hug me

"I'll carry you."

"Need not."

"Then buy you a cane?"

"Need not!"

"Then," Ji Canxi scratched her head, spreading and tightening her five fingers, spreading and tightening again, so she can't hold him.

"Ji Canxi?" Luo Shi'an felt that there was no movement around him.

"I'm here." Ji Canxi hurriedly said.

"Let's go." He groped for his position and took his arm naturally.

Ji Canxi got nervous and walked around several times.

The two walked out of the community. There was a bustling commercial street in front of them. Ji Canxi asked him, "Are you hungry, go eat?"

"it is good."

Picking a clean tea restaurant, Ji Canxi ordered black pepper beef tenderloin spaghetti, seafood baked rice, lemon chicken feet, French fries, purple sweet potato balls, and asked Shi An: "Anything else?"

"Enough." Luo Shi'an remained calm, it was all his favorite food.

Ji Canxi scanned the menu again, picked two snacks, and added two glasses of juice.

The pasta and snacks came up first, Ji Canxi set Shi An's tableware, watched him hesitantly raised the fork, poked here, poked there, a French fries were caught in the fork, and then turned the fork to roll it, Nahan said , "Is the pasta here so thick and short?"

Ji Canxi suppressed a smile, rolled up a forkful of pasta and put it on the plate in front of him, "Eat this."

Take the fries from his fork.

Just as Luo Shi'an picked up a piece of pasta, the back of the chair behind him shook violently, and the sauce-stained noodles slammed onto the table.

It was the little girl behind Shi An who was doing tricks, jumping and jumping on the seat, Ji Canxi pointed to the little kid and said, "Sit down, or my brother will throw you into the trash can."

Luo Shi'an's mouth was also stained with sauce, Ji Canxi sat next to him, wiped him with a tissue, and he even dodged for a while, Ji Canxi said, "It's stained."

He didn't move.

Ji Canxi rolled another fork of pasta and put it in the spoon, and handed it over, "Open your mouth."

Luo Shi'an still didn't move, if he could see now, it would be very rare for him to roll his eyes at Ji Canxi.

Ji Canxi said very gently: "Can we eat quickly? I can't eat well if you do this."

Luo Shi'an thought for a moment, then opened his mouth obediently.

"Well, that's awesome." Ji Canxi nodded and said.

Luo Shi'an reached out and patted his head very precisely.

Tsk, kid Luo has such a temper.

After two mouthfuls of feeding, Ji Canxi hadn't had time to eat yet, the kid just ran to the chair opposite them, blinked his big innocent eyes, and then opened his mouth, "Ah——"

Ah you big headed ghost!

Ji Canxi looked back, there were no adults, where did the child's parents go?

The little girl said convincingly, "I am a child, that's how adults feed children. Come on, I want to eat too."

Ji Canxi snorted: "You are not my child, whoever I like to feed, go and find your mother."

"Mom is calling at the door." The little girl pointed out the door, then pointed at Luo Shi'an, "I'm as cute as this brother, you can feed me too."

You're not as cute as he is, and you're a little rascal.

Ji Canxi gave her some French fries.

The baked seafood rice was served, and Ji Canxi scooped out a large spoonful of it, and the little girl held the plate of French fries without letting go, and suddenly said, "Brother, you have to hoo hoo."

"what?"

"It should be like this, huh~huh, you know? My mother feeds me like this every time. After huh, the food tastes better." She described it very vividly.

Call you big head ghost!

Ji Canxi flicked the spoon in the air, and the little girl yelled again, "Yeah~huh, brother, you are so stupid."

Luo Shi'an couldn't help but bend his lips.

"I—" Ji Canxi bravely blew twice, and then bravely fed Shi'an again.

The little girl asked Shi'an with bright eyes: "Brother Sunglasses, is it more delicious?"

"Mmm." Luo Shi'an's cheeks were a little hot.

Damn, who is going to take this little monster away quickly!

A beautiful woman in a blue dress came in from outside and stopped at their table, "Hey, Zhizhi, why did you come here?"

