never learned to laugh

The approach of New Year's Day also represents the end of the year.

As the holidays approach, students are of course happy and busy, especially college students.

Of course, a top student like Linggan is different. He doesn't need to hurry up to make up the notes for the whole semester like others when the end of the semester is approaching.However, Linggan was still very slow.

There are many activities in the school near New Year's Day.Both the farewell party for the graduates and the New Year's Day party are at this time.Linggan is now a junior, and they will be sent away next year.And this year passed, and the position of student council president also resigned.He didn't really care about this. Anyway, he was doing internships during his senior year, so it didn't matter if he was the president of the student council or not.

So in general, the more busy thing is the company's affairs.The end of the year is usually when the company is busy, and the school affairs are not very troublesome to deal with. Anyway, the people below are doing it.And many things in the company still need to be handled by himself.So when he was in the dormitory, his computer was basically turned off, and when the computer was turned on, he was basically conducting video conferences.

At this time, Ling Yue is usually on the side, and the computer is also turned on, but it is just making software.The software he made last time has been completed, and he has tested it himself, and the effect is not bad.However, he didn't tell Linggan this, because it was a gift he wanted to give Linggan.

The new year is coming, which means Linggan's birthday is coming soon.

After completing the recent class, Ling Yue looked up at Ling Gan, and found that he was still in a video conference, so he didn't bother.

I haven't played the game for a few days, and there is still some time before dinner, so Ling Yue opened the game.

Because it was the weekend, there were quite a lot of people in the server.The company has already announced the opening of the second server at ten o'clock in the morning on New Year's Day.But now most of the people who play the first server will play here!After all, there are more familiar people, and they are also proficient in playing.Of course, there are also many people who want to try new ways of playing. There are naturally ways for new servers to attract people.

As soon as Ling Yue logged in, she received a message about Li Ge.

[Private chat] A song of departure: Why aren't you here?

[Private chat] A song of departure: You have been away for many days, so boring!

Ever since she knew that Yiqu Lige was her cousin, Lingyue would occasionally say a few words to him.But it's just a few words.Seeing his message, I responded with my hands.

[Private chat] Yue Ding Qian Kun: I've been busy recently.

Although it is possible to spare time to play games, but my brother has been so busy, so he didn't play.He didn't want to disturb his brother, and he didn't want to see his brother so tired by himself, so he made the software himself.Let's see if I can help my brother.

Earlier, when he asked his brother how he could help him, his brother handed him over to manage the company's website.This is also what he is good at, so he did it very seriously.Whether it's a big thing or a small thing, as long as you can help your brother, that's fine.

Yiqu Lige seemed to be offline, and there was no news of Lingyue returning.The holiday is approaching, and I think it is also busy with study.Of course, Ling Yue didn't think about this aspect, anyway, it doesn't affect him if he doesn't return to Li Ge.

Ling Yue took a look at the main quests, and found that she had to go up a level to complete them, so she had to do some side quests first.However, without Linggan, he didn't feel much interest, so he just finished the task quickly.

When Lingyue looked at Linggan again, he realized that he was already busy with the meeting.

Ling Gan seemed to notice Ling Yue's gaze, and returned him with a gentle smile.

"Xiaoyue, Zefeng and the others just told me that we should go have dinner together later." Ling Gan turned his sore neck and said to Lingyue.Year-end dinners have always been a habit of the few of them, it's just that Ling Yue didn't come before.Naturally, Ling Yue was added this time.

Ling Yue nodded, got up and walked behind Ling Gan, and reached out to massage his shoulder.Although I haven't learned it specifically, I still know the basics.

Ling Gan didn't stop her, she closed her eyes and leaned back on the chair.After a busy afternoon, he felt that his eyes were very tired.But the company's affairs can't be trusted, so I can only finish my work before resting.

"Is brother tired?" Seeing Linggan's eyes closed, Lingyue clenched his fists and gently hung Linggan's shoulders.He suddenly discovered that his brother seemed to go to bed later than himself every day.Brother, sometimes you are very tired!

Linggan didn't open his eyes, but said in a gentle voice: "It's just that the eyes are a little tired, Xiaoyue, don't worry." Xiaoyue seldom said words of concern, but speaking out made him feel very warm in his heart.The last time I saw Mu Quan, Mu Quan suddenly said: "Ling Yue seems to be getting more and more human."

Because it was too close, Linggan himself didn't feel much.And Mu Quan had less contact with Ling Yue, so he could sense it.After Mu Quan said this, Linggan also found that his younger brother seemed to be a little different.It seems that it started when Mu Quan said about him last time.

Xiao Yue seemed to really start thinking about Mu Quan's words.According to Mu Quan's meaning, Ling Yue must make himself better and more useful than those who like Ling Gan, so that Ling Gan will not fall in love with other people.

When hearing what Mu Quan said, Ling Gan felt a little speechless.For Linggan, Lingyue has an advantage that no one else has.He is Linggan's younger brother, and he accompanied Linggan all the way here.This alone is beyond comparison for everyone.

"Xiao Yue, why don't you laugh?" Thinking in her heart, Ling Gan said it unconsciously.Immediately, I felt the movement on my shoulders stop.

Ling Gan opened his eyes and looked at Lingyue, seeing that Lingyue was looking at him, and he didn't know what he was thinking in his eyes.At this time, Linggan realized that she didn't seem to know what her younger brother was thinking.It is clearly in front of your eyes, but it feels like something is separated.

