became silent again.

back home.

Lu Shiyu deliberately didn't speak, causing Lin Xiyan to take the initiative to look over - he felt that he had made a mistake, and he was careful even to take a look, but this look made him stunned, as if he saw Lu Shiyu's eyes turned red.

Lu Shiyu was not so lucky in his life. All the happiness in his first half of his life was gone when he was ten years old. In fact, he was carrying a heavy burden. Chu Bei's sudden death, the expectations of his elders, and more What he wanted was the shackles he gave himself, slowly, day by day, casting him into what he is now.

He is like a migratory bird, always walking according to the established trajectory, and he has become an "excellent" template. Lin Xiyan is the only time for him to do what he wants to do and protect someone.

He thought he could do well, but when this matter encountered unsustainable difficulties, he would inevitably feel sad and lost.

Lin Xiyan looked at him anxiously, reached out his hand for the first time, lightly touched Lu Shiyu's eyes, and comforted him clumsily: "Don't be sad, Lu Shiyu."

Lu Shiyu's heart was filled with sudden restlessness and surprise, but he still wanted to be as calm as possible, waiting for Lin Xiyan's next move.

Lin Xiyan opened his arms and hugged him.

·

"His situation is quite special. A normal person will feel broken after being hit one after another in a short period of time." The psychiatrist said after several contacts with Lin Xiyan: "It can last for more than one and a half years, and live every day. Under some kind of mental blow, becoming dull to life is actually a kind of self-protection. Family members should be patient, it will be a long process to return to normal."

I don't know if Lin Xiyan's active hug gave him too much confidence. Lu Shiyu was much more optimistic than the psychiatrist, and in turn comforted the doctor: "It will be all right."

Lin Xiyan is indeed getting better slowly, the number of awakenings in the middle of the night has decreased a lot, even if he wakes up, he no longer panics, as long as he realizes that Lu Shiyu is by his side, he will calm down quickly.

He gradually recovered from the state of frightened birds, no longer worried all day long, and life suddenly seemed to be an ordinary and painless thing.

Lu Shiyu would prepare breakfast for him every day before going to work, wake him up on time according to the stipulated time, and force him to develop the habit of drinking a cup of hot milk every morning.

The warm sweet milk probably has a soothing effect, which made Lin Xiyan look forward to this part of the day.I can't remember how many days it was, but before Lu Shiyu went to the room to pick Lin Xiyan up from the soft quilt, he just took out the milk cup from the cupboard when he heard movement behind him.

Lin Xiyan poked out half of his head, saw him, and walked in lightly.

Lu Shiyu was stunned for a few seconds before saying, "The milk is not ready yet, just wait for me."

Lin Xiyan nodded, and sat down in his usual seat.There was a dining table and a cooking table between them, but Lu Shiyu felt that this scene suddenly came alive.

In the past, he was the one who dragged Lin Xiyan to do this and that, as if their lives were his one-man show.

But today, Lin Xiyan finally took the initiative to participate in his own life. Under Lu Shiyu's persistent pull, Lin Xiyan finally had a two-way interaction with him and the world.

Lin Xiyan finally started to recover, his energy improved day by day, and sometimes he would be rebellious, unwilling to eat the sick meal that Lu Shiyu prescribed for him.

Of course, he cooperated most of the time and found something for himself to do.Even Lu Shiyu couldn't tell what kind of green plants were in the dozens of pots on the balcony. He carefully numbered them, from one to twelve, from big to small, and arranged them neatly. They had to be watered every day. Water several times.

Lu Shi Yudu gradually felt relieved, feeling that he could finally breathe a sigh of relief, and that he could properly spend a little more energy on his work.

With such a big deal, it's not easy for him to be the hands-off shopkeeper all the time.

Lin Xiyan seemed to know what he was thinking, and suddenly became very clingy.Regardless of his pots of grass, he followed Lu Shiyu all day long. When Lu Shiyu returned home from work, he would definitely find Lin Xiyan waiting for him not far from the door.

This……

How can you work overtime in the company?

Sure enough, the ancients did not deceive me. Since ancient times, heroes have passed through the beauty pass, and since then, kings have not come to court early.

Lin Xiyan ignorantly lay on the back of the sofa chair and asked him, "Are you finished? Will you be so busy tomorrow?"

He asked seriously.

Lu Shiyu raised his arm to check the time, it was just after seven o'clock, it was not too late.Lu Shiyu asked as if thinking of something: "Is it boring to be alone at home? What did you do today?"

Lin Xiyan really didn't have much to do. In the past two years, all his time was blank, because there were so few things to do.

At this time, I suddenly told him that you can do whatever you want, even though he knew it was true in his heart, he still needed to get used to it for a while, and then slowly stretched out his once bruised claws to try it out.

Lin Xiyan paused for a few seconds before saying, "I saw someone walking a dog on the balcony today. I don't know what breed it is. It's small and round, very cute."

Lu Shiyu took the opportunity to say: "...Do you want to keep a pet? Do you like puppies?"

Lu Shiyu very much hoped that Lin Xiyan would agree. Lin Xiyan and this world need some connection other than him, not to mention that the little animals can accompany him all day, which couldn't be better.

Lin Xiyan shook his head cautiously.He is happy for a while now, but from now on... Lu Shiyu is so busy, who will take care of him?

"..." Lu Shiyu didn't dare to mention anything to Lin Xiyan for a second time, fearing that he would be unhappy and force himself, so he ended the topic abruptly: "If you don't raise it, don't raise it, and then you will be tired." You... I think you are good at growing green plants at home, do you want to bring some more pots back for you, or you can pick them yourself?"

Lin Xiyan probably felt that it was not good to refuse, so he nodded: "Okay."

Lu Shiyu found out the contact information of the merchant, and asked the other party to send pictures to Lin Xiyan on the spot.It was only after sending the message that it was discovered that this was a group chat, which was created by Gu Ye for them.

Gu Ye never left his mobile phone, and returned faster than the merchant: "Hey, Lu Shi, you have finally raised those pots of grass in your house to death?"

Lu Shiyu: "..."

What kind of scene is this when dating accidentally rolls over!

But the car turned over was worth it, because Lin Xiyan smiled, although it wasn't obvious, he could feel it.Lu Shiyu unilaterally forgave Gu Ye, and gave Lin Xiyan the phone to show him the pictures sent by the merchant.

Before turning over a few pictures, the phone rang.

The caller was Qin Fan from the Criminal Investigation Team of the Municipal Bureau: "Mr. Xiao Lu, is it convenient to come to the Municipal Bureau now? If it is convenient, you'd better bring Lin Xiyan with you."

The author has something to say: Lu: You smile so beautifully, like a spring flower!

Lu: ...Hey, pick up the words?

Lin Xiyan refused to embarrass himself in the small theater and covered his ears. Today is another day of refusing to open.

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