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70. Pain

When Lin Xuan woke up, the room was deathly silent. There was a dim desk lamp by the bedside. He looked around with vacant eyes and tried to sit up. The pain was hooked out, especially the lower part, the burning pain, stretching the whole buttocks, lower back and even the lower abdomen were torn apart and uncomfortable.

Turning over, Lin Xuan lay on the bed and slowly got up on his knees. The quilt slipped off his body. He glanced at himself and the indecent posture he was presenting, and the image of being trampled by wanton sex flashed in his mind immediately. In front of his eyes, all the humiliation, grief, and shame were immediately twisted into a huge knot, hitting his chest directly.

Hold!Hold! !Lin Xuan slammed down the bed twice with all his strength, and then heard the sound of keys opening the door outside the house, followed by the sound of hurried footsteps and the sound of plastic bags rubbing against clothes.Lin Xuan wrapped the quilt tightly in a panic, climbed to the head of the bed, nestled his body in the quilt, and curled up into a ball with his knees hugged.

Guo Xiaxia pushed the door in with the breath of rain, holding water and medicine in his hand, without looking at Lin Xuan, he sat directly beside the bed and handed the things out.As if anticipating that Lin Xuan would not answer, Guo Xiatian raised his eyes and met a pair of angry eyes.He lowered his head to avoid those piercing eyes, took out an anti-inflammatory medicine from the medicine board and put it in the palm of his hand, "You take it yourself or I will feed you."

"go out!"

"You eat it yourself or I feed you!" Guo Xiaxia stretched his hand forward again.

"go out!!"

The voices of the two of them coincidentally increased by one decibel.

Guo Xiaxia stared at the pill for a while, then put it into his mouth, took a big sip of water, pressed Lin Xuan's head and rushed towards it.Lin Xuan's lips were tightly closed, swearing to die.The water slowly overflowed from the corners of the lips of the two of them. Guo Xiaxia squeezed his cheekbone cruelly, forcing him to open his mouth, and passed the water and medicine over, making sure that the pills were swallowed before leaving his eyes. lip.

Lin Xuan coughed a few times, wiped the corners of his lower lips with the quilt, stared at his red eyes, and said angrily, "Guo Xia Tian, ​​get out of here!"

Guo Xiaxia unhurriedly took out a tube of ointment from his pocket, looked at the instructions on it in the dim light, "I'll leave after you finish applying the medicine and eating."

"Stop being so sentimental. I don't need you to worry about it. Get out of my sight as far as you can, and get out of my sight for the rest of your life!"

Guo Xiaxia's hand holding the object tightened imperceptibly, and he tilted his head and squinted at Lin Xuan, his bright eyes showed sharpness, "Don't force me to tie you up again."

"You—" Lin Xuan blushed immediately, clutching the quilt in his hands, and breaking out in cold sweat.He thought about it for a second, a good man doesn't suffer from immediate losses, so he must not be arrogant at this time, and simply calm down, "You let it go, and I will wipe it off myself."

Guo Xiatian hesitated for a while, and didn't push him any more. He put the ointment beside his pillow, "You have a fever, don't catch a cold when you apply it." After speaking, he turned and left the room.

As soon as the door of the room was closed, Lin Xuan slammed the ointment out, but he couldn't use much force with his half-disabled arm, and he didn't hit anything when he threw it around.Guo Xiaxia didn't hear anything unusual, so he went back to the kitchen to prepare food.

Lin Xuan crawled out of the bed, wrapped in a quilt, feeling dizzy before his feet could stand still. After finally overcoming the force, as soon as he took a leg, his waist seemed to be folded, and he almost fell to the ground. blow kisses.Hold!He kept cursing in his heart, as if he was juggling acrobatics on a steel wire, walking forward carefully with his waist supported.

71. All ruined

Lin Xuan has a habit at home of only wearing pajamas.Relaxed and comfortable.

