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Luo Shi'an didn't know how he left Wanjia.

Canxi changed his life to such an absurd thing, he finally accepted it, but in the end, there was an even more absurd layer to the matter.

It turned out that it wasn't just Ji Canxi who wanted to live Wanmu's life,

Wan Mu also wanted Ji Canxi's life.

The proxy agreement was a scam from beginning to end.

This time, he lost the real Ji Canxi.

When Luo Shi'an returned home, his parents just came back.

"Son, you left in such a hurry, grandpa said to return it to you..." Yang Yu was halfway through speaking, and caught a glimpse of something wrong with Luo Shi'an, "What's the matter, did you quarrel with your friend?"

"No, it's fine."

It would be nice if it was just a quarrel, and it would be nice if it was just Chanxi getting angry at him and playing tricks on him.

"Are you feeling unwell?" Yang Yu stretched out his hand to touch Shi'an's forehead, and said in surprise, "Ah, it's so hot! Husband, come and take a look!"

"What's the matter?" Luo Bowen put down the luggage in the car and walked over. After taking Shi'an's temperature, he couldn't stop worrying, "It's a little fever, wife, help him up to rest, I'll call the doctor."

After the doctor came to see him, he gave him a drip, and his parents were with him. Yang Yu frowned and said, "I was fine when I left, why did you get sick again, son, what do you want to eat?"

"Yeah, what do you want to eat, dad will make it for you." Luo Bowen said.

Luo Shi'an shook his head weakly, "I just want to sleep."

Go to sleep, go to sleep, the reality is so absurd, everything is fake.

It was just a nightmare, after waking up, his Canxi came back, still looking at him with a smile, staying by his side, not going anywhere.

Go to sleep, just sleep.

Tiredness and sleepiness surge up, and gradually the consciousness becomes chaotic...

Wan Mu was lying on the bed, Luo Shi'an's face kept flashing in front of his eyes, that almost despairing expression made him feel very satisfied at the time, but looking back now, it seems that he didn't feel very good.

In the end, he didn't want to be a bad person, he just hated Wanmu's life and just wanted to change his life to live on.

He lied to Ji Canxi, took away his life, hurting him once was enough.For others, it seems that there is no need to go any further.

But Luo Shian...

Wan Mu's eyes flickered, it would be a pity not to get entangled with such a character.

"You really didn't sleep either."

The door of the room opened, and He Xing walked in.

Wan Mu quickly got up from the bed, feeling a little embarrassed for his distraction just now, "Why are you here so late?"

"I can't sleep, my heart keeps beating wildly." He Xing came over and held Wan Mu's hand, "It's not real at all without you here."

"Fool." Wan Mu leaned over and hugged him, "I'm right here, wait patiently for a few more days, and we'll leave together."

"En." He Xing agreed, and suddenly smelled something different from Wan Mu's body, a little familiar, but he couldn't remember it for a while.

"By the way, how did you come in? Uncle Hai didn't stop you." Wan Mu let him go and asked with a smile.

"Oh," He Xing was still trying to recall the source of the smell, "Why didn't you stop me? I said you want to see me, what can he do to me?"

"It's getting stronger and stronger." Wan Mu scraped the tip of his nose affectionately.

He Xing suddenly remembered, he grabbed Wan Mu's wrist: "Did Luo Shi'an come to look for you?"

Wan Mu paused, then nodded, "...Yes."

He didn't need to think about who Luo Shi'an would take him for. There must have been physical contact between the two of them. He Xing suddenly felt uncomfortable, and asked with a frown, "You should tell him clearly."

"Of course." Wan Mu didn't know why he was still a little bit blocked, "He is such a proud person, he will definitely not come to me."

"This is the best." He Xing said, "I hate him."

Wan Mu laughed softly, "Why do you hate him? He likes Ji Canxi, and you like me. There is no love rival relationship between you."

That is to say, but two souls share one body, who can clearly draw the boundary?

Before Wan Mu's soul took over Ji Canxi's body, in He Xing's subconscious mind he was Wan Mu and shouldn't be intimate with others, so he naturally hated Luo Shi'an.

But thinking about it carefully, his huge rejection and disgust towards Luo Shi'an was not caused by possessiveness, but Luo Shi'an's attitude.

"I hate that...he can be so blatant and justified." He Xing said slowly, "No matter what the occasion, he looks at Ji Canxi without shy away. He divides the territory that belongs to them. Once someone violates , he flashed his fangs and let the enemy retreat regardless of the consequences. He seemed to be really confident that the two of them could go to the end together. I just hate him. He doesn’t have our carefulness and fear. In a relationship, rely on Why did he go so well?"

Wan Mu was a little surprised. In his heart, He Xing had always been generous and docile. He never thought that He Xing would hate someone so seriously.

"It's because I didn't give you a sense of security." Wan Mu lowered his head, "It's because I'm too timid to withstand a little storm outside. Fortunately, don't you have confidence in our relationship?"

"Of course not, Xiao Mu. I didn't compare you with him. I was angry that I didn't look like him." He Xing patted his head, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that. We are different from them, we Without their halo, we are a pair of cowards, a pair of ordinary people who can't be more ordinary, this is good, we won't attract too much attention from others, and the shelter is easier to find. "

"That being said, I always feel that you have become pessimistic. You used to be the one who would encourage me." Wan Mu said with a frown.

