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Xu Yuanfan, his biological mother, was a manic, nervous, irresponsible, and extremely fragile woman. This was Luo Shi'an's evaluation of her after she grew up, relying on the weak memory of the past.

But when he was young, his mother was the whole of his life. He didn't know why his mother didn't like him. Maybe it was because he was often sick. Being sick was a troublesome thing, and it cost money to take care of him. Every time Xu Yuanfan stared at him, he felt It was like looking at a heinous criminal, a debt collector who wanted her life.

But how is it possible not to get sick?

Their living environment is too bad, there are cockroaches and mice, and the food they eat always has an inexplicable sour smell.

He still vaguely remembered that Xu Yuanfan kept walking back and forth in that small rental house, biting his nails crazily and pulling his hair, "How the hell did I live like this! How the hell did I live like this!"

She didn't say anything to blame him, but her eyes and her actions undoubtedly showed that this little devil was the culprit that caused her life to be ruined.

six years old.Xu Yuanfan said for the first time that she wanted to celebrate his birthday, and she told him to stay at home obediently and not go anywhere, and she went to order him a birthday cake—white cream topped with chocolate chips.

Then she left, he didn't understand at that time why he had to bring so much luggage to order a cake, he just listened to his mother, sat on the bed and watched cartoons, waited for her to come back, celebrated his birthday, after eating the cake, He won't be sick anymore, he will be obedient and stop making her angry.Everything will be better.

But Xu Yuanfan never came back.

On the first day, the water in the rental house was cut off.

The next day, the room was cut off and the cartoons could not be watched.

On the third day, he suspected that the biscuits he ate were also expired, and the familiar stomachache and headache came to him one after another...

When he woke up again, he was in the hospital, and it was the current parents who saved him.

He was taken to a new home and changed his surname to Luo.Luo Shian.

"It turns out that my mother and Xu Yuanfan used to be classmates in high school. When Xu Yuanfan left, he called his mother and said to her: The child is here for you." Luo Shi'an's mood was calm, and his voice didn't fluctuate too much, as if he was saying something. Something completely unrelated to him, "At least, she did one thing right, didn't she?"

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Ji Canxi wandered around the room, he felt extremely uncomfortable, Luo Shian told him such an important matter, but he didn't say anything to comfort him, and after silently sending him home, the two separated.

He was really not good at comforting people, especially at that time, after listening to Shi An's story, he felt as if a part of himself got into Shi An's body, which was as painful as him, so painful that he couldn't say anything.

After Luo Shi'an took a shower, he wiped his hair with a towel, the phone on the desk rang, and Ji Canxi sent a message: Are you hungry?

Luo Shi'an hadn't returned yet, and then came another one: Do you want to have supper?

There was a slight noise from the window, Luo Shi'an walked over, and Ji Canxi was standing downstairs, holding a handful of small stones in his hand, smiling so brightly that it was impossible to resist.

Luo Shi'an lowered his head slightly, and deleted the unsent sentence "It's not advisable to eat too much at night", word by word.

The two went to the nearest noodle shop, and they still ate a bowl of clear soup mixed with spicy food. Luo Shi'an was very quiet and elegant when eating. The speed, almost finished the noodles together.

On the way back home, I bought two more popsicles to chew on. The night breeze was already a bit cold, and Ji Canxi shivered while chewing, "Come on, it's so cold."

There is a basketball court near the neighborhood, Ji Canxi threw the bag of popsicles into the trash can, and raised her head at Luo Shi'an, "Come on?"

Ji Canxi didn't expect that Shi'an could hardly play basketball at all, only the movement of hitting the ball was quite bluffing, completely put on airs.

Ji Canxi took advantage of the opportunity to become a teacher, and first taught him the skills of dribbling and shooting. He was always impatient, but he boiled warm water here. He was extraordinarily patient and found it quite interesting.

After nearly half an hour of teaching, Ji Canxi was exhausted and collapsed on the empty basketball court.

After a while, Luo Shi'an also lay down beside him, and their heads were quite close to each other.

Ji Canxi smiled and gasped: "Student Shi An, remember to practice more."

"Yes, Teacher Ji." Luo Shi'an responded with a smile, "Teach me next time?"

"Teach me, teach me, you are a good seedling." Ji Canxi agreed.

After being quiet for a while, Ji Canxi felt the heat on her body being gradually blown away by the wind.

Luo Shi'an said suddenly, "When we went back, she called me again."

Ji Canxi frowned: "Damn, it's endless, right? I still want to find you?"

"She...is sick." Luo Shi'an said softly.

Ji Canxi's heart skipped a beat, "Very serious?"

"The operation time has been arranged, she came here just to see me." Luo Shi'an covered her eyes with one hand, "I hope we can meet again next time, I... didn't give her a clear answer. "

Ji Canxi suddenly wanted to hold Shi An's hand, wanted to give him some strength, but was afraid that Shi An would not like it.

Luo Shi'an was very conflicted: "My memory of her was very vague at first, and I never planned to remember her again, but, but this time..."

"Shi'an." Ji Canxi stood up and looked at him, "I'm serious, when I heard that woman was sick, I didn't feel sorry for her, nor did I feel sorry for her. After she did such a cruel thing to you, I even I think this is God's retribution for her. The fact that she is sick can't erase the mistakes she made, and you, you don't have to worry about whether to see her or not, it just depends on whether you want to. Go if you want, If you don't want to, don't worry about her."

The night breeze was very cold, but his words were warm and pleasant. Luo Shi'an's mood eased a lot, he couldn't control himself, and put his hand on the back of his hand, "If I go, can you stay with me?" ? Like today."

"Sure." Ji Canxi lay back down again, turned the back of her hand, and held Luo Shian's hand, it was still so cold.

And when Luo Shi'an came into contact with the warmth, he was almost flattered, half of his arm remained motionless, and he let him hold it, only hoping that the warmth would last longer, longer.The best time is to stop at this moment.

Ji Canxi held Shi An's hand without any distractions, and said after a while, "I still have something to say."

Luo Shi'an: "How long have you held it in?"

"Isn't that right? I've been typing for two hours." Ji Canxi coughed, as if about to give a speech, "Well, I have no impression of my parents at all, so I don't know anything about creatures like parents. , I don’t know what good parents are like, but I know one thing today—your biological mother, Xu Yuanfan, is definitely the most stupid adult in the world, and a person like her will definitely not have any luck.”

Luo Shi settled for a moment, "What you said tonight seems to be a bit of a schoolmaster."

"I've always been a top student, and I'm excellent all over." Ji Canxi said with a Sichuan accent.

"Well, you are indeed." Luo Shi'an smiled dimpledly, "Also, your parents are the same, I mean, they may not be stupid, but they are not lucky enough to watch you grow up .”

Ji Canxi felt the corners of her eyes slightly sour, fuck!He is really hypocritical now, simply turned sideways, and continued to blow water: "Of course I know, if I am the son of someone, someone will be so proud to walk sideways in the street, thinking every day that he saved the whole universe!"