Lao Gong begs you not to seek death

The words he said seemed like sharp thorns, piercing into Ji Si's heart one by one. The pain was so painful that he couldn't recover for a while, and could only stare blankly at him, with all his heart and soul...

Lin Yusheng covered half of his face, and slowly sank, "I gave Liu Jinli hope, and then left him alone. Master asked me to take care of him, but I sent him to hell with my own hands... "

A trace of panic flashed across Ji Si's eyes, and the fingers hanging on the sides of his legs curled up unnaturally, "You... remember everything?"

Lin Yusheng asked without answering, "Ji Si, have you ever hated me?" He dropped his crutches and walked two steps without any support. When he reached a staircase, he staggered and fell down.

Ji Si was so frightened that his palms sweated immediately, and just as he was about to help him, Lin Yusheng suddenly said, "Don't come here!"

"..."

He took a few breaths, patted the dust off his legs, and limped towards the man again, walking with great difficulty, Ji Si's heart was in his throat, but he didn't dare to move.

Lin Yusheng stumbled forward, chatting with him pretending to be relaxed, "I only saw the time when I met Liu Jinli, but I don't know why, I have a lot of things about you in my mind."

Ji Si tightened his five fingers so hard that his palms turned purple.

He smiled, and there seemed to be a cloud between his mouth and nose, "I said you have suffered too much in this life, if you don't want to be a human being in the next life, you can go to the underworld to be a civil servant..."

Ji Si almost squeezed three words out between his teeth: "I know..."

Lin Yusheng: "I also saw you dancing with a sword in a skirt. You danced beautifully. You always carry the wooden sword I gave you..."

"I'll take you and Liu Jinli to go sightseeing in the mountains and rivers. You don't seem to like eating bird meat, you only ate a little bit."

"During the spirit exorcism meeting, you thought that the ghost hunter killed me, and he wanted to avenge me even if he broke the rules. Unfortunately, I didn't appreciate it, and even beat you..."

"Everyone thinks you are the Ji family's once-in-a-century 'red pupils weeping blood', only I know what you have gone through..."

Lin Yusheng was finally only a short distance away. He dragged his knee that was about to crack, step by step, slowly but firmly facing the front, looked up at the big boy who had been waiting for him, his eyes were misty, "I'm sorry... ..."

There are bright red circles in his sockets, dark lumps left by dried blood and tears on his lower eyelids, and his whole face is as white as death. He is clearly an extremely optimistic person, but now he is tortured to the point of self-blame. Near collapse.

Ji Si opened his eyes like lanterns, and looked straight at him in horror, "Brother, what did you see?"

"I saw..." Lin Yusheng approached cautiously, trying his best to suppress his heartbeat, "I saw you tied up on a pitch-black iron plate, and someone used a scalpel to drain your blood over and over again..."

Ji Si: "..."

"You are so small, so thin, and your flesh hangs on your bones, how can you bear it..."

Before he finished speaking, Ji Si said in a dumb voice: "Okay, Lin Yusheng, don't think about those things anymore, it's not your fault, and don't think about it anymore, I beg you..."

Lin Yusheng: "I'm sorry..."

Ji Si: "It's not your fault, stop apologizing!"

Lin Yusheng turned a deaf ear, and leaned his head gently on his shoulder, "When I ran away from you, how sad you must have been..."

Ji Si immediately understood that he was apologizing for the sentence "End of here" last night.

"I'm sorry, I didn't want to hurt you, I'm sorry..." His words were like sticky glutinous rice, sticking together word by word, and he couldn't hear what he was saying at the end.

But the word "sorry" is very clear.

Ji Si didn't know whether to be happy or sad for a moment, but there was a wave of high waves in his heart, and there was a bang of tinnitus, which immediately engulfed all his rationality, and there was an almost crazy emotion in his eyes.

Lin Yusheng gradually hugged his back, and rubbed the long slanted scar through his thin clothes, "Half of the wounds on your body are caused by me, what can I do, why..." He climbed up the scar with both hands. He buried his head in his shoulders, feeling his body temperature as if grateful.

Thinking of all the things before, Ji Si would always stand in front of him, even if his body was covered with bruises, he still had to protect him.

When Luohua Cave Girl secretly followed him and Qi Fei to the hospital, in order to break Chen Zixiao's "wish", she beat her up, and said to him in the illusion of Dongshen: "I don't want to drag you into it." .”

The little things we got along with before suddenly had a reasonable explanation - Ji Si wanted to save him, and wanted to pull him out of the cage of "God-given yin and yang pupils".

At the age of seven, he doesn't know what love is, and he just relies on his innocent compassion, at best he puts himself in the pitiful situation, so his love gu attack is not due to the love of "Lin Yu".

Lin Yusheng choked with sobs, tears welling in his eyes, "The person I like feels bad because I made myself like this..."

Ji Si was stunned immediately, his eyes were fixed for a while, and he chewed the sentence over and over several times, and finally, he softly called out his name, "Lin Yusheng."

Lin Yusheng was taken aback, then raised his head: "What did you call me?"

"This time..." Ji Si leaned over to meet his eyes in an instant, the hostility in his blood pupils was exposed like a flood that opened the gate, and he was about to be swallowed up in a trance, "Even if you want to escape, you can't escape gone."

The expression of the person in front of him was almost the same as that of Liu Jinli at that time, and there was a pathological paranoia, which was fully displayed on this handsome face-like a beautiful lunatic, making people unable to look away for no reason, as if everything in the world It became irrelevant at this moment, and Lin Yusheng also went crazy with him without anyone knowing it, and said with a leisurely smile: "I won't run away, and I will die in your arms."

As soon as the words fell, Ji Si's heart, which had been tense, suddenly stopped.

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The two entangled and opened the door roughly. Lin Yusheng didn't know where he got so much strength, and threw him onto the bed. He pulled Si's neck, tore off his shirt, and a few buttons flew out, revealing the strong and strong chest muscles inside.

The body of a young man is different from the strong body of a middle-aged man, nor the slenderness of a little boy.

Lin Yusheng swallowed, and wandered aimlessly on that fair skin, clumsily imitating the plot of the TV series, as if he had exhausted all his skills.

However, Ji Si didn't need him to deliberately tease him at all, just one sentence could make him lose his armor and lose his armor...

He can't count how many times this scene has appeared in charming dreams...

When Lin Yusheng came across a point, Ji Si finally couldn't help turning his back on the guest, and pushed him down.

Lin Yusheng: "???"