Thanks Bumin

It rained harder and harder.

Xie Jing opened his red eyes, staring at the meandering water on the car window, in a daze, let Rong Min hold him tightly in his arms, kissing his hair, eyebrows and eyes constantly, neck, reassuring him like a fragile, frightened animal.

The current Xie Jing is like a glass doll that will shatter at the touch of a bottle, Rong Min can only be more careful. "Let's go home first, you need to change clothes and take a hot bath." He whispered in Xie Jing's ear where they were going.

Xie Jing blinked his eyes quickly, and spit out two broken words as if in doubt, "Go home?"

"It's where I live, you've been there before, remember?" Rong Min held Xie Jing's hand and explained patiently.

"Oh." Xie Jing's eyes flashed, he turned his head disinterestedly, and continued to stare out the window in a daze.

After getting off the car, Rong Min hugged Xie Jing all the way and went straight into the bathroom.

Turn on the bath heater, fill the bathtub with hot water, remove Xie Jing's clothes stuck to his body, and put him in the bathtub. After doing all this, Rong Min lowered his head and paused for a moment on Xie Jing's lips, taking a deep breath After taking a breath, he was about to leave, but found that he couldn't move forward.

Rong Min glanced at Xie Jing's hand holding onto the hem of his clothes with some surprise, leaned over to look at him, and asked softly, "What's wrong?"

"You...are wet too."

Even at such a time, Xie Jing still cared about him in his heart, a faint joy appeared on Rong Min's face, and soon disappeared under more distress.

He took off his clothes, revealing his fit body, stepped into the bathtub and sat down, hugging Xie Jing from behind.

Xie Jing lowered his face, and held Rong Minhuan's arm in front of him with his palm weakly, as if he didn't exert any strength. As the two people's heartbeats gradually became clearer, Xie Jing's hand tightened more and more, and his arm The flesh on his body was pinched into a pale color without a trace of blood.

Rong Min hugged him motionless, as if he didn't feel the pain in his arm.Rong Min gently caressed Xie Jing's two butterfly bones with his not-so-warm lips, his thin back seemed to have only a layer of skin covering the bones, and the protruding spine in the middle undulated to the surface of the water like a hillock At the end below, Rong Min kept his eyes open, as if he wanted to see clearly under the water, but also seemed to be looking at himself reflected on the water surface.

From the moment he left home, Xie Jing has been trying his best to suppress the emotions in his heart. Pain, confusion, grievance, panic, all kinds of emotions are tangled up in his chest, making him unable to swallow, scream, or move. Yu Qi, rolling back and forth in his body, the more he tried to suppress the pain, the more he couldn't bear it, every cell in his body was screaming but he couldn't find relief.

And this stagnation was somewhat relieved when he and Rong Min were completely in touch with each other.

At this time, Xie Jing was like a traveler walking in the desert under the scorching sun. After falling into complete despair, he found a clear stream again, and felt a trace of luck in his heart that he was still alive.

Xie Jing's hands let go of their strength, Rong Min lowered his arms and submerged in the water, the swaying water light made the blue and red marks on his head less scary.

"I, I don't know how this happened." Xie Jing regained the strength to speak, but his voice was still unbelievably hoarse, "So I didn't know that you and I, we, were so unforgivable."

Rong Min scooped up a handful of water and poured it over Xie Jing's shoulders, the atomized steam blurred his expression, his calm voice sounded from the bathroom, "We never need forgiveness from others, loving someone is never a thing shameful thing."

It's a pity that most people don't think so. They take it for granted in front of the majority, point and criticize those who are different from themselves, criticize them as aliens, and take it for granted that they despise, exclude, and despise.

Xie Jing stared at the water drops sliding down the white tiled wall, his eyes were faint and lingering with tiredness.

"This is the first time I've seen her so, so hysterical, even when her father died, she just cried, I don't want to hurt her, I, I don't want to make her sad, but I..."

Rong Min took the initiative to reach out and clasped Xie Jing's five fingers, his cheek pressed against his side face, and whispered in his ear: "I know, I know. You don't want to hurt her, she loves you, and she doesn't want to hurt her either." Yours, she just can't accept it for a while, she needs time, and you need time too."

It only takes time to blunt all the pain, so that the pain of the past is gradually blurred in looking back again and again.

"I'm so sleepy." Endless heaviness swept over his heart, and Xie Jing closed his eyes wearily.

"Go to sleep." Rong Min placed a kiss on his eyelids as gently as possible, and his voice was as soft as a promise, "Just sleep and you'll be fine."

