hug me

Ji Canxi hesitated for a long time:

Don't let my favorite person disappear from this world...

My favorite person.

He didn't understand, when did he become that person?

Did he overlook something.

"Why don't you sign?" The ghost's voice was ethereal, "What are you hesitating about?"

"A little bit, a small matter." Ji Canxi shook her head in distress, and said reluctantly with a lot of reason, "Your condition, um, it is indeed very tempting to change your life choice, but now, now I don't know, I don't know. Make sure you want to do this..."

The ghost smiled softly: "Why, didn't you say that your life is terrible, what else can you miss?"

"Indeed, it's terrible." Life was so dark that there was no bright color to be found.

But today, he thought of that young man's pure eyes, clean smile, white shirt bulged by the wind,

very nice,

And that kind of beauty, he is willing to share with himself.

He said he liked him and begged him not to leave.

This is a question, and he still wants to find him and ask the answer.

Ji Canxi suddenly thought of something, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, "But if I leave, there seems to be someone who will be very sad. This seems to be a little bit worse."

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hospital.

When Luo Shi'an woke up from the distressed dream, someone just opened the door and walked in.

The four eyes met, a little suddenly, neither of them reacted, only the eyes met, and the body seemed to lose its function in an instant.

I don't know how long they stared at each other like this, but a voice came from behind Ji Canxi, "Boss, what are you doing at the door?"

Du Ming forced him to push him in, then looked at the person on the hospital bed, and instantly understood, "Oh, classmate Luo is awake, that's great, if you don't wake up, my boss will also faint."

"Boss, don't stand there stupidly, put down the cup in your hand." Du Ming was very knowledgeable and arranged them clearly, "I'll give you 10 minutes to catch up, and I'll go find the doctor again."

Then close the door and exit neatly.

Ji Canxi felt her throat was itchy and didn't know what to say, only her eyes couldn't bear to move away.

"Come here." The boss on the bed spoke.

Ji Canxi walked over to accept the boss's scrutiny, and then the boss spoke again, "Squat down and bow your head."

Even without any doubts, Ji Canxi obeyed obediently.

He felt Shi An's cold fingers slide over the back of his neck, and then he lifted his back collar and pulled it down slightly.

The skull mark disappeared.

Luo Shi'an breathed a sigh of relief, stroked his face with both hands, and whispered, "Ji Canxi, you're back?"

Ji Canxi's eyes were sour, she said "um", and then buried her head in his arms.

He knew what this idiot Luo Shi'an had done, and even now he was terrified, if he failed, if he failed...

"Luo Shi'an." Ji Canxi looked up at him, her face covered with tears, her voice sobbing, "Who allowed you to do this, you fucking really, really... can you take yourself seriously? !"

"I've lost it three times." Luo Shi'an sighed, "I finally understand one thing."

"What, what?"

"You are unreliable, I have to rely on myself to watch you." Luo Shi'an said, "I don't trust you anymore."

■

After the doctor checked Luo Shi'an, there was nothing serious and he could be discharged from the hospital tomorrow.

Du Ming, who had always been a bystander, let out a long breath: "It's finally over, it's really terrible for the two of you to fall in love."

Luo Shi'an frowned: "My parents' side—"

"Don't worry, I'll keep it a secret for you. You Ke and Yinuo don't know yet." Du Ming was a little complacent, "This is a secret between us men."

But since the hands of the other two are as inseparable as if they were glued to 502, Du Ming soon lost his complacency. He remembered that his love has not yet come to fruition, so why bother to seek excitement here, so he waved his hand and said, "I'll go back to bed and sleep." Got it."

"I'll see you off." Ji Canxi stood up, he was very grateful to Du Ming, and wanted to say thank you to him privately, but soon found that Luo Shian didn't intend to let go, he said with a smile, "By the way, go buy some food and come back, you not hungry?"

"Then, how long will it take?" Luo Shi'an asked.

"About 20 minutes." Ji Canxi said.

Luo Shi'an frowned again.

Ji Canxi leaned over and kissed him on the brow, "I'll run back in 10 minutes."

"Don't send me off, I want to live a few more years!" Du Ming left holding his heart.

Ji Canxi bought the food back, and then waited for Master Luo to go to the toilet, wash his face and brush his teeth.

The last time Ji Canxi had a plaster cast on his legs, it was really inconvenient. This time, Luo Shian's hands and feet are fine, but he is a little dizzy, and he can do things by himself. , enjoying his care with peace of mind.

"It's not very delicious, bear with it for a while today, and I'll make it for you when I get back." Knowing that someone is picky, you can tell from the way he holds the chopsticks.

"Yeah." The food is indeed tasteless, but Luo Shi'an doesn't like to waste it, and he bought it back, so he has to finish it no matter what.

After eating, Ji Canxi tidied up the lunch box, and saw the person on the bed stretching out his hands towards him, "Come here."

Ji Canxi smiled, and embraced her kindly.

Why do I lose a layer of weight every time I meet, the shoulder blades on the back become clearer, and my heart hurts when I touch my hands.