This room is not where Lin Xuan often sleeps, and there are only a few suits in the closet.Lin Xuan had no choice but to pick out a long shirt, showing his white legs, and hurriedly rushed out of the room with a strange walking posture, and went straight to the balcony of the living room.

Guo Xiaxia is cutting carrots with a small knife in the kitchen. It is said that this is very effective for wound healing. When he was young, he and Guo Xia always got scars from training in the martial arts gym. Xiao Luo's parents often made them burnt carrots to nourish their bodies.As soon as he finished cutting the knife, the kitchen door was rattled by a sudden gust of wind, followed by bursts of crackling noises faintly coming from the living room.Guo Xiatian hesitated for a moment, vaguely feeling that something was wrong, and rushed out before putting down the knife.

As soon as he entered the living room, he was stupid.The bay window of the balcony was wide open, and the cold wind mixed with the rain made the curtains flutter and dance. Lin Xuan sat on the window frame in his naked clothes, with one leg facing in and the other leg hanging out of the window, quickly blown by the rain. get wet.

Guo Xiaxia had forgotten to breathe, and stood motionless holding the small knife.My heart suddenly felt empty, as if what was hanging outside the window on the 24th floor was nothing but his lost heart, hanging on Lin Xuan's body, being beaten mercilessly by the wind and rain, like a thousand arrows piercing through the heart.

"Guo Xiaxia. Either you go, or I will dance."

"..." Guo Xiaxia was still there without saying a word, the knife in his hand was turned upside down in his palm, he clenched his fists hard, and a gulp of bright red liquid slowly dripped down the handle of the knife.

Lin Xuan couldn't see it, and he didn't care to go up to see what was in his hand. Seeing that he didn't respond, he stood up holding the frame and was about to step out that leg too.

"I'll go." Guo Xiaxia couldn't hold back any longer and took a step forward, "You come down first."

"go!"

Lin Xuan still stood without showing any weakness, his frail body kept shaking in the wind and rain, and it seemed that the knife in Guo Xiaxia's hand almost didn't penetrate his palm.

"Lin Xuan, is that why I annoy you?" Guo Xiaxia lowered his head, turned around, walked out of his sight with a murmur, then put the knife back into the kitchen, looked at the piles of formed carrots on the chopping board, and punched Bash over.After smashing his hand, he began to shake violently. Only then did he remember that it was the hand that was injured before, and the tender flesh on the back of the hand had not yet fully grown.But it's just what he wants, he needs pain to numb himself now.

Guo Xiaxia walked swiftly and didn't dare to delay.The moment the door was closed, Lin Xuan fell from the window frame to the ground, causing heart-piercing pain all over his body.He walked and crawled and locked himself in the bathroom, turned on the hot water, curled up in the corner and shivered, and when he closed his eyes, he saw himself being ravaged, with an embarrassing posture and a humiliated expression.He couldn't help thinking of Ouyang Mu and that disgusting childhood.

Lin Xuan's childhood was not very good.He was forced to be separated from his mother at the age of two, and had never left the Ouyang family's mansion before the age of seven. At the age of ten, Ouyang Mu began to bring all kinds of men and women home, and he could always see them through the half-closed doors. The filthy and slutty bodies are posing in all kinds of perverted poses, doing disgusting things, no matter men or women.

The most impressive time was when a beautiful blond boy begged for mercy under Ouyang Mu in pain. He also endured ruthless destruction again and again in the same posture that he encountered. Afterwards, the boy was forced to continue to satisfy Ouyang with his mouth. Seeing endless desires, Lin Xuan felt sick to his stomach and wanted to run away.However, Wen Lun pinched his shoulders and refused to let him go, and leaned over and said something that he will never forget: Learn more, it is more exciting when your mother is lying on that bed.

Lin Xuan vomited after hearing this.I vomited until my intestines cramped, but I couldn't stop vomiting.

From then on, he had the same goal as Wen Lun, which was to find a way to leave Ouyang's house and Ouyang Mu.It was also from then on that he vowed to live his whole life alone, and to live his life cleanly.

But now, it was all ruined by Guo Xiaxia.