Hearing such a sentence, Xie Jing felt a little more peace of mind that he didn't know where to come from. He leaned on Rong Min's shoulder, and he really sank into nothingness like this.

This deep sleep lasted for quite a long time, when Xie Jing opened his eyes, the room where he was lying was already pitch black.

He changed into a set of blue plush pajamas, dry and comfortable, Xie Jing stepped on the soft carpet with bare feet, went outside and saw that Rong Min was sitting cross-legged by a shelf in the corner of the living room, flipping through a similar photo album s things.

Seeing Xie Jing who woke up, he first smiled slightly, and then his brows quickly tightened.

He got up and walked towards Xie Jing, passed by Xie Jing and entered the bedroom behind him, when he came out again, he had a pair of light blue plush slippers in his hand.

"Xiacheng is no better than Beicheng. It's cold in winter. Don't be barefoot. At least put on your shoes when you come out." Rong Min squatted down and held Xie Jing's feet to change his slippers.

Xie Jing who had just woken up had misty eyes, and his brain was not fully awake yet. He looked down dully at Rong Min who was putting on his shoes, "You..."

"Are you hungry?" Rong Min looked a little embarrassed, "There's nothing to eat at home, so I'll just make a bowl of egg noodles. If you don't like it, we'll order takeaway."

Xie Jing's consciousness slowly returned, and he shook his head, "I'm not hungry."

Rong Min didn't force it, he stood up and reached out to smooth his messy hair, "Then we'll eat when you're hungry."

"What are you doing?" Xie Jing looked at the place where he was sitting just now.

Rong Min smiled and said nothing, took his hand and walked over, the two of them sat on the ground together, Xie Jing put the big book that Rong Min just read on his lap, and when he opened it, he couldn't help showing a hint of surprise on his face look.

"This is……"

Rong Min supported the ground with one hand, and put the notebook on the ground in front of the two of them, "It's a photo album."

The photo album of Rong Min's family should contain photos of him when he was a child. I don't know what Rong Min looked like when he was a child?Xie Jing's curiosity spontaneously arose.

This is a very thick photo album, which looks quite old-fashioned. The cover is very thick and hard cover. The gilding font on the maroon leather cover is quite high-end even by today's eyes.

Opening the photo album, the first one is the marriage certificate of a young man and woman. From the shy smiles on their faces, you can feel their sweetness at that time.

Turning a few pages later, a white and tender little doll began to appear in the photo, with a fat little face and smooth and plump little arms like lotus knots. It is rare to look at it, especially the facial features on that little face , there is no one that is not exquisite, and there is no one that is not cute, and the shadow of today can be vaguely seen.

The corner of Xie Jing's mouth, which had been drooping for a whole day, finally couldn't help but rise, and poked Rong Min beside him with his elbow.

Rong Min readily admitted, "This is me."

With a kind of secret joy in his arms, Xie Jing stretched out his finger and gently brushed the face of little Rong Min in the photo, and then touched the exposed little feet with his fingertips, and sighed sincerely: "Yes, classmate Rong In the future, if anyone says that our handsome face is from Japan and South Korea, we will take this photo on his face and let him know what is pure natural without artificial addition, and what is not losing at the starting line, It was lost in the womb."

Rong Min raised his eyebrows, "No problem, as long as you don't mind your boyfriend's whole body being seen by others, we'll take a picture, and I'll print a few more for you to take pictures with enthusiasm."

Xie Jing looked down, and the little Rongmin in the photo was really naked. He struggled for a while, and muttered discouragedly: "Forget it, let me see for myself, and let those ignorant humans continue to be ignorant."

"Good boy." Rong Min rubbed his hair.

Rong Min who was sleeping in the cradle, Rong Min who started to crawl, Rong Min whose hair was getting thicker, Rong Min who was wearing overalls...

Reluctantly turning over the page where Rong Min's childhood photos were placed, Xie Jing flipped through many pages one after another, but was surprised to find that there was no trace of Rong Min in the following photos. holding pictures of children.

"This is..." Xie Jing narrowed his eyes and took a closer look, "This is not you."

Hearing Xie Jing's categorical words, Rong Min's eyes widened in an instant, and the corners of his mouth showed an unusually happy arc, as if he was very happy to hear Xie Jing's words.

"He's my younger brother." Rong Min clasped Xie Jing's hand on the photo without showing any trace while explaining.

Rong Min actually has a younger brother, they have been together for so long but he doesn't know it at all, Xie Jing was secretly surprised.