"Shi'an—" Ji Canxi whispered in his ear, kissed his hair, earlobe, moved to his cheek, touched the soft but bloodless lips, he slowed down, and his heart softened Get up, kiss him carefully, and wrap it up.I want to bring warmth to him, I want him to be healthy immediately, and I want to keep all annoying and worrying people away from him.

The dead soul wandered in the dark night, but returned to this warm world again because of a beam of light.

Luo Shi'an tasted salty tears in his mouth, and swallowed them together with Chanxi's breath.He licked his lips, leaned over and kissed his face, "Chanxi, it's okay, I'm here."

I won't lose you again.

■

Ji Canxi rested with Luo Shian for a while before going to see his little uncle Ji Yao.

Ji Canxi planned to go by herself, but Luo Shi'an said, "No, I have an agreement with my uncle."

"What agreement?"

"With you, listen to the rest of the story." Luo Shi'an held his hand.

When he knew that Ji Yao suffered from this illness because of his father, Ji Canxi felt very ashamed, and when he thought that Shi An might suffer from the same pain, he couldn't help breaking out in a cold sweat, and squeezed Luo Shi'an's hand even tighter.

"Going back to the past, my way was wrong." Ji Yao said, "At that time, your father was struggling with the financial matter, but I insisted on persuading him to think more about your mother and son, don't give up easily, everything will be fine Yeah, that sounds far-fetched, doesn't it, because in your father's mind, none of this is going to be okay at all."

"Afterwards, I thought many times, if I had another chance, how should I persuade him, but after all these years, I haven't come up with a perfect answer. Adults and teenagers have very different temperaments, and I have no respect for my brother. , may not have been well understood.”

Ji Canxi felt sore when she heard it, "Then what happened in the end..."

"Oh, do you want to ask how that ghost is doing? Unfortunately, he didn't succeed either." Ji Yao's eyes became dim, "Because not long after I failed, that is, a little over half a year, Ji Cong, Your father just jumped off the Weixin Bridge. I guess, maybe he knew something, but he couldn’t change it, or that life in that 'Wanli' was not easy."

Weixin Bridge was a place that Ji Canxi used to go to frequently. He saw the dark and surging river under the bridge countless times, and wanted to get rid of it all at once.

Where, was his father buried?

Ji Canxi is not considered strong, otherwise he wouldn't be wandering in despair again and again, but after all he couldn't bear to give up, he wanted to grit his teeth and persevere one more time.

Father, why did you throw yourself into the river in despair?

Luo Shi'an caught another message, "Uncle, you said that person is called Wanli?"

"Wanli, could it be Wanmu's..." Ji Canxi's eyes widened.

Is this ridiculous thing still passed down from generation to generation?

"There's also the surrogate agreement. I've always found it very strange. Where did Wan Mu know about it? Uncle, who is that mysterious person you mentioned." Luo Shi'an said.

Countless questions surround them.

Ji Yao shook his head, "I only saw that mysterious man once, and I never saw him again. I only remember that he was wearing black clothes and a black top hat, because it was at night, and I didn't see him clearly at all. Face, hey, sometimes I think, he should... not be human."

In the evening, when Ji Canxi came out of the shower, she found her boyfriend on the bed with a book spread out in front of her, but her eyes were blank with nowhere to go.

"Still thinking about the day's affairs?" Ji Canxi sat next to him and took his book, "It's really enough for you to figure it out."

"But, I have no clue at all." This kind of supernatural power cannot be explained by their knowledge at all.

"Don't think about it if you can't figure it out." Ji Canxi leaned on his shoulder, took a deep breath, and said, "We probably can't find the answer to things that my uncle hasn't figured out for most of his life. The most important thing now is that we By each other's sides, aren't they?"

Luo Shi'an's heart warmed up a bit, he tilted his head and kissed Canxi's forehead, the smile on the corner of his mouth faded again, "Summer vacation is coming to an end."

Yes, there are still a few days before the start of college.

This summer vacation is really unforgettable in my life, and I dare not look back.

"Canxi, you have to go back and retake the third year of high school." Luo Shi'an said.

Ji Canxi moved towards Luo Shian again, "That's right, I'm going back to my senior year of high school."

"We still have to be apart for a year."

Luo Shi'an's low tone instantly broke Ji Canxi's composure, and he was throbbing with throbbing pain.

One year, they have been together for less than a year, there are constant disturbances, and they almost never see this person, finally settled down, Ji Canxi just wants to lock him firmly in her sight, not to separate.

don't want to be separated.

They all know that now they should say words of encouragement to each other, don't be discouraged, there is still a future, a year will pass soon.

But they couldn't say anything, they just hugged each other silently, waiting for the suffocating air to dissipate.

Maybe it took 10 minutes, maybe an hour, before Luo Shi'an finally had the strength, he ignored the wet spot on his shoulder, and stroked Ji Canxi's hair, "Go to sleep, okay?"

"Hmm." The voice that answered was extremely nasal.

Luo Shi'an reached out to turn off the bedside lamp, and they adjusted to a more comfortable position to hug each other. Ji Canxi's nose was pressed against Shi'an's chest, feeling the beating of his heart, which made him feel extremely at ease and comfortable.

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