At the beginning of July, the last week before the summer vacation, the first wave of word-of-mouth of "Book of Heart" reached its peak, setting off a movie-watching frenzy across the country. At the beginning of midsummer, the weather was as hot as fire, but Han Yi's heart was as cold as ice Tuozi, he came to formally say goodbye to Li An.

In view of the special identities of the two, Xie Xiangwen booked a guest suite in a five-star hotel in advance. Li An sat at a small round table by the window and looked at the two red-crowned cranes walking happily in the garden with a blank expression. The fat layer seemed to have been drained, with sharp outlines, sword eyebrows and star eyes, showing an unfamiliar valiant spirit, handsome and mature as if reborn.

Han Yi sat down opposite him, his left and right hands clasped tightly under the table, no matter what his true thoughts were, he would follow the doctor's request to finish all the pre-set content.

"Li An, we broke up because I couldn't persist in this relationship. It has nothing to do with you. Please understand; I used to really love you, but now this feeling has faded. A relationship is a spiritual interaction between two people. I love you. When you were with me, I didn't have any rejection of your previous experience, and it has nothing to do with my letting go of my feelings."

Li An slowly turned his attention to his face, blinked, and said, "You have only liked Lianying from the beginning to the end, and now "Xianjianlu" has finished, right?"

"I just noticed you because of Lianying, Li An, I know who you are, I didn't admit it, I have always liked you, and I love you too!" Han Yi said this sentence very slowly, every word It was as if they were pulled out of his heart, he paused and continued: "If you were a company, we would have finished it six years ago."

Li An lowered his head slightly, and said in a low voice: "I'm sorry, I lied to you six years ago and made you think that you were my first man. I'm afraid that you would know the truth, so you wouldn't even touch my finger. … ...finally let you down."

Han Yi bit his lips hard but still couldn't stop the tear glands from suddenly becoming active. He looked helplessly at the door of the living room through his eyes blurred by water, and a soft and calm instruction came from the invisible earphone, "Tell him, You already knew that he wasn't your first boyfriend, and you cheated on him too, so you guys are fair."

Han Yi mechanically repeated what the doctor said, his mind was so confused that he could only repeat mechanically.

"So, I don't love you now, and I have nothing to do with you. It's just that I don't love and feel anymore. This is the only reason why I broke up with you. It has nothing to do with others, and it has nothing to do with your past!"

According to the doctor's request, he repeatedly emphasized that he doesn't love him anymore, and he emphasized that if he doesn't love him, he doesn't love him anymore!Has nothing to do with any external conditions!He repeated the doctor's words, saying "I don't love" for countless times, until tears streamed down his face, and a gentle smile appeared on Li An's face.

Li An's expression gradually became vivid, and he said, "Thank you, Han Yi, thank you for telling me this."

At this time, Xie Xiangwen came out of the living room. He nodded to Han Yi to express his gratitude, then took Li An's hand, and said, "It's time to go home. I'll be jealous if you keep talking."

"Fool..." Li An muttered in a low voice, his tone full of indulgence, stood up and walked out together with Xie Xiangwen.

Han Yi turned his head to the other side, shrugged his shoulders slightly, laughed softly, and cried silently.

Before he came, the doctor said to him: In Li An's psychology, you are his first love. A man's first love complex is actually deeper than a woman's. Because he is a person who has despaired of love, you are his first love. The best savior is the one who let him know himself again. Only you can make him recognize himself again and let him come out of inferiority complex.Giving him a formal breakup is the most merciful thing you can do for him.

In fact, what Li An said was correct, the person he fell in love with at first was indeed Lian Ying, or in other words, Li An who was exactly the same as Lian Ying, and he had regrets afterwards, unfortunately, there is no real Lian Ying in this world , and then accompanied him for several years, Li An and Lian Ying were engraved into his heart unconsciously.

Later, he met Zhao Siyu, who was really young and innocent. She was a little girl who was more connected than Lianying. After four months of being with each other in a drama, he couldn't bear to let go.When Xie Xiangwen told him that Li An never wanted to see him again, he actually felt a little fortunate in his heart. He never dared to face Li An. He knew that as long as they met, they might not be able to let go of this person again. Zhao Siyu was significantly higher than Li An in his rational valuation.

But this is also the point. Only when he formally broke up with Zhao Siyu did he realize that he had made a complete mistake—if feelings can be evaluated with reason, what kind of feelings are they?

In mid-July, because Li An took antidepressants without knowing it, he fell into severe anorexia after his emotional condition gradually stabilized. He would often vomit quickly after eating something, so Chen Chen had to stop all his work again, and he began to stay in bed most of the time, and occasionally needed to rely on intravenous nutrient solution to maintain normal vital signs.