It's her mother, take her away quickly!

The little girl said, "We're done with our chips."

"Then you can't... Oops, I'm so sorry, I've prepared this meal." The woman in the blue skirt was very apologetic.

Ji Canxi waved her hand: "It's okay, it's okay, let her eat." Just leave quickly.

"You guys are so kind. It just so happens that we didn't eat much, so we'll make a table together." The woman in the blue skirt actually sat down carelessly, ordered some more food, and greeted her warmly, "Eat, let's eat. My daughter, she's just an acquaintance, and I don't know who she looks like."

Ji Canxi: "..."

"But, is this student's eye injured?" Lan Qun noticed Shi An's inconvenience.

Ji Canxi thought for a while, then nodded, "Yes, a little hurt."

"It's so pitiful, it can't be serious."

Ji Canxi: "It's nothing, it will be fine in a few days."

The meal was extremely difficult, and it was endlessly long. In front of him, one big and one small seemed to be the two most loyal spectators, watching Ji Canxi eat while doing unskilled feeding work.

"Canxi, I'm full." Luo Shi'an said suddenly.

"Oh, I'm almost full." Ji Canxi quickly put down the fork, wiped her mouth, helped Shi'an to stand up, and nodded to the pair of girls: "Then let's go first."

Goodbye, farewell, never see you again for dinner.

The little girl named Zhizhi pointed at their backs and shouted: "Mom, I will marry that brother who wears sunglasses in the future!"

The woman in the blue dress smiled and said, "Why, Mom thinks the other one is more handsome and can take care of others."

"I just like brother sunglasses." The little girl was very persistent.

"Hey, it's almost the same type of person you are looking for, him, don't even think about it"

"Why?" the little girl asked.

"Because the two of them are in a relationship, I knew it immediately." The woman in the blue skirt said with certainty.

■

"Are you really full?" On the bench in the park, Ji Canxi handed him a cup of hot milk.

Luo Shi'an took it over, and said softly, "Well, and I feel that you are not at ease."

"It's so uncomfortable." Ji Canxi leaned back in the chair and laughed again, "But the mother and daughter are also quite interesting, that is—"

Just looking at him and Shi An makes people feel particularly awkward.

Both of them knew what they didn't say, and they both returned to the embarrassing reality in an instant.

Silent, more silent.

When Ji Canxi couldn't take it anymore and wanted to call him after the silence, Luo Shi'an suddenly said, "I didn't expect that you would come to me."

Ji Canxi's throat tightened for a while, "...Why not?"

"Didn't I confess? Don't you find it annoying?" Luo Shi'an said.

"I didn't feel at all—" Ji Canxi couldn't even say those two words, "Shi An, you know I never will."

won't hate you.

"Really." Luo Shi'an smiled, and the smile was a bit bitter, "Tell me, I feel, you should have a lot to say."

"I, I do have..." I have a lot to say, but it's all a mess, I can't find a suitable beginning, "Shi'an, Shi'an, Shi'an... "

He could only call his name over and over again.

"Yes." Luo Shi'an agreed, "Let's talk."

He took a deep breath, "You, you are the only trace left by Ji Canxi in this world, I don't want to erase it... What I thought was that we would go to college together and do the things we both like , but I have always felt that we will have our own lives, and you will not stay in my world for too long, because I dare not expect to be friends with you forever. But now, I can't imagine you leaving my world life, I think I'm going to be overwhelmed.

Shi An, I am very scared, I am afraid that I will really become another person, I am afraid that no one around me will remind me who I really am, and I don't know what's wrong with me... Shi An, don't you care about me,

Don't hate me either, okay? "

At this moment, he was really glad that Luo Shi'an couldn't see him, because he was crying so badly and ugly, as if he wanted to release all the tears he had had for so many years.

After a while, Luo Shi'an stretched out his hand, slowly groped from Ji Canxi's arm to his head, and patted him lightly to calm down his trembling body, "Got it, I'll listen to you."

You can do whatever you want.

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a bit late hee hee