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When Luo Shi'an returned home, dinner had just been prepared, but the atmosphere at home was a bit unusual.At the dinner table, Yang Yu pushed him a box.

"Open it and have a look." Yang Yu said.

"Any more New Year's gifts?" Luo Shi'an opened the box, and it was a watch, which looked expensive.

"It was given by... grandpa." Yang Yu said, "How about it, do you like it?"

"Well, it's just a little expensive." Luo Shi'an said, "Mom, please thank grandpa for me."

Yang Yu nodded with a smile, looked at Luo Bowen again, and said carefully, "Shi'an, your grandfather also said, should you go to his place for the New Year next year? He wants to see you."

If you really want to watch it, you don't have to wait for such an important festival.

Luo Shi'an silently closed the box, his expression as usual, "Okay."

"Have you finished talking, it's my turn." Luo Bowen endured it for a long time, and now he said anxiously, "I'm asking you, son, that Xu Yuanfan didn't look for you after that, right?"

"I told you that I have already dealt with it." Yang Yu frowned.

"How to deal with it, you should tell me immediately about this kind of thing, I have to beat her up!" Luo Bowen was furious, completely different from his usual gentleness, "It's still a shame to do such a shameless thing!" If she dares to come back, someone has to teach her a lesson!"

Yang Yu patted him on the shoulder, "Okay, okay, I don't think she dared to show up again, if she comes again, I'll leave it to you, okay?"

Luo Shi'an still held the black box with his right hand, exerted a little force, and suddenly said, "We met again later."

Yang Yu was stunned, "What, when?"

"Son, did she embarrass you, what nonsense did she say?" Luo Bowen asked.

Luo Shi'an shook her head, "No... I just said goodbye to her."

"Farewell? Say goodbye to her?" Yang Yu frowned.

"Well, I have already removed the name Xu Yuanfan from my future life. Even if I see you again, I will be just a stranger." Luo Shi'an looked at his parents and said softly, "Mom and Dad, thank you for being able to do it." I feel very lucky for your children."

Both Luo Bowen and Yang Yu were stunned. Is this what their son said?Are these words coming from the mouth of their dull son?

But there was something even more surprising, Luo Shi'an continued, "Actually, you don't have to hide it from me. I know what grandpa thinks of me, but whether he accepts me or not, I don't care. I do. It's you, and..."

Ji Canxi.

Luo Shi'an recited the name silently in his heart, and the corners of his lips curled up, "Anyway, that's what I mean, you guys, don't think of me too fragile."

Luo Bowen reacted first, and nodded with relief, "Yes, not weak, our son has long been a man!"

And Yang Yu's eyes were red and he was about to cry, Luo Shi'an felt moved and at a loss, hoping that this atmosphere would dissipate quickly, he picked up his chopsticks again, "Hurry up and eat, I have to review my homework."

If Canxi said something like this, it must be very natural, he really can't.

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At night's bedtime, the Rock family suffered from insomnia.

Yang Yu sighed, "It's the first time Shi An said such things to us."

"Yes." Luo Bowen said, "Although the family can understand some things without saying anything, but hearing such words, I feel warm in my heart, as if I have added an extra winter coat."

"Look at your stupid look," Yang Yu bumped her husband's arm, "But Shi'an, you really look much happier than before. Even Xu Yuanfan's bad things didn't leave any bad influence, I'm really glad ah."

As soon as that name was mentioned, Luo Bowen frowned again, and he didn't even want to mention it again, "Shi'an's eyes, have you talked to Dr. Lin again?"

"He said that he has already talked to his friends, so we don't have to worry about it." Yang Yu said, "I also asked Dr. Lin, and the doctor said that Shi'an is a child with a strong sense of self-protection, if he is willing to let others share his pain , then there is nothing to worry about, it doesn't matter who the target is."

"Hey, that's good. It's really not easy to raise a child. It's not that you can't help him when he has difficulties, but that the child doesn't want you to help." Luo Bowen smiled at Yang Yu, "But my wife, I still feel very happy .”

"Me too." Yang Yu said.

Luo Bowen got up suddenly, lifted the quilt, "I'm going to see our son."

"What are you doing, don't wake him up so late." Yang Yu smiled.

"I'll just take a look." Luo Bowen got up and put on his shoes.

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The day before school started, Ji Canxi came to the hospital to see Ji Yao.