He Xing shook his head, "I don't know, maybe I haven't lost my mind yet... And this year, I often wonder if I shouldn't support your decision, we have come this far, yes There is really no way out, or..."

"What are you worried about?" Wan Mu looked at him, "He Xing, think about it carefully, what kind of life did the me in the past, the us in the past, live? We have made more stupid decisions than this, haven't we? ? We are about to succeed, we are together now, and we will always be together in the future, don't think too much, okay?"

When this fantasy-like plan was about to be completed, He Xing did not experience the ecstasy he imagined. At least after calming down a little, he seemed unable to plan their future life with peace of mind.

How long will it take for that vivid shadow to disappear?

In a daze, Wan Mu had already leaned over and kissed his left cheek, and said in a low voice, "Don't think about it anymore, sleep with me tonight, okay?"

He Xing knew what he meant, but at the moment he was really not in that mood.

He pushed Wanmu away and stood up, "I'm a little tired, so I went to the guest room to sleep."

"Really don't want it?" Wan Mu held his hand tightly.

He Xing smiled and shook his head, that smile was a bit forced, "I always feel that it's a bit strange now, after all, you are not complete. Anyway, we still have a lot of time in the future, don't we?"

"Yes." Wan Mu smiled.

Luo Shi'an had a wonderful dream.

In the dream, it was the freshman semester of Qinghe No. [-] Middle School. Among the bustling crowd, he saw the shining boy at a glance.

This time, without hesitation, he stepped forward generously and introduced himself, "Hello, classmate, my name is Luo Shi'an."

If I had known that I would like you so much, I would not have procrastinated and wasted so much time later.

They started as friends, and he blatantly treated him well, making no secret of his appreciation for him.

Soon, he will tell him, I like the name Ji Canxi, and I like you too.

So, you must never abandon this name, don't be someone else.

I will always like you, always by your side.

You're the best.

······

Luo Shi'an's dream was disturbed, he opened his eyes, and the pillow was already wet.

He had finished drawing the water, he wiped the corners of his eyes, feeling exhausted all over his body, it was only after a while that he suddenly realized that what disturbed his dream was a sound of "dong dong dong".

Someone threw a small stone at the window of his room!

Luo Shi'an got up slowly, and sat on the edge of the bed for a while. After lying down for too long, he felt top-heavy when he got up.

Small stones were still being thrown up continuously, hitting the glass, Luo Shi'an looked up feebly, and looked over there, this scene seemed a little familiar, he suddenly realized something, got up quickly, and almost staggered.

He stumbled to the window, drew the curtains, and pushed the window open.

The moonlight outside was bright, downstairs, a familiar figure stood there, waving at him excitedly.

That, that is...

Luo Shi'an's heart suddenly shrank, he turned around and ran downstairs in a hurry.

Steps, the steps in his house seem to be too many, the second floor is too high, and the distance from the house is too far.

He felt that he opened the door after running for a long time, and when he saw that figure, he suddenly became a little scared.

It was him, but was it really him?

Dreams come true when you wake up?

Luo Shi'an's footsteps gradually slowed down, step by step, but the man couldn't wait any longer, rushed over and grabbed his shoulder, "Shi'an, it's me, it's me!"

I know it is you.Luo Shi'an opened his mouth, wanted to speak, but didn't make a sound. After a while, when his heartbeat stabilized a bit, he slowly opened his mouth, "Chan, Canxi?"

"Well, I'm Canxi! I'm Ji Canxi!" Ji Canxi cried and laughed like a lunatic, "Shi'an, I really...you, what's wrong with you? Shi'an, why are you crying? What happened to the tape on it, are you sick?"

Ji Canxi touched his face, which almost drove him crazy, "Why did you lose weight again? Did you take good care of yourself..."

"Canxi, what's going on?" Luo Shi'an realized that he couldn't let himself get too excited, otherwise he would definitely faint, and he couldn't bear it.But the voice still couldn't stop trembling, "You, are you back?"

"Shi'an, I miss you so much, there are so many things I haven't said to you." Ji Canxi wiped away her tears, and suddenly hugged the person in front of her tightly. He didn't have much time, and he couldn't hold on for too long. He was really scared, and there was no chance to say these words to him again.

"Luo Shi'an, listen, after meeting you, I feel that being alive is a very special thing. You are very good, no one can compare to you."

"I really want to be by your side all the time. I want to take care of you and treat you well. I want to grow old with you. I want to spend my whole life with you."

"I like you, Shi'an, I love you... You have to remember, Ji Canxi will always love Luo Shi'an the most, and only Luo Shi'an... Shi'an, I'm sorry... ·sorry······"

His voice gradually lowered, he closed his eyes, his head hangs powerlessly on his shoulders, and finally remained silent.

Luo Shi'an's arms gradually tightened, hugging the person in his arms, and his heart ached. He didn't understand what happened, but he seemed to know what happened.

After a while, he seemed to have fully recovered his ability to speak, and tried with one last hope, "Canxi? Is that you?"

The head resting on his shoulder suddenly moved, and Luo Shi'an's heart also jumped, but soon, the voice sounded lazy and joking:

"You hug me so tightly, and you still don't admit that you have thoughts about me?"