"Xiao Yue." Ling Gan stood up and looked at Ling Yue almost as usual, but there was worry in his voice.

Ling Yue stretched out her arms to hug her elder brother, and said in a soft voice: "Brother, don't be unhappy." Ling Yue's usual voice was calm, it sounded a little cold, and her voice had never been so soft.

Ling Gan froze for a moment, nodded and hugged him back.Xiao Yue, in fact, knows everything!Although Xiao Yue was young at that time, his memory was very good.Looking at Ling Yue's calm expression all these years, he thought that Xiao Yue didn't know.

Perhaps only Ling Yue knew that Ling Gan before the age of eight actually didn't smile very much.Because Lingyue always has no expression, Lingqian often smiles in front of him, and has been teaching Lingyue how to smile.But other times, in fact, he basically doesn't smile.

Ling Yue remembered that when he was six years old, he stood quietly beside his brother.Seeing my brother in the mourning hall with no one else, with tears in his eyes, but the corners of his lips were raised, revealing a perfect smile.From that time on, everyone who saw my brother saw smiling faces.

Ling Yue knew that her brother was actually not happy.He just used that method to reassure his parents, and he confused a lot with that method.

Everyone else thought their parents died in a car accident.But Ling Yue and Ling Qian knew very well how they died.

Because of Ling Yue's special relationship, not many people knew that Ling Yue had his existence since he was a child.Eight-year-old Linggan took over the Ling family with the help of Le Lin.However, everything after that was done by Linggan himself.

Before the age of 17, Linggan was getting stronger and stronger in front of her own people, but she kept showing weakness in front of her enemies.Step by step, the enemy who killed their parents was weakened.No one believed that such a young child would do those things, this is Linggan's advantage.

For so many years, Ling Qian's actions against the enemy were not direct, or even Ling's direct action, but with the help of other people.Even the last blow at the age of 17 was through other people.It is not only their parents who are hurt, so Linggan uses other people's methods.Ling Gan didn't show his face because he didn't want Ling Yue to suffer any harm.

At the age of 17, Linggan disintegrated all the forces of the enemy, and sent the client to prison in one fell swoop.

That year was the first time Lingyue saw Linggan crying after her parents left.At that time, Linggan had tears in his eyes, but there was still a smile on his lips.From that time on, Ling Yue never saw her brother cry, and Ling Gan never cried again.

But what is there to be happy about, brother!Mom and Dad's revenge is avenged, but Mom and Dad are long gone.Lingyue never smiled, and it cannot be said that he couldn't laugh, but Linggan couldn't laugh because he was unhappy.

At the age of six, Lingyue actually learned to laugh.He wanted to show his brother a laugh, but lost the chance.Since then, he has been unable to laugh.

There are many things that my brother doesn't tell him, but he knows them all.He knew that his brother didn't want to worry him, so he pretended not to know anything.In his mind, the elder brother is the one he sees the most, no matter what his expression is, he will remember it all in his heart.He thought about it, and saw again the brother who taught him how to smile with a full smile when he was a child.However, I have never seen it.

Today's elder brother still looks at him with a gentle smile.However, the elder brother's eyes are no longer full of smiles, but a lot more melancholy.Others may not be able to find out, but he is the Lingyue who has been looking at Lingyue, the Lingyue who has been looking at Linggan since he was a child.

A few days ago, it seemed that after her elder brother and Mu Quan went out and came back, Ling Yue realized that her elder brother was a little different.It seemed that the melancholy in the depths of his eyes was not so strong, and it was fading away bit by bit.

Lingyue didn't know that her elder brother had figured out something, but she still felt very happy.Seeing his brother happy makes him feel happy.

"Xiao Yue, we will be good in the future." Ling Gan said with a gentle smile, gently pressing Ling Yue's forehead.If it was Ling Yue, he would definitely find that the smile in his eyes was familiar.

"Brother, be happy." Ling Yue replied, and then heard her brother replying hello.

Linggan previously thought that Xiao Yue might not know, but now he knows that this person knows everything.Earlier, when he saw the fragility in Mu Quan's eyes, he suddenly thought, did Xiao Yue see all the unhappiness in his heart?

Thinking that way, Linggan felt that she shouldn't go on like that.Those things are over, let him pass!He can't live in the past forever, he still has Xiao Yue, and he wants to live with Xiao Yue.

Ling Gan let go of Ling Yue, looked into his eyes suddenly, and said with a smile: "Xiao Yue, just smile, like me."

Ling Yue looked at the familiar expression in front of her with a little helplessness. When she was young, her elder brother taught herself to laugh like this.Looking at those smiling eyes, Ling Yue suddenly became sure that her brother was happy now.Just like when I was a child.

Ling Yue didn't realize that the corners of his lips were slightly raised, revealing some shallow smiles.Seeing Lingyue's expression, Linggan's eyes were suddenly covered with water vapor.

In fact, he was not the only one left in the past, he also left Xiao Yue in the past.It's not that Xiao Yue doesn't know how to laugh, he just looks at himself unhappy, so he never smiles.How could he never understand this.

"Brother." Seeing Ling Qian like this, Ling Yue suddenly felt a little helpless.

Ling Qian pressed Ling Yue's forehead, and said softly: "Brother just feels very happy. Our Xiao Yue's smile is really the prettiest."

At this time, Linggan's cell phone rang suddenly.

The author has something to say: Regarding the past, consider whether to write about it in the extra episode.