delusion 01

The sky hadn't cleared up for half a month in a row, and the layers of roses outside the manor had already languished, and even the whole manor was covered with some haze.

The maids found the thin boy at the observation point of the balcony.They followed his line of sight and looked down, but saw nothing, they only thought he was in a daze.

"Mister is waiting for you in the study." The lead maid always spoke in a polite and polite tone, so thorough that no one could fault her.

Of course, if you listen carefully, it is still a bit blunt. For example, when she speaks, she will unconsciously raise her chin slightly, and her tone seems to be a little impatient.

Lin Xiyan turned around, as if he had already gotten used to this attitude, and said simply: "Got it."

He has a good-looking skin, but he is too thin and pale, and his eyes have no waves, making him look lifeless, even a little gloomy.

Lin Xiyan was about to get up when he was stopped by a dark sight, and at the same time another maid put down the tray in her hand and took out a loose women's dress.

Since it is a tool sent to curry favor with the powerful, it is natural to put other people's preferences first.

That old pervert likes to see him in a skirt, preferably stockings, and a bow on his chest.This is really embarrassing, and I don't know what to appreciate.

But he had no choice but to obey.

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Lu Shiyu just came back at this time, he drove lightly, only carrying a suitcase in his hand.

He is a typical proud son of heaven, an overqualified successor who looks up to his expectations even against his bones.He is confident and gentle, as if his eyes are full of beautiful things.

Despite his mother's early death and his father's obsession with power and beauty, he is impeccable.

The butler personally picked him up at the door with an umbrella, treated him very kindly, and reminded him to go back to his room to rest first.

Lu Shiyu asked, "Is father busy?"

The housekeeper said euphemistically that it might not be convenient for Dong Lu and Mr. Lin to talk in the study together.Lu Shiyu understood the hidden hint in these words, and said without hesitation: "It's okay, I just went back to my room to rest, and it's the same when I see you later."

After all, the journey is tiring, and the ready-made reasons are here.

Lu Shiyu didn't go home often, and only came back in a hurry during holidays and Chinese New Year.He was really well-bred, and when he heard that his father brought a man even younger than him home, he didn't lose his temper, and he didn't have a bad attitude in private.

He just keeps a distance from his "little mother" just right, but it doesn't show it on the surface, and occasionally meets at the dinner table, and he will say hello.

But Lin Xiyan could understand it—this was an attitude that didn't take people seriously at all. Lu Shiyu was not a second-generation ancestor who was ignorant and obsessed with family property. He didn't need to lose his posture to fight for it. Because he is confident enough, maybe because he knows what kind of virtue his father is, and he is not worried about letting anyone taste too much sweetness.Therefore, he didn't even bother about it, only subconsciously retained his usual demeanor and self-cultivation.

He had always kept a low profile, and Lin Xiyan didn't know that Lu Shiyu was back until the maids talked about it.It's just that he didn't see it. Of course, Lu Shiyu would not come to see him specially, but it didn't affect his good mood.

He usually shuts himself in his room, but today he went downstairs to make coffee in a good mood.The first time he learned to enjoy such a quiet moment was also influenced by Lu Shiyu. In the past, he always felt that he was wasting his time.

He has never had much free time, and he doesn't want to waste every second, otherwise he won't be able to feel at ease.

Lu Shiyu was different, he was very good at making coffee by himself, and his movements were neat and elegant.

Speaking of which, it was the first time he saw Lu Shiyu up close and for a long time. He was very embarrassed at that time, and didn't know how to face Lu Mingyuan, an adult son who was older than him.

He guessed that the other party hated him, looked down on him, and would even speak ill of him.

But it didn't.

Lu Shiyu treated him as easy-going as if he were an old friend, and was surprisingly friendly: "I've been abroad all year round, and I'm used to doing it myself, do you want to try it?"

Lin Xiyan was surprised by his friendliness, and wanted to respond, but said stupidly: "The servants at home make coffee every morning."

