Lao Gong begs you not to seek death

Lin Yu was stunned for a while, not knowing how to respond to his words, as if any answer was inappropriate, because this sentence itself should not have come from a boy who was only seven years old.

"Oh..." He sat down on the ground, sighing like an old man over fifty years old, "You have to learn to grow up, what if I leave one day."

Hearing this, Ji Si widened his eyes in disbelief, as if seeing the sky falling, "Impossible, brother won't leave me."

Lin Yu burst out laughing, "What a brat, let me tell you, no one will always be by your side. The ancients said, 'There is always a banquet in the world', understand, I used to think that someone would be by my side My whole life, but I was wrong... This is what my teacher taught me..." After speaking the last few words, he slowly stopped laughing, frowned slightly and fell silent for a moment, and then spoke in an extremely gentle, yet compelling way. A few words spit out in a distressed tone, "He taught me with death..."

Lin Yu looked at Ji Si from afar, and the gray eyes seemed to contain some incomprehensible emotion, falling on Ji Si's heart bit by bit.

The smash hit him almost to the point of defeat, and he wished to lock this person into a room with only him, and never let him go for the rest of his life.

No matter what it is, there is no banquet, he only knows that Lin Yu can't leave, and he won't let him leave even if he dies.

Lin Yu didn't see what this little guy was thinking, he was still preaching heartlessly, "So, you have to make yourself strong, and when you become strong enough to protect yourself and the people around you, come to me I'll be proud of you too."

Ji Si quietly listened to him speak the truth, and slowly walked forward, "Brother, are you going to leave here, leave me?"

His voice was cold, with an indescribable chill.

Lin Yu didn't take it seriously, and adjusted the position of Li Wei in her arms to make her sleep more comfortably, "Isn't the summer vacation coming to an end, the school sent a notice to my parents, asking me to go back Go to school, they will pick me up in two days."

Ji Si: "Will that brother come back?"

"Hahaha..." He laughed a few times, recalling the car accident he saw in the "dream" before, the feeling was too immersive, as real as being in the "prophecy".

What if it wasn't a dream, but his own future?

So he didn't dare to kill him, he had already given too many people unreasonable expectations, and almost never ended well.

Ji Si approached step by step, and grabbed his hand that had no place to rest while he was thinking, "Brother, look at me." The commanding tone and expression completely inconsistent with his age all made Lin Yu upset , Even the scenery at night couldn't appease his impetuous heart, he shook his hand on the spot, trying to shake off this annoying little thing, "What are you looking at, it's not that I haven't seen it, do you know that people watch it too much? You'll get tired of it, and you don't want me to get tired of seeing you..."

Before the word "ba" came out, Ji Si tilted his head and smiled, and interrupted him, "But it's strange, I can't get tired of looking at brother, no matter how I look at it, I like it, it's always not enough."

Lin Yu suddenly had goosebumps all over his body, "Stop, stop...why didn't you learn well at such a young age..."

Ji Si's smile became brighter and brighter, the baby's fat face looked very white against the moonlight, like a piece of nephrite jade as soft as water, the insects in the darkness stopped at some point, the forest's life fell into a deep sleep, and the grass and trees fell into a deep sleep. The fragrance was mixed with it, and it was as quiet as a paradise in a storybook. Lin Yu could even hear the chuckle in his throat.

With a bit of forbearance, but also a chuckle that couldn't be held back.

Lin met him in a much better mood, and put the girl on his back again, "It's getting better, show me the way."

Sure enough, people can say anything when they are happy, Ji Si did not refuse this time, opened his bright red eyes to light up the path ahead, and led them down the mountain.

About an hour later, Lin Yu carried Li Wei back home, cleaned and bandaged her wound, and then put her to bed to rest. After everything was settled, he returned to find Li You, and Ji Si followed behind him without saying a word. , When I heard that I was looking for "Li You" at the foot of the mountain, I seemed to know what happened ignorantly.

Lin Yu originally thought that he would blame him for killing Li You, but Ji Si only said "I know, brother won't kill people" in an understatement.

However, he himself couldn't have a clear conscience. How did this kid be so sure?

Then I saw Ji Si pushing away those weeds and branches, searching carefully, while absently replying, "Brother is a god who saves people, not a ghost who kills."

Lin Yu: "..."

It was the first time he had heard anyone describe himself like that.

Ji Si turned his head and met his confused gaze, "I know that my heart will stop me the moment I kill someone, so I can't kill anyone." The boy's dark red pupils seemed to be covered with a faint mist , appearing very clearly in the dark of the forest.

As his words fell, the scene on the edge of the cliff suddenly appeared in Lin Yu's mind. The silver knife pierced through the fallen leaves and inserted into the soil, but it didn't land on Li You.

He suddenly felt that there was nothing wrong with the baby's speech, and it was too innocent, which made him a little uncomfortable, "Why do you say that, as if you know me very well."

Ji Si: "I just understand."

"..."

"I am the one who understands brother best in the world." Ji Si turned to the grass beside him, with a sly smile at the end of his eyes.

I don't know if it's Lin Yu's illusion or what, since he had a showdown with this kid a week ago, this kid hasn't even pretended to be.

The unpretentious dialogue didn't have so many twists and turns, but it would make Lin Yu's old father's heart go up and down like a roller coaster, and he would definitely have a schizophrenia.

At this time, a ray of light streaked across the sky, slowly waking up the sleeping earth. Perhaps the earth was too tired from overtime work and did not want to get up. Dark clouds drifted past and blocked the light, and resolutely stuffed the lion that was about to wake up back into the cave.

Lin Yu didn't know until he looked at his watch that it was the time for the sun to rise, but the bad weather hindered them everywhere.

Ji Si looked up at the sky, and murmured, "It's not going to rain in this weather."

As a result, the moment he finished speaking, Lin Yu got a cold raindrop.

The two stepped up time to find Li You before the heavy rain.

As a result, they searched for a long time, but they didn't pick up a piece of the girl's clothes.

Lin Yu started to panic. Only then did he realize that he had really killed a person. He really... deprived a person of the right to live...

"God, what have I done..."

Ji Si turned to look at him, but didn't speak.

Lin Yu's eyes were in a daze, focusing on them, like a blind first-class cripple, "What the hell am I doing... What am I doing, what am I doing... What am I doing..."

He forces a girl who has never been happy to jump off a cliff.

The sky suddenly exploded with a loud bang, and the pouring rain poured out in an instant, and the bean-sized water droplets fell on the grass, and there was a pattering sound.

Ji Si's hair was quickly wet and stuck to his face in strands. He looked at Lin Yu next to him without saying a word, and bit his lower lip.

However, Lin Yu seemed to be unable to feel it, and still covered his head and said to himself, "What have I done... Why should I decide the life and death of others..." The speed of his whispering gradually became faster, and finally it was almost Shouted out, "What the hell did I do!"

As soon as the words fell, Ji Si stepped forward slowly and hugged him gently.

Lin Yu: "..."

Ji Si's touch was a bit cold, feeling a little lower than normal body temperature, he didn't say anything, just hugged him quietly in the torrential rain...