hug me

He Xing smiled lightly, and that smile made people feel very warm.

"Mr. Liu, you really don't have to persuade me. No matter what, my decision will not change."

Old Liu sighed heavily, "Okay, let's chat. Wan Mu, you stay with him."

He Xing is Wanmu's only friend, the one who helped dispose of Wanmu's body, so why is he not surprised and panicked when he sees this "Wanmu" standing in front of him now, or is he actually Know--

"What should I call you?" He Xing smiled and reached out to him.

He really knows it all!

Ji Canxi subconsciously held her breath.

■

The two of them came to the music classroom, usually few students come here, and Ji Canxi came here a few times to accompany Shi An.

After He Xing walked in, his eyes turned around in the classroom, and finally fell on Ji Canxi, "We used to come here often."

"But every time he comes, he has a wound on his face."

"The school days are really hard, day after day, it seems like a lifetime."

Ji Canxi lowered his head, he also understood the feeling of hard life.

He Xing suddenly laughed softly, "I'm hypocritical, it's been so long. He gave up his life, what am I still talking about here?"

"He Xing, you..." Ji Canxi wanted to ask a lot of questions, but looking at his face, she couldn't say anything.

His eyes are thick and affectionate, but they are looking past him and looking at another person.

A person who is no longer in this world.

"Even if I know everything, I still can't believe it." He Xing stretched out his hand and touched Ji Canxi's face, "It looks so much like him, as if he never left."

Ji Canxi wanted to hide, so he should too, but the strange thing was that his body seemed out of his control, so he could only raise his head and meet He Xing's gaze.

"I know, I shouldn't come back. I accept any decision you make, and I should completely disappear from your life, but Xiaomu," He Xing looked at him with confusion in his eyes, "Xiaomu, you Really... is it really gone?"

gone.Can the soul of Wanmu hear these words?

Ji Canxi was thinking in a trance, and when he regained his attention for a while, He Xing had already hugged him in his arms, holding him, like a drowning person finally catching a piece of driftwood.

This taste is not right, Ji Canxi vaguely felt that this is not what he likes, it is not the kind of fresh sweet, with a slightly cool, reassuring taste, it is another kind of scorching heat, which makes his head dizzy, and he wants to break free , but can't make it hard.

■

When Ji Canxi returned to the classroom, he had already started his evening self-study. As soon as he got to his seat, he lay down on the table, feeling very dizzy.

Luo Shi'an didn't even have time to ask a word. He was going to find Ji Canxi after the mobilization meeting, but was stopped by Lao Han.

Ji Canxi slept for two classes, and felt better during the break. She pinched her sleepy eyelids and finally felt a little more relaxed.

"Why are you so sleepy?" Luo Shi'an asked suddenly.

Ji Canxi rubbed her eyelids and shook her hands, remembering the hug in the music classroom, she suddenly felt guilty, she didn't even dare to look at his boyfriend's face.

"I, I don't know what happened, but I suddenly became sleepy." Ji Canxi said, and went to flip through the exercise book to do it.

Luo Shi'an said, "Your eyes are very red."

"Is that so?" Ji Canxi still didn't look up, but focused on the topic.

Luo Shi'an said again: "Where did you go this afternoon?"

"Where's the chocolate milk?"

Luo Shi'an reached over and placed his hand on his thigh, "Ji Canxi, can you keep your eyes on me?"

Ji Canxi put down her pen and looked up at Luo Shi'an. There was concern, blame and questioning in those eyes. No one could lie to such eyes.

"Shi'an, I—"

Just as Ji Canxi was about to confess, Du Ming knocked down his desk suddenly, and asked, "Boss, why don't you go see He Xing, he will ask me as soon as he comes back, old Liu said he is going to drop out of school, boss, what are you doing?" Did you help persuade him? He will definitely listen to what you say, boss, is He Xing still coming back to study?"

Timing, how important is the timing of speaking, if the same thing is known from other people, the responsibility of the person concerned will be doubled.

Under the table, Luo Shi'an quietly took his hand away again.

■

"Shi'an, wait for me, don't go so fast! Shi'an!"

Ji Canxi chased him all the way to the outside of the school gate. Luo Shi'an was indeed a sprinter who had participated in a sprint competition, and he had to run to catch up.

"Luo Shi'an, can you listen to me!" Ji Canxi grabbed his sleeve tightly.

"Let go!" replied coldly.

Ji Canxi paused in his heart. If he had changed his life, the thing he feared the most was Luo Shian's cold attitude. Luo Shian left him behind. Luo Shian wouldn't let him touch Luo Shian's back.

What is he changing his life for, isn't it for a better life?Why does it seem that the more you live, the more useless you become...

Ji Canxi let go of him.

Luo Shi'an shook his sleeves, adjusted his schoolbag, looked at Ji Canxi's dejected look, finally couldn't bear to walk away, and said softly, "Let me ask you, have you been with He Xing all afternoon?"