Lu Shiyu smiled, didn't say any more, and didn't pour him coffee.

He didn't know what that cup of coffee tasted like.After all, it is bitter, what is there to worry about?

His status is embarrassing, and whenever he does something, there are always people around him.

I don't know if it was Lu Mingyuan's instruction or the housekeeper's or the maid's own initiative, unless he was in his own room, he was always being watched.

Sometimes he would deliberately put a lot of sugar in the coffee, and then appreciate the exaggerated expression of the maid.

It seems that these are the only things he can use for fun.

The coffee exudes a pleasant aroma, but I don't know what it will taste like if I throw in a few sugar.The maid didn't understand his approach, thinking it was not cooked well, she couldn't help asking: "Do you need another kind of coffee beans?"

"No," he said.

If it is changed, it will not be the original taste.

Did the maid really care about him, she stopped talking after hearing this, and stood quietly waiting for Lin Xiyan to return to the room.Lin Xiyan unexpectedly sat down on the sofa in the living room with a cup of coffee.

The maid couldn't leave either, with a displeased expression on her face.

Because of him, other people are also very uncomfortable.Lin Xiyan touched the warm coffee cup and thought, why not put down the cup and go upstairs, it would be too ugly to wait like this.

He frowned and drank the weird-tasting coffee, but he was still reluctant to leave.In the end, it was not in vain to wait. When it was time for dinner, Lu Shiyu and Lu Mingyuan came down together.

Now that we've met, let's have dinner together.

Usually there is no such rule, and there is no habit of eating with anyone in this manor.In the past, only Lu Mingyuan and Lin Xiyan lived here, and everything was done according to that Mr. Lu's preferences, while Lin Xiyan was just a ridiculous decoration for admiring beauty.

He was also very quiet at the dinner table, silently, minimizing his presence.Lu Mingyuan didn't know why, when he was talking to Lu Shiyu, he suddenly turned to him: "Your taste is similar to Shi Yu's, and you ate a lot today."

delusion 02

Lin Xiyan put down the cloyingly sweet cake in his hand, feeling embarrassed for a moment, and didn't know what to say.It was Lu Shiyu who answered: "Mr. Lin looks very thin, he should eat more."

Lu Mingyuan laughed, patted Lu Shiyu on the shoulder, and continued talking with him.The topic they talked about was very warm, and it was Lu Shiyu's study life abroad. His words were very concise and few words, but just a few simple words described a completely different world.

Lin Xiyan listened quietly and carefully. He was really curious that everyone in the world who studied in a top university was as bright and confident as Lu Shiyu?

When Lin Xiyan was first sent to Lu's house, he was like a small animal that had just been hunted. In a strange land, he was cautious and frightened.

When he was at home, he had already been told by his father to be obedient.But he was still young after all, only 19 years old, so even though Lu Mingyuan was powerful and frightening, he would inevitably feel a little grievance and arrogance in his heart.

This is an unavoidable mistake that young people will make, and his mentality can be clearly seen in front of Lu Mingyuan.What Lu Mingyuan has to do is to turn his grievances into a joke, to wear away all his arrogance, and only need an obedient and beautiful child.

He is afraid of this situation, but what is even more afraid is that he is being annihilated by such a life.

Everyone around is the shackles imposed by Lu Mingyuan on him, here he is just a good-looking handsome boy, someone else's appendage.

He spent day after day in the boundless darkness, even thinking that he could adapt.

It was at this time that Lu Shiyu appeared, and he asked in an extremely ordinary tone: "Your name is Lin Xiyan?"

After such a long time, he heard someone call his name for the first time.

Lu Shiyu didn't get a response for a long time, and even repeated: "Lin Xiyan?"

Lin Xiyan had been trained like a dog for a long time, so she couldn't answer for a while.He wanted to say thank you but didn't dare to open his mouth, so he could only look away for help.Lu Shiyu didn't know his situation, so he just thought that Lin Xiyan was young, thin-skinned or not talkative, and didn't take Lin Xiyan's "impoliteness" to heart.