"Happy New Year." He sat by the hospital bed, folded his hands on his lap, "Don't blame me for coming to see you so late, you can't imagine the amount of homework for a senior high school student. My boyfriend, oh, also It's the one who usually comes with me, who is still making love at home, I didn't tell him that I came to see you, otherwise he would definitely come with me, and he would have to stay up all night again tonight."

The ward was extremely quiet, and the nurse had just left. Ji Canxi looked at the person lying quietly on the bed with such a peaceful expression, as if he had fallen asleep, and would wake up with just a light touch.

"What did you want to tell me that day?" Ji Canxi said slowly, "You recognized me, you still remember Ji Canxi, unfortunately, it's too late. If you let me know earlier, this Apart from my aunt's family, I have other relatives in the world, maybe, maybe I won't..."

He paused suddenly, then smiled self-deprecatingly, "Who am I pushing the responsibility on? It's obviously my own decision. It's my choice to abandon my previous life. It has nothing to do with anyone. If you wake up , Seeing that I am still so obsessed with obsession, I must be very disappointed."

So wake up quickly, and you can just scold me when you get up.

You finally met your nephew, and you didn't even have time to say a few words, so you're going to sleep like this?

What a loss.

Ji Canxi's chest was very stuffy, and he let out a foul breath, "Forget it, let's say something happy about the New Year's Eve." He leaned forward a little, "By the way, I haven't told you Shi An yet, right? I usually come to see you with me, and don't talk much, don't think he is a cold person, he is the cutest."

"He is the kind of person I never dared to hope to be a confidant and a lover. He is really good...Of course, I know that I am not bad." Ji Canxi smiled again , breaking his knuckles, "But what should I say, I still feel flattered, and feel that I have been treated favorably by God."

Since he was with Luo Shi'an, he had never told, confided or showed off their feelings to a third person. Although the person on the hospital bed could not respond at this moment, he felt that he could hear them.

"Quietly tell you," although this kind of behavior is a bit stupid and doesn't fit his personality of an arrogant lunatic, but Ji Canxi just wanted to do this, sighing leisurely like a pregnant girl, "I really like him, I like it so much that I am not even sure who I want to be, the only thing that is sure is to stay by his side."

■

The winter vacation is over in a hurry.

The second half of the senior year was ushered in, and a few months before going to the battlefield, the atmosphere in Tianshui No. [-] Middle School also began to become tense. No, the school began to study by itself at night.

Miraculous, Tianshui No. [-] Middle School is really a miraculous school. Ji Canxi's evening self-study in Qinghe since the first year of high school was postponed for two and a half years when she arrived here, and it also ushered in the crying and howling of Tianshui children.

Tsk tsk, look at these squeamish ones.

The principal is also planning to hold a formal mobilization meeting to cheer up the students in the third year of high school.

With the experience from last time, Ji Canxi successfully pretended to be sick and escaped, and Luo Shi'an and Chen Yinuo were elected as student representatives in the first class.

"Are you nervous?" Ji Canxi asked his deskmate in the preparation room that day.

For Luo Shi'an, this was all a small scene, and Ji Canxi already knew his psychological quality very well, but Luo Shi'an still lied calmly and said, "Nervous."

"Oh, yes, there are a lot of people." Ji Canxi stood up, "Let me give you a shoulder squeeze."

After just pinching a few times, Luo Shi'an avoided him, "Shoulder pinching doesn't work."

"Then what works?" Ji Canxi lay on his shoulder, looking at him with a smile.

"Are you pretending to be stupid again?" Luo Shi'an glared at him.

"The students really don't know. Teacher Luo wants to give me some hints, or I'll ask Du Niang?" Ji Canxi said.

"Then go ask, you stupid—"

Before he finished speaking, Luo Shi'an's face was held by him, and then Ji Canxi leaned down and kissed him hard.

Before the lips parted, the door of the preparation room opened, and You Ke yelled sharply: "Die, you two!"

Chen Yinuo, who was behind her, closed the door casually, and was also very dissatisfied, "You two can talk as long as you want, no matter how you study, you won't delay at all."

You Ke panicked for the two parties, "You are so courageous, you are not afraid of being seen."

"Isn't it, no one noticed it?" Ji Canxi stood up uncomfortably, "I'm going to relieve my boyfriend's tension."

"Is he still nervous? Show some face." You Ke exposed it mercilessly.

Luo Shi'an didn't care about the face thrown at her, and turned to Ji Canxi and said, "I want to drink chocolate milk."

"Okay, I'll buy it for you." Ji Canxi said.

Chen Yinuo waved at him, "Drink after the speech, the teacher is looking for us."