"······Yes."

Luo Shi'an asked, "Where did you go?"

"music classroom."

Luo Shi'an asked, "What are you doing, just chatting?"

Ji Canxi bit her lip: "We... hugged."

"Oh, give me a hug." Luo Shi'an emphasized a certain verb, "And then?"

"Then, I told Xiaomu to wait for him here, and invited him to visit my house at night."

He Xing suddenly came out from the shadows at the side, calmly, and handed a glass of something to Ji Canxi: "Xiao Mu, your favorite American style."

Ji Canxi didn't answer, because he was recalling what He Xing said, is there?He Xing said that he would go to his house in the future?When they parted, he only saw He Xing's upper and lower lips moving a few times, but he didn't hear any sound at all.

Luo Shi'an dragged Ji Canxi behind him, and said in a bad tone, "How lucky are you?"

"It's me." He Xing still smiled, "Xiao Mu, your friend doesn't seem to like me very much."

Luo Shi'an said: "You know these things, why are you looking for him? He's not the one you're looking for."

He Xing said, "I know."

Luo Shi'an said, "Then why are you hugging him?"

Ji Canxi pulled his sleeve hastily, "Shi'an—"

He Xing smiled bitterly, and looked at Ji Canxi behind him: "Xiao Mu, you promised me, will you go tonight?"

Ji Canxi said involuntarily, "Go."

When Luo Shi'an looked back at him coldly, Ji Canxi said in a panic, "Go, Shi'an will go with me."

■

The three of them originally walked side by side, but as they walked, Ji Canxi and He Xing slowed down, and Luo Shi'an walked in front of them, about two steps away.

Ji Canxi stared at Luo Shian's back, and gave He Xing one ear.

He Xing has been talking about Wanmu: "He has never been very social, and he always has some weird ideas. Including the weird surrogacy agreement, I thought he was joking, or whimsical, who knew he really Yes, it really did."

Yeah, he really took it too.

He Xing said: "When I saw you for the first time, I was also shocked. I couldn't believe that there would be two people who looked so similar in this world, but at that time, you always looked like you The hostility and unsatisfactory life are all written on the face, compared with now, it is completely different."

Ji Canxi turned to look at him, "Do I look much better now?"

He Xing said: "If you only judge from the outside, I like you better now."

Luo Shi'an stopped in front of him.

Ji Canxi also stopped, and said to He Xing, "We've only met for a few hours."

He Xing smiled: "Does the change that can be seen at a glance take so long? As soon as I returned to Tianshui, all I heard was about you. I think he should be satisfied too. You really put The name Wanmu has become worthy of its name."

Ji Canxi raised his chin slightly, he felt very strange, he wondered if He Xing had this kind of ability, talking to him was like walking a one-way street, unable to turn or turn back, he could only go forward without thinking Go, you feel that what you say and how you react seems to be to cooperate with him, rather than really wanting to do it.

Suddenly, Ji Canxi's eyes widened, because he saw a black object falling vertically from the balcony of an unknown floor, and the direction of landing seemed to be right in front of——

"Shi'an!" Ji Canxi felt that his heart was going to stop, he rushed towards Luo Shi'an like a cheetah, grabbed his shoulders, protected him in his arms and stepped back, his body hit the wall behind him .

With a "bang", the falling object shattered to the ground, and some of the fragments splashed onto Ji Canxi's legs, but he didn't care at all.

Ji Canxi hugged Luo Shi'an tightly, his heart was about to jump out of his throat, if he had a heart attack, he would definitely relapse and fall to the ground by now.

"Scared me to death, scared me to death." Ji Canxi let go of Luo Shi'an, and checked his body repeatedly, "It's okay, it's okay, do you feel any pain..."

Luo Shi'an froze for a moment, then said softly, "Canxi, I'm fine."

Ji Canxi hugged him again and said: "I was really scared to death, what the hell is this place and there is a 'murder weapon' at night, fortunately it didn't hit you, what if you smashed such a smart brain, what do you say? Just walk well, why stop, really, are you scared..."

The falling object was a flowerpot with mud and flowers, it fell to pieces, but the white one was still standing proudly, Ji Canxi looked up: "I want to see which idiot is playing parabolic at night—"

Luo Shi'an stopped him from going forward to ring the doorbell: "Chanxi, I'm really fine. You see, the lights in this building are all off and everyone is resting. The flowerpot must have fallen by itself. Okay, let's go quickly Well, it's fine."

Ji Canxi's heart was slightly in his stomach, and He Xing who was behind him suddenly said coldly: "You are bleeding."

Ji Canxi looked down, and indeed, it turned out that the fragments of the flower pot not only splashed on his legs, but also hit the back of his hand.

It seemed that the flower pot was aimed at him.