Lu Shiyu is always very thoughtful in details, every time he travels or encounters some festivals, when he sends gifts to Lu Mingyuan, he will also send a gift from Lin Xiyan, which are not expensive but pleasing to young people.Everything was put away carefully by Lin Xiyan.

These gifts are nothing, but they are proof that Lin Xiyan is still remembered.

With this kind of tenderness and kindness, he created a dream for himself in a difficult situation, and Lu Shiyu was the light in his dream.He himself can't remember when it started, he not only pursued the light in the dream, but when he woke up from the dream, he also loved the person in the dream.

He hates his own wishful thinking, but he can't control it.The next day, I woke up abnormally early and went downstairs to have breakfast.

He didn't sleep well. In fact, it was very difficult to get up. He washed and changed his clothes with his eyes half open, and then went downstairs according to the calculated time - just enough to avoid Lu Mingyuan.

The maid brought breakfast to the table for him, and he sat listlessly, thinking about the taste of the cup of coffee last night.

After a while, the person he was waiting for appeared.Lu Shiyu was wearing a simple T-shirt, and it looked like he was going to meet friends in China.The smell on her body was very refreshing, even though she was far away, Lin Xiyan felt that she could smell it.

"Young master is going out?" the butler said courteously: "Breakfast is ready, it's not too late to go out after eating."

Lu Shiyu never made things difficult for those in the family, even if he declined, he was still polite.Lin Xiyan was listening on the sidelines, not knowing what she wanted to prove, so she interjected: "Don't you want a cup of coffee?"

The atmosphere suddenly paused.

The housekeeper and the maid looked at each other, Lu Shiyu was really in a hurry and seemed a little embarrassed.Lin Xiyan admired enough, and changed his words: "If you are in a hurry to go out, drink it next time."

Anyway, I don't care too much.

I didn't drink your coffee anyway.

Lin Xiyan finally retracted his gaze, as if it was just a dispensable courtesy.

It's just that he's even less interested in having breakfast.

He noticed the way the maids looked at Lu Shiyu, he envied Lu Shiyu, and also envied such eyes.He hasn't had his emotions for a long time, he shouldn't have them, and he doesn't need them.

Lu Mingyuan's desire to control is very strange, trying to control everything about him.

So he had no choice but to slander the old pervert while pretending to be hard-working and ignorant.Lu Mingyuan likes to see his weakness and struggle. It's fine if he can be a canary for others to appreciate, otherwise he will always be like a drowning person, always trying to catch something.

Like yesterday's cup of coffee or...

"Is breakfast not to your liking?" A maid thoughtfully removed the sandwich for him and brought up a piece of noodles. "You said it was delicious last time. Try it again today?"

He couldn't remember exactly how many maids there were in this villa, they all looked similar, all wore navy blue uniforms, and all had their hair neatly tied up.

He deliberately ignored other characteristics of these people, and didn't want to remember everything about Lu Mingyuan.It was his little inner rebellion, both ridiculous and trivial.

He remembered Lu Shiyu's attitude towards these people, and with a trace of deliberate imitation, he smiled and said, "Thank you."

"It's so boring to learn from people." He thought silently, but his eyes followed the direction Lu Shiyu left, and a sincere smile appeared on his face unexpectedly, and he didn't even notice it.

He is very good-looking when he smiles. If he didn't have such a good-looking face, his stubborn and conservative father probably wouldn't think of using him for any benefit.The subject is old and lustful, but of high status, so the unspoken torture methods appear celebrity and dirty.

He was sent here by his father, not for him to dream.But like a moth trying to catch a flame, a person in the dark wants to chase after the light. Lu Shiyu is his light, and also a secret expectation that he dare not think about in his heart.

The author has something to say: 1. Shou has no real relationship with cannon fodder attack.

2. Shou has no femininity, and will not wear women's clothing after falling in love.

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