Lao Gong begs you not to seek death

Lin Yusheng took the college entrance examination the next day like a normal person.

I heard from the teacher that Grandma’s funeral was all arranged by Ji Si. After the cremation, the old man was placed in their family’s ancestral grave and buried with his grandfather. Ji Si also asked the teacher to tell him that Grandma left a little money under the bed she usually sleeps in. What was left over from my mother at that time, the old man lived frugally for decades, increased the amount and left it to him for college tuition.

Lin Yusheng clutched the old passbook and knelt down beside the bed...

Master is gone, parents are gone, grandma is gone, and now even Ji Si has left him...

He seems to be on a train that doesn’t know where to go. When the train starts, there are people of all kinds around him, but every time someone gets off at a stop, he looks at the scenery outside the window day after day at his own position. , looking at the verdant and verdant sycamore trees going back row by row, day and night alternate, and the stars move, and finally he is alone, alone...

This room seemed to have grown old with grandma. It creaked in the wind and drizzle, like a pendulum on the verge of falling. It was so quiet, there was no human voice, and there was no vitality. Lin Yusheng felt that he was about to suffocate.

He was eager to come out to get some air, so he tidied up and walked out the door. As a result, a slim figure came into view. The girl was standing in the courtyard with a light-colored umbrella. The sandals on the feet were dirty, and a pair of white feet in the shoes were also dirty.

Lin Yusheng was slightly surprised and said, "Chen Zixiao? Why are you here?"

Chen Zixiao seemed to be wandering in the sky, and he came back to his senses when he heard his voice, his fleshy face flushed suddenly, "I'm worried that you will be sad, so I came to see you."

Lin Yusheng's heart suddenly felt sour, and he said with a smile, "Thank you."

Seeing him smile, Chen Zixiao eagerly forced out a flattering smile, approached unhurriedly, folded the umbrella, put down the backpack, took out a bunch of dried fruits and a bunch of white flowers from it, and said shyly: "Actually I want to visit the grave with you. Grandma just passed away a month ago, and you haven’t had time to worship her, and Ji Si... His family submitted an application to withdraw from the school before the college entrance examination. I am afraid that you will be unhappy alone, so... "

Before he finished speaking, Lin Yusheng immediately leaned over and hugged the girl, his lips trembling as he spoke, "Really... thank you..."

Chen Zixiao was taken aback for a moment, then blushed, and slowly hugged him back, patting his back lightly, "Which one of us is with the other, why are you so polite."

Just as Lin Yusheng was about to let him go, a gust of cool wind blew by, and a smell of rotten vegetation wafted in. Then, a rattan stretched out from nowhere and immediately wrapped it around Lin Yusheng's neck, then wrapped around his waist, The thigh, and finally hung him up.

Lin Yusheng had black lines all over his face, "Hey, hey, isn't it..."

Chen Zixiao shouted suddenly, "Tan Changtian! Let him down!"

Black spots gradually appeared on her shoulders, and they converged to form a human figure in mid-air, revealing a cool and handsome face, but sullen and unhappy, "Human, pay attention to your words and deeds, Zixiao is only here to comfort you verbally, not to make peace with you." You hugged and hugged."

Lin Yusheng chuckled, "Looking at your virtue, you look like a resentful husband. If Chen Zixiao doesn't like you, can you still threaten her?"

But he had to thank the cave god for not hanging him upside down, otherwise his brain would be congested again.

The last time I was unconscious and dizzy, my mouth was like a machine gun, spraying out, full of lethality.

Spray the cave god into a sieve.

Thinking about it, I still feel a little sorry...

Hearing this, Tan Changtian almost lost his old face, and coughed awkwardly, "Zixiao and I are in love..."

"Who is in love with you! I haven't agreed yet!" Chen Zixiao yelled, his pretty face was like a fried egg, "Put Lin Yusheng down quickly! Otherwise, I'll get angry!"

Tan Changtian: "..."

"Okay, let me down, let's go to the grave."

In this way, the two and one ghost embarked on the road of sweeping the grave. The ancestral grave of Lin Yusheng's family is in the mountains in the countryside. They took a full three-hour car ride to arrive at the destination. The place is usually cleaned by grandma, and it is clean. There were no weeds, so Lin Yusheng kowtowed briefly, said a few more words, and took Chen Zixiao back.

Along the way, on a whim, he asked the girl what she wanted to do when she grew up.

Chen Zixiao thought for a while, brushed away the broken hair beside her ear, "I...I want to be a doctor..."

Lin Yusheng said casually: "We used to chat in the second year of high school. Didn't you say you wanted to be a fashion designer? Why did you change your mind?"

After hearing this, Chen Zixiao was stunned, as if wondering how he could remember so clearly, and clearly rejected his confession four times...

Lin Yusheng saw that she hadn't said anything for a while, and asked suspiciously, "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing." Chen Zixiao shook his head, looking at the clouds in the sky and slowly fell into deep thought, "I want to cure illnesses and save people, at least if you have any pain in the future, I can save you, at least... I won't look at you helplessly. ..."

Lin Yusheng: "..."

She turned her head and smiled at him, "Just kidding, I don't want you to be unconscious again, you have to take care of yourself, you know? Or I will hit you." She said, putting her embroidered fist He took it up and shook it, and his smile became brighter and brighter.

Lin Yusheng suddenly had the urge to cry, and he choked up thousands of words, leaving only two words "thank you" as light as a feather.

That day, they chatted a lot, from the past to the future, from the past to the future, the girl was very good at answering the conversation, and also very good at throwing it out, the atmosphere was harmonious and playful, Lin Yusheng felt that he was blind to reject such a girl……

When Chen Zixiao left at night, he said to her, "Keep your eyes open in the future, and don't like people like me anymore."

Who would have thought that Chen Zixiao's long-standing amiable appearance faded away, and he put on a serious expression, saying sternly: "I don't think it's a wrong thing to like you. I know who you are. You deserve it." I am good to you because you are good to me, and that is enough."

Lin Yusheng lowered his head, scratched the back of his head, and laughed dryly, "Hahaha, it seems that I underestimated you."

Chen Zixiao didn't say any more, just said goodbye and went back.

In the end, he was the only one left guarding the empty yard. There were no stars or moon in the night, and the whole sky was gloomy, just like his life...whether it is long or short , If you don't experience it personally, how can you put yourself in the place.

No wonder the parents hope that their children will marry and have children when they grow up, so that when the original relatives pass away, they will not experience the pain of walking alone.

Ji Si was right, when a person dies, it is the living who suffer.

Lin Yusheng sat down on the wet slate tiles, looked at the dark clouds in the sky, and sneered, as if he was laughing at the ugliness of the sky, and as if he was laughing at himself, his shoulders trembled, and the flesh on his face was squeezed together , Finally, he lay flat on the stone bricks, covered his eyes with his hands, and said something in a low voice.

"Ji Si...I miss you..."