Xie Xiangwen began to learn to cook according to the recipes on the Internet. Li An always couldn't bear to eat two more mouthfuls because he was the one who cooked the food himself. It is better to rely on nutrient solution to survive.

In early August, the Venice Film Festival came as scheduled. "Book from the Heart" was nominated for multiple awards in a row. Li An and Qiu Qiu were nominated for Best Actor and Best Supporting Actor respectively, but they both missed out on the awards.

The film finally won two awards for Best Story and Best Soundtrack. When Haohan’s boss Zhou Zihe brought several main creators to the stage to accept the awards, he abruptly pushed the director on his right side a step aside, leaving a space between them. Then he said to the host in English: "This seat must be reserved for the leading actor of this movie and also my good friend Li An. Even if he cannot be present today, I will defend his honor to the death."

The host repeated the word "defend to the death" twice, and then showed an expression that could not help but laugh.

Li An was lying on the bed watching the replay, laughing until tears flowed, Xie Xiangwen also laughed like him and burst into tears, saying: "With Teacher Zhou's words, I have no regrets if I didn't walk the red carpet hahahahaha!"

In mid-August, the main creator of "Book of Heart" returned to Beijing, and Zhou Zihe visited him personally. Li An's antidepressants had been quietly stopped for a week, and his mood was still improving steadily. , There is light in the eyes.

Boss Zhou was still out of shape, and patted his thigh to tease, "Hurry up, I want to take a photo for you, and PS it on our group photo at the film festival!"

At this moment, Li An was so weak that he couldn't even use beauty to save the scene. He laughed and said, "If you put me on PS like this, it will become a supernatural photo, okay?"

Teacher Zhou was noncommittal, suddenly turned serious, and said solemnly: "I'll give you another month, you must stand up!"

"Why? Squeeze labor?" Li An acted like a baby every day.

Teacher Zhou frowned with disgust: "What else can you squeeze out like this? ... But, it is indeed a very important thing for you to do."

In mid-September, Zhou Zihe bought two air tickets for Li An and Xie Xiangwen to the holiday destination New Zealand and a large suitcase of domestic devil snacks, and said to Li An: "My teacher watched your movie and wants to see you , you can send this box of gifts for me by the way."

Xie Xiangwen opened the suitcase and asked Li An to look at it. Li An couldn't help but click his tongue when he saw it, "Isn't your teacher too harsh?"

Xie Xiangwen counted at random, twenty bottles of Laoganma, five bundles of vacuum-packed duck tongues in bundles of ten, seven bundles of spicy strips in bundles of ten, and countless dried tofu and instant noodles... Li An wiped off the cold sweat that didn't appear on his forehead, "Is it true that the elderly will have blood in their stool after eating this thing?"

Teacher Zhou slapped him on the back of the head pretendingly, "What are you talking about! My teacher is the founder of Haohan! 24K pure actor, every best actor produced by our company must be seen by the old man, This is an honor far higher than walking on the red carpet!"

Li An commanded Xie Xiangwen, saying that you should close the box quickly, this pile of red ones makes my stomach hurt just looking at them.Then he looked at his teacher Zhou with persecution, "Are you burying me? I haven't won the prize yet!"

Teacher Zhou laughed, "Why are you talking so much nonsense? Although my teacher has quit the arena, he is still the half-head of Haohan. I want to see you as a young actor, so I have to reason with you?"

Then he corrected his color again, and said seriously: "Those heavy snacks are not for my teacher, but for his adopted son. His old man has never had a family all his life, and he adopted a child after retirement. I advised him to accept the younger one at that time." To be honest, he didn't listen, saying that he would not take care of children, and directly took in a rebellious teenager in adolescence, who was flying like a dog before! It has only gotten better in the past two years, and I heard that the relationship is getting more and more harmonious, hurry up Catch up with my son."

Li An nodded in agreement, "It's not easy, it's really a favorite to see this box for food."

"Who says it's not!" Teacher Zhou couldn't help but sigh with emotion: "Look, Li An, they are also adoptive fathers and sons, there are people like Zhao Yi and Xiaolei, and there are people like my teacher. How much darkness you have seen, you should know how much light lies ahead, there is nothing wrong with this world, the problem is how we treat him."

Li An nodded, "I understand, I've troubled you."

Zhou Zihe stood up and patted him on the shoulder twice encouragingly, "Go out for a walk, relive the feeling of taking off the mask to breathe freely, and think about what you would be like now without your past experiences ? Also, think clearly about how to turn those unpleasant pasts into weapons that will make you happier in the future?"

Before he finished speaking, Li An burst out laughing, and couldn't help complaining: "Mr. Zhou, Mr. Zhou, no wonder everyone calls you teacher, hahahahaha! It's worthy of the name hahahahahaha!"

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