Luo Shi'an then stood up, and Ji Canxi straightened his clothes for him, and said in a low voice, "Come on, boyfriend."

You Ke rolled his eyes on the spot.

When only the two of them were left in the preparation room, Ji Canxi felt a little embarrassed and coughed lightly, "During the passionate love period, please bear with me."

You Ke snorted, walked to the window, and supported the window sill with both hands, "Given the current state of the two of you, I think I still have an obligation to expose Luo Shi'an's true colors."

Ji Canxi smiled, "As his childhood sweetheart, shouldn't you put pressure on me?"

"Listen to me." You Ke tilted his head and asked him, "You haven't known Shi An for a long time. In your heart, what kind of person is he?"

"No matter what kind of person, they are all mine." Ji Canxi was very honest, "I like them all."

"Hey, I'm completely blinded by love." You Ke sighed and shook his head, holding his hands together, "I have a story, do you want to hear it?"

In fact, he didn't really want to hear it. This girl grew up with Shi An, and he didn't get to participate in so much time. It was a stranger to him.If he didn't know it at all, he could still hypnotize himself with Shi'an's present and future.

But as long as someone lifts a corner of the curtain of the past, the feeling of unhappiness will quietly permeate in my heart.

Terrible is also accompanied by curiosity.

You can see that he didn't respond, and he said on his own, "When I was young, because my parents were always away, I often went to Uncle Luo's house to play. Once, I accidentally fell down the stairs and broke the glass." Knee, Uncle Luo and Aunt Yang were very nervous, they cleaned and bandaged me, I always like to act like a baby to adults, so Aunt Yang even asked Aunt Yang to feed me when I was eating happily, a glass next to me suddenly fell to the ground, Ann squatted down to pick it up, but her palms were all cut open, and her uncle and aunt's attention was turned to him in an instant."

There must be something extraordinary about this ordinary little story, and it's worth telling Luo Shi'an's boyfriend after so many years.

When Ji Canxi, an idiot, was still figuring out which point was worth remembering for so long, You Ke chuckled, "Shi An did it himself, I saw it with my own eyes, he squatted down, squeezed a few pieces of glass shards in his palm, Blood flowed from his fingers, but there was no expression on his face, only when his uncles and aunts surrounded him, he showed a little smile."

Because of this incident, You Ke was very afraid of Luo Shi'an for a long time.

This child looks indifferent and well-behaved, but he is not afraid of pain or death.

Later, when I heard about his life experience, I gradually understood his strangeness.

Ji Canxi's heart skipped a beat—"It's kinda, ruthless." Just thinking about it hurts!

"Be ruthless, and he hasn't changed for so many years." You Ke said in such a serious tone, "For those he cares about, if he feels unsafe or neglected, he will not do anything to others. He only hurts himself."

Ji Canxi suddenly thought of the time at the sports meeting, when Luo Shi'an sprained his ankle for no reason, and the time when his confession was frustrated, Shi'an's eyes...

It felt like someone had punched me in the heart, and it was very uncomfortable.

"Wanmu, try your best to like him." You Ke said, "I hope you don't give him a chance to hurt himself."

■

Ji Canxi could have answered her, don't worry, I won't.

I will never give him this chance.

But these words, he suddenly wanted to say to Shi An himself, wanted to guarantee Shi An, and hoped to get Shi An's guarantee.

Don't hurt yourself, I'm always here, always looking at you, just like you look at me.

When Ji Canxi went to buy chocolate milk and came back, the mobilization meeting had already started, and the playground was full of people. He leaned against the pillars in the corridor and looked at the boyfriends on the stage, because there were some men over half a century old with sparse heads sitting next to him. Teachers, it is even more said that his house is green and tall, fresh and tender like a freshly washed cabbage.

It's purely a judgment on appearance, nothing else, who made him a good-looking dog.

When his boyfriend was talking, tsk tsk, Ji Canxi was obsessed with this calmness, this aura, when someone called from behind - "Wanmu?"

Reluctantly turning around, it was Lao Liu, standing next to a tall boy with single eyelids and wheat-colored skin, not a very outstanding appearance, but it made Ji Canxi dazed for a moment.

"Why are you standing here?" Lao Liu asked.

"Oh," Ji Canxi withdrew her attention, "If I missed it, it's the same if I listen here."

"I just wanted him to find you, you can have a good chat." Old Liu patted the boy on the shoulder, "He Xing, don't make a decision in such a hurry."

What luck?

How lucky is he.

Ji Canxi followed her gaze again.