"A lot of people have said that we look alike, especially when we were kids."

Xie Jing shook his head lightly, "It's not like that."

Rong Minyu asked with interest: "Why doesn't it look like this?"

"Your eyes are bigger, the corners of your eyes don't droop, and your mouth looks better."

Xie Jing solemnly gestured on the photo, completely oblivious to the growing smile in Rong Min's eyes.

Xie Jing quickly flipped through the album, because Rong Min never appeared in it again, he asked Rong Min suspiciously, where did his other photos go.

"No more, that's all I have."

Hearing what he said, Xie Jing's face became more suspicious.

"I was a little quiet when I was a child. My parents took me to see a doctor and thought it was autism. At that time, my father was promoted to other places and my mother was pregnant again. They decided to let me stay in Xiacheng to recuperate, so there was no me after that. Photo."

Rong Min said it calmly, but Xie Jing heard the most embarrassing truth under embellishment—Rong Min was abandoned by his parents when he was a child.Although his family background prevents him from being given away or abandoned on the side of the road, what is the difference between letting a child of a few years grow up alone without the company of his parents and being abandoned?

Thinking of how the young Rong Min waited and grew up alone in such a big house, while his son’s other life was cared for and loved by his parents, Xie Jing couldn’t help feeling distressed, and subconsciously squeezed Rong Min tightly. Min's hand.

Rong Min was so calm as if he was telling someone else's story, there was no wave on his smiling face, seeing that Xie Jing felt sorry for him, he gently comforted him: "It's not as difficult as you think, my parents arranged for a nanny to take care of me, food , dressed better than others."

A person with a strong appearance can often touch people's hearts more when he exposes his inner softness.Xie Jing couldn't hear Rong Min's words of "pretending to be strong", so he stood up and hugged him, Rong Min accepted Xie Jing's hug with a smile.

"I never resent them. After all, they also have their own lives. I just don't think we have the destiny to be family members." Rong Min paused, lowered his head and kissed Xie Jing's collarbone, "It's a good thing you showed up. It makes me feel that the previous days were just an exchange for the present, you are the fate I waited for, so I will hold on tightly and never let go."

Xie Jing felt hot ears for no reason, and also felt that it would be too unpleasant to push Rong Min away in this situation, so he could only let him hug him with a red face.

Rong Min has always been good at pouring out his feelings for him, and his words and sentences are not like those of a science student. Xie Jing felt that he was already immune to these soft words. He didn't want to hear these two sentences, but he felt his heart was hit hard. The indescribable taste is mixed and surging.

The two hugged each other quietly for a while, Xie Jing put his hand on Rong Min's chest, pushed him lightly, and said with a bit of embarrassment: "I'm hungry."

Rong Min let go of him, took out his phone from his pocket, "What do you want to eat?"

Xie Jing pressed his hand, "Didn't you make noodles? Just eat that."

"That one has been ready for a while, it should be lumpy, be obedient, eat something else at night, if you want to eat, I will make it for you tomorrow."

Xie Jing shook his head stubbornly, "I just want to eat that."

Rong Min, who couldn't resist him, shook his head and sighed softly, "Okay, but don't eat it if you can't eat it, there seem to be a few apples in the refrigerator, I'll wash them out and put them away for you later, if you're hungry, don't eat them." eat."

After getting Xie Jing's affirmative answer, Rong Min went into the kitchen and brought out the bowl of egg noodles.

Although the top was covered with an enamel bowl to keep warm, the noodles were still cold and lumpy, and the poached eggs held on top were extra greasy.

Rong Min frowned, but Xie Jing took out two sets of bowls and chopsticks from the kitchen with great energy, put one in front of Rong Min, and called him: "What are you doing standing there? Come and eat noodles!"

As he said that, he reached out to pick up a chopstick of noodles and tasted it, "It tastes good."

Rong Min hesitantly reached out and picked one up and put it in his mouth. As expected, it was unpalatable, rotten and tasteless.Normally, he would never allow this kind of food to enter Xie Jing's mouth, but——Rong Min glanced at Xie Jing who was trying to split the fried egg in half with chopsticks. You must be soft, comforting him in his own way, so he just put up with it this time.

Thinking of this in his heart, Rong Min slowly relaxed his tense eyebrows.

Xie Jing put the bigger piece of fried egg into Rong Min's bowl, and urged, "Eat it quickly."

The heavy rain outside the window is still going on, but it seems to be a different world from this hut filled with warmth.

"Okay!"

Rong Min picked up the bowl, smiling brightly across the room.